Part 13
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"There is no new mail" seeing that, a disappointment appears on his face….and later shutting his laptop………..he closed his eyes as putting his head to the bed backs
"Riddhima, where are you?.........i know you saw my mails….but do replay me, atleast of your well being" He was helpless
For the confirmation of mails received by the receiver, he got that riddhima did saw the mails and cards, he send to her, but why she is not replying him
He just want to know that she is fit and fine……He shifted to Bangalore after a month, she left……
A tear rolled down his cheek followed by another, as he remember the day…..she left her
~~FlashBack~~
It was Riddhima's last day of exam………as armaan came to drop her and were sitting in the car………from the last two days, she was seemed tensed……………She was behaving weirdly with him, actually making him happy but she herself, seemed to be not quiet good
She used to be more with him….pampering him, for a change…..leaving her preparation for the last exam……….she was giving him full time….and playing full role of a good wife……….he liked it but somehow feel the tensed emotions of her
Riddhima look up at him, didn't move her eyes of him for a second as he was a dream which will crash with a single blink………….Armaan noticed her staring at him in the morning too…………when she came to wake him up but wasn't able to as looking at him, made her almost forget that she was came to wake him up
"Riddhima, sweetie………what happened?" He said cupping her face as he was worried about her
"Nothing Armaan…….I love you" She said suddenly putting her hand on his hand cupping her face and caressed it a bit
Moving forward, he placed a small kiss on her lips………….as of making her calm………. "your exam will be fine, and don't worry……..we are going to shift in two days to Bangalore……….ok…..and I love you too, Riddhima" She nod with a small smile and get out from the car…..
He put the reverse gear and made his car move back so he can turn back to the main lane…………..Riddhima just stood there, watching him leaving as tears popped up in her eyes and she left for inside
Being buzy in the meetings, he wasn't able to be free till the lunch………..He get out from the meeting hall and know, he was late to pick her up, left for the home
He car stopped on a signal when he got a voice message
"I love you, Armaan……..Forever" A smile broke on his face……..as the signal turned green, and he rushed for the home
Juhi Rahul were out to meet a friend so armaan opened the door with a key, to make her surprised
He tip toed towards the room, and open it carefully, without making a noise
The room was filled with light, peeping through the window……..That was usual, as she don't like light very much and darkness was her taste…….he hate that in the start, but slowly, approved it for her happiness
He look here and there, in changing room, wash room……….but no
"Where is she?" an immediate question…………he turned back to the door, when his eye fell on his laptop screen…A word page was open, with little piece of writing
"Armaan" the bold letter words made him sit on the chair and he move laptop faced him and went on with reading
"I know, you must be wondering, where I am, but…….till the time you gonna read that, I will be no where near you…………. I am leaving armaan…..." his heart skipped a beat reading this line
"It is not easy for me saying this, but I have to………..there is something which I got to know 2 days back……….and that made me really shattered…….but I think, that what destiny is…………….we never meant to be together….One day, I called your love selfish……..but when I got that love from you, that too made me selfish" She very clearly hide kashish name
"but now, I have to stop being selfish…….as what I got from you, is worth for my whole coming life……….I just need to tell you that you are the only man to whom I ever loved and you have the only right, to ever touch me, kiss me or be with me………..the days I spend with you were the most beautiful days of my life…I am never going to forget them…….it was like a fairytale, but now, this tale needs to be end………………but I need a promise from you…….armaan, please move on with your life……I know its hard to demand but I don't want you to stop here because of me…but I always will love you
Only yours,
Mrs.Riddhima Armaan Malik"
Armaan felt heart break………..he never felt so heavy, weak and shattered before…………..its like the earth move away from under his feets…….
His fingers move away from the scroll button and felt something wet……..armaan look down at the board and find liquid………….He instantly get that it were her tears………which she must have shed while writing this letter to him…….tears were flowing from his eyes and he fell down on the floor and cried out
It was actually impossible for rahul and juhi to hold him and handle him, as they came back and found him unconscious on the floor………….Rahul too did read the letter but never say a word………………Juhi gave him anthesia injections to stop him from crying and have some sleep as he keep crying till night…….All were worried as of why, Riddhima need to do that…..
~~Flashback Ends~~
Armaan again dialed code to hear his voice messages on his mobile and heard her voice once again………57 time, in the day
"I love you, Armaan……..forever" He can feel the pain, she must have gone through as he realized the feelings and emotions of her while she must have said these words….that day, in excitement, he ignored these things……….but later as he heard that again and again…………he can feel her pain running inside him, but still the question was there……why she need to left?
