arshi ff : my mate * part 18 updated - Page 4

~ conversation with wolf~
* talking with mindlink *

part 4

arnav is pissed, he doesn't know why? he doesn't even have a reason for it. well not true he knows why he is irritated, it's all his wolf's problem. his wolf is like a second person in his mind and he was like restless, he roaming around his mind giving arnav headache and he is asking for the shift more than ever which arnav can't do as he had to stay in human form to have control over his wolf. so arnav don't let his wolf take control.

that's why his wolf constantly bugging him, that's making him angry not only at his wolf at also the people surrounding him.

~ arnav let me out ~ his wolf akin growled at him

~ I'm not doing that, last time we shifted you ran like two days and when I able to shift back I was middle of nowhere can you believe that and for some reason you don't want to answer me why you did that ~ arnav screamed back even in they were fighting in his own mind arnav felt like he was in war without fighting.

~ I said I don't know and even I know I am not answering to you anytime soon ~ his woof answered

~ now you're being childish, what does that even mean~ arnav asked as he walked around the room trying to calm himself

arnav felt his wolf stopped talking as if to prove his point that his woof being childish but arnav cared less for that as he got some 0eace in his mind.

* arnav time for college * come the happy shout in his mind this time to make arnav growl loudly.

how can't he have some of his own peaceful time in his mind?

* coming in a minute * arnav also shouted to a man in mind link but far different than aman.

arnav looked in the mirror before going out of the room he looked like a shit there is no doubt it's like 4 days since he had a good sleep, of course, he will look like a shit.

arnav saw his mom on the way out she tried to talk to him but arnav stormed out without answering and he cut the mindlink from the pack including his mothers he doesn't want her to question him.

he can hear his friends talking as getting near them but doesn't give mind to it he just walked and sat in the back seat of his jeep letting aman to drive he knows his friends want to talk to him so he just glared at them sending a clear message not to.

so it was a silent drive to college which arnav don't mind but when they reached the college arnav felt his wolf stirring to walk again. oh! not this again arnav preyed to the moon goddess.

~ oh no I hate here, these people stink arnav lets get out of here ~ akin complained

~ really here I thought, I finally got rid of you ~ arnav grumped at his wolf

~ that's not going to happen you will be stuck with me ~ akin said cockily

arnav huffed, why would moon goddess choose this wolf for him he doesn't know really his half of existence gone by arguing with his wolf. arnav decided he don't want to talk to him anymore so he turned to his friend who was talking to them self in low voice.

" hey aman sorry for the shouting it's just akin was troubling me, " arnav said as calmly as he can

arnav don't hear a man's replay as his wolf again started to complain about how he is accusing him of all arnav's problems

aman shook him to make arnav concentrate again.

" did you hear the word I said " aman asked to which arnav shook his head

" I said its okay " aman gave his a small smile

" hey arnav look there, " nk showed his finger towards his left

when arnav looked, he saw one of his pack members raging some guy. arnav frowned he personally don't know this wolf but he know he was his pack and he should know that he is making a huge mistake now, they protect people not hurt them not physically nor emotionally.

arnav walked over and touched his shoulder.

" hey how dare you to touch me " come to the harsh voice making arnav growl low on his trout

arnav yanked him from there and pushed him to ground.

" alpha " the guy whispered even when he is not really alpha but arnav heard him clear as day

" yes that's who and care to explain what were you doing " arnav growled

" nothing alpha just talking, " he said looking behind the guy he was harassing to see the place empty he let out a sigh at not founding him

" did you really think me of a fool and I did see what you were doing, " arnav said as he picked him by the shirt before punching him in the face.

arnav can smell the metallic of the blood but he doesn't stop he know he was reacting too much for it but with all anger in him just come out and its like he can't stop himself he felt sorry for the guy who got his fists and also it nothing to worry as he will be healing quickly.

just in the middle of this, arnav got hit by the smell that nearly knocked him down arnav stopped whatever he was doing and searched for the source of the most beautiful girl he was sure that was his mate, its nothing like he ever smelled its like mixture of all his favorite things summer breeze, fragrance of jasmine and forest like home.

so when locked eyes with his mate he literally can't breathe, he found his mate and she is the most beautiful girl he has ever seen as he always thought.

~ mate... ~ his wolf screaming constantly in his head in reflex arnav gasped out loud the same word.

arnav waited for his mate to recognize him and call him but what he doesn't expect is her running away. arnav felt his heartbreaking his mate don't want him. he can feel his wolf getting restless and he wants to go after her to claim her, mate with her. this time arnav don't even try to stop that he can feel his eyes changing to his wolfs as he took control over his body.

he was about to go after her but he was restricted by someone holding him from behind making his wolf more angry someone trying to stop him from going after his mate.

