Rosid ff:My First Love...

Hiii everyone...Ramya is here...yes..I am back with my writings for u all...it has beenmore than a month...and I miss all ur love and support dear's...!!!!but from now Iam not going to miss u lovely adorable people...!!!I am here with my 5thff's concept finally...soo please give ur valuable comments...i hope u all willshower all ur love and support as usual for me...if u all are okay with myconcept then I will start giving updates...soo lets see the concept 1st...

the concept is:

Roli sees a guy named Siddhant bharadwaj at a family function.It was love at 1stsight for roli...but being absolutely depressed and heartbroken with her very ownfamily...will roli be able to win her 1st love?will she be able tomake siddhant as the love of her life?how will she cross all the hurdles withher own family??will love blossom between them???

I know too many questions na...but u have to wait for the answers...hope u all willlove the concept..do give ur opinions dear's...!!!

Thank u...!!!!

Ramya...

Part-1,2,3,4,5:page 1 part-6,7,8,9,10,11,12,13:page 2 part-14:page 3 precap:page 4 part-15:page 8

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Thank u soo much akka..!!

Originally posted by: Ramya-22

Hiii everyone...Ramya is here...yes..I am back with my writings for u all...it has beenmore than a month...and I miss all ur love and support dear's...!!!!but from now Iam not going to miss u lovely adorable people...!!!I am here with my 5thff's concept finally...soo please give ur valuable comments...i hope u all willshower all ur love and support as usual for me...if u all are okay with myconcept then I will start giving updates...soo lets see the concept 1st...

the concept is:

Roli sees a guy named Siddhant bharadwaj at a family function.It was love at 1stsight for roli...but being absolutely depressed and heartbroken with her very ownfamily...will roli be able to win her 1st love?will she be able tomake siddhant as the love of her life?how will she cross all the hurdles withher own family??will love blossom between them???

I know too many questions na...but u have to wait for the answers...hope u all willlove the concept..do give ur opinions dear's...!!!

Thank u...!!!!
Ramya...

Originally posted by: Ramya-22

Rosid ff:My First Love...
By Ramya..
Part-1:
Hyderabad:
A pleasant day...sun rays are hitting on the windows of one of the houses badly...
A girl of 19 wakes up from her bed rubbing her eyes...
her eyes looking soo red and swollen...
she wakes up fastly and finds her mom sleeping peacefully..
she goes into the kitchen and starts cooking cleaning all over the house...everything...
her parents being married without love on each other..in 1 word..they hate each other..in the whole 20 years of their married life neither they were happy nor the girl was happy...because of whom she was in this world and seeing a hell of torture with her own family...
and she is Roli Diwedi..her parents getting forcefully married always shows every little frustration on roli from a very tender age to now..
she completes all the household works..and goes to her mom to wake her up..
her mom angrily sees her..and shouts at her that she disturbed her sleep...
roli gets disappointed..this starts her day...she gets ready for her college..and keeps everything ready for her mom...
she goes to her mom again and sees her mom still on the bed sleeping..
roli:maa..i am going to college...
her maa wakes up on her words..
meena:u kept everything ready?
roli:haa maa..
meena:okay go...come home early...u have to do many works after coming...
roli nods as okay listening her words..
roli comes out of the house..
though she sees hell of torture in her home..she never shows it to anyone..she is a very happy going girl infront of everyone..while her red eyes are the proof how much she is broken...none asks anything...and she says nothing too..she is the darling of her friends and the whole college..
she started doing her B tech 1st year...and she is the topper in the whole college...
though she is a perfect girl to everyone..she is a innocent girl who sees a hell of sadness..
she goes to her college and as usual she gives her best for the whole day...she smiles everytime with her friends..she tries her best to keep everyone around her absolutely happy...
then the time comes for her to go back home..her face becomes pale..she starts getting afraid..she doesnt know what she has to see after going to her home...
she goes to her home and she finds her mom and dad quarelling badly...
she immediately tries to stop them...but all in vain they continue their quarrel...she utmost shouts on both of them..and then they stop fighting...the reason may be big or silly but the thing is they will fight daily surely...
after their fight..everyone sits in their respective rooms..roli was also sitting trying to relax herself..
then her mom comes and slaps her badly on her cheek..
meena:i said right,..after coming back home..u have lot of work to do...why r u sitting now?go start the work..
tears start rolling down from her cheeks...she starts working again..she cooks for everyone..
finally she completes everything..she keeps dinner to everyone..and after that she read for sometime..
and fell on the bed completely tired...she closes her eyes..she can feel soo much pain buried in her heart...she is feeling heavy...but no she cant tell to anyone..she have to tolerate them..
tears starts rolling down..she starts crying silently...its her routine that after she falls on the bed automatically her eyes starts shedding tears badly because of her parents...she closes her eyes...someone appears infront of her eyes..smiling..seeing her...
roli to herself:why the hell did u leave me and go??i miss u...!!!come back to me please...!!!i still love u...!!!
she keeps on crying sleeps remembering that person in her dreams atleast to have a peaceful sleep...
the flashback starts...
To be continued...

guys..i know roli's life is soo disguisting...but seriously...please dont feel disheartned...i know the concept is soo different..and its going to look like a different track..but i am sure...this ff will surely win ur hearts...soo please bear me..and yes forgive me for the late update..hope u all will love the update..please give ur views in detailed manner...if u guys dont like the update i will stop writing...soo let me know ur views through ur comments...
Thank u...!!!!
Ramya...

