part 31
i can't believe angad! his career always gets the best of him even now he thinks of attending the meeting first and then going to kripa. according to him a few hours wouldn't matter but he's going to learn the hard way that time doesn't wait for anyone and that even a minute can make a difference for that matter.
shabd and mahi getting married. well it's all the game of destiny i guess we donot always get what we dream of! kripa taking seven rounds of scared fire with angad on lohri and him filling her maang on holi obviously holds a big significance in her life which she would definitely come to know later.
but i m happy they got married they really deserves eachother. kripa deserved a person who doesn't only love her but understands her and supports her in every aspect of life and always put her happiness before anything else. shabd on the other hand needed someone to guide him and be the meaning of his life for whom he could live and whom he wishes to give all the happiness of the world, in whom he could confide!
angad might not realise it yet but he might have achieved a big success in his professional life but he has lost the most precious person in his real life for which he would repent heavily.
angad got into an accident same time as mahi-shabd's wedding that is not a co-incident but quite symbolic.
for a second there u scared me to death, i thought shabd was really back to his drunkard state but to our relief it was just lemonade. the suhaag raat scene was so damn cute and shabd was just soo adorable with his funny easy going behaviour. kripa must be soo relieved to see this side of him even on their first night. he's so caring and understanding!
even if they did spend their first night together it is completely justified afterall they are legally married and why should mahi wait for the person who never committed to her? she has full right to move on and take her own decisions!
part 32
i m happy to see shabd and mahi happy in their married life. shabd really kept his promise and never let her shed tears and always brought smiles to her face. she even forgot her grief imposed on her by angad and just remembered the happy times. even though she had to go through soo much pain because of angad she still prays for his well being perhaps she can never wish for anything bad for angad, her love for him is much more deeper than that!
his separation from kripa has certainly changed him a bit as now his priority is not his job and career but to find kripa. he had realised that if he had not given the first priority to his career then he would have been with his kripa right now.
angad might have realised that he had hurt kripa alot but he still thinks a little too highly of himself, he's still very confident that kripa is only his and can never be anyone else's but his so called over confidence would shatter into milion pieces once he sees kripa married to shabd, he still needs to learn some important lessons from life.
the break down of angad's car on mumbai-pune highway is a symbol from destiny, hope angad is able to catch it!
part 33
angad and mahi were soo close to meeting eachother but they didn't! angad is seriously impossible he recognised the taste of the food but didn't think of stressing his mind a little and make out that the food was indeed made by his kripa but being the thick headed fool he is he would never think of something sensible.
i thought he would be able to sense her presence near him but alas he's always late although mahi felt his presense but she dismissed by thinking it was just her yearning for him that made her feel like this, i wish she would have gone out to take a look and confirm her doubt.
angad is definitely changing but he still needs to think while considering other's point of view too!
part 34
shabd is such a considerate husband, he always thinks of supporting mahi in everything be it financially or emotionally! he has all the qualities a woman could wish for in a husband, mahi is really lucky to have shabd in her life! he really loves her alot and always think of her before himself unlike angad who had always been selfish!
angad is just unbelievable! he ws jealous of mahi and shabd even without knowing who she is. wonder what would his reaction be when he comes to know that she is kripa! would his world come crashing down or would he crash the world himself?
he might be changing but he's still the same arrogant , rude and selfish person who always thinks of himself first and doesn't consider others' feelings!
poor chutto must be soo hurt! angad should have atleast kept his promise that he made to the little boy.
kripa and angad remembering the same events is no co-incidence, they have always had this soul connection unknown to both of them.
shabd is a very loving and caring husband, althoough mahi is a devoted wife she doesn't have the same passion for shabd which she has for angad. she is still not able to accept shabd with her heart and soul and how could she? no matter how much she denies it her heart and soul belongs to only one man- angad; and no other man can take that place in her life. although it's unfair to shabd considering the fact he loves her soo much but that's how life is!