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"Mom" Riddhima screamed above her lungs as Smriti run into her room and sit beside her
"Riddhi, what happened beta?.......... I think, its time to go…" Smriti said looking tensed as tears were in her eyes and she keep crying feeling the pain
"Mom" She clutched Smriti's hand tightly as her other hand was on her stomach
"Shashank…….Shashank….." Shashank run into the room to see the scene
"Get the car out………I think its delivery time" Smriti orders Shashank as he run outside
"Get up Riddhima, you have to be strong" Smriti helped her get up and take her too the door as she keep sweating and crying
"Carefully" Shashank said helping her daughter sit in the car as smriti put her head in his lap and Shashank drive fast for hospital
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"Congratulations…..its a boy" The doctor said putting away his mask with a smile as he pat shashank's back
"But we still need to take him into under observation as it's a premature baby…..8 and half months are ok…………but still, precaution reasons..
"Riddhima" Smriti said moving forward
"She is good………I must say she is a brave girl………….unconscious at the moment but you can see her after she will be shifted into the ward
"Thank you doctor" Shashank said humbly
10 minutes later, the stretcher came out as Riddhima was on it and Wardboys take her to the ward
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"Riddhi, what foolish are you?.............How can armaan took him first in his hands…….is this the reason you kept locked in that room from last 8 months" Shashank said looking at her daughter who was demanding an unexpected thing
"Pa, armaan love children and he was just as much impatient to hold one in his arms as me………….and I want armaan to first hold our baby from two of us…if he is not going to………I am too not going too" Seeing smriti holding there little boy, Riddhima said smiling………She did take notice of the baby and as armaan wanted, he was looking just like him………and as she wanted, he got the eyes of his father rather than the dimples.
"Riddhima" As Shashank look at smriti for handling Riddhima, Smriti said helplessly
"No Ma, please" She said pleadingly
"Ok" Smriti atlast lose the battle and agree as she know what is she feeling at the moment
Riddhima smiled at her as Shashank look, taken aback
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"Yes, Aunty……….ok, I will be there" Armaan said putting down his phone
Armaan was wearing his stocking and shoes as Juhi entered
"Where are you going?" She said sweetly
"Aunty called, for seeing the grandchildren of her friend……..she went to the hospital and her car broke down………..Shashank uncle went for his therapy so she asked me if I can pick her up
"Ok" kissing Juhi's cheek lightly, he went out…………Juhi felt really sad seeing his son like this as its almost months to see him smile
"Aunty, where are you?" Armaan said looking up at the main gate of the hospital and was finding Smriti but on not finding her, he called her
"Beta, Come inside……..as it will take 10 minutes…….doctor is in for check up and I need to bid bye to the girl" Hearing him, armaan sigh and refused
"its ok, I am waiting outside"
"No, come in beta………for me" Smriti voice made him melted and he agreed
"Ok"
"Gynecologist Section, room no 17" Smriti cut the call and armaan move inside
Spotting her in the corridor, he went to her………….she was alone there holding a little baby
"Is there no one with her……….you alone outside?" Armaan said looking around as find no one
"No beta, her mother is there………..is inside as doctor need to prescribe her the precautions and medicines etc"
"OK" Armaan said standing beside her
As armaan didn't pop up any question about the baby, Smriti pinched the baby lightly on his hand, just to made him cry a bit
As he cried, Smriti started shooing the baby as moving with her hands motion…..Armaan look down at the baby, who was just looking so hearttaking…………Don't know why, but suddenly on seeing him, make him remember the first time, he saw Riddhima
He came out from thoughts on Smriti saying
"Oh my baccha……..stop stop………good baby" Armaan adored the baby, for an unknown reason his heart just want to hold it and stop him from crying
"Aunty, can I" he popped up the question after a bit hesitation…….Smriti look up at him and with a smile, handover the baby to him
Armaan put him to his shoulder and pat his back a bit………..he himself felt relax, by putting him to his chest…………baby stop crying after a minute as armaan keep patting his back and smiled……..Smriti too smiled as he smiled after a long time
"What is it?" Armaan said looking at Smriti
"A boy" Smriti said rubbing the back of the baby too along with armaan
"Any name?" Smriti nodded and said
"Abhey" armaan get shocked with this name
"Who gave him the name?" Armaan was curious to know
"His father……" Armaan felt a bit disappointment……….for an unknown reason, he felt a ray of light……….but knowing that his father is there, he felt a lump in his throat
In the mean time, doctor acme out from the room and said
"She is fine, just need some rest and that all will be ok……."Smriti smiled at him and he left
"Ok beta, can I have him….." Armaan just smiled and put the baby away but felt him clutched his a part of the t-shirt in his tiny hands ………armaan smiled at this and carefully, removing it……….he kissed the baby and give him to Smriti
"Just 2 minutes beta" Smriti said smiling and left into the room
Inside, Riddhima was watching all that scene from the side of a window……s tear escape her eyes as armaan took the baby in his hands and pat his back………….as he kissed him and smiled for his little gesture of holding his shirt bring a bright smile on her face
Smriti entered seeing her standing near the window, hiding herself behind the wall as she looked at Armaan…….
