Part- 80
Geet keeps on thinking the wholenight and the only thing she could do is free Maan off her responsibilities...yes,she'll not trouble him anymore...
But she can't believe that Maansaid all that, after all she knows that she is not the only one struck by thelove virus and she has seen Maan too suffer just like her...
Maybe he has overcome that infatuationand he knows what's good for him better, haina?
Yes, Maan deserves a much betterlife...
She knows she is no match for theKhuranas, specially MSK, and she has herself seen many offers for Maan from alot of their friend and business circle...
Dadi had been rejecting them justb'coz dadi believes that Geet is her bahu...
How would Geet know that Maan toohas the same belief...
Geet decides to go away fromMaan's life...
Yes, she has no right over him,after all she is no one to him and neither could she dream so big...
He has already helped her so muchand she is yet to repay him for that...
She comes down to tell this toMaan...
Maan is late today as he also hada sleepless night and he has just come for breakfast...
Dadi has finished her BF and sheleaves them alone...
Geet doesn't know how to tellhim...
Maan starts the conversationhimself...
Maan: toh batho Geet, tummare mannmein kya hai? tum kya chahthi ho?
Geet: wahi jo aap chahthe ho sir
Geet bursts out...she can't takethis anymore...
Maan is overwhelmed...so she isready to mingle...that's great...
Maan is so happy...but hishappiness doesn't last long...
Geet: jaise aap ne kaha ab meinbadhi ho gayi hoon aur ab mein kudh apna khayaal rakh sakthi
Geet: ab mein aapko aur pareshaannahi karoongi, aur ab toh mere liye meri final exams bahut important hai, abmein samajh gayi ki meri zindagi meri padayi hai, jaise veerji ne kaha
Maan also feels that Geet isright...she has to complete her exams successfully anf he doesn't want todistract her at the moment...he was also feeling guilty since Tejicalled...so Geet too has been thinking about that only...
Maan: that's good Geet
Even though Maan is a littledisappointed he thinks this is the right decision as far as Geet isconcerned...after all the hardwork she has put in all these three years wouldgo n vain if Maan becomes selfish and urges her to confess and take theirrelationship forward all of a sudden...
Though he is not concerned aboutanyone other than Geet when it comes to their life, he knows he has made apromise to Teji and he has to fulfill it...he has to make sure that Geetremains as Teji's innocent sister who trusted Maan and came with him withoutany conditions, and also Teji still believes that Maan will take good care ofhis little sister just as Teji would...Maan has taken up the responsibility ofher studies and he has forgotten it completely becoming selfish and his lovemade him blind folded...
Luckily Geet knows her prioritiesbetter...
Geet: mujhe patha hai aap bhi yahichahthe, haina?
Maan: tum jho bhi decide karogi,mein tummara saath hoon
Geet: toh teek hai, ab mein apnizindagi kuch samaloongi, mein hostel chali jaathi hoon, ab mein aapke ghar meinnahi reh sakthiJust then Maan realizes that Geet has misunderstood everythingand she was expecting him to confess...what has h done?
Maan: Geet, tum bhool gayi ho kiabhi bhi tum meri responsibility hai
Geet: mein ab aap ke liye bhoojnahi banna chahathi, jaise ki aap chahthe the waise hi mein bhi ab hostel jaanahi chahathi hoon, kyunke jaise aap ne abhi abhi kaha mein ab bachi nahi hoon
Maan: par Geet, tumme ghar chodneki koi zaroorat nahi
Geet: nahi sir, ab mera wahanrehna teek nahi hoga, mein akhela reh sakthi, mujhe kissi ki saath ki kyazaroorat? Kyunki ab mein badhi ho gayi hoon sir
Geet becomes sarcastic...Maanknows that she is frustrated and so she is angry...Maan knows that he can'tfulfill her expectations right now as that would only distract her from hergoal more...this is fine as she will be diverting her anger towards her goaland be more hungry to succeed...
Maan: toh tum mere saath nahirehna chahthi, right?
Geet: mujhe azaadi chahiye na?aapse
Maan: toh milgayi azaadi, iss keliye tumme ghar chodke jaana nahi padega, kyunki mein ghar chodke jaa raha hoon
Geet is shocked...
Mujhse bachne ke liye Maan sirkahan baghna chahthe hai, phir se jungle camping? Ye jagah bhi aaisa hi lagtha,toh ye trial tha?
Geet: kya?
Maan: haan Geet, ab tum badhi hogayi haina? Dadi maa ko tum akhele sambal sakthi haina? Ab Dadi tummarizamedari hai
Geet: par mein kaise?
