DEVRUPA (FANFICTION)
LOCATION: LM
The moon and stars have already gathered in the sky.. Baldev is seen in vatsalyas room, holding his son's guitar in his hands and trying to pluck the strings... each sound of the string remembers him of his son's voice.. tears flow from his eyes remembering all good memories the duo had.. Sudha is passing by the room and she suddenly hears the sound of the instrument. She stops and peeps, looks at baldev who is totally immersed in playing it... She walks in, baldev looks at her evil face and stands up. His eyes turn red and he bites his teeth with anger. He orders her to get out from d room at dat moment. She smirks and walks closer.. her hands trying to touch his shoulders, baldev moves back. She says u don't have anyone in this big mansion to share ur pain. So I thought I ll help u in relieving ur pain. He gets irritated as usual. She comes closer from behind and tries to touch his back shoulders, he walks off from there breathing out fire...
He walks into his office and takes a big bottle of alcohol from the table and pours it into the thick glass. He drinks continuously without taking the air inside. He stops as his lungs start burning. He starts breathing roughly with anger. He bangs the glass on the table which breaks into pieces out of which few pieces enter his palm and it starts bleeding. Heera singh enters the room as he hears the big bang sound. He s shocked to see stream of blood flowing from baldev's hand. Heera singh runs and holds him as he slips out of table and falls down. He asks, wat is all this.. yeh kya haalat bana rakha hai apne aap ka. He wakes him up, baldev refuses to take his help. He struggles to walk towards the door not having control over his body, his white shirt with red marks of his own blood. As he walks towards the door, the leg of the table hits his leg and he s about to fall but lands on someone's shoulders. Satrupa holds him by his back and baldev takes the support of her shoulders. With His bleeding hands on her shoulder, satrupa notices it and gets tensed and shouts, baldev yeh kya hua aapko? Looks at heera singh and asks him how everything happened? He tells even he doesn't know about it. Satrupa still having baldev on her shoulders, takes him towards the sofa and makes him sit. Heera singh brings the medical kit to treat him. Satrupa wipes the blood and removes the glass pieces from his hands. She treats it and ties a bandage around it. Baldev is unconscious but is blabbering something out. She tries to wake him up but he doesn't. she takes heera singhs help to take him to their room. They make him lie on the bed, heera singh goes off from there. She covers him up with blanket, with tears which r about to jump from her eyes. She looks at his state and feels depressed. Baldev is not asleep, he keeps saying something. She goes near him and touches his cheek. She asks, baldev kya bol rahe hai aap, aapko kuch chahiye kya, mujhse kahiye..he tries to get up, she tries to help him but he shows his palm refusing her to help him.. he gets up and rests his back on the pillow. He says it with husky voice, mujhe apne bte wapas chahiye with breaks in between and an unclear voice. Mujhe lakar de paogi? He continues, nobody cared about me except him. Aur tum! Tum toh mujhse baat tak nahi karti ho! Nafrat karti ho humse! Isliye! Isliye, hum bhi tumse nafrat karte hai. Satrupa looks on with a question mark on her face.
He says, tumne kabhi hume samajne ki koshish nahi ki hai. Ab kyun aayi ho humare paas, tumhe kya farak padta hai, hum jeeye ya mare! He turns his face aside. She maintains silence, closes her eyes for a second. Heera singh interrupts, bringing lemon juice for baldev. Satrupa gets up from the bed and collects the glass. She keeps the plate on the bed. Baldev stares at her. He tries to take the glass but his hand hurts. Satrupa holds the glass as it slips from his wounded hands. She helps him to drink. He drinks and gets off the bed. She stops and asks him where is he going? He says, hum apne kamre mein jaa rahe hai... Satrupa looks at him as he walks off.
