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"Mai aisa nahi kar sakti" .....she whispered ..

"Kya nahi kar sakti geet" .....a very familiar voice called her from her back.

She turned back to find who it is..

MAAN singh khurana was standing in front of her.....

Geet why are crying so much .what happened...geet...u r sweating in ac mall .....his voice didn't reach her ears....it looked like she is out from hell..not able to comprehend the real world in front of hers..

She extended her hand to reach him....to check if he is really present or she is dreaming about him...she touched maan's face....brushed her fingers over his face....his eyes..his cheeks...his lips..his chin..his neck....his chest .....his heart....ohh babaji.....yeh kya kar dia maine!!!!!

Yeh to maan sir hi hai......!!!its him..standing in front of me...

She couldn't think of more....her realization of her buried love has made her forget rationality ...

She threw him away hard... pushing his chest by all her might.....with all her force....!!

And ran away crying...ran away from him.

Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeet .....maan shocked like hell..by her act.. picking up the bags she had left there ...he ran behind her ....

Geeeeet ruko......

But she was out of his sight ....

Maan searched everywhere of the mall....outside shops...streets and everywhere....but didn't get a glimpse of her ...

There was big problem going on in his office ....but he couldn't go back to his office as he had seen geet in that condition...he perfectly understood..there is definitely something very wrong with her ...

Actually he had got call from dev ...who wasn't able to find anyone in front of shop 149...maan had given the description of the dress she was wearing today ...but he fould no girl in salwar suit there...so dev called him up to infrom about it..

That made maan so anxious he asked dev to comeback to office and take charge and he himself went there to find her .....he was worried thinking she is unaware of delhi and its crimes...she is too innocent ..and anybody can fool her easily ....the thought distressed him so much he had decided to find her own than depending upon dev...

The London project was not going well...they had a lots of complains...it was in a mid way they were facing this troubles ....so they just couldn't shrug off their responsibilities...clients were demanding immediate solutions ....

But disappearance of geet made him so much vexed he had to leave the office in search of her.

He searched every possible places..but she was no where..he called at home ...but they informed outhouse is still vacant..

he was feeling terrible ...the thought of loosing geet unnerved him...

back to geet

she could not decide what to do ...what to think and where to go...she just ran...ran away from maan...

after sometime she stopped seeing a gurudwara beside her....looking up in the air ..she placed her silent thanks to baheguru ....for being there always when she needed him the most

she entered there ...and sat quietly ....

she looked back at her past....she remembered how she met maan for the first time....she remembered..when she had fallen into the water....the strong hands ..how they kept her clung to his bare wet chest..she shuddered at the thought ...from that moment how he had been always her savior every time she had been in trouble....

...not one time...but again and again...how he had been always her moral support ...his angry lectures...his taunts...his teasing ....how he used to hit her in her weakmost points ...just only to make her strong....how he always trusted on her ....helped her to fight ahead.. Sometimes he had been rude enough to bear...he made her cry ....but when tears had rolled from her eyes...he always extended his hanky to her ......he is one..only one he trusted in this world...may be the only one she had relied in this world...she is staying with a man in his house alone...the thought never disturbed her ...that he is a "paraya mard..!!"...she had always taken him for granted.

she realized what she was doing for the last few weaks ...she wanted to be his support ...his friend ...she understood why she felt so terrible when she heard about his past ...what made her cry when she saw his hand bleeding ...why her heart wrenched at the thought of his pain...

she never wanted to be in love again....but she is in love...and she cant do anything about it ...may be for the first time she is in love...she can do anything for her maan....

she remembered al those eyelocks...she remembered all the close moments ..accidentally she was in his arms...she understood the reason why she desired him to be at her side always....why she depened upon him only ...

she loved him..her dusht danaav...her raavan...her sadoo khadush maan sir..she smiled sadly at the thought...he is her savior ...her boss...who had taken the place in her life just next to god.....it is the life she is living ..is given by him....she is still alive because of him....she realized the depth of her love...

she realized she had never loved anyone before maan...dev was just a decision thumped on her head....it was maan ...whom she had always longed for...tears rolled on continuously ...

she pondered over the days she had spent with him.....she pondered over his concern....how he used to go crazy when she kept silence ...how her words had hurt him so much he injured his own hand..his pain was excruciating her heart ....

"if I have hated u so much ...then would have never followed you everywhere you go..."

"geet kha lo.."

"u know ...i hate that rohan.."

"kisike bhi dil ko pighal ke rakh degi.........kisikebhi ????"

She shut her eyes thinking his voice....

She recalled all his words...she recalled the search in his eyes...she recalled that maan khurana never interested about any girl.but he was always keen to help geet ..how he protected her from all odds....how he had always listened to her ..faught with her ..abused her ...taunted her ...growled at her ....but ultimately did the thing she want him to do..or ultimately the thing good for her ..she cried poorly thinking all those moments she had spent with him..

Shayed ....sir bhi mujhe chahne lage hai....she remembered his all acts...she was not sure ...but she had understood....that geet handa surely keeps a important place in his life...may be he doesn't feel the way I feel for him...but he trusts me very much..

I m a woman dejected by my own family ....deserted by my husband just after the wedding night..3 month 2 wks pregnant .. a woman who has no reputation in society ...

She remembered how khurana constructions had lost its reputation by his parents dreadful deeds....she remembered how much dadima loves maan...how much she depends on him....she remembered how maan's fathers remarriage had taken his grandfathers life.....

she cant let it happen once again.... let maan know about her feelings..she definitely knew such a humiliation (relation with a pregnant woman ..deserted by her husband and family) of her own grandson and the business their reputation .....can take dadima's life too..she cant let it happen...cant snatch the only relation maan had in his life......

but neither she could leave him alone ....she knew the moment she will go away from his life...maan can break again....he needs her ...but I cant stay with him...i have to go.....or else ...everything will go wrong.......i cant let him suffer again...she remembered about her promise to herself...never to see him in pain .....

She remembered maan eyes...last night....the unsaid pain he had always kept in his heart ...i love you sir.........................i love u so much ....i cant stop myself from loving you .....and neither I can tell you how much u mean to me...

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Mujhe raah dikhaiye babaji.....madad kardo meri....she prayed with all her might ....totally clueless what to do next ..

Mai maan sir ko koi nuksan nahi pahuchne dungi...kabhi nahi.....i will go away from him...before he really falls in love with me...i will disappear from his life... I will never meet him again...i will go away from him....

Tere naam se jee loon ..
Tere naam se marr jaaun -
Teri jaan ke sadke mein.. kuchh aaisa kar jaaun
Tune kya kar dala... marr gayi main ..mitt gayi main
Ho ri ha ri ho gayi main..
Teri deewani..... deewani............................................. Teri deewani..... deewani.............................................
Tune kya kar dala marr gayi main mitt gayi main
Ho ri ha ri ho gayi main
Teri deewani ........deewani -........... Teri deewani ........deewani



Back to maan .....he drove the car ...while still trying to find geet in the footpath..shops...but she was no where..he seacrched every nooks and corners of the roads nearby..

he couldn't imagine what will happen if he doesn't get to see her ...he has nothing to do...no where to go....all he could think about geet and her wellbeing ...he felt he has lost his mind.