you seemed little sad and depressed, anyways, i was expecting this from you, coz only you can come up with such a sensible and sentimental thoughts !
So, here it is,
" His rude words against women & their weakness made her want to defend herself & her kind.
Seeds of self respect that her family, her Darji & brother who had curbed from its roots, her parents who did not let it grow ...seeds to that self respect in a woman got sown & watered by this arrogant man on their very first meeting.
Not love for his brother, concern for his family , family name & goodwill ...not even his old Dadi's pleadings make him melt & he sends his brother to jail to bring justice to Geet.
Quest that died in the eyes of law by lack of evidence but never in his heart. He did not forgive Dev his sins , he punished his brother by turning him out from being a Khurana heir to now a nobody.
Even owing his life to Dev does not make him forgive nor forget Dev's sins nor is his trust restored in him.
He knew this should not be, he did not trust Dev.
His inner battle that made him lock himself from Geet in attempt to shield her from it & himself trying to compose his thoughts.
He loses his battle & himself when he sees Dev move around scot free & enjoy the auspicious occasion with 'his' family.
With shock & disgust he watches Annie play holi with Dev, then Dadi.
He is shocked to see these two women he loves & respect having so readily accepted Dev.
Tilak that is mark of respect shown towards the person.
Geet doing tilak of Dev.
A sight that makes blood freeze in his veins, his heart stop.
Did he see it right!
Did he see the woman who refused to forgive her sinner now actually forget his sins not alone forgive him!
He roars in anger, pride & pain - Anger at what he saw & his own helplessness at it; Pride in his love, his woman whose fight for justice had him respect her & Pain to have lived to face this moment.
He knows he has again been misunderstood that his anger was not towards her but for her. He does not go to stop her from walking away, nor explain himself.
How can she be so blind to his pain & only see his anger ... how can she ever had loved him, loves him but fail to understand him ? How can she take his words on face value & not take into account the emotions they hold in them?
He watched his life fade away infront of his own eyes that are now blank of any emotion as his heart, his soul have been ripped apart from him. "
Okay, nandu ! That was wow ! Speechless, sad, emotional and heart wrenching !
You are an Artist, Nandu ! 👏 ❤️ ⭐️
Trust me, you have it in you !
It is an art to represent your thought through words, and you are damn good in that, like an ace ! You can play with your words, and convince anyone with you, even a negative mind turns into positive one !
It is a journey, an emotion and sentimental journey, to read your thoughts and analysis !
If, writing and presenting is an art then, i will must say, that to read and to understand the words and depth of the thoughts, is also an art ! Only people can make out the hidden sadness and depth of the words, and you rock in it !
I have always loved your creations, but this one made me feel more senti, as maan's mental state was SO CLEARLY explained, like i was going through his mind and heart and the battle within himself, i really very loved it !
And, yes i can understand, you are very busy in exams, so you do not have much time, still you managed to deliver such an extraordinary emotional WRITE UP !
I loved it ! You rock ! Keep them coming, never ever stop writing this beautiful and wonderful write ups ! I love that and i demand that !
And a huge 🤗 for this !
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Love,
Your Bajaj Fan 😉
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