After a heart-wrenching episode..a poem

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The episode wrenched my heart..their expressions killed and went straight to my heart..

Pure pain and love..
here is something I wrote

Don't expect me to answer your questions- I won't..
don't expect me to meet your eyes..I can't
I know what I will see there..it's my reflection-

your eyes pure with love..purified with tears-
DOn't compel me to stare into them..to be lost forever
I have to be with myself- loneliness is a path I need to choose..
IT's not for me..it's for the life inside me-
all other affirmations of life-need to be killed ruthlessly

YOur words- they hurt me..they always have..even when you never spoke..
I can't bear anymore..One more look, and I will break for sure..
I want to push you away..but who will give me the strength..

Yes..I pushed you away..I had to you see,
I hope you understand what I mean..
I never want to hurt you..so much that it shatters you-
your eyes don't shed tears..I don't want them to,
so I will go..walk away..far away..always alone..always lonely


You think I will let you walk away?
You hurt me..like no one ever could-
hurt me where I never thought I could be hurt..
What now? What next?

Another game..what's the next test?
WHO can stand untouched by my love for you-
I know of the world- but with you..I have no clue..
You break me..mend me..and shatter me again..

If I let you go..who will mend me again?
who will help me pick up the scattered pieces?
who will collect those tears that seem unshed to you-
If only you knew..
If only you could see..

I don't stare in the mirror anymore..
I see only you reflected in me..
My eyes I cannot meet- they are a shadow of you

Stay away from me- you told me in anger..
But I saw the pain..I will let it go
I was so wrong, I was never so sure..
I thought I knew you..thought I could read the ancient sound of loving eyes

I was wrong..I admit..
you turned me into a child again
Scared of the world...scared of you
what am I to do..Stay away from you?

You are my only hope..you are my only bane
In between the two..I hope to find myself..
you said-stay away from me..I don't feel anything..
Then how am I supposed to find myself again?



I hope you guys read this..it made me cry as I wrote..the former part is from Geet's side..the latter from Maan's

Please give me your opinions and comments!!

love to all

no one has read this kya? 😭

it is truelly very deep and beautiful

its very beautiful!!! 👏
this poem filled my eyes wid tears 😭 very emotional and touching...

Wow! Absolutely beautiful and so emotional. I've got tears in my eyes after reading your poem.

did u write dis? amazing and superb......beautifully written, full of emotions.....u didnt miss anythng..........loved it

Wow! Very beautiful! 😆