Part-2:

Flashback:

5 years back..Roli was in her 9th standard...it was her summer holidays...

roli's position is the same at that time too...

however her relation with her parents may be...but every relative of roli loves her soo much..

they all think that..roli is soo cute adorable happy going girl...but none knows about roli's life...she doesnt ever open up to anyone...

and above all...roli loves her cousin sister vaishnavi a lot...for namesake she is her cousin sister...but she is more than blood relation...she is her world..she is her evreything...

vaishnavi and roli loves each other soo much...that everyone loves to see their bonding...it looks soo unique to everyone...

in summer holidays...roli's mother meena gets a call from her sister...(vaishu's mother)

vaishu's mother said that there is a family function..soo they all have to attend it..she says a particular time to reach the function..

the function is in a big function hall..and the function's reason is roli's doll vaishnavi...it's her birthday...

roli was soo happyy...she really wanted to attend the party and spend some good time with her sister..as she sees a hell in her home..

luckily...meena says okay to roli to come along with her...

roli was soo excited..she completes all her works in the home early..and gets ready...

they reach the function hall..as the function is in the evening..the hall all the lights decorations was looking soo adorable...

roli smiles seeing everything...

and then she finds her sister vaishu on the stage standing on the stage...waiting for roli to come...

they both see each other...a broad smile crepts on her each other's faces..

they immediately hugs each other tightly...

roli:happy birthday jaanuu...!!!!

vaishu:thank u soo much didi...!!!

roli:my doll is looking soo beautiful today...

vaishu:that means..daily i am not looking good?

roli smiles listening it..

roli:noo baby..ur soo gorgeous today than daily...

vaishu smiles and again hugs her sister...

roli:chalo..lets cut the cake...

vaishu:noo didi..let everyone come..my father's sister and her children are coming too...let them come..will start...

roli:okay...

meanwhile roli and vaishu in no time starts blabbering with each other about everything...they share each and everything...but roli didnt tell about her parents..because she doesnt want to hurt her sister...

and then everyone gathers on the stage for the cake cutting...vaishu's father's family too comes..

roli's mausa (vaishu's father) and his sister (radhika) and her two sons..has arrived for the function..

soo..soon the function started...

vaishu cut the cake and 1st feeds her parents and and then to her elder brother gautam..and then to roli..

roli eats the cake and feeds the cake to vaishu also..and tten she gives her birthday gift to vaishu..

roli:u can open it..

Vaishu excitingly opens the gift and finds a heart shape pendant with a golden chain..

everyone were soo surprised seeing it..

vaishu was soo happy...she immediately hugs roli tightly..

vaishu:thank u soo much didi..love u...!!!

roli:love u too...and no thanks sweety..

she says by smilingly...

and then she sees someone coming and standing on the other side of vaishu..

roli just sees around normally and then she sees someone and there her life started to change..her heart skips a beat seeing him..

he is in a green and black formal shirt and a blue jean...setting his hair..looking absolutely like a greek god..

yes..its siddhant bharadwaj..a 18 year old guy...who just completed his 12th...

and came for his little sister's birthday...

that was the 1st time..roli saw him..and felt some strange tickling sensation in her body..

his smile his care towards everyone..made roli to adore to him to the core..

sid:happy birthday my doll..

he wished her kissing on her hairs..

vaishu:thank u bhaiya...

she said smiling...

that was the 1st time roli listened to his voice..and that has sent a chill to her spine making her come out of her thoughts...

though siddhant was engaged with his family..roli's looks was always around him for the whole day...

she kept staring at him now and then..but siddhant...he is not looking at any girl in the party...he is always with his mother and with his brother prem bharadwaj..

that means he is a mumma's boy...roli can say it...

roli goes to vaishu and asks..

roli:vaishu..who is that guy?

she points her finger towards sid..

vaishu smiles and says..

vaishu:he is my cousin brother didi...he is soo good...

roli:ohh...

she is feeling soo heavenly seeing him...

she is soo happy by seeing him...

she is feeling soo different seeing him...

after some time..

all the children are playing at one side..while siddhant and his brother are sitting and talking in the opposite side...

then roli's younger cousin brother a 5 years kid came to her...

his name is mikky...roli loves him soo much..as he is the youngest in their children gang...

mikky:roli didi..ice cream..

he points towards ice cream..

roli:chalo..we will get it...

she smiles and gets up from the chair...mikky started running fast holding roli's hand...making roli also to run along with him..

just then siddhant and prem were also going for ice cream..

roli saw this..and she saw this too that roli is behind sid..and she is soo close to him that if mikky drags her little more surely roli is going to fall on siddhant...which is going to look completely embarassing...

she dont know what to do..neither mikky is slow nor siddhant is walking fast..

siddhant doesnt know anything about the happenings..

