Arhi~I Want You!~ FF *Thread 6* Part 52 p130 24/5

Originally posted by: shimmeryscarlet

i am gonna..lol..i commeneted on the new thread too..check it out..:)

:P

how can i be mute wen my sis is havin a great moment..:)

hey u gonna updte on new thread or thsi one only? so tht i can stalk one..lol:P

guys I owe to you guys for making this FF such a success...from the word go 'I Want You!' has received such a huge response..I don't know if it was to do with the catchy title or the story line..but thank you ever so much. I can't believe we have reached Thread 7...please comment on this update on this thread as we have got some pages left still.🤗

Part 52

After being filled in about the latest outburst of Khushi, Arnav went outside to look for his distraught new bride. His mind was thinking a thousand things she could be doing. After Anjali and her suicide attempt no tragedy was too small for him anymore. His heart felt burdened with all the guilt of the world. Looking around with his breath on hold he wandered, his caring eyes all over the Raizada mansion outskirts. After trying not to make a fool out of himself he tried looking for her patiently till his panic took over.

"KHUSHI" His voice echoed loudly but she never replied despite hearing his voice calling her out in pain.

"KHUSHI ANSWER ME...KHUSHI!"

He frantically paced around...after no response was found he remembered to call her mobile. As soon as he called her he could hear her mobile tone from a distance to the right. He trusted his hearing sense and followed the direction. As soon as he reached the canopy he saw Khushi curled into a ball sobbing away. Closing his eyes in pain he took a few breaths. Slowly he walked towards her and sat down next to her on the steps. Lovingly he put his hand on her milky slender arm.

"Khushi..what are you doing here? The Khurana's must be wondering where you have gone.."

Getting slowly up he saw that her eyes were all red and swollen from crying. Khushi began wiping her tears.

"Khushi why are you toturing yourself like this.."

Her hurt turned to anger again and she got up. "ARNAV SINGH RAIZADA KYA KAROO MAIN..HOW SHOULD I BEHAVE..HOW SHOULD I FEEL WHY DON'T YOU DICTATE IT TO ME..LIKE YOU ALWAYS HAVE DICTATED MY LIFE..YOU THINK BY GETTING NEIL TO TELL ME HOW IT WAS HIS FAULT THAT YOU DITCHED ME WILL SOFTEN ME AND I WILL ACCEPT THIS RELATIONSHIP..NO WAY THAT CAN NEVER HAPPEN..FORGET HAVING A BABY WITH YOU I DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU...YOU TOOK AWAY MY PRIDE, MY TRUST AND MY HONOUR...AND NOTHING CAN REPLACE THAT NOTHING".

She turned and clutched the canopy rails and cried even more. Feeling helpless Arnav stood there feeling really bad for destroying her life.

"Arnav you don't have any idea have you? Your ego killed me Arnav..it really did..I have never been the same since you..." She fought her tears and abruptly stopped not wanting to bare her soul to him.

Slowly he inched towards her. "Khushi tell me...I want to know...it's about time you gave me some of your pain..." Looking back she saw genuine love and concern for her.

"Arnav..when you used and abused me like a lump of clay I walked out of your party...lifeless...not knowing what to do...you stripped me off all dignity...my most prized possession my virginity you took it and made it sound like it was nothing...your words killed me...I was really confused that the person that loved me so much how could he do this to me?"

Arnav looked away feeling like crap. "The way you confessed your love, your romantic gestures, your hugs your kisses, you sleeping with me and yet stating that it all meant nothing..I was just like other girls..nothing special...it really broke me down..."

Looking at her pain he clenched his teeth angry at himself that what a dog he had been. "I let you so close because I trusted you..so much..that if you had asked me my life I would have given it away happily Arnav...but what did you do? Your actions were worse than an enemy you stabbed me and then twisted the knife...When we made love or as you said had sex.."

"We made love that night Khushi". He corrected her and looked at her fondly.

"Thats not what you said to me that day?" she fought her tears. "I'm saying it now..I'm sorry for being so cruel and inmature in the past Khushi..but that night was not lust but our love coming together".

"When I gave you my virginity I thought we were going to get married anyway..so did it matter when we slept together because my life had become yours..but I was so wrong..so wrong that I detest myself for ever trusting you...I should have known better!"