Maan: dadi ke liye toh tum kuchdin aur rukh sakthi, tumme fikar karne ki koi zaroorat nahi, mein toh bas domahene ke liye jaa raha hoon, business ki silsile mein, tab tak tummari examsbhi katam hogi
Geet: haan, aur tab tak aap wapas aathe mein apne ghaavchali jaoongi
Maan: haan, phir tumari chutiyanhaina? Tum tummare pariwaar walon se milne jaa sakthi ho
Geet: haan mein hamesha hamesha keliye chutiyon mein chali jaoongi, aur kabhi wapas aake aapko tang nahi karoongi
Maan: kya?
Geet: aap bhi yahi chahathe haina?Azaadhi
Maan: ye tum kya kehthi ho?
Geet: mera matlab hai ki meriazaadhi
Maan smiles...haan, waise bhimeinne hi tumme tummare kismat se azaad kiya tha, tummare azaadhi mere haathmein hai
Maan thinks that he'll officiaalymarry her and give her freedom atlast...
Geet self talk...ye zabardasthika azaadhi kaun chahtha? Aap kya jaanthe ki meri azaadhi aap se judi hui hai,aur mujhe aaise azaadhi nahi chahiye jho mujhe aapse juda karein...par yeaapki zindagi hai, aap mere liye kyun badalenge? Haina? Aap sadoo ho toh sadoohi rahoge...haina babaji? Mein bhi kitna na samjh thi? Sapne toh sapne hothe hai,kabhi sach nahi hothe, haina?
Maan had actually kept postponingthis London project as he didn't want toleave Dadi alone and go, and after Geet came into his life he never wanted toleave her, initially he thought he would escape from her by taking up thisproject but some thing stopped him, he made up his mind that Geet is hisresponsibility and he can't run away from that, but the actual reason was hecouldn't leave her even for a few days for he was afraid that she will get intotrouble and she needs him to save her always...
Maan thought he is meant to be hersavior whether he wished or not and he liked to help her...he liked herinnocence and he liked the how she boldly faced him and stood up to him and putup a fight every time she thought she was roght and he was wrong...
She was never afraid to face hisanger...
Now that Geet also needs a breakfrom this love sick romeo to concentrate on her studies, and Maan won't be ableto leave Geet after marriage, he wants to finish this off before itself...
Maan: toh Geet all the very best
Geet thinks that Maan is wishingher for her new life...
She just stares him as if she doesn't understand for what he wishedher...
Maan: woh mein kal jaa rha hoonna, issiliye tummare exams ke liye abhi wish karna chahtha tha
Geet: thank you Maan sir
Geet still couldn't believe Maanis leaving her and she has to live on her own, but she doesn't know what she'lldo without him, she has to learn to live without him...
Adi calls and Maan leaves forKC...
Geet sits there without eating andjust keeps thinking about her future, she is a little scared for she hasdeveloped this habit of depending on Maan for everything since she leftAmristar...
She was not like this before, sheknew that she has to stand on her own legs and she has to depend on herselfalways...
Geet is already late and she isstill lost in her thoughts...
Dadi comes and finds her stillthere...
Dadi: Geet, geet bete
Geet: ji Dadi
Dadi: kahan kho gaye aap? Pinkyaap ke liye kab se wait kar rahi hai
Geet: woh dadi, mein chalthi hoon
Dadi: sambalkhe beta, aajkal aapka dhyaan kahan rehtha, aur exam ke time mein toh aaisa hi hotha, isse examfever kehthe hai
Geet knows that it's not her examsbut something else that bothers her...
Dadi is right, she has to forgetall this and think only about her exams...
Next day Maan leaves for Londonand Geet feels very bad...
She is afraid she might not seehim again ...
She just wishes she could see himbefore she leaves...
She keeps praying for his earlyreturn...
She knows that she has to get usedto this for she has a lifetime to spend without him...
Still her heart yearns to be withhim only...
Dadi finds Geet upset andstruggling to focus and she requests Pinky to come over to KM and study withGeet...
After Pinky comes Geet engagesherself in her studies and tries to put Maan's memories away...
Each day passes with a lot ofdifficulty and she always keeps looking at the steps waiting for Maan to comedown for BF and Dinner...
Even dadi misses Maan a lot...
Maan has not even called Geet andthat's more frustrating for her...
But he inquires about Geetwhenever he calls dadi and Dadi tells about that to Geet...
Geet thinks that dadi is trying toconsole her...
Maan too misses Geet and he hasnever been away from her more than a couple of days for the past threeyears...
They have been together even whenGeet went to her maika, haina?
Maan knows that Geet would haverealized what she is missing in these few days and she'll find out that lifewithout MSK is not difficult but impossible...
Now let's see what she wants,azaadhi or shadhi?
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