soon mikky as roli thought dragged her little more..and she is about to fall..no other option..then sid goes to other side of the hall..

roli:shit..!!!just missed...!!!

she controls herself from falling down..

mikky:didi..ice cream..

roli:haa baby..ruko..i was about to fall now..dont walk fast..the floor is soo smooth..

she gives ice cream to mikky...

mikky takes it happily and smiles..he kisses his sister...

roli feels happy...

roli too kisses him..

they enjoyed a lot...specially roli..she felt soo special..

at the end of the function..when its time for her to leave..

she hugged vaishu mikky...and kissed them..and said bye..

her eyes were searching for someone..to come before her for one last time..

then she saw siddhant coming out of the function hall..

she smiled and felt relieved...

she said bye to everyone and went home..

though she doesnt want to go home everytime she comes to vaishu..as her home is a hell of torture...but this she went with a smile with a lot of memories of his...

after going home..for her goodness none talked with her..as everyone are tired...they all went to sleep immediately...

roli changed her dress and fell on the bed...

she closed her eyes to remember him..

his perfect face his perfect personality...his attitude..and most importantly his smile and his voice..made her blush a lot...

she opened her eyes..

roli to herself:why am i feeling like this??i never saw any guy in my life..but this guy surely did some magic on me..and u dont even know his name..and ur drooling over him..roli..this is soo wrong...but what feeling is this?is this attraction or..

she felt something else..but she brushed away her thoughts..

roli to herself again:roli..dont think too much..nothing like that will happen..anyways u cant see him again in ur life..

this made her feel little bad...but she felt its okay...

she closed her eyes and slept with his memories..

she thought that she will never ever see siddhant again in her life..

but no destiny has some other plan for roli and siddhant...

to be continued...

Though her parents didnt give her a bit of happiness in her life..siddhant with his 1st look itself gave her a lot of happiness..may be thats true love..

hope u all love the update...give ur valuable comments...

Thank u..!!!

Ramya...

Part-3:
Evening 4pm:

Soo roli and vaishnavi rarely meets each other only because of roli's mother meena...

meena always wants roli to be only in home..she should not go out of the house anytime except to her college..from college roli should come on time otherwisr she has to see a devil in meena again...soo roli couldnt go against her parents...

roli and vaishu meets twice in a year..that is 1 for raksha bandhan and the 2nd for vaishu's birthday...

but roli and vaishu used to communicate through social media facebook account...

whenever they get time..they used to talk..offcourse it was not at all an easy task for roli to manage her parents...

but still she used to manage only for vaishu..

soo like everytime..the next day of vaishu's birthday..in evening time...they both were chatting in facebook...

and then suddenly roli felt strange seeing vaishu's texting style...she is all talking in hindi and giving counters to her...while she never behaves like this from the start...

roli noticed that something is wrong...she wants to know to whom she is actually talking to..

soo she asked..

roli:i am talking to my vaishu right..

vaishu:haa..nahi toh..main ab tak kisiki own property nahi hu..tum mujhe mera vaishu bhula rahe ho..

Roli was little shocked..because its not vaishu but someone else..

Roli:i was just asking yaar..

vaishu:main bhi bol raha hu na..

roli:bil raha hu??

There was no reply for few seconds..

vaishu:typing mistake..

roli:okay..

vaishu:kya kar rahe ho?kal kaisa tha?

Roli:why r u talking in hindi now?

vaishu:mujhe hindi baat karna acha lagtha hain..

sorry lagthi hain..

she said with a caught again face..

roli again said its okay...

roli:u were soo gorgeous yesterday..how were the photoes??

vaishu:thanks beautiful..!!she said with a love in the eyes emotion..

roli:beautiful?

vaishu:yes..ur soo beautiful u know..

roli felt happyyy..

roli:thank u baby...

she said excitingly...

vaishu:okay main tumhe baad mein msg karta hu..bye tc..

Roli felt little bad..but she said okay...

roli:okay bye tc...

she went offline...

still roli was feeling something fishy..but yes she laughed she got angry she felt soo happy talking to her..she felt soo special unlike the other days...

then after sometime...vaishu msged roli saying..

vaishu:sorry didi..

roli:why??

Vaishu:it was not me who talked with u..

roli was shocked again..she felt that she was right..it was not vaishu..then..

Roli:then who talked??

vaishu:siddhant bhaiya..

roli:siddhant?who is he??

Vaishu:the guy about whom u have asked yesterday..

roli was shocked again..

roli to herself:siddhant..nice name..but super fast he is..

vaishu:sorry di..he didnt allowed me to tell u at that time..he wants to talk to u..i dont know why..

roli:its okay baby..dont worry..chod dho..i will msg u later bye..

she said and kept her laptop aside..and started thinking about him...

she again thought..to herself..

this guy is giving me current shocks..why the destiny is like this...she felt soo happy..infact he made her day again..

But the next day it was a bigger shock to roli..

she was soo shocked to see it..

to be continued...

Soo..this update i typed in mobile..soo may be it may look short..soo please forgive me..hope u all will love the update..please give ur opinions as ur comments..

