Fan fiction for the week 12th-19th sep - Page 274

Thanx u "KulBin" & "ms capricornian" 4 ur comments....n here the next part.........
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"Lamhon ki Guzarish"

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Recap:Sujal is driving to Delhi in a bad weather wen his fiancee Ghazal calls him n he suddenly stops d car.

He screeched d car to a halt.he saw a stranded car in d middle of d road.actually he cudnt see properly coz of d rain.he only managed to see someone asking for help.he moved his car towards d person n had just half lowered his window wen he stopped n wen everything around him stopped,d winds ceased to blow,the rain froze in middle,d thundering became mute,d car wipers came to a stand still,everything around him stopped,his heart stopped its beating,he cudnt feel his breathing,he cudnt feel nething,nething at all.all he cud see was dat face.dat face which he had last seen 7 yrs ago,or to state d fact which he see every 10 mili-seconds,which has never been out of his heart or mind.he cudnt believe he was really seeing dat face and not imagining.he came back to present wen he saw dat face at d back seat of his car.Kashish sitting at d back seat of his car.she looked very afraid n was quite hysterical.Sujal shook himself hard n listened.he dared not turn back.he was shocked coz Kashish dint react on seeing him and den he realised dat she hadnt even seen him.as soon as he had stopped d car n lowered d window pane she had wrenched open d door n sat in.he turned sideways n found out dat she was all drenched n was shivering.but dat dint seem to bother her n he soon found out d reason for it.dere was someone else wid her.an old man whose face had turned chalk white.it was den dat reality struck him n he came back to senses.He heard d same honeyed voice which used to fill happiness everywhere...d same honeyed voice...dis time filled with desperation n anxiety...

Kashish was saying in all in one breath:pls jaldi hospital chaliye.papa ki tabiyet bahut bigad rahi hai aur meri gadi kharab ho gayi hai,pls aap rukewe kyun hai???jaldi chalaiye na gadi.

She was crying n talking at d same time n Sujal's heart wrenched looking at her dishevelled state.he quickly ignited d engine n shot off towards d nearest hospital.all thru d journey Sujal was in daze n only thing dat mattered at dat time was reaching hospital as quickly as possible.Kashish was just pacifying dat man whom she called dad.She was continuously wiping his forehead and massaging his palms.

Kashish:aap fikar mat kariye papa...hum abhi pahunch jayenge hospital...bus thodi der aur...aapko kuch nahi hoga...mein aapko kuch nahi hone dungi...pls sir,aur tez chaliye na gadi...pls...

Sujal cudnt react to d situation.he dint knew how to react.he was so shocked.he never expected to meet her dis way n dat too today wen few hours back he had taken d biggest , d toughest n d most important decision of his life.not dat it mattered meeting her now.he felt quite awkward hearing her call Sir.he felt like stopping d car n turning back n telling her dat he is Sujal.her Sujal...or who had been her Sujal once.but he dint do ne such thing coz he knew dis wasnt d time.n besides he had promised himself never to react in n e way where Kashish mattered.she was no longer a part of his life.now all she was was a closed chapter n which he dint or shudnt think of opening.he cudnt afford another such incident.no it was better if he dint say nething.n besides Kashish was so lost right now dat even if she saw him n he told her dat he is indeed Sujal....she wont be able to recognize him.Sujal controlled himself n saw Kashish from d rear view mirror.She was all teary eyed...n looked stiff scared.suddenly Sujal had a strong urge to take her in his arms n console her.but immediately he regretted thinking so n shook his head.he wont commit d same mistake again.he wont fall her fake innocence ever again in life.he wont forget dat day.or rather he wont forget those yrs.Never.

He stopped d car in front of a hospital n next second Kashish was out running for help.she came back wid ward boys n took d man in on stretcher.Sujal came out of d car n was not able to decide to follow her or not.at last he decided to go in as he felt it was his duty to see if d treatment had started or not.he thought of putting his persoanl problems aside n do what is morally n ethically right.he followed her in.he asked d concerned doctor abt d person's condition n after dat payed cash for d treatement.he dint know y he did dat but he felt that Kashish needed d money right now n he dint pay cheque coz he dint want her to know it was him....coz he was sure of onething dat she wud recognise his signature n hand-writing immediately.he turned n found her sitting in front of god wid closed eyes n hands folded.tears were still flowing down her eyes.He observed d changes in her.he remembered d sadness in her honey brown eyes wen he saw her today...in those eyes which once used to compel him to drown in dem....which once he used to look in those eyes timelessly...n he saw dat d face which once glowed brilliantly n spread its shine everyhwere...in his life...has now become void of ne such thing...dere was no happiness...no glow...no radiance in dat face....only a mask of emptiness....he remembered her sweet smile which used to increase his heart beat everytime she flashed it...but which no longer hovered on her lips....he saw dat she had lost all d charm...n had become quite frail....as if dere was no meaning left in her life....n he took a step towards her but den retreated next second.he thought dat maybe he is just imagining all dis or even if its real it maybe coz of d person who is ill....maybe dats y she is looking so sad.....no,he cudnt get emotionally involved wid her again.he cudnt let his heart melt.he cudnt let himself involve in neway wid her.n besides he saw d black thread in her neck n d red powder on her forehead-mangalsutra n sindoor n dat was enuf reason for him to leave d place immediately.he reminded himself dat she was married n he had no business to enter her life n nor has she ne right to do so.she was his past,a very sad past,which he regretted having,though wen listened to his heart he always cherished dat past,deir past.he turned his back to her n moved out.while taking every step away from her,flashes of those gone yrs,those gone 15yrs dat dey had shared, erupted in his mind.he closed his eyes shut n said to himself:dis was d last time we met each other or rather i met her coz she dint seem to notice me now n she wont ever.dis was just a co-incedence n dats where it ends.our paths will never cross again in life.i wont let it cross.

Here the part endz....

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Writren By:Tammana

Edited by:Sawera