Okay wow i still can't believe i've reached 150 pages lolz anyway...thankyou everyone who has commented on this ff ...i don't thin i would have reached 150 pages if it weren't for your wonderful comments! THANKS a ton!!🤗
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Part 40
Angad walked paced up and down the living room worried, where could kripa have been… something was definitely wrong. He had to find kripa, he didn't know why but he felt she needed him right now. Angad grabbed his keys and was about to head out when the door bell rung…
Angad opened the door, when his heart sunk as his eyes widened. A- kripa he said , reaching out for her as he slowly cupped her face looking at the blood that oozed from the side of her forehead and lips, K- angad, Angad she cried hysterically. A- Kripa please sshh …calm down he said consoling her as he took her into his arms hugging her tightly. Angad parted from her slowly cupping her face… A- Kripa what happened why are you bleeding. Kripa touched her forehead slowly…K- woh I was running here and I didn't see a car...because of the darkness and the headlights were not on and I nearly got hit until the car screeched just bumping me and I fell to the ground on the side until I woke up this morning on a bench. A- YOU WHAT…WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU KRIPA, WHAT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED HUH…HOW CARELESS COULD YOU BE…GOSH HAVE YOU GONE MAD KRIPA? Kripa looked up at angad frowning…throwing his hands off her face and grabbing his collar.
K- WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME, WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU ANGAD…WHY DID YOU DO THAT…WHY?...WHY DID YOU HAVE TO TOUCH IT…IF YOU DIDN'T WANT ME YOU COULD HAVE JUST TOLD ME I HAD ALREADY LEFT THEN WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BREAK IT, I WANT IT BACK ANGAD, GIVE ME MY RIGHT BACK NOW, couldn't you just have left me …why did you angad? she said breaking down, falling slowly on to the ground weeping. A- Kripa listen I didn't do it on purpose it just happened but kripa just continued to cry. Angad stood there he had enough; he bent down and picked her up by her shoulders.
A- that's enough kripa stop crying like this and listen carefully I want my old kripa back, I don't want this kripa that going mad hurting herself. Kripa pushed angad away from her , K- ANAGD YOU CAN'T GET THE OLD KRIPA BACK, BECAUSE UNLIKE THE OLD KRIPA WHO DIDN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING UNTIL YOU WALKED INTO HER LIFE ONLY CAUSING PROBLEMS… YOU'LL NEVER GET YOUR OLD KRIPA BACK BECAUSE YOU LOST HER A LONG TIME AGO... YOU'LL JUST HAVE TO DEAL WITH THIS KRIPA THAT'S BEEN HURT BYE HER LOVED ONE… YOU ANGAD, K- AHHHH GOSH WHY DO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ...WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME, she screamed to herself holding her head, angad walked towards her slowly while kripa tried to move away from her when she felt dizzy again…she was under too much pressure…A- KRIPA angad screamed watching her slowly fall into his arms.
Angad worried picked her up, laying her on the bed. A- Kripa wake up he said splashing water on her face until she woke up…K- angad she whispered his name softly. A- kripa I love you he said hugging her tightly ...relieved she was okay, A- I', sorry kripa all I do is hurt you I'mmmm…K- Angad I want eijaz…please call eijaz …I want to go home she said getting up slowly. Angad cupped her face, looking into her eyes and said, A- this is your home kripa. Kripa turned her face not wanting to cry again...she was tired of crying. K- Angad a home is a place where you're welcomed and wanted not where you're kicked out of she replied getting off the bed. Angad sighed, he knew he shouldn't have told her to leave but if she knew the real reason, getting up he walked to the living room and called up eijaz who argued and then hung up.
Eijaz reached Angad's place twenty minutes later. He walked in and looked at Angad shaking his head and then at kripa and sighed …how long was thing going to go for…when would he get his little sister back. Eijaz walked towards kripa and put an arm around her while she hugged her brother …crying softly and her left with her not saying one word to Angad who watched on.
The next week and a few days Angad continued to call kripa just to talk or listen to her voice…but kripa would only listen as her silence bugged angad. Angad finally had gotten the mangalsutra fixed and smiled to himself knowing that kripa would be very happy and perhaps they could settle everything out. It was settled he would go over to their place tonight and get his kripa back forever.
As Angad opened the door to his apartment, he noticed a few envelops on the floor near the door. Picking them up, he walked into his apartment closing the door behind him. He checked through them and found most of them random junk mail when a yellow envelope caught his eye. Curious he opened it up to find sheets of paper. Looking carefully, he dropped the envelope and stared at the paper with big eyes. A- No, never …kripa would never …eijaz he thought angrily. Grabbing his keys he ran out of his apartment.
Eijaz opened the door to a frowning Angad, E- so I guess you got the papers, A- yes I did…I want to see kripa, E- too bad , I'll only let you see her if you sign the papers , Angad pushed him out of the way and walked in saying never. A- KRIPA, KRIPA COME DOWN NOW…KRIPA.