Thank u...!!!

Ramya...

Part-4:

Next day:

As usual..roli was in her daily works in her holidays...after completing her works...its her habit to open her social network account as her mom takes a nap in the afternoon...

roli opened her facebook account...she saw a friend request and was shocked to see that person's request..

Siddhant bharadwaj!

roli to herself:oh my god!this guy again..!!!yesterday he played with me..now what he wants to do...

she kept his request aside..but wants to see his whole profile..

she just opened it..and starting reading his name again..siddhant bharadwaj..

unknowingly a smile crept on her lips..

she saw all his photos and his friends...everything..

she got to know that everyone loves him soo much just like her...as everyone too loves roli soo much...

she thought for a second whether to accept his request or not...her heart was pushing her mind to accept him...

she accepted...

he liked all her photos..notifications are coming continuously..she was soo shocked..

and then again to her surprise..he was online and he messaged her...

siddhant:hii..

roli:hello..

sid:how r u?

roli:I am fine..thank u..how r u?

roli was all smiling seeing him talking to her...probably these were the best days in her life...

sid:fine..

roli:do u know me?

sid:yes...ur vaishu's cousin sister right..

roli:yes..

sid:she said to me about u...soo I know u like that..

roli:ok..

roli to herself:stupid..this means he didn't see me in function...

sid:I am vaishu's cousin brother...

roli:oh..nice to meet u..

sid:same to u..!!

roli:ok..

roli thought to stop..but no siddhant didn't gave up the chance..

sid:what r u studying??

roli to herself:uff...u want my complete details..

roli:9th..u?

sid:12th completed...

roli:oh..ok..

sid:ahh..then...

roli:I need to go..will talk some other time..

she rushed saying it..as she is unable to talk to him...she is not in this world..she is nervous...she doesn't know what he is going to ask further..

soo she just escaped..but siddhant..

siddhant to himself:yaaar..just missed..why the hell did she ran away..

he just smiled seeing her photo..

after that day there was no communication between them for few months...

roli's school has started..she is in her 10th...while..siddhant is still enjoying his holidays..

after few months..one day:

roli and siddhant both were online at same time..

roli saw that but she didn't messaged him..as she feels nervous...

but siddhant...he messaged..taking this as a golden chance...

siddhant:hii..

roli saw this..and again her heart beat started raising heavily..

roli:hii..

sid:remember me??

roli:hmm...

sid:what hmm??say na...that means u forgot me na..

he said with pout..

roli smiled...

roli:no..i remember u...

sid too smiled now...

sid:then why no message from these many days..no not days..since months...

roli:then u too didn't message..

sid:acha..toh if I don't message then u will also not message..

roli kept an emoji like ur disguisting..

seeing that sid laughs out loud..

sid:sorry..i was just kidding...but I want to ask u something...

roli:what?

sid:will u be my friend?please..!!i don't know why but..i feel like I need u in my life..

roli was all in smiles..but she doesn't want to express any of her feelings out...

roli:okay...friends...

sid smiled broadly...

from there it all actually started...they used to talk for hours and hours in the evening sometimes late night too...irrespective of the time...

in no time...roli and siddhant became soo close to each other...

one day:

roli and siddhant had a small fight regarding his shifting to Delhi for doing MBA...

sid:no roli...there is no other chance other than going to Delhi..

roli:who asked u to get ur seat there ha?

roli asked with full of disappointment...

sid:meri maa..i didn't..but my dad..u know na...I cant oppose him..that too he is a police officer..no one goes against him..he only selected the college..soo that I will study...but u know na..this is not my dream..my dream is to become a model..u know that I love modeling...

roli:haa...I know and u know this too that u are the perfect person for the modeling...but why don't u ask ur father..atleast once please..

sid:no roli...let him do whatever he wants..i don't want to oppose him..anyways I will be in touch with u..

roli:how??u cant use ur facebook account there right?the only thing u have to do is studying...then u will forget me..

she says literally crying...

sid:1 min wait..ur saying that I am going to forget u..who said that?why will I do??do u know how important ur to me?

he shouts literally...this gives roli a jerk...

sid realizes that he shouted on his roli..he went offline..

roli to herself:I shouldn't have said like that...waise bhi..he is always with me..he supports me soo much..then why am I asking him to think to go to Delhi..i should say sorry..

roli:sorry na yaar...!!!!i shouldn't have said like that...please..!!!

after few hours..sid saw her message...but didn't reply..

roli saw this and again messaged him..

roli:sorry siddhant...!!!please talk to me na..i cant bear ur silence...

sid saw this too..and sent a quote in the message..

