Naina's afternoons are spent studying and completing assignments, or else in the infirmary with Shalini and then it would be time for Alekh's English lesson. Naina didn't have to worry about avoiding Ritu, she barely even saw her, she was so busy.
Meanwhile Raj was facing his own challenges. Almost two months had passed since he had been sent to the academy and he still hadn't been able to find out the identity of the spy. His only consolation was that at least the triggers were safe and well protected.
Naina entered their room after her latest English lesson with Aalekh to find Raj just hanging up the phone, a grimace on his face.
"What's wrong?" she asked, setting down the grammar books that she had been trying to use in the lesson with little success. She had decided today that she was going to go back to teaching him basic reading and writing, anything else was far too soon.
Raj put his mobile down on the chair and rubbed his temple tiredly. "That was my godfather," he announced, "He's just returned from overseas and found out that I got married secretly without telling him. He was a bit annoyed."
Naina winced in sympathy. "Did you tell him the truth?" she asks, "I'm sure he would understand then."
Raj shook his head, "I thought it was best not to," he tells her, "For now the less people that know the better, even if we do trust them."
Naina completely agreed with him, you never knew when somebody would accidentally say something that they shouldn't. It was better that it remained just between the two of them.
"I didn't even know you had a godfather," she tells him, "Are you close to him?"
"Gehlot Saheb is so busy with work that I don't get the chance to see him very often," Raj admitted to her, "But whatever I am today is because of him. He raised me after my parents' death, and taught me how to be a good officer. His daughter Sherry is like my sister but I worry about her. She has no mother and when her father is away from home so often… I try to visit when I have time off work but…"
Naina nodded, understanding perfectly. It was hard enough to lose one parent, but then to hardly see the remaining one… she didn't know what she would've done if her mother hadn't been there to support her.
"So will I meeting them soon then?" Naina asked, feeling nervous at the idea. She supposed that this man was the closest thing she actually had to a father-in-law and he had only just found out that she existed.
"Not yet," Raj reassured her, noticing the look on her face. "He'll be busy in Delhi for another few weeks. And don't worry, it was me that he was annoyed at, not you."
Naina nods, feeling relieved. At least that's something that she doesn't have to worry about for now.
"So how are the lessons going?" Raj asks her, "Do you think he's improving?"
"Well yes," Naina said, "But very slowly. I think I'm going to have to forget about grammar for now."
Raj just grinned, "Let alone English, we could probably work on his hindi too. It's a huge task but I know it's really going to help him."
Naina smiled, even if teaching Alekh could occasionally be frustrating to teach, she did enjoy their lessons. As quiet as he was, he had begun to open up to her and tell her about his past and his family. Naina wished that she could've been honest with him as well, there were times when she had almost told him about Navin or about her family, but she knew exactly how dangerous that would be for her.
As Rajveer had said, sometimes it was best not to tell people the truth, even if you did trust them. Because you never knew how they'd react, and Naina had found out one too many times how quickly people could change once they learnt the truth.
"So Independence Day is in a tomorrow," she remarked, "I'm looking forward to it."
"Navin must have told you how it's celebrated in the academy," Raj says with a smile, "It's one of the best days of the year here, especially for those who are in the army. So you can expect the whole place to be decorated, a grand flag raising ceremony and special food and a party in the evening."
"It does sound like fun," Naina tells him, "I know that all the cadets are excited about the preparations." In fact it was almost the only thing that Pooja had talked about for the last three days ever since she had found out she was jointly in charge of decorations along with Yudi.
"I'm sure they could use some help," Raj tells her. "They'll still be preparing until late tonight, do you want to go and see how they're going?"
"That would be good," Naina replies, and is surprised when Raj also stands up, intending to come with her.
"Let's go then," he tells her, and she walks ahead of him. When the reach the main courtyard, Naina can't help but pause and stare in delight to see it transformed this way. She hasn't seen it since a few hours ago when she came back from college and there were nowhere near as many decorations up then. Raj places a hand on her shoulder, and she smiles up at him. They're far less awkward with each other after living together for a month but there are still distances and silences that need to be overcome. Raj knows that it will take time for his and Naina's relationship to grow and he's prepared to wait. He's just glad that she seems happy here and that she has settled in so well, it's gone better than he ever could've imagined.
They walk into the courtyard, both admiring the decorations, when Ali spots them. He's been helping Pooja to hang up the strings of coloured paper, and he smiles when he sees them.
"Hi Sir, Hi Ma'am," he tells them politely, "How are the decorations looking?"
"They're fantastic Cadet Begh," Raj tells him warmly, "But I thought that you were in charge of the food preparations?"
"Well yes," Ali says a bit shyly, "But that's all under control so I thought why not help here as well."
Naina thinks that she knows exactly who asked him to come and help and exactly why it was that he gave in, and by the smile on Rajveer's face she thinks that he might as well.
"So you like them, Sir?" Pooja asks, climbing down off the stool she was standing on. "I'm so glad, we've put a lot of our talktime into making it right"
"Well it was definitely worth it, Pooja." Naina tells her.
"I'm so happy that you're here with us for Independence Day, Naina!" Pooja declares, "Just think, if BC hadn't made Rajveer Sir bring you here, then we might never have met you!"
"So it was Brigadier Chandook who made Rajveer bring me here?" Naina asks curiously, she's been so busy since she arrived, that she completely forgot to ask why it was that it had been necessary to come. And in the end it hadn't really mattered, since she was happy that she had come.
Raj begins to look a bit uncomfortable at this, "Yes, it was Brigadier Chandook, I'll tell you the story another time, Naina."
"Oh no, Captain Rajveer, I think you should tell her now." A smooth voice interrupts, "After all, it's such a funny story."
