Saturday (04/02/2011):
Another filler episode....
The new family settles in..
No Maaneet moments only in FB....
Geet is seated alone in thoughts and hears the MSK picture dropping on the floor ... broken glass... She sees that & her heart cries for him. Once again she caresses his picture but now on a broken glass.. She is so deep in her thoughts and longing for him that she cuts herself and winces with pain with drop of blood in her finger tips.. Her heart is bleeding to and hugs his picture.
A shout from Beeji and she runs down with all other family members arriving in the hall. Tej Veerji is there too in his true Veerji posture..... Beeji tells her that Tej has been from Delhi and now knows the true reasons of her wondering around alone in Amritsar. Geet has no answer just tears of hurt. Tej Veerji tells her that he knows that Maan said mean stuff to her and that is why she left the house. So now she does not need to go back and she will stay with them.. He also adds that if Maan comes here they would push him out of the house.... Geet was not able to say anything but more tears..
Now when Tej veerji told Geet that he has been to Delhi he forgot to mention that Maan was not there but he is out there in Amritsar looking for her. So for Geet she does not know that Maan is looking for her since the day she left the house. But she heard that message from him on the radio' now I am not sure about why they choose to put that radio incident there or it has some significant later on but for now it has been just wave aside as a one time incident...
Right now Geet is too hurt and this family stood for her and wanted to fight her battle was a knew thing for her as no one did at HP.... Yes Maan always did that for her but right now all those incidents just brings tears and pain to her as she just cannot pass the point that how could her Maan who loved her to death could say such things to her. How could her Maan sees her with those views.. The more she thinks the more she feels down and fresh tears stars rolling down her eyes.. In her hurt she is not getting pass the fact of "how could you Maan" In that she remembers his love and his beutiful words and all those brings more conviction in her heart that a person who said those wonderful things and than spoke to so angrily with such a dislike and that only means now I have no value in his eyes.... I am worthless and respect-less in his eyes and I would rather not go in front of him as she would not be able to bare that anger and dislike and detest in his eyes toward her. His angry eyes and detest in his eyes just killed her and she just could not bare a single second with the thought that her Maan was actually disgusted with her and that he separated himself from her. She is totally broken even with the thought that her Maan thinks of her so low.. and that hurt in her is killing her and thinking about him brings more tears and she gets deeper and deeper in her misery. She just lost the jest and joy of her life and now is being just a lifeless doll being protected by her family.. Now she just allows them to fight her battle because nothing matters to her much.... and her family sees her sinking deeper and deeper and are getting outrageous at Maan for making their sister feel like that.
Now at home.. Pammi a sweet sister in law with her constant blabbering is trying to cheer Geet up. Geet sees her efforts and appreciates it. So half heartedly she agrees and for the sake of family she tries to cheer herself up but when she is alone and lonely she misses him and the time spend in his arms and his loving memory brings fresh tears and her hurt surfaces back....
Now Maan who really feels the her pain and understands her walking out lifeless is in severe agony and pain because it was him who inflicted that pain upon her and he alone knows the fact that how deep it is unless she would not walk out on him. Now he wants to go to any length to erase the memory of those words and that pain and shower her with his love in such abundance that every hurt and every word of humiliation may wash out from her memory.... but ufff there is no news of his Geet.... The more he tries to get hold of her the more she drifts away and he just too desperate to connect to her. He is too desperate to lay his eyes on her. He is too desperate to tell her how sorry he is.. But she in no where in the sight..
Hope you will like it have a wonderful afternoon and great week end.. and enjoy the Victory of India against the Srilankan in the World cup