part 35
angad would certainly never change, he might be helping shabd but still he's using him for his own satisfaction. the way he was persuading shabd to move to mumbai and also convince mahi to start a restaurant in mumbai showed his selfish side clearly! he hasn't even met mahi yet he thinks as if he owns her, couldn't he atleast keep in mind that she is married? somethings never change no matter how changed a person is his inner personality and real character would remain the same.
glad that shabd is a sensible gentleman and didn't fall into angad's web without considering mahi's opinion.
anagd needs to learn some lessons from shabd who always considers his wife's wish unlike angad who always imposed his decisions on kripa never considering her wishes.
part 36
it's so strange that mahi knows about angad's favourite food without even knowing who he is and same is the case with angad although they never met eachother they have this intense bond between them. even though mahi was visiting angad's apartment for the first time she felt the fimiliar surroundings! everything there reminded her of angad and her memories with him. she could feel his presence but was just trying to deny it.
shabd makes me proud that he's totally a changed man even after being persuaded so many times he was adamanant not to take alchohol! mahi's existence in his life had really changed him for the better.
their reaction when they came face to face with eachother was so natural!
the crashing of the two glasses symbolised their heart breaks yet at the sametime the merger of the two drinks symbolised the meeting of two lovers! it was just fabullously protrayed!
i m glad that shabd was with her when they came face to face, it was certainly a big support for kripa at that moment!
i can't imagine what would angad have felt when he saw shabd's arm around mahi's waist and shabd introducing mahi as his wife, his world must have come crashing down at that sight!
and what mahi must be going through, she was dreading this moment since a long time and it had finally occured leaving her shocked and numb at the sight of him after 3 whole years!
part 37
this part was heart wrenching!
both angad and kripa were going through soo much pain yet no one was able to see that!
everybody fussed over the wound angad got from the crushed glass in his hand yet no one was able to see the pain in his eyes and the pain he was feeling due to his bleeding heart! it was the happiest moment of his life yet it was the saddest! he found the love of his life yet he could not claim her as his, she was someone else's wife; she belonged to someone else. the woman he thought was only his and only he had the right on her was no longer his he had no righht on her any longer. his heart ached to hold her embrace her yet he couldn't do it, he had lost that right!
mahi too was in no better condition she was going through the same pain as angad. her heart soo badly wanted to run into his arms yet she couldn't oblidge her heart. she was committed to shabd , she was his wife and she had no right over angad then.
even now angad is thinking according to his point of view, he is being selfish, arrogant, egoistic and inconsiderate again just like numerous times he had been before. even now he's thinking she betrayed him, never once he thought that she might have been forced to become "mahi". he never once thought what circumstances she must have been through. he's blaming kripa for not informing him but did he himself ever tried to find about her where abouts? No! his ego always came in between and he was also aware of his parents deeds wasn't he? but still he blamed it all on kripa just to save himself from the guilt erupting inside him!
he was indirectly taunting mahi for something she has not even done. insulting her in his own ways; being the jerk he is he wouldn't think of anyone but himself! he had a good idea what mahi must be going through yet he was making it worse for her1
even though mahi must have wanted to scream at him she kept her cool and controlled her emotions unlike angad who always took his anger out on her!
angad is such a pompous jerk instead of inquiring about her well being and the reason she married shabd he's accusing her of betraying him!
angad is soo stubborn! even after knowing that she's married and he thinks that they have consumated their marriage yet he's still adamanant that she is his and wants her back in his life! how insensible can he get?
glad that mishti is there to knock some sense in him otherwise he wouldn't hesitate to ruin shabd-mahi's married life for his own selfish satisfaction!
part 38
angad's anger has got the best of him. he is not thinking before saying such things about kripa. how can he accuse her of being scared and escaping him like that, only if he knew how brave and strong she had been through all those difficult times when he was not there for her. he had been searching for her for six months for god sake and now that he had finally found her this is the way he treats her. instead of being happy that he finally found her; he's trying his best to hurt her just to have payback for his hurting heart. the hurt lover inside him has got the better of him that he forgot that before being her lover he is her friend. in his agony he has forgotten to fulfill the duty of being a true friend! all he could see is his own pain never once he thought how much mahi must be hurting he's once again only thinking about himself being his selfish arrogant self.
