Kassir ...Sujal&Kashish...Part 28 - Pg 33 - Page 16

Originally posted by: sanityinfinite

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Beautiful pic of Kashish, she looks beautiful. But the glow she had on her face when married to Sujal is unbeatable, she looked the most prettiest after she was married to Sujal.

Originally posted by: golu_1677

Pls update soon. Waiting

Hey golu sweetheart, sorry for the delay. Next part will be up latest tomorrow. Will try for today but tomorrow pakka

Hey guys sorry for the delay, next part is coming up shortly. Love Kashish & Summi😳

Part-17

The following morning, Sujal wakes up in the rehab and sits up in bed as he looks to his left and sees a young man who looked around 25 years of age sat in his bed. Sujal clears his throat to get his attention. He was about to introduce himself when there was a knock on the door. The door was opened and Sujal saw Kashish walk in holding a tray of medicines. He sat up properly thinking she had come to meet him when without looking at him she walked towards the other patient whilst placing the tray on the table beside him pouring him some water and handing it to him

Kashish: aapka naam kya hai...aap kaha se ho...aur yaha..

Man: mera naam Anuj Mehta hai...aur mein Jaipur ka rehne waala hoon..aap yahan pe nayi hain? mein aap se pehle nahin milla

Kashish: just a volunteer...aaj se hi join kiya hai...aap yaha kaise ..

He looks at Kashish and lowers his gaze, she noticed the pained expression that appeared on his face. He seemed to be recalling something, he sighed as he settled back against the bed

Anuj: mein 2 saal se serious relationship mein tha...but my girlfried left me..issi gham mein maine drugs ka sahara liya..it became an addiction for me and it made me feel better when i took them..aur aik din mein behosh hogaya achanak. meri mom aur behen mujhe hospital le kar gaye aur wahan pe Dr ne kaha ke agar maine drugs lena band nahin kiya tho meri jaan bhi ja sakti hai...unhone mujhe yahan refer kiya aur bas pichlay 2 mahinay se mein yahan hoon..

Kashish: drugs lene se kya woh wapas aayi... kya tumhara dard kam hua...kya tumhari zindagi aage badhi...

He looks at her and shook his head

Anuj: nahin...usne dubara mud kar meri taraf nahin dekha

Kashish: in sab ka jawab na hai to phir drugs lene ka kya matlab... balke drugs lene se tumhare parivar ki mushkile badhi... tumhari maa aur behen ko tumhari sabse zyada zaroorat hogi aur tum yaha ho.... aur ek baat yaad rakhna... ladkiyon ko physically strong nahi mentally strong ladke pasand hain jo khud ka aur apne parter ka khayal rakh sake... agar woh wapas bhi aati to tumhe is tarah dekh ke wapas chali jati... bahot kam log hote hai jisko dubara mauka milta hai...

He looks at her taking in her words as he nodded his head in agreement whilst Sujal looked at Kashish, listening to her words

Anuj: aap bilkul theek kehrahi hain...maine apni zindagi aik aisi ladki ke liye barbaad kar di jisne dubara mud kar meri taraf dekha bhi nahin...woh tho aage badh gayi lekin mein peeche rehgaya...main apni taraf se poori koshish karunga ke mein apne aap ko badal sakun...aur mentally strong ban sakun,..lekin iske liye mujhe aap ki madat chahiye

Kashish: i am here to help you lekin koshish tumhe karni hai... tumhe rehab ke schedule ke hisab se chal na hai... you will be fine..

Anuj: thanks Ma'am..i appreciate your help..shayad aaj mein pehli baar yeh sochne pe majboor hua hoon ke maine jo kiya woh mujhe nahin karna chahiye tha...mein poori koshish karunga ke aapki advice aur schedule ke saath mein theek ho sakun.

She smiles at him and picks up the tray heading over towards Sujal..her eyes were lowered as she placed the tray down, pouring him some water, she handed him the glass which he took, his hand landing on hers when she looked up for a moment moving her hand away. She takes the pills and passes them to him silently. He takes them and hands her the glass

Sujal: Kashish...tumhare yahan rehne ki koi khaas wajah hai kya?