" let us go, " his wolf said out loud with the threatening growl

" arnav you have to take control of your wolf " come the voice of his beta and his friends

arnav frowned why would they as but with his sad mood don't even try that's until aman hit him in the jaws.

arnav knowing his wolf is too much gone even to see his beta so arnav try to come back to control which is proved damn difficulty as he was fighting to go to their mate.

" aman that's my mate and she just ran from me. why are you stopping me from going after her" arnav asked angrily when he felt himself back in control.

" that's because she is human and she doesn't know about us and you kind of scared her with all the beating " joshnu answered

" so what still she is my... " arnav stopped talking as he got what they just told his mate is human.

arnav shocked human, his mate is human. arnav looked at his friends for confirming who nodded.

shit, she doesn't even know they existed and on the top of that he scared her, he made her run away from her to this his wolf whimpered.

" arnav take a deep breath don't worry will talk to her just calm down okay. "advika came to his side as she rubbed hands on his back making him realize he is breathing heavily so arnav just nodded.

arnav calmed himself as they made him walk inside the college, he can still catch the slight smell of her so he just followed as if he was in trance.

so when smell started to getting stronger arnav took a deep breath it helped him to calm down.
but apparently not for his mate because when she saw him, she just walked back sticking to the wall. arnav held his hands in up showing her that he meant no harm but for some reason, it made worst.

" please don't hurt me" his mate pleaded at him making arnav heart twist with pain how can she think he ever going to hurt her but he got his answer when he looked at his hand because there is some blood in there.

" I don't want to " arm tried to explain her he took a step toward her but she stumbled back from the wall to an empty corridor

" stay away from me, don't come near me, " she said

arnav looked his mate, her eyes really looked scared and her voice shivered ever so slightly making making arnav to take a step back to see her relax.

arnav really can't breath now how can his own mate scared of him, want to stay away from him not able to stand in from of her he turned back toward her and ran out of the college.

as soon as he reached the clearing of the forest he transformed to his wolf form. he can feel his human form break and bend and crack as his hands and feet became paws, his nose elongated, and his Spain grew into a tail. his skin covered with fur as he fully became his wolf. he was large, pitch black, with a glowing light blue-eyed wolf.

arnav ran as fast as he can, remembering the scared look on his mate arnav howled in pain scaring his own mate.

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arnav wolf name akin which means worrior.

sry for the late updated guys even when I was free I don't update soon I was being lazy which I'm . hope you all enjoyed reading it and don't forget to vote and comment.

Arnav is so hurt to see his mate scared of him.. felt bad for him.. he is one who had been waiting so eagerly for his mate and when the mate have come she doesn't want him near her.. eager to know how will Arnav make her fall in love with him and win her.. loved the update..

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Arnav will have to learn to approach her slowly and earn her trust.

part 5

Kushi let out a deep breath when the guy in front of her took a step back, the same guy who she ran from. she was ran from there and calmed herself to receive her timetable from the head office that's when she saw the guy coming towards her.

Kushi panicked because he had blood on his hand not much but enough to get her hair stand up, she glanced around to see he has some company means more of his gang maybe. that's really not good what if they going to do to her.

After that she don't remember what happened because when she come to her sense to see he was talking step back kushi felt relief fold in her body which lasted in minute. the guy took two more step back before running from there, that's not what bothered her his face and his eyes he looked so much hurt that made kushi sad.

" hello, are you okay there " someone asked making kushi see them to see a girl, she is really beautiful, and she looked concerned for her

" hmm, yes I think so " kushi felt stupid to answer like that as she not thinking correctly right, her half of the mind thinking about the guy who ran from here. she dont even know why but she wanted to see him again.

kushi felt herself dragged by the second girl Kushi went without giving any trouble as she half sure that she is going mental with all the drama going on.

she drank water when she given, taking deep breaths Kushi felt herself,feeling foolish for acting like a scared chick, kushi shaked her head before looking in front her to see the same gang members were looking at her with concern looks making kushi confuse.

" Hi " Kushi said in small voice hoping to get them talk and stop them to looking at her in concern it make her uncomfortable for real.

They all have her their upmost attention making kushi squirm in her place and then they all give her smile at her.

" hello, my name is advika " the girl who helped her introduced herself. kushi nodded not knowing what to say " this is my boyfriend, nakul you can call him nk. " the guys next to advika wrapped his arms around her and gave a wave to kushi, she looked both of them and thought they looked cute together. Kushi gave him a wave of her own.

then there is hyperactive voice from the group " advi stop now I will introduce I'm greshma, this is my Nile " come the voice with a guy's who is so silent with a small smile looking at greshma, like she is a world to him. Kushi smiled looking at them, and gave them a wave saying hello.

Then she was introduced to rave and her boyfriend sharvan, rave is really sweet she gave her a hug welcoming Kushi to college she said and she took out a cadbury from her bag, it was a big one she gave it to her without regrets really kushi won't give chocolate to anyone, she may share with others but won't giving full one to no one.

then she met with the cutest couples of the group, Jay and joshnu. like they were boyfriend and boyfriend making kushi internally scream. because who don't want a gay friend right and they were like really beautiful together and kushi hoped that she will be friend with one of them.