at that moment angad felt that his whole world his only reason to live his beloved had betrayed him! he didn't feel so hurt on mouni's death as he felt now but does he realise that kripa had felt exactly the same when she had poured her heart out to him and he had soo ruthlessly broken her heart! he was going through the same pain he had made kripa go through.
mishti is right! he such an inconsiderate jerk; she was just trying to reason with him and soothe his pain and anger and angad in return yelled at her for no reason. he never thinks of other people's feelings be it kripa or anyone else he always believes that he is the right one among all.
it's true he's in pain all his dreams and hopes were shattered but it doesn't mean he hurt the person he loves the most! even she was hurting couldn't he see that? mahi could see the pain and anger in his eyes but couldn't he see the pain and yearning in her eyes. why is that he always ignore her feelings?
part 39
thank God! he was in his good senses in the morning and realised that mishti was right! he was shocked at knowing that kripa was married to someone else!
atlast he got some sense in his big head and decided to find out about what had transpired during his absence.
shabd is caring as always, how much more sweet can he get? i m glad that they didn't consumate their relationship yet. shabd loves her alot but mahi still isn't able to forget angad! so they should only consumate their relationship when mahi is able to accept shabd whole heartedly and forget angad! if she had consumated her marriage with shabd while her heart still beats for angad then it would have been unfair to shabd!
i feel sorry for her the emotional turmoil she's going through on one side is her husband who loves her to bit's and on the other side is her childhood love whom she had always craved for but now when he is ready to accept her in his life she is bound to her responsibilities as someone else's wife!
angad is behaving like an arrogant fool, he went there to find out about what had happened during his absence and this is what he does? emotionally hurting mahi taunting her continuously; letting out his anger on her once again. he didn't think that he was actually insulting her in front of her own husband! i agree he's really hurt but it doesn't mean he should hurt others too! he should keep his emotions in control.
i am soo proud of mahi with the strength she faced and confronted angad and with the determination she replied to his continuous taunts and retorts was very brave of her unlike the other times when she used to break down in front of him and give him the pleasure of being successful in hurting her!
part 40
angad can reason for himself but cannot understand mahi's state. he's reasoning that it was his parents fault then why is mahi upset with him but couldn't he reason the same for her? he knows very well that mahi did try to contact him and it were his parents who were responsible for his and mahi's separation the why is he blaming it all on mahi?
finally angad is able to notice the pain and yearning in mishti's eyes! he was soo caught up with himself and his grief that he couldn't read the pain in mishti's eyes.
i feel bad for mishti she is such a sweet girl. how can anyone abandon her and walk away just like that? josh was probably a jerk similar to angad who couldn't recognise their true love till it was too late. mishti is not able to forget him, hope he comes back to her.
mishti has gone through a severe heart break herself and that was the reason she could relate to angad and kripa so easily and make angad realise the importance of the person you love in ur life.
now that angad has gone through a severe heart break himself he could understand mishti's pain very well as he himself is not able to recover from his heart break!
angad found a sister in mishti, he had been feeling really lonely after knowing that kripa was married to someone else. atleast now he has someone to share his feelings with!
no matter how much mahi tries to remain upset with angad but seeing him in pain always makes her heart sink; she can never see him in pain.
at this point i even feel sorry for angad. even in this state all he could think of is kripa! even in his subconciousness state he is remembering only her perhaps she is the only one who could make him feel better.
mahi is certainly the most miserable person here, she loves angad alot and her heart goes out to him whenever she sees him in pain and on the other hand is shabd her husband to whom she has obligations and responsibilities and who also loves her alot and she herself had committed to him!
she is in a big dilemma! what should she do? whom should she choose?
sorry for commenting soo late *holding ears* was really busy but i must admit i loved reading the 10 whole parts together! 😳
i can't wait for the next part ur writing does that to me! love ya Di 😳
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