Hey Friends,
There is not much i have to write about todays epi, so i have decided to update it in yesterdays post.
Dev was begging for forgiveness, he was dying for that one chance which would give him peace. But Geet refused. She was not ready to give him that satisfaction. He begged yet again, and she told him, never try to touch her again. And then he realized, he would not get that satisfaction of being forgiven by the one girl he had hurt THE MOST.
And then he thought of Maan ... begged Maan's ladylove, Maan's Geet, Maan's life, to not tell him the truth about Dev. And his last statement was thought provoking; "tum mujh say nafrat zyada karti ho, ya Maan veer ji say pyar."
It Left me thinking for a few moments as well ... What would be Maan's life after this revelation? What would be Maan's future with Geet? What would be life and love for both Maan and Geet? But after a few moments of realization, its a fact that Geet kay liyay Maan ki mohabbat zyada zaroori hai, and that is the reason kay, Maan kay liyay Dev ka sach janna kitna zaroori hai. Yeh sach ka imtihaan hai, yeh rishton ka imtihaan hai, yeh pyar ka imtihaan hai; aur pyar ki neeve sirf sach honi chahiyay, chahay consequences kuch bhi hoon. Waqt har takleef, har gham ko bhula daita hai, siwayay dhokay kay. Aitbaar toot jayay, trust toot jayay, tu waqt bhi ussay bhula nahi sakta, because when someone breaks our trust, indirectly, they breaks a person in us, and changes a part of our personality FOREVER.
Geet ka sach, Dev ka sach, Maan ki mohabbat ka taqaza hai; Maan ki mohabbat ka bharam hai. yeh toot gaya tu sab toot jayay ga.
I am glad that Geet is going through the thought-process ... facing the facts and trying to make up her mind. But the only reason, why I want Geet to tell Maan the truth is because SHE LOVES HIM and his love is the only thing that matters to her now. No Dev, no hatred, no punishment for Dev, no anger ... Only LOVE for Maan .... yehi tu mohabbat hai. har sach mohabbat kay liyay, har rishta mohabbat kay liyay, har agni pareeksha mohabbat kay liyay.
Coming back to Maan today, not much of him that we saw, but his getting ready for the engagement scene was really nice. The focus was surely on the taveez, and thats what i loved ... Maan and his love for Geet, Heart-warming, Heart-touching, Sensitive, Special, Possessive. Just love the way he loves Geet ... 😊😳
And now he is looking for her. smiling in his heart that she playing hide and seek with him, unaware of her inner turmoil, unaware of her pain, unaware of the torture she is going through. But what will be his feelings, his emotions, once he gets to know the truth ... soch kay bhi dar lagta hai.
And before i end today, i have to appreciate Geet (Drashti) for doing such a brilliant job today. She was outstanding as a woman who was torn between her love and her culprit. A woman who found out on the day of her engagement that the man who gave her the biggest hurt of her life is younger brother of a man who has given her the biggest happiness of her life (LOVE, TRUST, PASSION, COMFORT) .... Here's a standing ovation for her ... 👏👏👏👏
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Lots of love,
Kashish😊
YESTERDAY'S POST:
Mohabbat '. itni asaan kab thi '.
Mohabbat '. Itni meharbaan kab thi '
Mohabbat '. Jitni aasani say dil ko chooti hai
Utni hi asaani say dard bhi daiti hai '
Aur mohabbat ka dard, har dard pay bhari hai
Har dard say zyada hai '.
And as someone said,
Yeh ishq nahi asaan, mat sehl issay jano
Ek aag ka darya hai, aur doob kay jana hai '
Abhi tu Maan ki mohabbat ko bohat imtihaan dainay hain.
Abhi tu Maan ki mohabbat ko bohat mushkiloon say guzarna hai.
Abhi tu Maan ki mohabbat ko Geet ko pana hai '
Abhi tu Maan ki mohabbat ko Geet kay ateet (past) say bohat si Jungian jeetni hain '
Abhi tu bohat say imtihaan baqi hain '
Abhi tu bohat si takleefain baqi hain '
Abhi tu bohat say sach baqi hain '
Abhi tu bohat kuch baqi hai '
Abhi tu ek zindagi baqi hai '
Maan was happy, Maan was content. He saw Dev coming and he couldn't control his emotions. He told Dev how happy he was and how Geet has changed his life. The happiness on Maan's face was overwhelming. I dread the thought that this happiness was short-lived; that this happiness is only till the time Maan doesn't know the truth; that this happiness is nothing is front of the harsh realities of life.