Kashish: i am just a volunteer...

She looks at him taking the empty glass... she puts it back and leaves not looking back..

Sujal: Kashish!!!

He shouts her name after her but she disappeared without answering his questions. He looked towards the door, a sinking feeling inside his heart...her ignoring him was bothering him..when Anuj looks towards him in confusion

Anuj: aap unka naam kaise jaanthe hain?

Sujal: because she is my wife ... damn it..

He looks towards Sujal in surprise.

Anuj: woh aapki wife hain?...agar yeh baat sach hai tho aap bohat hi khush kismat hain ke unke jaisi ladki aapki biwi hai...kyunki zyada log yahan tab aate hain jab unke partners unhe chod kar chale jaate hain..par aapki biwi tho yahan aap ke saath aayi hai aapki zindagi ko bachane ke liye aur aapko apni zindagi mein waapis shaamil karne ke liye..you really are lucky..kaash mein bhi aap ke jitna khush kismat hota

Sujal thinks over his words and wonders, does she like him or not..he couldn't figure out her feelings and nor did he understand his own feelings.

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It was night time and Sujal had drifted off to sleep, Kashish walked in to the room quietly as she looked at his sleeping form. He looked uncomfortable on the bed and was huddled due to the cold. Kashish moves forward and watches him for a moment and then pulls the covers up over him. Sujal feels her presence and the blanket covering him when he opens his eyes staring in to hers

Sambhaloge jo tum na toh Main jaaunga kahaan

Tumhe bhi to pata hoga Tumhara hoon main na (Kashish was holding on to the blanket whilst looking in to his eyes, she was caught in a trance, unable to look away.)

Yeh tera mera rishta Khuda ne banaya hai na

Tabhi toh milaya zameen pe Hai na?

(She came back to reality as she lowered her eyes, she was about to leave when Sujal held on to her hand. She looked at him slowly pulling her hand out from his as she moved towards the table picking up his medicines which were left untouched)

Mujhe tujhme panaah dena Tere jaisa bana de

Kho jaaun kahin jo main Mujhe dhoondh tu la dena

(She held out a glass of water and passed him the medicines, he came out of his thoughts as he took the medicines, handing her the glass. Before he said anything she left the room in silence)

Aaye jo tu Khuda kare, hoke juda jaaye na

Na ho agar tu saamne Sukoon dil paaye na

(The following day Sujal was in the garden having a yoga session to relax his mind yet he felt no peace not seeing Kashish around him)

Hum saath mein baithe rahein Waqt ruk jaaye yeh

Noor ishq ka aaye nazar Haan tere mere liye

(He almost lost his balance when Kashish gasped rushing towards him as she held on to him, her arms wrapping around his waist to hold him up as his hands held on to her shoulders)

Mujhe tujhme panaah dena Tere jaisa bana de

Kho jaaun kahin jo main Mujhe dhoondh tu la dena

(She looked up in to his eyes as he stared back down at her, holding her close, her arms still around him without realising. He pulled her closer bringing her out of her thoughts when she let go slowly and moved back heading inside as Sujal watched her leave)

Maine tujhe paaya to hai qismaton se abhi

Do qismatein milti huyi kho na jaaye kahin

(Sujal was having an anxiety attack and feeling feverish due to no alcohol consumption. It was affecting him at the worst of times. Kashish who came to do the medicine rounds saw him shivering. She rushed towards him as she held his hands, rubbing her hands against his as she tried to normalise his temperature, Sujal opened his eyes and looked at her.)

Jee le zara iss pal mein aa saari ye zindagi

Do zindagi phir ajnabi ho na jaaye kahin

(He continues to shiver not getting any warmer. Kashish not knowing what to do rushes towards the nurse and brings her to see him )

Yeh tera mera rishta Khuda ne banaya hai na

Tabhi toh milaya zameen pe Hai na?