NEVER GIVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN YOUR HEART TO ANYONE!

roli saw this..and she couldn't understand what she has to do now other than to convince him..

roli:seriously...I didn't said wantedly...trust me na..

sid:okay leave..bye!!

he said and went offline again..

roli couldn't concentrate on anything..the only thing running in her mind is siddhant...

next day it was Saturday...

she didn't go to school..saying she is not well today to her mom..

meena was also convinced because if roli is in home..she will take care of the home..irrespective of her illness..

meena left her saying all the household works must be done fastly..

roli nodded as okay..

already roli is trying soo much to escape from meena to talk to siddhant everytime..

offcourse roli completes her work and then her studies and then she spends time with siddhant..

roli is literally searching her happiness in siddhant...

soo..meena left her..while roli was waiting for siddhant to come online along with doing her works..

siddhant came online..but didn't talk..

roli:oye..ur still angry?

sid:no

roli:I can say by seeing ur message..i said sorry na..

sid:u didn't go to school..

roli:no..

sid:why?

roli:I am not well..why??do u feel sad as I am not well?u really don't care for me..i am only behind u..because I care for u..

she said keeping a sad face..but sid found it soo cute..!!

sid:ur soo cute..!!

roli smiled seeing it..

roli:why??

sid:because..i don't know..but ur soo cute..!!

he said it with a broad smile..

sid:don't talk like that again..thik hain..

roli:okay..sorry..!!

sid:its okay..my princess..!!

roli was soo delighted to see the word princess..

roli:princess?me??and ur the prince then?

she asked making fun of it..

sid:hmm..ur always my princess..and yes I am going to be ur prince..

roli didn't understand well..

roli:I didn't get u..

sid:very soon u will get to know..

roli:why not now?

sid:because I have to move now..who will pack my bag?u??

roli:if I am with u..i would have helped u definitely..

sid:acha..dont worry...u will get the chance to bear forever..

roli:I didn't get u again..

sid felt like tubelight..

sid:pagal..chod dho..give me ur number..after going to Delhi..i will call u..

roli:I don't have a personal phone..

sid:then how?

roli thought for a second and got an idea..

roli:take my mom's number..

sid:wont it be a problem?

roli:no..it wont...

she gave meena's number..sid saved it in his heart...

roli knows its difficult to talk in meena's phone..but she determined herself to not to get caught with meena regarding siddhant's phone calls..

finally siddhant left to Delhi..settled himself well in Delhi..his college friends everything is fine..

but he is missing roli soo much..he wants to talk to her..he badly needs it..

while roli is also in same position..

at night..after reaching his room...he took his mobile to call roli..

while roli is in her room..holding meena's mobile..expecting a call from siddhant..

at that time suddenly meena's mobile rang..

she was soo happy..immediately she lifted the call..

but it was from a customer care..

roli cursed herself and cut the call..

siddhant called her..

roli hoped that atleast this time it must be siddhant..

roli attended the call..

siddhant:hello..roli..

roli was just listening to his voice..

it's the 1st time..they are listening to each other's voice..

roli:hello..

sid's heart skipped a beat in joy..by listening roli's voice..

to be continued..

hii everyone..hope everyone are fine...and I hope u all will love the update..if not please do let me know by ur comments..i need ur answers whether u people are loving the ff or not..please do share ur opinions as ur comments..and about the late update..please forgive me dear's...!!!!

Thank u...!!!!

Ramya...

Part-5:
siddhant:hello..roli..
roli:hiii...
sid:yaar..why didn't u reply till now?
roli:wo..wo..
sid:u were admiring my voice..
sid said trying to pull her legs..
roli:no..
sid:no..that means u don't like my voice?
roli:no..not
sid cut her words..
sid:matlab..u really don't like my voice..okay bye!!
roli:hey bhagawan!!ur not allowing me to talk..i like ur voice..and haa I am listening to ur voice that's why I didn't talk..
she said in 1 go..but soon she realized what she blabbered..
sid was all in smiles..he laughed out loud...
roli:siddhant...
sid was surprised to listen his name from roli..
sid:what u said?
roli:what?
sid:i mean u said something..but i couldnt listen..say again na..
roli blushes and says..
Roli:pagal..
sid:not pagal..u said something else na..
roli:acha..if u didnt listen what i said..then how do u know that i didnt say paagal..
sid bite his tongue..
sid to himself:caught..!!
sid:roli..
roli:kya siddhant...
sid smiles again..
sid:day by day ur becoming soo naughty..
roli:all becausr of u..
she mumbles..but sid listened it..
sid:what u said?
roli:nothing..
they talked for hours like this pulling each others legs laughing madly...
days are passing..rosid are talking to each other daily in phone...
one fine day:
roli messaged him...
roli:hii..
sid's reply made her shock but much more confuse..
sid:hii RB(roli bharadwaj)
roli didnt understand what is the meaning of this RB..
Roli:what is RB?
sid to himself:uff...
sid:tubelight
roli:kya??
sid:kuch nahi..bolo..
he said seriously..
roli observed it...
roli:what happened?
sid:nothing..
roli:u dont want to say?ur serious na..
sid:no roli..
roli:sure..?
sid:hmm..
Roli:okay..
they talked for sometime...listening to roli's voice..sid's heart is melting...he was all smiling..
roli:why ur not talking??
sid:u talk..i will listen..i will keep listening to ur voice if none disturbs for hours and even forever i can keep listening to u...
roli blushes slightly...
roli:what if i want to listen ur voice?
sid goes mad listening to it..
sid:u dont make me to go mad now..
roli laughs loudly...
as sid said roli kept talking for hours..and sid kept listening to her cute talks..
no doubt he is utterly flattered by her talks..
after hours..they cut the call..
sid slept on his bed..thinking about his roli..
he turned to his right side..and found his roli smiling at him..
sid:roli..
roli smiles seeing him..
sid caresses roli's cheeks..
roli blushes..
sid was about to kiss her on her cheek..
and then he doesnt find his roli on the bed..
but he listens her voice..
roli:siddhant i am here...
sid turns towards a flower vase..and finds his roli standing near the vase..
sid goes towards the vase..and touches her cheek again..
this time..he kisses her..
he was soo sure..but no instead of roli's lips..he felt something else on his lips..
that's the flower vase..he kissed the flower vase..
he hits his forehead and smiles badly...
sid:u made me mad already...made me crazy for u..i think..no no..i am sure..ur my life...I love u na yaar..
he mumbles it to himself and blushes slightly remembering his roli..
to be continued...