Kripa walked down he stairs, K- what are you doing here angad, E- kripa go back up ...He is he because of divorce papers, K- oh Angad please don't cause any fuss and just sign the papers. A- kripa how could you, K- what do you mean isn't this what you wanted …you did kick me out of the house. A- Kripa don't you understand…yes I kicked you out because i was hurt… I was hurt with your decision of leaving me just like that. K- you were hurt Angad what was I suppose to when you treated me so badly…treated me like you never wanted to be with me …was I just supposed to stay there and be ignored all day and night … I mean what difference is it if we get a divorce or not I mean so what we were married but the truth is we were and never will be husband and wife. A- please kripa I know eijaz forced you to sign the papers, K- Angad leave my brother out of this it has nothing to do with us and so what maybe he gave advice but it's only to protect me from getting hurt by you…now just sign the papers and leave and we will all be happy she said turning around. A- NO IT WON'T BE ALRIGHT, he said turning her around by her arm.
A- I know I hurt you …I made a mistake, K- you made too many Angad, A- kripa I know I did and trust me I regret them terribly…I know I hurt you but truthfully it hurts me more to know now that I've hurt the person I love … that I could only cause her sadness but not happiness. A- Kripa please …I'm not perfect and perhaps will never be perfect but please give me another chance. K- why, how can I trust you … what if just hurt me again? A- By this he said pulling out the mangalsutra from his pocket as kripa continued to look at it. A- I know kripa at the time I tied this mangalsutra around your neck, at the time I applied sindoor in your maang, at the time I walked the sacred seven rounds with you I was thinking of punishing you …but kripa I've realized that you don't marry someone to punish them but to love them eternally, kripa I want to be yours forever he said dropping down onto his knees into front of her. K- Angad, A- sssshhh please let me finish. A- kripa the first time I met you, I thought you were a spoilt tom boy brat he said laughing through his tears. A- But then I realized something… you were different from every other girl... Not only the way you dresses …but the overall you … and you know what it was your uniqueness that attracted me towards you. A- your smart comments, your fights with me …they used to make my day and when we were going out I felt as if I had gotten god's gift. A- Its just I never realized that I had fallen in love… my first love …you kripa, but when I did it was too late I had lost you. A- I know I didn't trust you but I was insecure … I was a jerk …I was fooled …it's just that I didn't want to even think of you being with someone else…it hurts. A- but when I saw you that night at prem's engagement , it was as if I was falling back in love with you until you kissed me …reminding me of Kanan …the girl that I hated so much…I cursed so much for believing. A- I was mad and decided to hurt you … but I was a fool I really didn't know the true meaning of being love… I never showed you that I really loved you… all I did was hurt you and I don't blame you for not able to trust me… I'm probably the last person to trust …. But kripa I LOVE YOU, you may not believe these words that are coming out of my mouth but if there still is a place in your heart for me then you'll know I'm tell thing the truth that I love you…I'm incomplete without you …when you're not around me I see you every where, you occupy my thoughts …my nights are restless knowing that your not near me… and perhaps will never be. A- But please kripa give me one more chance I promise you'll have no complaints. A- Please kripa will you take your husband back … who desperately needs his wife to make him complete he asked with tears rolling down his cheeks. Please kripa without you there is no love, with out you I don't want to live , with out you I'm incomplete ….so I'm begging you please don't leave me.
Kripa wiped her tears and walked around to the table looking for something, when she found a pen. She walked back and handed him the pen and then looked at her mangalsutra. K- You know what the funny thing is Angad that our relationship was like this mangalsutra…you broke it and then you fixed it but this is reality and a broken relationship takes more than a few minutes to fix. A- kripa I won't sign the paper, K- fine don't it's your choice to me it makes no difference of getting a divorce from my husband who really never was my husband, K- you know Angad I want to forget everything and run into your arms and be with you forever…but I'm scared…scared of getting hurt again…angad I don't want to get hurt again she said crying. K- I don't want to cry anymore, I don't want to live like this… I feel as if I'm dying …I don't want to feel like that angad… I'm sorry but I don't want to get hurt anymore she said running off as her tears escaped from her eyes.
Angad covered his face with his hands and just cried, what was he supposed to do, to say to convince kripa that he wasn't going to hurt her anymore … he was only going to love her…give her all the happiness that she deserved…to make up for his mistakes…
Eijaz closed his eyes, what was he going to do with these two… the brother side of him wanted to protect kripa from Angad but the other side of him, the side which knew Angad did regret what he had done…….. Shaking his head he walked towards angad who slowly got up, E- angad …but angad ignored him and walked out in the cold rain.
Two days passed and kripa was still her quiet self thinking about thing, slowly trying to move on but only found herself back to square one everytime she thought about angad. Kripa ran downstairs to open the door and the door bell continued to ring.
K- angad, A- hi I uh just came to give you this …it's uh the divorce papers , K- oh okay she said looking at him…were they really going to do this. A- Well than bye he said leaving when he quickly turned around and kissed her softly on the lips …shocking her. Angad parted from her and turned around to leave before his eyes let him down. Kripa walked back into the house confused…dizzy he hadn't kissed ever since that night, she touched her lips when eijaz came into the room. E- who was it, K- uh Angad, E- Angad? K- yeh he came to give the divorce papers, E- oh.