"Now, can you hold him?" Riddhima moved forward towards Smriti with teary eyes and hold there son………..She felt complete today as it was a part of him……..his dream………which is now her life
She hold him carefully with the fear of not hurting him………Smriti smiled at her scared face and hold her shoulder
"you will never hurt him Riddhima…………" Riddhima smiled at her as she got her double meaning talk……….it was mentioned fro both, Armaan and Abhey, there son
"Ok, I am leaving now………take care as I have to told call Anjali and Aryan too………will came in the night with dinner" Smriti kissed her forehead and left for outside as armaan took her to his car
Riddhima look down at the baby and smiled……….complete copy of armaan except his dimples………….She move forward and kissed him on the same place as of armaan and keep her lips lingered for a moment, as of feeling armaan….
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Part 14
Main Jahaan Rahoon, Main Kahin Bhi Hoon
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Kisi Se Kahoon, Ke Nahi Kahoon
Yeh Jo Dil Ki Baat Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
Riddhima was back in home…….Atul, Anjali, Aryan and Shaina visit her to congratulate………Aryan and Shaina were back in Mumbai as Aryan had job and Shaina's family…….Atul and Anjali were in Lonavala…….as they look after a small branch of Sanjeevani Orphanage being child specialist
"Oh my baby………" Aryan holds the baby, carefully in his hand
"Ridzi, she is just like you" Ridzi narrowed her eyes and said removing the hairs from Abhey's forehead
"No bhai, he is just like Armaan……" Aryan look up at him and saw the smile form on her face with armaan's name……..he felt sad and get up giving the baby to Anjali
"Oh our little princess, see I am your massi" She said pinching Abhey's nose lightly as he made a face and make all smile
"Rudy rude Massi………but I am only the one…..ok" She said naughtily and look up at Shaina
"See your MAMI is waiting to hold you" she kissed Abhey lightly as Anjali passed Abhey to Shaina while Aryan hit her forhead lightly for being naughty
"Ridzi……..are you ok" Shaina sit infront of her and hold her hand as holding Abhey in other hand
"I am fine Shy……." She rubbed her hand lightly than look up at them and said
"See, Shy is the only one who still remember me………you guys didn't ask me about my health" She said with mocking anger
Both Aryan and Anjali look at each other and then hold there ears saying
"Sorry" they both were as sweet as mango, Riddhima smiled and asked them to come near her with her hand movement
As they came she hugged them both and smile……
"I love you both"
"Ok now, my turn" Atul said finally interrupting
Shaina smiled put Abhey in his hands
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Armaan look at the sky and remember the moments he spend with Riddhima as he was standing on his terrace
Kahin To Dil Mein Yaadon Ki, Ek Suli Gad Jaati Hai
Kahin Har Ek Tasveer Bhahut Hi Dhondhali Pad Jati Hai
Koi Nayi Duniya Ke Naye Rango Mein Khush Rehta Hai
Koi Sab Kuch Paake Bhi Yeh Mann Hi Mann Kehta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
He smiled remembering them and then suddenly he remember the incident of a week back………..the face of that little child came onto his mind as his smile widened
"Abhey………." Armaan mumbled to himself……. "Riddhima, if you must have been still with me, than there would be a Abhey with us too……..Abi, the picture of our love" He said sadly
He was not angry to Riddhima as he knew that there must be a great reason behind her act, but he want to know…………it was hard living without her and he just felt craving for her……her love, her face…Her being there next to him
Right then his mobile buzzed and made him get back to reality……..He went inside half-heartedly and pick up the phone
"Hello"-----
"Kashish, I told you don't call me………can't you understand that"-------He said rudely
"Ok, if you are saying……..than ok…….. I am coming for our last meeting" He cut the call as he was angry
Kashish was back in his life………..as if she don't know anything……..according to him, She did assume that He and Riddhima married because of the pressure from his parents and sudden decision by them……….but as he told her that that was reality, He do love her more than anything…….She was totally shattered……..After composing herself, She asked for friendship but he denied as he thought that it will bring back the memories he had with her and will hurt her……………but she didn't backed off……….She was constantly trying to get back with him and now, He started feeling irritated…..
