When is the right time??? - Page 12

I just didn't know where he was taking me. He took my hand and told me to leave the car there, so we can come back for it later. But then he changed his mind and told me that we should leave the car in front of my house first and then go with his car for coffee. That was more logical to me. We left so that I could leave the car and then I got into his jeep and went to coffee with him. We left the city and only then did I ask where we were going. He said at his place. I didn't understand what he meant by at his place and that's what I asked him. I know where his parents lived and it wasn't out of town. You see, don't worry. You're safe with me. Hmmm, I wasn't sure.

He turned to me and looked at me for a little longer than usual, I only heard a sigh and a hoarse apology for everything. I was left in shock. My brain didn't seem to want to accept that apology but I had to ask him what he said because I wasn't sure if I heard him right. He laughed cynically and said ohhh, so I have to go back. I was a little scared of his cynicism and he seemed to sense my fear and said. Ohhh sorry again I'm just kidding.

Outside, the snow was slowly falling and he was driving me to a famous ski resort near the city. I didn't know he had a house here. A beautiful log cabin among the pine trees. A beautiful little house. He got out of the car when he parked in front of the house and walked over to my side to open the door for me too. We entered the house and I immediately felt the warmth. He threw logs into the fireplace because the fire was almost out. Zoran explained to me that he has been here for several days and that he bought this three years ago.

Uhhh, how I felt next to him in his house, actually I can't explain the cottage. All my senses were heightened. But a slight restlessness entered me as if I was expecting something to happen. He invited me to sit next to the fireplace on armchairs and for him to make tea or coffee, whatever I wanted. I offered to help him, but he refused. he told me that we are going to have a long and difficult conversation and that now he needs to mentally prepare himself. I probably looked strange because he smiled and now for the first time in my life I saw him laugh from the heart.

He brought coffee and sat down in the armchair next to the one where I was sitting. And now the conversation. And Sara, how long do we know each other?????? Actually, we don't know each other at all. I know you, you know me, but only that much. Let's start from the beginning. Sara, we were kids when I found out you were in love with me. Do you remember???? Everyone teased me about a certain Sara, and I had no idea who that Sara was. My brother told me so much about you and your adventures. He loves you very much, do you know that???

At first I liked the idea of ​​someone being interested in me but I thought it was temporary like with other girls. You know yourself, I had a lot of girls during that period. I was also angry after a while when they continued to tease me about you. I only knew you from stories. I wanted to interrupt him but he stopped me and said I have to tell you my story first and then ask me what you want later. So I sat down comfortably in the armchair and listened to everything he told me. The rest of his presentation was like this. As a basketball player, I had a lot of obligations and then I wanted to relax and forget about basketball for a while and go ice skating. My friends were persistent and they continued to provoke me for you. I saw that you were coming every day and that you had switched to open skating.

At first, I was in the closed court, and then, in order to stop provoking you, I suggested that we go to open skating. But I didn't know you wanted that too. Imagine my shock when I saw you there. hahaha How angry I was at my company when they realized that you also went outside. Then someone told me, Look Zoran, this little girl is following you again. Then I had enough of their banter and that's why I came to you and told you what I told you. I didn't know that you go skating all the time and I wanted to apologize to you later, but Dragan told me not to do it at all because you were in a very bad condition.

When you stopped coming to ice skating, I felt an emptiness in my heart and I have to admit that only then did I realize that I too had fallen in love with you. hahahah how much I suffered because of your bad condition. Dragan was talking to me and I told him that reading a lot helped me at one point in my life, so I suggested to him that you take books to read - I saw you once in the library and I wanted to approach you, but you were really bad with your health and I only found out later that I was the reason for your health problem. I felt terrible when I realized all this. And then it happened that I signed for Miami to go play.

At first I wanted to give it up, but I realized that maybe it's better for you if I stay away. and I loved you very much. So much so that I could never love one more. I know you saw me with other girls, but if you remember, they were some girls who were there for a couple of days of relationship. I know it's ugly to say, but that's how they were. They didn't ask for anything much, just a few dates to move on, if you understand. I knew about you from what I accidentally heard from someone in the community. I know that you had a few boyfriends too and that they were just a period in your life. I knew that you graduated from college, Dragan boasted about that to me one day when we met and he told me that he had something to tell me but it would be a big surprise for me. He didn't want to do it over the phone.

But he didn't say at all that it was related to you. What a shock I had when I saw you here. When you fainted I thought I had died. God, what a shock for me. And then when I wanted to talk to you, I got that slap, hahaha, my ears are still ringing from that blow. I was ashamed when I saw that everything was published and that's why I withdrew here. I came here the next day because I had to avoid talking. My club where I am a coach is a very good club and any bad image about that club is disastrous. I had to back off a bit. My club director knows everything I just told you and he advised me to calm down a bit and that in the end I still have to talk to you.