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good morning Geet!
its another day... and things arent better... even today...
i couldnt sleep all night, i thought of you, of how close we were.. of, how, i was on the brink of telling you what that moment to me, of how i wanted to hold you close to myself and never let go... but i had to... go away, cos, i knew that was the best for you, me, us...!
Yes geet, i have been thinking alot about you lately... i havent had the nights sleep.. and during the day when i see you in front of me, there is no peace of mind as well. i want to spend all the time i have around you... i look for excuses to make you be with me? why did you go sit at the reception, when you were supposed to sit next to me? Am i that bad? when you call me dusht daanav.. i know you dont mean it... but, something inside me kicks me to prove to you otherwise... i am not all that bad, i am not all that mean...i just... i just...am this way.. but, lately i have seen this change in me.. and i like it.. at first i was annoyed, especially after all those things i had said about you and thought about you from the start.. but now, to think of it, may be, there were those signs, that tried to brush off as nonsense.. but to tell you the truth, there was always something about your presence around me... i wouldnt want to help you, but i would end up doing it.. infact, there have been alot of dont that i have turned into do's when you have been around me.. and i have tried fighting it.. real hard.. but lately.... i started liking doing those things around you.. when i dont do it.. it feels weird.. yes, i know what all these things mean, and what they are trying to convey to me... but, what worries me also.. is do you feel the same about me?
do you feel the need for me to protect you everytime there is a trouble round the corner? do you think of me the way i do about you? you u debate with yourself every night before sleeping, if you would continue feeling the same way about me the coming morning? do you wake up in the morning with thoughts and dreams of me and the moments we could spend together, but dont in reality?
you make me forget my past and all those things i had turned bitter towards the moment you smile at me..
you make me wanna be that man, that has just you and nothing else on his mind all the time.. I, Maan Singh khurana am not used to it.. and i dont like it as well.. but... i cant help but feel this way about you...
Geet, i am scared! tell me you feel for me the way i do as well.. please.. i may portray a tough exterior.. i may act like i dont care.. like i can boss around.. but the truth is... i need you geet, i need you around me.. all the time... please dont go away... not now... not ever!! i would be lost without you Geet... i may not say it! but when you are so good at reading whats on my mind, why dont you read my heart also... and promise me you will not go! you wont go na?
Haan, i will give the that rose, you were looking at ... and make you happy! i will make up for all those things i hurt you with... but, promise me... you will be around... i am meeting you now in a while... and i cant wait to be around you.. yes... we will be in the same office space.. your presence geet.. your presence just makes my day...
thinking of all this... Maan suddenly snaps out of his thoughts and looks at the clock and says...shit.. its almost 9, let me go to the office! no one would be around... while all this is awesome in imagination, it is not half as easy to implement.. ! after all i am Maan Singh Khurana! there is this image i have to protect... but damn... no.. its Geet! whatever it is... I am going.. i have to see her...
he walks away... into the office .. to get a glimpse of her... and this time, he has a rose in his hand...
and the first thing he says the moment he looks at her... is ... " Good Morning Geet" ... cos all this while he has had all this running in his head after that good morning!
love,
niha
its another day... and things arent better... even today...
i couldnt sleep all night, i thought of you, of how close we were.. of, how, i was on the brink of telling you what that moment to me, of how i wanted to hold you close to myself and never let go... but i had to... go away, cos, i knew that was the best for you, me, us...!
Yes geet, i have been thinking alot about you lately... i havent had the nights sleep.. and during the day when i see you in front of me, there is no peace of mind as well. i want to spend all the time i have around you... i look for excuses to make you be with me? why did you go sit at the reception, when you were supposed to sit next to me? Am i that bad? when you call me dusht daanav.. i know you dont mean it... but, something inside me kicks me to prove to you otherwise... i am not all that bad, i am not all that mean...i just... i just...am this way.. but, lately i have seen this change in me.. and i like it.. at first i was annoyed, especially after all those things i had said about you and thought about you from the start.. but now, to think of it, may be, there were those signs, that tried to brush off as nonsense.. but to tell you the truth, there was always something about your presence around me... i wouldnt want to help you, but i would end up doing it.. infact, there have been alot of dont that i have turned into do's when you have been around me.. and i have tried fighting it.. real hard.. but lately.... i started liking doing those things around you.. when i dont do it.. it feels weird.. yes, i know what all these things mean, and what they are trying to convey to me... but, what worries me also.. is do you feel the same about me?
do you feel the need for me to protect you everytime there is a trouble round the corner? do you think of me the way i do about you? you u debate with yourself every night before sleeping, if you would continue feeling the same way about me the coming morning? do you wake up in the morning with thoughts and dreams of me and the moments we could spend together, but dont in reality?
you make me forget my past and all those things i had turned bitter towards the moment you smile at me..
you make me wanna be that man, that has just you and nothing else on his mind all the time.. I, Maan Singh khurana am not used to it.. and i dont like it as well.. but... i cant help but feel this way about you...
Geet, i am scared! tell me you feel for me the way i do as well.. please.. i may portray a tough exterior.. i may act like i dont care.. like i can boss around.. but the truth is... i need you geet, i need you around me.. all the time... please dont go away... not now... not ever!! i would be lost without you Geet... i may not say it! but when you are so good at reading whats on my mind, why dont you read my heart also... and promise me you will not go! you wont go na?
Haan, i will give the that rose, you were looking at ... and make you happy! i will make up for all those things i hurt you with... but, promise me... you will be around... i am meeting you now in a while... and i cant wait to be around you.. yes... we will be in the same office space.. your presence geet.. your presence just makes my day...
thinking of all this... Maan suddenly snaps out of his thoughts and looks at the clock and says...shit.. its almost 9, let me go to the office! no one would be around... while all this is awesome in imagination, it is not half as easy to implement.. ! after all i am Maan Singh Khurana! there is this image i have to protect... but damn... no.. its Geet! whatever it is... I am going.. i have to see her...
he walks away... into the office .. to get a glimpse of her... and this time, he has a rose in his hand...
and the first thing he says the moment he looks at her... is ... " Good Morning Geet" ... cos all this while he has had all this running in his head after that good morning!
love,
niha
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