hiii everyone..soo here is my birthday treat...!!!actually i should give this one yesterday itself..but it took some time to make the treat look perfect and enjoyable..!!!soo hope u all will love my treat..!!!and yes thank u each and everyone for wishing me on my birthday...!!!!i feel soo blessed to have u people in my life..!!!!love u all soo much...!!!!thanks a lot...!!!!hope u all will love the update..and please give ur views as ur comments...!!!!
Thank u...!!!
Ramya...

Part-6:

Rosid had become much more closer to each other with each passing day...

sid is falling for roli more and more with her cute talks and smiles..

after few days..

December 20th:

its Siddhant's birthday..

roli wants to wish him at midnight 12 am exactly...

she is waiting desperately to wish him..

finally the clock striked 12 am..

and she called him..after 1 ring..sid lifted the call..

roli:wish u many many happy returns of the day siddhant...!!!!

sid didnt talk anything but instead he immediately cut the call..

roli was shocked..she doesnt know why he cut the call..she called him again...this time he didnt lift the call itself..

roli to herself:might be he is with his friends..or something..may be he will call..lets see..

she thinks and sleeps..

and meanwhile siddhant in Delhi..he is in his own dreamland being the most happiest person and a bit sad too..

sid to himself smiling broadly:thank u soo much roli..love u..!!love u soo much..!!!u made my day...but i am soo sorry too yaar..i couldnt talk as my father and all gave me a sudden surprise by coming to Delhi without informing me..but i will call u at any cost surely...love u soo much..!!!

he blushes badly...

meanwhile siddhant's father Rajendra notices this..being a police officer he wants his son to be in his hands obeying his rules strictly..

he goes to sid..

rajendra:why r u laughing siddhant?

sid sees rajendra..his smile disappears..

sid:nothing papa..

rajendra gives a smile..

Next day evening:

sid is squeezing his phone and thinking badly for an idea for talking to roli...all thanks to his dad..he didnt get a chance to move an inch without his father and his family around..if he dont call now..he and roli will be upset as he cant talk on his birthday..

he keeps thinking and thinking..and finally an idea strikes his mind..

sid goes to his papa..who is seeing news channel keenly..

sid:papa..

rajendra:haa..

sid:papa..i have to go out..my friend called me..we have to discuss about a project..i will go and come papa...

rajendra:ok siddhant..go and come fast..

sid nods happily and rushes out..

he takes his car and goes to a park..and sits makes himself calm..and calls his roli...

here roli is little upset..she didnt know why he cut the call..she has many doubts..and literally she is afraid of something that may be is she going to lose siddhant?she is soo afraid..infact that question itself pierced her heart..

and suddenly her phone vibrates...she sees it and smiled broadly..it makes her feel like she got her life back..she immediately lifts the call..

sid:hello roli..

roli:happyy birthday siddhant...!!!!

she shouts loudly...which makes siddhant the happiest...

sid:thank u roli...!!!!thank u soo much...!!!!

roli:what happened?why u cut the call??why u didnt talk to me?why u didnt called me till now??i was afraid..did i do any mistake??

she asked her series of questions...

sid smiles listening to her...

sid:sorry yaar...!!!soo sorry...!!!my parents came to Delhi..and when u called my papa was beside me..

roli:ohh..sorry..!!!

sid:pagal...why ur saying sorry?

roli:i called at wrong time na..thats why...

sid:u made my day seriously..

he says with a husky voice..it hits roli's ears badly...

roli closes her eyes..it makes her feel soothing..

she opens her eyes after a second..

roli:where is the party then?

sid:where is the gift then?

roli:i will buy something for u..

sid smiles..

sid:no need..u itself is the biggest gift for me..

roli blushes..

roli:achaa...

she says like soo cute tone..now sid too blushes badly..

they both talk for sometime that day..it was the best birthday for siddhant..

after few days..

roli got a message from unknown person..she saw the msg hii from a girl..

and she is siddhant's friend..

roli:hiii..

that girl:ur siddhant's lover right?

roli was shocked..

roli:who said that..

that girl:siddhant...how dare u love my siddhant?he is mine okay..u leave him now..or else i will kill u..

roli was threatened..she immediately calls sid..who is in his class..

but he attends the call..