Maan left Dev .. standing there ' lost and wondering '
How he will hurt his brother by telling him the truth;
How Maan's life would change when he would come to know the truth;
How his mistake would ruin Maan's life.
Dev seems to be repenting, he seems to be feeling sorry for what he has done and he wants to express regret on it. But would life give him that chance. Some mistakes are not worth forgiveness. Some mistakes can never be vindicated, because they are life-changing and life-chattering... Some mistakes can never be pardoned. Some mistakes hurt us to the core of our hearts and no matter how hard we try, we can never ever forget the pain associated with them. No matter how hard we try, we can't forgive them, we can't forget them, and we can never free ourselves from its repercussions.
And that is the kind of mistake Dev has made. No matter how hard he tries, he will never be able to wipe it off. He will never be able to free himself from its burden ' never ever '.
She was playing with her Maan... she was trying to run away from him, with the hope that he would come and get her; and when he would do so, it would be a magical moment, for he would hold her, touch her, caress her, and make her feel loved and wanted ' but on the contrary she bumped into the Man (DEV) who had hurt her the most. She saw him and images of her past flashed through her mind. And, filled with hatred and anger; disgust and rage; abhorrence and ire; she slapped him ' hard and tight... telling him, he had hurt her, he had disgraced her, and above all, he had broken her trust ' and she would never be able to forgive him from what he had done to her.
And she ran away from him. And this is what worried me a little. I feel she needs to confront him. But I am also glad that she ran away from him, because I know she needed time to digest his presence on her engagement, and she needed time to react. But now that she has had enough time, I only have one DUA ' Geet tells Maan the truth. No matter how much Maan tells her that he loves Dev and how much Dev matters to him.. I want Geet to tell him the truth. Because this, I believe, is her only chance'. If, by any means, ,Maan gets to know the truth by someone else, that will be a disaster ' that will be something Maan will never be able to forgive Geet for, and why should he? If Geet hides the biggest truth of her's and Maan's life from him than she doesn't deserve Maan's love. If she thinks she would do him a favor by hiding the truth from him than she is sadly and badly mistaken. Nothing can justify this ' she has to tell him, or let alone Maan, I (Kashish) would lose my trust in Geet. I would lose my faith in her honesty. I would lose my confidence in her.
So she went to Maan and dragged him ' "I want to tell you something ' he let her drag him, because this love, this apnapan, this deewangi, is what Maan had been looking for in Geet for soo long. He just walked with her, matched her pace, let her do what she wanted, till she entered that dark and cozy room with him. And when she did so, Maan's emotions played a trick with his senses again. Unaware of the person in her past, unaware of her fears, unaware of her qualms; he held her shoulders, placing his hands lovingly and protectively around her he made a statement of her life, "bas tumhain dhoondna chor soon, tum khud ba khud bechain ho kay meray paas aa jao gi ..."
I was sooo touched by this statement, I was sooo touched by his emotions. I was soooo moved by his feelings.
Aik taraf Maan aur us ka pyar hai
Doosri taraf Geet aur us ka sach
Aur sach ki taqat jar taqat say zyada hoti hai.
As I said above, she better tell him the truth now; because if she delayed it, she would be inviting disaster.
And on top of that he told her, Dev is his brother. Wow, perfectttt... I understand the dilemma Geet is facing; the uncertainty she is going through; the insecurity and hesitation she is going through, but I also know that no matter how disastrous a truth is, it is the only thing which can give you peace and serenity. Truth is the only way out; truth is the only hope to satisfaction.
I don't know why, but I have this strange feeling that Geet will not tell Maan the truth about Dev. I have this strange feeling, and so I repeat my words, Maan has overcome every problem for now, but this betrayal, he will never forgive. Maan is a Man of truth, honor, principles, integrity, values, and truthfulness and if Geet hides that one major truth from him, than what is left in their relationship?
Rishton ka sach
rishtoon pay yaqeen
rishtoon pay aitbaar
maan nay geet kay pyar mein seekha ....
aur
ab jo dil toot gaya
ab jo aitbaar bikhar gaya
tu kuch baqi na reh payay ga
bas ek khalish reh jayay gi
aik dhuwan reh jayay ga
ab jo dil toot gaya
ab jo aitbaar bikhar gaya
tu har saans tham jayay gi
har khawaish be-maainay ho jayay gi
ab jo dil toot gaya
tu kuch baqi na rahay na
na tum, tum raho gay
na hum, hum rahain gay ...
Hoping for the best!!!
Kashish
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