Now as she called, she said him to meet her for last time and he agreed………..for past time sake
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Riddhima and the gang had fun today………they went for dinner, than for a walk across some Mall's but all made sure that Riddhima is OK…..they were not letting her walk continuously……they took break and had some fun chat……They all knew that Armaan is not in the city and was back in Mumbai with his parents for sometime and that give them the opportunity to make her get out
Riddhima was feeling tired……..after making Abi drink his milk and get a nap, She put her easy-chair beside her room's window as moonlight was peeping through it…..On sitting, she made herself comfortable, holding Abi in her lap……She closed her eyes and remember past time
It was almost going to be 8 and a half months, she left him………..She came to Bangalore and started living with her parents……..they got to know what her decision was and asked her to told all the matter to Armaan, but she didn't as it will hurt him later…………seeing her not obeying, they stopped and support her…………later a week, she just got to know that she was 3 weeks pregnant……..a smiled formed on her lips as she remembered that
She was so happy that day and pick up her mobile in excitement to call armaan, but before pressing the last button……her fingers stopped…….No she can't call him…..He will be…….ah……she don't want to think that…….and get on………..three weeks later, she got to know that armaan shifted to Bangalore……….and that made her scared, not for herself, but for him……..so she started staying back at her home
After her missing, when armaan called her parents to ask about her, they said that they don't know on her saying……….and he believed them………….After shifting, whenever he came to meet her family……she locked herself into the guest room as that was her place……….armaanusually went to her area of room and cry silently…….she got hurt but that was far more easy for what she was staying away…………..It was like she was living in a nut shell, and she just cracked it whenever she got to know that armaan went back to Mumbai for business reasons or to meet his parents as they can't shift here because of there hospital work
Suddenly her memory went back to the day, she got call from Kashish….
~~FlashBack~~
Riddhima was preparing for her last exam…….she was really excited to shift to Bangalore as that will save her from many insecurities……
Holding her book….she was marking some points when she got the call
"Hello" She said putting out the pen from her mouth
"Ridz" She was shocked, she remembered her voice……as her hand trembled
"Kashish"
Kashish gave a sarcastic smile and say "What about Ashi? Oh I got it, making me hurt, you yourself got that that you are not able to be my friend anymore, Right" She was angry
"No" that was all the answer…………she was still in that shock phase
"Ah, o hell with your No as that's the reality……………I asked you to help me and armaan get together, and you…………you totally made him forget me and get on with you………..you are going to pay for this Riddhima……."
"Kashish, see I can explain" She said trying to explain her
"No, I don't want to hear any more explanation………….come and meet me at Splash caf………Need to settle some score……6pm sharp………and if you don't come, than you will be responsible of a great worry for Armaan" She cut the call
Battling between her mind and heart…………..She was fed up……….Her mind was asking to stop as all that will be rubbish……….but her heart said that she need to as she don't want armaan to be worried by anything
Changing into something decent, she hold her purse and left for caf……..
Waiting on the table, she look up and find no seen of her……….she looked down at her fingers as she was playing with her fingers
"Why I came here? Armaan need to be here with me…………we both have to face her together as she is angry with us for a genuine reason…….hmmmmmm……I should asked armaan to too come here" making up her mind, she take out her mobile and start typing message for Armaan………but her fingers stop in the middle way, hearing her
"Ah, first time on Time………good….Atleast, you improved your timings with the time" She said with a frown…………Riddhima look up at her as she took seat infront of her
Riddhima put mobile on the table and said
"See kashish, All that happened was because…….."