sid:roli..i am in class..

roli:siddhant...someone is threatening me saying that we both are lovers and i should leave u otherwise she will kill me..what is this yaar?

sid is in anger now..his face turns to red..but smiles and consoles his roli..

sid:roli..relax..everything will be fine..

he cuts the call..though roli doesnt know that whether siddhant really loves her or does she loves him..she was much more afraid of that girl's talk..she didnt even asked siddhant that whether he loves her..

she doesnt know how to react and what to react..

meanwhile here siddhant..he knows who did this..its tina..his friend's sister..he said that he loves roli..soo that she will stop coming behind him..but she crossed her limits..

sid went to tina..

tina smiled sarcastically..

tina:what siddhant?ur roli what she said?she must be crying na..

she laughs..next minute without any thought of his friendship with tina's brother and all siddhant slapped tina hardly..

she was shocked..

sid:u idiot.she is mine okay...why the hell did u talked to her..i didnt said about my love to her..but i know she loves me..she is mine damn it..do u understand..???

he shouts louder..

tina doesnt talk anything with bloodshot eyes..

sid:dont ever dare to come infront of me and my roli again..otherwise not u..i will kill u definitely...get lost..

he rushes off from there..

evening:

he calls to roli..

roli:hello..

sid:sorry yaar..!!!soo sorry..!!!she will not come to u again..trust me..

roli:its okay..

sid:pakka..

roli:haa pakka..

sid:hmm..soo what did she tell u..

roli:she said that we both are lovers...

sid:what did u say then?

he asks hesitantly as he too wants to know roli's answer..

roli:i dont know what to say..

sid was confused..

sid:okay baby..dont think about her okay..i will call u tomorrow..

roli:okay bye take care..!!!

sid to herself:may be she needs more clarification from my side that i love her..that means i should propose her..but how?what if she doesnt love me back?what to do now?

he keeps thinking and drifts into sleep..

next day..

as siddhant said..he didnt call roli..if roli calls he is not responding..she messaged him..he is not responding..it looks like ignoring her badly..

roli couldnt tolerate this..

she messaged him again..

roli:what happened why u are avoiding me?

sid replies..

sid:nothing..

roli:say na..i can say that u are not in a good mood..

sid:nothing roli..

roli:no u are hiding something...

siddhant gets an idea...then he sends her a link..

sid:open it..

roli:what is it?

sid:open it..u will know..

roli:now i cant open..i will see tomorrow..

sid:please na yaar..

roli:noo siddhnat..i cant..i will see tomorrow pakka..

sid was upset..

sid:okay see and tell then..bye..!

roli:okay bye!

now roli is also upset..dont know why siddhant is behaving like this..that too for the first time..

next day morning:

roli opens that link..and finds that its a song..

roli to herself:let me listen to it..

she keeps earphones and plays it..

here is the song lyrics guys..(its my favourite song)..

Tere Pyar Main Jal Raha Hoon.Teri Yaad Mein Ro Raha Hoon Teri Neend Ko Sun Raha Hoon .Tere Khuwab Main So Gaya Hoon

Intezaar Tha Tere Pyar Ka... Bekarar Tha Tere Pyar Ka. Dil Ki Lagan Kuch Yoon Lagi.Rangi Ye Sham Dhalne Lagi. Tere Pyar Main Jal Raha Hoon... Teri Yaad Main Ro Raha Hoon. Teri Neend Ko Sun Raha Hoon .Tere Khuwab Main So Gaya Hoon. Meri Sanso Main, In Nigahon Main.Dil Ki Raho Main, Tum Hi Tum To Ho. Meri Khamoshi, Meri Guftagu.Mere Roo Baroo, Tum Hi Tum To Ho. Juda Kyun Hue Sochta Hoon.Tujhe Raho Main Dhoondta Hoon. Tere Pyar Main Jal Raha Hoon.Teri Yaad Main Ro Raha Hoon.

tears starts flowing from roli's eyes..she is utterly shocked..
to be continued...

Hii guys..i know i am late...very late..but what to do..no time because of all the busy study hours..but hope u all will love the update...soo please give ur views as ur comments..please forgive me for the late update..please leave ur comments surely..would love to know..
Thank u...!!!!
Ramya...