(Moments later his shivering slows down as the nurse gives him an injection looking towards her)

Mujhe tujhme panaah dena Tere jaisa bana de

Kho jaaun kahin jo main Mujhe dhoondh tu la dena

(She tried to hold back her tears as he held on to her hand due to the injection pain and moved back quickly before she lost control of her emotions. she rushed out of the room leaving Sujal behind whose eyes were fixed on the door as he felt the loss of her presence in his life)

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Tera Mera Rishta – Jalebi

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It was almost a week since Sujal and Kashish had arrived at the Rehab centre. Kashish was in the office setting the schedule of all the patients and checking that the daily requirements were in order when Dr Jane walks in to the office. She looks at Kashish and settles down on the chair whilst watching Kashish work in silence

Dr Jane: Kashish...if you don't mind can i ask you something

Kashish: sure doctor...please..

Dr Jane: are their any issues between you and Mr Garewal? mein ek hafte se notice kar rahi hoon ke woh tumhe yakeen dilane ki poori koshish kar rahe hain ke woh tumhare liye badal rahe hain...lekin tum unhe ignore kar rahi ho...mein jaanthi hoon ke maine kaha tha ke tum yahan ek volunteer ki haisiyat se reh sakti ho agar tum sabhi patients ko balance kar sako..lekin mera yeh matlab nahin tha ke tum bhool jao ke tum Mr Garewal ki biwi bhi ho...

Kashish: aisi koi baat nahi hai...main bas itna chahti hoon ki woh apna khayal rakhe...woh kya hai na main puri zindagi ek caretaker ki tarah nahi jee sakti....aur hamare beech aisa bahot kuch hai jo ab hamare beech ki duriyaan mita nahi sakta...bahot kuch aisa hai jo ab nahi badal sakta...aur uske saath rehke main uski past life nahi bhul sakti...

Dr Jane: mein yeh tho nahin jaanthi ke Mr Garewal ke past mein kya hua..aur na hi mein jaanthi hoon ke tum dono mein itni doori kyun hai...haan mein yeh yakeen se kehsakti hoon ke agar tum chaho tho tum apni aur Mr Garewal ki zindagi ko khoobsoorat bana sakti ho...kyunki shayad tum dekh nahin pa rahi par mujhe saaf saaf dikhayi de raha hai ke Mr Garewal tumse bohat pyar karte hain...aur woh pyar mein tumhari aankhon mein unke liye bhi dekh sakti hoon...ab yeh tumhare haath mein hai ke tum dono ki aage ki zindagi kaise hogi

She looks towards Kashish for a moment and then leaves from there leaving Kashish lost in her thoughts

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The following night Kashish was heading back to her room after doing the medicine rounds. She had a tiring day and was mentally and physically drained. The lights were dim in the corridoor as the patients were asleep. As she walked a little further she felt a pull on her arm as she was dragged to a dark corner of the corridor. She almost screamed when a hand was placed on her mouth to stop her from screaming. Her back against the wall as she felt the warmth of the person whose body held hers against the wall. She opened her eyes and saw the familiar set of eyes that had recently haunted her dreams. It was Sujal stood infront of her. She relaxed a little and Sujal dropped his hands down. His hands resting on her arms as he locked her into place not allowing her to move

Sujal: tum mujhe ignore kyun kar rahi ho...you haven't spoken to me for over a week

Kashish: Sujal leave my hand... mujhe tumse koi baat nahi karni...

Sujal: i am not letting you go anywhere till you don't answer my questions...tum mujhse door kyun bhaag rahi ho?

Kashish: Sujal leave me...i am a volunteer here only....don’t create a scene..

Sujal: lekin mujhe tho kuch aur hi lag raha hai...otherwise why would you be here Kashish...why don't you admit you stayed back for me

Kashish: main bas apna kaam kar rahi hoon.... i have promised Vinit chachu that i will take care of everything....bas wahi kar rahi hoon aur apni galti ko sudhar rahi hoon..