***Flashback***

Khushi walked back from the party. Feeling numb so numb that she did not even realise how she managed to get back home. Her tears had stopped. She sat there for hours in the dark house remembering his words.

"Khushi stop ruining my party..girls like you come and go in my life..I did all this to prove a point to you that I Arnav Singh Raizada can make anything happen anything..I write people's destinies. And look the fact your wearing a pendent with my name on it proves that I have had you.."

"I slept with you so what?, we live in the 21^st century girls sleeping around is no big deal..And you losing your virginity is not the end of the world..So just get out of my life!...Anyway good luck Khushi and thanks for giving me a good time last night".

His words echoed in her mind and she kept repeating them over and over again.

Khushi: Woh meri neend, mera chain mujhe lauta do

Woh mera pyaar, mera dard mujhe lauta do
Neend jitni bhi maine khoyi hai
Chain jitna bhi maine khoya hai
Woh meri neend, mera chain mujhe lauta do
Woh mera pyaar, mera dard mujhe lauta do(Return my sleep, my peace, my love, my hurt return it, the amount of sleep I have lost, the amount peace I have lost, return my sleep and my peace)

The pain got too much and she burst out crying and throwing things he had bought for her, the flowers, the lipsticks and their photo together.

Khushi:Ek maasum dil hai, aur sitam hain kitne
Is mohabbat ke siva, aur bhi gam hain kitne
Mere ishq ka imtehaan yun na lo
Tumhe hai kasam, meri jaan yun na lo
Khwaab jitne bhi maine dekhe hain
Yaad jitna kiya hai maine tujhe
Woh mere khwaab, meri yaad mujhe lauta do
Woh meri neend, mera chain mujhe lauta do
Woh mera pyaar, mera dard mujhe lauta do(There is one innocent heart and many atrocities, I have more sorrows other than this love, don't test my love like this, I beg you don't take my life like this, as many dreams as I have seen, as much as I have remembered you..return all my dreams and my memory)

She remembered all their passionate moments. How she had given him everything- including her honour. Looking at their photo together she began sobbing.

Khush:Ye meri bhool thi jo maine tujhe pyaar kiya
Na milne waale, mohabbat ka intezaar hai
Ye kya rang laai hai meri wafa
Mili hai mujhe kis liye ye saza
Teri chaahat ki pyaas thi mujhko
Tujhko paane ki thi ummid mujhe
Woh meri pyaas, woh ummid mujhe lauta do(It was my fault that I fell in love with you, I waited for a unrequited love, what cuppence has my faithfulness provided? Thats why I have been punished, I was thirsty for your love, I had hope of gaining you..return my thirst and my hope)

Losing all hope Khushi got up and made a phone call to her landlord of her leaving his property for good.

Khushi:Woh meri neend, mera chain mujhe lauta do
Neend jitni bhi maine khoyi hai
Chain jitna bhi maine khoya hai
Woh meri neend, mera chain mujhe lauta do
Woh mera pyaar, mera dard mujhe lauta do
Woh mere khwaab, meri yaad mujhe lauta do
Woh meri pyaas woh ummid mujhe lauta do!

Khushi did not care about anything as she had lost everything that mattered to her. Her love, pride and honour. Contemplating her next step, she decided her life was not worth living any more. Heartbroken she decided to take her life.

***Flashback ended***

Grabbing his shirt she pulled him angrily. "Girls like me take pride in our purity, we rather die than let it be affected..Do you know what it means for a girl like me to lose her virginity before marriage? But I put all my principles aside for your love..For you many girls do this but for me it was a big sacrifice I made for...for which I regret every single day of my life".

He held her hands to stop her pulling at him. "Khushi I know I treated you bad...but I can't undo the past...I wish I could go back and do things differently..but it was meant to happen..you need to look at things positively...look we got Aryan out of all this..and I know you love him".

She stood there thinking that yes she would not change Aryan coming into this world for anything.

"Arnav I thought you had a sister and somewhere you would have some humanity of treating women with respect..so why did you do this to me...why did you mess up my life...WHY?!"

He cupped her face and looked at her tearfully. "Khushi I was an idiot that did not know what I had".