Part-7:
Roli is utterly shocked...by seeing that song..
It has soo much of deep meaning that made roli's heartbeat stopped for a moment..she dont know what she has to say..actually she is confused..
Roli to herself:does siddhant love me?reallyyy my god...
She was feeling heavenly but just then her happiness fades away..
Roli to herself:but this cant happen..i am not that much lucky girl to have u as my life partner siddhant...ur soo good...i like u..but i cant love u..because because i dont want to hurt u i dont want to make u feel insulted infront of my parents...they are soo cruel..if they get to know about us..they will kill me..and u dont know about my parents..i dont want to say as what if u leave me and go..i cant bear that..i dont want to loose u..please siddhant...kill ur feelings..because u must be happy with someone else in ur life..but not with me bearing me on ur shoulders..along with my parents cruel behaviour..no i cant bear it..
she starts crying heavily...
while siddhant..he dont know what's roli's reaction..but he really wants to know about it..
and to his much relief..roli messaged him..
roli firmly decided that she shouldnt talk about that song with siddhant soo that siddhant may understand that she didnt want to talk about it..
roli:hii..
sid:hii..u saw the song?
roli:haa..its nice..what r u doing?
sid:roli..did u feel anything?
roli:about what?
sid understood clearly that roli doesnt love him thats why she is talking like nothing has happened between them all these months..
roli's words made sid's heart broken...he feels like crying out..but he couldnt..
sid:nothing..sorry..bye..!
roli:bye?busy?
sid sees the message but didnt reply..
roli started crying badly...
sid too tears started flowing from his eyes..
they both are completely shattered...because of only 1 reason that is roli's parents meena and jamnalal..
siddhant stopped talking to roli...while roli kept on messaging to siddhant...
he dont want to reply..he dont want to talk..
he became mad..
and roli too couldnt bear this..
days are going..nothing has changed..
one day:
well...roli and vaishu were always in touch...and roli always tells about siddhant to vaishu..
vaishu wanted to talk to roli soo she called her..
roli lifted the call..
vaishu:hii di..how r u?
roli:hii vaishu...fine how r u?
she said in a low voice..
vaishu:fine..but ur not fine di..why ur voice is soo low?what happened?
roli doesnt want to tell anything about her and siddhant's matter...
soo she raised her voice like she is alright..
roli:i am fine darling..u say..
vaishu:di..i want to tell u something..but 1st of all promise me that u wont scold me after knowing it..
roli was confused..
roli:did i ever scolded my baby?never..say what u want to say..
vaishu:pakka..u will not scold me..
roli:pakka..say now..
vaishu:is siddhant bhaiya talking to u?
roli:haa..
she said in low voice..
vaishu:did he expressed anything to u?
roli:about?
vaishu:di..siddhant bhaiya loves u...he called me yesterday and talked to me..he was soo emotional...he really wants to say u this..but he couldnt..he really loves u soo much di...he dont want to leave u in this life..
roli was all shocked to listen about all this,..
vaishu:say di..do u love him?
roli:vaishu..wo..
vaishu:di please dont miss him..he is soo good...he loves u a lot..please di..
roli:vaishu but..
vaishu:roli di..u know that girl who harassed u to leave him..its siddhant bhaiya who said that u and him are lovers...he trusts u soo much that he himself said that without thinking..but after she harassed u..he couldnt control and went to her and made her to see stars in the sky...
roli is shocked again..
roli to herself:did i broke his trust and faith in me?no..this should not happen..i have to talk to him now..
roli has decided..
roli:vaishu..i will call u later..bye baby..
vaishu:bye di..
as vaishu cut the call...vaishu was shocked to see her mom listening her talks carefully by hiding..
vaishu was afraid...
her maa..was full in anger..
preeti(vaishu's mother):what is going on vaishu?
vaishu:nothing maa..
preeti:if u dont tell now..see..promise on me..and tell what is happening?
as there is no alternative..vaishu said everything to her mom...
preeti was all shocked..she dont want to roli and siddhant to unite..as being sid's family a rich family..she wants her daughter vaishu to get married to siddhant...soo she can get all that property onto her daughter's name..she dont want her dream to spoil..
she immediately went to meena's brother and his wife..
she said everything to them and all joined their hands to make roli and siddhant separated..
it was then roli's was trying to call siddhant and her maama came and snatched the phone..said everything to her parents..
roli's parents were shocked..roli started crying..
roli's parents started beating her worsely...while her maama too scolded her like hell..
they all were mad at her..
while siddhant got a call from preeti..saying he should not talk to roli anymore..
sid was confused but didnt utter a word against to preeti..
rosid world was collapsed and it became upside down..the thought of not talking to each other anymore itself is killing them..
they both were crying a lot..
roli's body has got many wounds..but siddhant dont know anything..
roli used to write dairy in those days..that day the only thing she wrote was..
"I wish i could find u for 1 last time to hold ur hand forever and ever..!!"
Roli Bharadwaj..
she means it truely..
she closed her diary...after that in these 5 years she never ever opened her dairy..
she never ever saw a little happiness..it was an ocean of pain clearly seen in roli's heart and eyes..
Background song..(main phir bhi tumko chaahungi from half girlfriend)...
roli was crying heavily sobbing siddhant's name and saying..
"please come back for me...i love u..!!"
she drifted into sleep..
and it has been 5 years..she still listens to that song everyday..which siddhant has sent to her..
she still sobs his name and sleeps at the end of every day..
Flashback ends..
roli drifted into sleep as usual by sobbing siddhant's name and pleasing god to give her siddhant back for 1 last time..
to be continued..

hiii guys...i know i am hell late with the update...all because of my study works and all..soo sorry extremely sorry for that..!!!and here ends the flashback...hope my update won all ur hearts...soo what do u all think?will roli again meets her love?will vaishu and siddhant's marriage happen?i need all ur guesses darlings...soo please give ur valuable feedback and ur guesses through comments..would love to know..will be waiting eagerly...
Thank u...!!!!
Ramya...