Kripa opened the envelope surprised to see a photo, her mangalsutra and a letter. Kripa opened the letter and read on
Kripa
I love you… but I'm leaving you...yes I'm leaving again. I don't want to but I have no choice…its just that missing you hurts so much especially when you're so close to me but what hurts more is that when I had you I treated you like I never wanted you but now I've lost you only to realize it's hard to live without you. Kripa I never thought we would end up like this but I guess this is was you call destiny. As you know I signed the divorce papers not only because you wanted me to but the fact that you said they make no so difference , it's true they don't make no difference you'll still and always be my wife in my heart and no one will ever take your place and I can assure you that. And kripa I handed back your right … just like you wanted and as for that photos…kripa do you remember …it's the same photo you ripped up in front of me… well I thought you might want it… I know you have no intention in seeing my face but please keep it…you look very cute and as far as I can remember you were very excited that day… god what a day it was only makes me realized it only takes a couple of seconds to loose everything you once had. I'm sorry kripa…I know sorry is such a small word to make up for all my mistakes but I am sorry. Well kripa I guess this is it, just before I go I want to tell you something … kripa please be your self again , please change into that bubbly , feisty kripa that I once knew with that smile that made me weak.
Take care of yourself and please say sorry to eijaz…I know he never meant no harm …he was just doing his job as being an older brother.
Love you and miss you always
Angad
E- Kripa what's wrong eijaz asked as he noticed tears rolling down Kripa's cheek. Kripa didn't say anything but handed him the letter. Eijaz read the letter and swore. Sighing he spoke, E- kripa go get him, kripa looked up at him confused.
E- yeh I know you must be shocked that I said this, I know I'm your brother but I'm also a guy and I realized something that night when angad was over here…. I noticed how confused us guys were, I realized angad had no idea what he was doing …until he lost everything …yes the first time he lost you was different he knew where you were and that maybe there could be a chance of getting back together but that night when you told him to sign the divorce papers … it had hit him …he'd lost you forever and there was no going back…but kripa give him another chance, I know he has hurt you and trust me I feeling like punching him for doing that but I don't know why I felt he meant it that night …I mean if you guys are not meant to be together then why do you guys keep walking into and leaving each others life…huh? And let's just face the fact kripa…will you ever be able to move on from Angad? ... I don't think so and I don't think you'll try to I mean for the past year I've been trying help you move on but all you think about is angad all you do is cry for him I rather see my sister happy with the guy that hurt her once rather then crying for that guy that hurt her once…kripa why think about him when you can have him…I know you are scared of getting hurt but trust me this time your older brother will make sure you don't get hurt and that's a promise from a brother to a sister…now go and stop him.
Kripa looked up with tears smiling at her brother , K- I love your bro, E- save that for angad he said laughing …kripa smiled and left the house to stop her angad. Kripa got into a cab and was on her way to the airport. Angad just arrived at the airport and took his baggage out. Fifteen minutes later kripa reached the airport thanks to the driver's speed. Kripa looked around for angad…god she didn't even know where he was going …which flight he was taking her…was she ever going to see him …did they really belong together so many questions popped up in her head as she ran around in search for him.
Kripa had it and stopped in one section and screamed "ANGAD, ANGAD, ANGAD"
Angad who was in line to check in heard her voice…A- kripa he thought as his desperate eyes wandered around hoping to see his kripa somewhere around. Angad moved out of the line and searched around, A- KRIPA he replied which kripa heard and tried to locate where his voice was coming from. K-ANGAD, she replied running to the other side when finally they turned their head and saw each other in a distance. Kripa's eyes began to moisten up while Angad's heart started to beat twice as fast.
They both walked slowly towards each other when kripa ran towards him…stopping right in front of him. They both looked into each others eyes when kripa pushes angad back , slapping him on his right cheek then left then right then left…finally grabbing his collar. K- I hate you, I hate you angad I hate you… how could you just leave me again… you were going to hurt me again when you promised not to angad how could you …how could you just leave your kripa…you said without me you were incomplete then how could just leave me incomplete ..huh angad she said finally hugging him as she cried, A- I love you so much kripa… K- I love you to but angad promise you'll never break my heart, A- god promise kripa I promise I'll always be here for you, to love you, to protect you… to not only be your husband but your friend …I love you he said hugging her tightly, A- I'm sorr…K- sshh Angad I don't want to start our relationship with a sorry … you have to promise to trust me, A- I do you kripa I trust you more than I can trust my self…I'm not insecure like before I know that you are only mine, K- I love you she replied tiptoeing so her lips could reach Angad's…A- I love you two sweetheart …and I promise I 'll always love you.
okay well here is the next part...mind any mistakes i went over it quickly ! and finally ak are together ... i know that kripa should have tortured him more for hurting her..maybe she will in the future😉 lolz but i'm pretty sure we would have got annoyed with these two only fighting, yelling and ending up no where and just see ak get together ...therefor the remaing parts of this ff , which maybe another 10 to 15 parts not sure but now i'll also concetrate in getting sanjana and eijaz together😉😆 so let's see how these two end up together as well as how ak live their life now😛😉 oh and i hope this part was long enough!😃
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