Naina turns around to find that Ritu has joined them. Once again she begins to feel uncomfortable, not sure why this woman's presence affects her so much.
"It's really not that funny," Raj protests, "And does it really matter why Naina came here? The important thing is that she's here now."
"Oh I disagree completely," Ritu tells him, "How about I tell Naina why it is that Brigadier Chandook wanted to call her here?"
Naina does want to hear the story, but she's not sure if she wants to hear it from Ritu, especially when Rajveer is currently looking so uncomfortable.
"Actually it's alright," Naina tells her, "I can wait until Rajveer wants to tell me."
"No I insist," Ritu argues, "Otherwise he might try and cover it up, and it really is very funny."
"Go ahead then, Dr Mishra." Raj tells her resignedly, "I've got nothing to hide."
"Well Naina, you see your husband is incredibly popular here," Ritu confides, as if she's telling a huge secret, "Among both cadets and faculty members."
Naina just nods, thinking that she knows exactly what it is that Ritu is trying to hint at.
"And I should tell you that he's especially popular among the female cadets," Ritu adds with a week, "Shalini and I used to keep a tally of the amount of cards and proposals he would receive every week. Anyway, finally Brigadier Chandook was upset with the lack of discipline and ordered Captain Rajveer to find a way to put a stop to it. It was then that he realized he couldn't hide he was married anymore and admitted that he had a wife. And then here you are with us!"
"I never tried to hide that I was married," Raj broke in, wanting to defend himself. "But nobody ever asked me. If they had, I would've told them the truth."
Naina decides that it's time for her to say something, especially since Pooja is looking on somewhat nervously, realizing the tension that's in the air. "Well I think it was a very funny story." She says, allowing a smile to come to her face. "Thank you for telling me."
"You're not feeling jealous then?" Ritu asks her, sounding surprised, "After all…"
"Why would I be jealous?" Naina replies calmly, the last thing that she's going to do is give this woman the satisfaction of seeing her lose her temper. "In fact I should be proud if other women admire my husband, after all, they're the ones that need to be jealous, not me."
And with a fake sweet smile, she turns away to Ritu and towards Pooja.
"So Pooja, did you ever send Rajveer any cards?" Naina asks jokingly, "You know you can tell me, I won't be angry."
Pooja laughs, relieved that Naina isn't upset. "No, I thought he was getting enough sms's in his inbox already, and besides, I was trying to find my out of range caller."
"Well how about we go and see how the rest of the preparations are going?" Naina asked Raj, and he nodded quite eagerly, relieved that she'd managed to handle the situation so well. Naina constantly surprised him, and he was glad to see that some of the spark Navin had told him about had come back. They leave there for the mess, intending to see how Suriji and Alekh are coping with their preparations.
Pooja goes back to the decorations and Ritu is left staring after them, more annoyed than ever. Every single plan she makes seems to backfire. She doesn't know how it's possible that Naina could not become jealous or succumb to any misunderstandings. It's unnatural.
Either they have a very strong bond…
Or….
It's that or, which Ritu intends to find out more about. It may just help her with the rest of her mission.
**
After checking out the rest of the preparations, Naina and Raj return to their room, intending to go to sleep early. After all, the next day will be a busy one and they'll have to wake up early.
Raj is preparing his bed on the floor when Naina emerges from the bathroom, dressed in one of the salwar kurta outfits that she usually wears to bed.
"I'm glad that you didn't misunderstand," Raj tells her, "Really I never encouraged any of those girls to send me cards or love letters, I'm not sure why they all did it, but…"
Naina interrupts him, "It's alright, you don't need to explain." She says, "After all, who else are they going to send love letters to in the academy, Major Nair?"
Raj stares at her for a minute and then starts laughing. Naina thinks it's quite funny that he seems to have absolutely no idea how attractive he is, or why girls would want to send him love letters. Because he is attractive, that is for certain.
However there's been a doubt at the back of her mind for quite some time now, a doubt that she feels she needs to clear.
"Rajveer…" she says, and hearing his name in such a serious tone, he turns towards her. Naina is sitting cross legged in the middle of the bed and he comes and sits on the edge of it.
"What is it, Naina?" he asks her.
"I'm not sure if I should ask or not… it's fine if you don't wish to tell me. But I do want to know…" she knows that she's not expressing herself so well, but it's still difficult to talk about things like this. "When we got married… there wasn't any girl at that time that you loved was there? Anybody that you had to give up?"
Raj smiles, and shakes his head. "No, there wasn't." he reassures her, "I've always been quite unlucky in love, and so there were no girls that you have to worry about. There was one that I liked during my academy days, but it didn't work out."
Happy that he's told the truth, Naina decides that she should be honest too. "There was a boy I liked during high school." She tells him, "I thought that he liked me too… but then Navin Bhaiyya was accused, and just like everybody else…"
"It's okay, Naina." Raj tells her, knowing that it must be difficult for her to talk about. He reaches out and takes her hand briefly, squeezing it but just as quickly lets it go. He's never sure about which boundaries it's alright for him to cross especially with things like showing affection.
Getting up from the bed, he goes to his mattress on the floor and lies down. "But I do want to thank you for being so mature about it," he tells her, "It would've been understandable for you to be angry at me for not telling you the truth."
"No," Naina tells him, "It wouldn't."
She has begun to realize now that Dr Mishra is definitely trying to create trouble between them. She doesn't know whether it's because the psychiatrist is in love with her husband or for some other reason, but she's sure that she's right.
However Naina isn't going to let her succeed.
She can never misunderstand Rajveer or blame him for anything, because only she knows how much she owes him, how much she has to be thankful for.
What he has done for her, she can never repay in this lifetime.
But she can certainly try.
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