Its morning... satrupa is searching for some document. As she searches, her vision goes to an old box inside the cupboard. She touches it.. She very well knows wat it is. She takes it out and opens it. As she opens it her mind goes 20 yrs back, to the same old time when she had met baldev for first time, their old photos, letters, his gifted cards which she had preserved for such a long time. She smiles with happiness, she remembers each and every loving moments they had. She suddenly realizes the reality and her face squeeze and becomes serious. She thinks for a while about how they moved apart from each other. She also remembers baldevs words from last night. She feels there is a need to give their relation another chance. Vatsalya had always tried to bring them close but wasn't dat successful in it. She decides to speak to baldev about it. She did not wanted some third person to take advantage of their differences. She keeps the box inside and turns towards the door to go and speak to baldev. For her surprise baldev walks in from the door. She has a small smile on her face. Baldev as usual has serious expression. She walks towards him with hesitation. She says, mujhe aap se kuch baat karni hai. Baldev asks, aur woh kya hai? She exhales and starts, baldev mujhe lagta hai ki.. ki hume humari rishte ko ek aakhri mauka dena chahiye. Mein nahi chahti hu ki koi teesra humare beech ke doori ka faaida uthaye. Vatsalya hamesha chahta tha ki hum dono ek saat khushi se rahe. Baldev looks on as she speaks. She continues... Hum sare purane baton ko bhool jayenge, kal raat apne jo bola uske baad mujhe ehsaas hua ki Mujhe aapko ek mauka dena chahiye tha. Lekin gusse mein aakar bohot badi galti kar dii maine. Us galti ko sudaarna chahti hoon. She raises her head and looks at his stunned face, she walks towards him as her eyes gets clouded. This time she couldn't resist neither he could stop her. There is only an inch gap btw them. She looks at his eyes which is looking at her eyes which r trying to pour the pain down. Her right hand cum up and reach his left shoulder. Her left hand crawling below his right hand towards his back. Her right cheek rests on his right shoulder. She gives him a warm tight hug. Her tears make his shirt wet. He stands still, confused about how to react. His hand raises to caress her head, but he stops. She s still hugging him, she speaks with a trembling voice, aapko kyun lagta hai ki mein aap se nafrat karti hu, maine kabhi aap se nafrat nahi ki hai.. agar mein aapko nafrat karti toh aapke saat itne saal kabhi nahi rehti.. aapne yeh baat kabhi nahi samjhe. Mein aap se aaj bhi...before she completes he pulls her back holding her shoulders. Her eyes looks at him seeking for some answer. He s still having dat serious expression. He says, mein bataoon ki tum itne saal kyun thi is ghar mein? Her expression changes. He says, tum itne saal mereliye nahi mere paison keliye rahi ho. Royal steels keliye.. Tumhe toh sirf paisa power se matlab hai, apni zindagi mein aur kuch nahi chahti ho. Pyaar toh door ki baat. Aaj yeh kaunsa naya natak shuru kiya hai tumne, kya chahti ho humse? Satrupa feels astonished after listening to his harsh words. She doesn't have anything to say. She straightly walks towards the cupboard and takes the box out. Brings it and pours it in front of him with anger and tears in her eyes. All the letters, photographs, cards fall in front of his eyes. He s shocked to see all the stuffs. She speaks out crying... jab humne aap se shaadi ki thi, tab vatsalya ki kasam hum aap se bohot pyaar karte the.. sacha pyaar ki hai aap se. she shows the stuffs which r lying down and says.. ek ek cheez ko sambal kar rakha hai humne. Yeh humari sabse achche yaade hai. Jab hume bata chala ki jis insaan se maine sabse zyaada pyaar ki woh humse pehle kisi aur ko chahte the, toh aap khud batayiye agar aap mere jagah pe hoti toh kaise react karte? Mujhe bohot dard hua.. Uss dard ko baatne keliye bhi mere paas koi nahi tha. Aap bhi nahi. Kitne asani se kehdiya ki mein yahan paison keliye rukhi hu. Aapko aisa kyun lagta hai. Mein is ghar ki bahu hoon. Is ghar ko sambhaalna mera pharz hai. Paisa hi chahiye ho toh mere papa ke paas hi bohot hai. Aapke papa ka paise mujhe kyun chahiye? Ek baar bhi socha aap ne.. aap kya kuch nahi bola mujhe phir bhi hum rahe yaha aap ke saat.. jab woh aurat sudha aayi toh mein aapke saat khadi rahi... jab anami ko lekar aayi, tab kya kya nahi bola aapne, haan! Batayiye baldev... Ek baar meri naam ko pyaar se nahi pukaara hai aapne.. hum aap se kitni shanti se pesh aate hai aap ka itna kuch karne ke baad bhi.. YEH PYAAR NAHI TOH AUR KYA HAI BALDEV? KYA HAI? Breaks down crying. It is pricking baldev inside... regrets for breaking her heart into pieces with his words... He doesn't even have the guts to go near her and ask sorry because he has already lost dat chance.. he stands there staring at her breaking down... she s keeps her head on the table and cries continuously... Before he could go and console her, she wipes her tears and gets up from the place... Having the same old tough expression on her face, she walks out without looking at his face...
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