Sujal: bas? yeh sab tum Vinit chachu ke waade ki wajah se kar rahi ho? aur koi wajah nahin hai iske peeche?

Kashish: aur kuch waje nahi hai aur na kabhi ho sakti hai...

Sujal looks at her intently, her gaze was lowered. His hands tightened on her arms as he pulled her closer, her eyes looking into his in surprise

Sujal: agar tum sach keh rahi ho tho yahin baat tum meri aankhon mein dekh kar kaho...tabhi mein maanunga ke jo tum kehrahi ho woh sahi hai

Kashish: move back and I don’t need to clarify myself...i said leave my hand....

Sujal: jab thak tum meri baat ka jawaab nahin deti mein yahan se nahin hatne waala..

Kashish looks at him and pushes his hand which was on her arm and leaves from there...

Sujal watches her rush away from him and angrily bangs his fist against the wall in frustration. He couldn't understand why she was running away from him

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Kashish rushed in to her room holding back her tears and dropped herself on the bed letting the tears finally flow. She held on to the pillow as she felt the pain in her heart whilst walking away from Sujal. It was one of the most difficult things she ever had to do. Her tears soaked through the pillow as her shoulders racked with the impact of her tears. She tried to calm herself down, breathing steady when her eyes moved towards her bedside drawer. She opened the drawer and pulled out a frame which lay upside down. She turned it towards herself, it was a picture of her and Sujal on their wedding. She sat up whilst holding the frame looking at it..her tears settling on the glass as she wiped them with her dupatta holding it close to herself

Kashish: I tried my best to avoid you...i tried my best to not fall for you....but I couldn’t...jiska darr tha wahi hua ...muje kabhi tumse pyaar karna hi nahi tha and look at me now..i am crying for you...i am crying because i love you...i am crying because i care for you....i am crying because i know I can never be with you..I could never have you in my arms...I can’t believe i love you....i miss you...i miss our life...I know i was a contract wife but still i was happy but now I don’t know...I don’t know if I am feeling happy to love you or feeling sad to know that we can’t be together....meri kuch samaj me nahi aa raha...I am tired of all this drama...once and all I want to end this drama forever...either I want you or I don’t because i cant live like a half wife...

She held the frame against her heart, her hands tightly wrapped around it as she continuously cried. The tears that had slowed down, were now back again and she felt the depth of her pain piercing her heart. She turned her eyes down as she stared at his image in front of her, her mind running all the wonderful memories they shared and then placed the frame back in the drawer, turning around as she rested back on her pillow, sleep was far away from her that night....

She wants a real relationship now and trying to shield herself since as far as she knows. he doesn't want the same.

Beautifully written part..

It was very nice..

Sujal and kashish really love each other...

I hope one of them confess that...

Such a beautiful couple

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6Uh0LBl0e4[/YOUTUBE]

Originally posted by: coderlady

She wants a real relationship now and trying to shield herself since as far as she knows. he doesn't want the same.

Hey dear thank you for your lovely comments. Yes she is suffering at the moment knowing that there is no future with him and she has fallen in love with him but thinks that he doesn't feel the same about her. Only time will tell what destiny has in store for them. Keep reading & commenting. Love Kashish & Summi 😳

Originally posted by: golu_1677

Beautifully written part..

It was very nice..

Sujal and kashish really love each other...

I hope one of them confess that...

Hey golu sweetheart thanks for your lovely comments Glad you enjoyed this part. Yes deep down even Sujal has feelings for her but is unaware of them. Kashish is now sure of her own feelings for him. Lets see what happens. Keep reading & commenting. Love Kashish & Summi 😳

Originally posted by: sanityinfinite

Such a beautiful couple

[YOUTUBE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V6Uh0LBl0e4[/YOUTUBE]

Absolutely amazing VM. Thanks for sharing dear this brought back some beautiful memories that we will always cherish ❤️ Hope you enjoyed Part 17. Love Kashish & Summi 😳