" so what? your group only involves the couples " Kushi wiggled her eyebrows at them, feeling herself more than ever since she got here.

" no we have two single guys and the one is who your scared of and other ran behind him " nk said making kushi remember what happened earlier

" nk can you shut up " advika scolds nk and turned to kushi " kushi you really don't have to worry about them for like real. you had some misunderstanding back there and arnav was hitting that guy because he was ragging some human and arnav never liked ragging, you saw that and mistake him. in fact he was come to apologize to you but you mistook it " advika said to which all other nodded at her, they looked like some puppies making kushi soften.

that's when kushi though about what advika said felt herself growing redder with embarrassment for acting like that and the guy, arnav they said looked so hurt making kushi sad again. she shouldn't have hurt him even knowing that time she didn't know what she was doing then also Kushi felt sad for arnav.

" please can you call your friends, I want to talk to him " kushi pleaded

they all looked at each other and nodded, they all looked satisfied for some reason.

" they will be coming within 15 minutes, Kushi. we can move to cantine come we will show you " rave said as she hooked their hands and dragged her away before Kushi can ask any questions why are they not calling her friend.

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aman took off behind arnav to see he turned onto wolf and ran into forest, aman shaked his head before turning himself into his wolf form as he chased arnav wolf which is running really fast him to catch up with its alpha boost the wolf looked like a black blur from his view. when arnav howled aman felt extremely sad for him but knowing he cant do anything he just followed him.

arnav finally stopped in middle of forest, and he dropped there, he flopped his head down and closed his eyes. aman sat in distance and watched his friend as he cried he knows why because arnav loved his mate since he knows about the mate and when he meets one she don't know about that and on the top of that she is scared of him he can guess what he was going through.his wolf must be depressed with that thought alone and if his mate rejected arnav he was going to die with depression from rejection.

aman preyed that it won't happen, by goddess arnav won't even deserve that.

* aman are you with arnav * Sharvan's voice come through pack link

* yes he is here * aman repaid knowing his friends were worried about arnav

* good, how is he *

* not good as you can say * aman replied grumpily

* that going to change now because I have good news so get his sorry ass here * Jay announced cheerfully

* what is it * aman asked with happy voice knowing its not a joke

* say him Kushi is clammed now, and she wants to talk to him * jay said

aman worked that kushi will be Arnavs mate name, and he gave snort in his wolf form as in to laugh. aman cut out the link and changed into human form knowing he cant talk to arnav other wise as his link as shut down.

aman walked silent feet to arnav wolf and ran his hands through its hair, arnav just looked up to him before going back to same position as before.

" come on arnav, you know kushi is waiting for you at college " aman teased not really saying the whole matter

arnav ears seemed to perk at that and arnav changed in to human form.

" Kushi? " arnav questioned

" that's what your mate name and infant she wants to meet you " aman said with a smile to see arnav eyes became wild with surprise before filling with happiness

" how do you " arnav asked " friends linked me " aman answered

arnav must be really happy because next thing he knew was arnav hugged him out. " I love you guys, you were best " arnav said


" arnav, really I love back and all but do you have to hug when we were naked " aman questioned as they both turned to wolf with their clothes on they were thrown in to bits and pieces. Being naked in front of other pack members is nothing big as they turned into wolf and back quite lot and they were comfortable in their skin.

" so arnav can we go back " arnav nodded with a goofy smile before turning into wolf and sprinted towards the college.

as soon as they reached the border they met with nk who is holding their cloths for them as they always carried separate one it's no difficult to arrange them Course.

" I will take a quick shower and come back " arnav informed them as he wore his clothes and ran towards the shower at college

" come to cantine " nk screamed after arnav where aman patted his back before he to took after arnav.

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Kushi sat with others as they talked, cantine is empty as classes were going on, she asked about that but all other said they can skip some first day to show her the whole college. rave and Jay promised her to give the notes to her to catch up so she don't have to worry.

with all of them she dont even know how time has gone one after other talking to her about the teacher and college, half of which she can't even understand but she don't care for that now. she was happy that she don't have to be alone now that's all matters. she just wished that Lavanya also here she would lovered this group.

kushi stopped in middle when she saw someone entering to cantine, arnav it's the same guy but now he looked different. his hair seems wet maybe shower and the main difference is he was smiling, he looked good in fact he looked hot with white t-shirt and with faded jeans.

he headed toward them, and he seems to absence to anything but her because his gaze doesn't even move from her, with that intense strategy kushi can feel her hair standing up for total different reason and heart seem to beating unbelievably hard.

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Khushi feeling the attraction too now. But what will happen to them since Khushi is human?

Superb...