She began getting highly distraught. "You know how many taunts I got for being an unwed mother...when I had no sindoor and mangulsutra.. how people looked at me..I was degraded at every point...my depression made me very ill...your actions killed me day in and day out..when I needed you in labour you weren't there...the whole nine months I suffered..so much that I have never recovered from it...I kept him nine months in my stomach..fed him and gave him love..where were you? When I wanted the sindoor and mangulsutra you refused it saying you didn't believe in marriage..so what happened now?"

Arnav choked. "Khushi...after you left Anjali had.."

"First Neil and now you're going to use Anjali as an excuse?"

Her eyes began drooping and she fell unconscious on his chest.

"Arnav I will never...ever...forgive you..."

He picked her in his arms and looked at her. For the first time he had realised he had traumatised her so much that she could not forget anything and move on.

Walking steadily he walked back into the Raizada mansion. All the guests looked at Khushi who was unconscious. "Beta Khushi ko kya hua, batao na?" dadima asked looking extremely worried.

"Dadima she just not feeling well..Aman call the doctor tell him come straight away". Arnav took her straight to his bedroom. Aryan was consoled and put to bed by Geet. The doctor checked Khushi and wrote down a few medicines.

"Doctor why has this happened to Khushi?"

"Mr Raizada, she hit rock bottom as I understand she suffers from depression..so the emotions got the better of her..."

"Doctor she has a temperature too".

"Yes you need to take care of your wife and shower her with all the love she needs..she really needs to pick herself up".

Khushi gained consciousness and was given her medicine. Seeing her up everyone felt relieved and the Khurana's left knowing she was well. Arnav took care of her all night, tending her every need.

Taking her hand he sat down next to her. "Khushi I was not there for you when you were pregnant or when you gave birth..but I promise till my last breaths I will be there for you with everything..I want to make you happy again and see that 100 watt smile you have...I love you Khushi...I always have...and I will make you see that you can trust me again".

He changed her into her nightdress and both fell asleep on the bed holding hands.

Khushi was woken by Aryan jumping up and down on them. She was shocked to be in Arnav's bed. "Let go of my mum..dad I told you not to touch my mum". Arnav got startled with the noise and both awkwardly let go of their hands.

"Son okay I won't touch your mum..." Aryan got into the duvet with his mum. Khushi looked at her clothes on the floor, her lengha and her bra. Then she looked at what she was wearing. Arnav realised what she was thinking.

"Khushi don't worry I had my eyes closed and the lights were off".

"But you touched me.."

"Ya sorry about that you weren't well and those clothes were uncomfortable so I changed them..are you okay now?". She nodded her head.

She shyly looked away and then remembered how she had reacted so badly to him the night before.

"Aryan son let's get you ready..remember brush your teeth and wash your face.." Arnav took his son into the bath and Khushi smiled a little seeing their bond deepening.

Precap; Who is ignoring Khushi and why is it upsetting her?😳

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Thread 7

Originally posted by: -Farwa_Ibrahim-

After reading first part this was the image tht came into my mind



actually a little more horrible and horrifying one n I was like this
while continuing



and was excited as hell saying "Its going to be fun"

I just love these genres
scary
supernatural
something different
something totally opposite to the normal lovey dovey or funny and witty ones u know that right so I was like jumping up and down saying yeaaahhh n at the same time feeling low because it was two shots but now its an FS so yeaaah anyways the start itself was really scary the death of Parkash. I m a real phato I want to accept I got scared of anything and everything a human can have I m hell scared of darkness can't even look at a place which is n graveyard the mere thought of it gave me goosebumps n I can't imagine how u write it all. Hats off ok so he found him in grave right after some time he was put into it. If I had commented before reading next chapters n at the time when I first read it I would have thought him to b really a demon and it freaked me out to no end. Now after reading 3 chapters these lines have a clear meaning

Black shadows seeped under the
doorsill, their smoky tendrils inching
ever closer. And as always, he
observed them with cold, heart-racing
fear, knowing what was to come. He
struggled, his body twisting on the
sheets, but the darkness was too
strong. And then Arnav was gone, and
only it remained.

how can a father do this to his own child he could have taken him to someone for help. Anyways so yeah the poor boy was innocent. Strange y do the demons showed Arnav's possessed self to khushi but anyways the circumstances were so scarry he under thebed bloodshot eyes and all something like this



and poor khushi kitna dar gayi just loved it