"Stop it, you cheat……..you snatched him from me and this is reality" kashish said in anger
"No, he said that he love me and that's why he married to me" Riddhima said in a calm yet forceful voice
"Shut up………leave all this thing behind and come to the point" Ah, is there anything else from this thing………isn't that a issue for her
"Ok, you married her because he asked you……….and now, I am asking you…….Leave him" She said putting her hand on the table as of forcing her words
"What?" She was taken aback by this………….How can she leave him on her saying…He is her life now so how can she
"Yes, you hear it right, Mrs.Riddhima Armaan Malik……..Leave him…………all things will be like back with the plan……….i will re-enter in his life and will end up getting married" She said with a calm face as she put her back with the chair
"But why, I am not going to leave him for your…….." Before she can complete, Kashish spoke up
"Let me finish first, and I am not asking you to give me your opinion, either you going to leave him or not…………as this is final…………..If you will not agree with me than in tomorrow's newspaper………there will be a great headline saying that Mr.Armaan Malik do have an Extra Maternal Affair and also with a fake picture of me with him" She showed her the picture which was taken on his youngest achiever awards party…….it was like, he was kissing her
Riddhima frowned seeing that and look up at her "But I was witness, he kissed you on your cheek that day"
"Who will believe?.......as this picture clearly showed that he kissed me……….." She said with a winning look
"And this will made pride, his achievements, his life………..all shattered in a minute……………and moreover that, if you be with her anymore, I can even put a case on her for using me for his needs" Riddhima's eyes burn with anger………How ridiculous this girl is that she used to say as her friend
"And court will definitely favor me being a women………so now its your decision, either to let him live with his self-respect or look at him dying, every day"
Riddhima get up with a furious look and slap her as she get up
"There armaan and I was thinking that we did wrong to you……….we were feeling guilty of leaving you behind like this……….but now………I think what we did was right……..you don't deserve him………..and you never going to have him" Holding her mobile and purse, she left to the door
"2 days………you have two days to decide Riddhima………otherwise, I will add this slap's answer too in that long list for Armaan" Riddhima keep walking and left in anger
Reaching home, she felt helpless…………..Putting herself on the bed, she cried and cried……….The girl, she used to call her friend was only using her as a card, a taro card, to change her life……and her she was worried, feeling guilty of how to face her
Armaan entered a hour later she came……….feeling him kiss her cheek as he took hold on her from behind……….she felt relief…standing in the window
"I love you" He said sweetly as he kissed her earlobe……….she smiled and wipe her tears………….without saying a word
"I do think, I should get some reply for it" He said being mischief as a smile form on her lips
"I hate you" He look stunned as he made her turn back and look at her……..seeing her eyes little swell up, he got concerned
"Was you crying?" He said rubbing her cheek
She nod in no, and said
"No, actually something went inside my eye………..its hurting" Riddhima said rubbing her eye, lightly
"Don't rub it………"He put her hand back………her eyes were closed so with his fingers, he open them a bit and blow……..making Riddhima got a smile on her lips
"Its ok now" He said, worriedly
As she nod in no………Armaan again blow, but she stop him
"Actually, my head is paining, now" She said with a puppy face as she get back into herself
"should I massage it?" As she nod……….he made her sit on bed and putting her head on his lap, he started massaging it
"Feeling good" as she nod in no again, a frown came on his face
"My hands and feets, too are paining" She said with a solemn look
He got evil thought and said
"Ok, I do have full treatment for you" He said as he loosened his tie and open the top button………..Riddhima got that look and get up….
"No, no, I am OK……." She said getting back
"No Riddhima, you need massage, Right………your body is itching…." He said moving forward as she took her steps back
"No, I am great…….i don't need anything"
"No, I am sure, you do……." As he move forward, Riddhima tried to run, but feeling his arms, grabbing her as she was standing with the wall as he had put his arms on them, holding her between
"Armaan, No" say said being scared
But seeing no response…….she felt grabbed……….as she was sandwich between the wall and him, as he move forward and fill the tiny space between them
Feeling his lips on her neck, made her sizzle………..she can feel the passion and intimacy with his wet kisses as he move down to her collarbone and trace them with his lips……
Feeling her melting, made him hold a minute as he put her up in his strong arm and threw her on bed
As she was aroused by his touch, she get a hold of his tie and pushed him on herself as they kissed………….they get out from the moment as Juhi called them for dinner
That night, armaan hold himself back as he promised to not bug her till her exams ended, but she remembered Kashish and her talk………….and being afraid…….of being the reason of his disrespect, she decided to left him on her last exam day but made sure, that she will fulfilled all his wishes of seeing her as his wife
~~FlashBack Ends~~
Riddhima remembered it as a tear fell down from her eye and she look down at Abhey, Armaan's flesh………its just like having him………and just praying that one day, he will met his father
Kahin To Beete Kal Ki Jadein, Dil Mein Hi Utar Jaati Hai
Kahin Jo Dhage Tute To Malaayen Bhikar Jaati
Koi Dil Mein Jagah Nayi, Baaton Ke Liye Rakhta Hai
Koi Apni Palko Par Yaadon Ke Diye Rakhta Hai
Kehne Ko Saath Apane Ek Duniya Chalti Hai
Per Chhupke Is Dil Mein Tanhaayi Palti Hai
Bas Yaad Saath Hai
Teri Yaad Saaath Hai
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(P.s.......guys, i know you might be thinking, why i am writting so fast.........well, thats coz, i am going back to pakistan on 14th August and don't now, when i will be able to update, so i want to end it before i left for there)
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