Rajveer Naina - Sirf Tere Liye - LRL FF Pg 53

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Prerna

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Posted: 8 years ago

#61

Nice part
Naina is really angry with Raj...

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paradigm

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Posted: 8 years ago

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Part 6

Naina: RAJ!!! What did you do? Just look at your hand. It's bleeding.

Raj: What did you say? That I was jealous of Naveen. Jealous because he had everything I didnt? Jealous enough to want him to be tortured to death.

Naina: Raj, we can discuss this later. Let me tend to your wound.

Raj: No Naina. No. Enough. There is a limit to everything. You have every right to feel that I didn't do enough for Naveen. That my lapse in judgement and faith in the system was somewhere responsible for his death.

BUT... YOU CAN'T ACCUSE ME OF WANTING TO HARM HIM. YOU JUST CANT.

Naina had never faced this Raj. This agitated Raj who was practically yelling. Who had tears streaming down his eyes. She knew it was pointless to insist on first aid. She had to let him speak to help him calm down.

Raj practiacally jumped to his cupboard and dragged out some papers.

He put them in front of Naina

Raj: You keep taunting me about my promotion, right? Here are all the letters I wrote to my seniors requesting them not to promote me.

But they didn't listen. They didn't understand.

You once asked me how I lived with myself. I never told you but I didn't want to live after I found out about Naveen's death. I picked up my service revolver and put it to my head.

But before I pulled the trigger I realized that I was being a coward. That I had to live through my mistakes. Take your and aunty-uncle's hatred all my life. Bring justice for Naveen.

Naina: Raj I...

Raj: Naina you can't even imagine what Naveen meant to me. You grew up with loving parents, an adoring brother. I grew up all alone.

When I met Naveen at KMA, I was a lonely 18 year old. naveen gave me friendship, companionship, brotherhood - a sense of belonging. And for a brief time he gave me a family - which included uncle, aunty and you.

Of course I lost all that because of my own mistakes. Your anger and hatred is justified. But dont ever accuse of wanting to hurt Naveen. NEVER.

Naina: Raj I.. I don't know... maybe I spoke too much. Let me at least treat your wound.

Raj had calmed down by now. In fact he looked drained. He let Naina dress his wounds though he kept looking away from her.

Raj: I spoke too much. I am sorry. I am going out for some time. Need some fresh air to clear my head.

He was out of the door before Naina could even react.

Naina was equally conflicted. She struggled with her feelings for Raj. She was convinced that she hated him today. But what about the past? Though he was originally been Naveen's friend, she had grown so fond of him herself. His quiet sensitivity, his constant support, his shy smile. He had meant so much to her.

She thought back to the time she had first met Raj. It was the diwali break after Naveen had joined KMA. She was initially annoyed that her dear brother was bringing a stranger home for Diwali. But in no time, Raj had endeared himself to everyone including Naina.

She suddently remembered a conversation that she had overheard between Raj and her mother.

Naina's mother: Raj, is everything ok?

Raj: Of course aunty! And thank you so much for having me. And sorry for intruding on your family time.

Mother: Raj this is probably the 20th time you have said both sorry and thank you from yesterday. Aren't you feeling comfortable? We are doing our best to make you feel at home. But maybe we are missing something?

Raj: No aunty.. of course not. It's just that... I have never.. I mean... I have never felt at home before.

Her mom had looked at Raj keenly - so strong on the outside but so vulnerable on the inside. She had hugged him and Naina had noticed that Raj had tears in his eyes.

At that time, she had been puzzled why Raj had tears. Raj was right, her growing years had been completely different from his. She realized that while Raj had harmed her brother, none of it was deliberate.

While she could never forgive him, maybe she could at least be friends with him.

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Ekta

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Posted: 8 years ago

#63

Awesome update

Feeling bad for raj

Raj's condition becomes worse after naveen's death

Hope naina realise her mistakes in understanding raj

Continue soon

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sonai

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Posted: 8 years ago

#64

Superb update dear.plz update next part asap

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yoginisahakari

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Posted: 8 years ago

#65

WoW amazing update

Fantastic

Keep going

Cont soon

Waiting...

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luvraj4ever

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Posted: 8 years ago

#66

Loved the update... I am so glad that Rajveer spoke for himself... Naina needed to stop causing hurt to Rajveer... At least now she won't repeat this...

Waiting for the next update

Continue soon

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Arti Gupta

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Posted: 8 years ago

#67

love the update
hope inke bech ki rotiya kam ho jaye

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paradigm

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Posted: 8 years ago

#68

Part 7

The next few weeks were very awkward for Raj and Naina. They both had a lot to say but didn't know where to start.. Finally Raj broke the impasse.

Raj: I am sorry Naina. I wasn't in control of my emotions that day. I..

Naina: Raj please stop. The person who should apologise is me! I spoke too much. I shouldn't have accused you of hurting Naveen Bhaiya deliberately. I have known you long enough to realise that he meant the world to you... maybe almost as much as he meant to us!

Raj: Naina, I could never hurt him deliberately. Till my last breath I will regret the fact that my actions lead to his death directly or indirectly...

Naina: Raj, I don't know if I can ever forgive you completely or if things can go back to the way they were. But, I don't want things to remain as bad as they have been. I want to start afresh. Can we try and be friends again?

Raj: No!

Naina was surprised and a bit hurt by his response.

Raj: No. There is no question of being friends again. We were, are and will always be friends.

Naina started laughing and hit Raj playfully. Her laughter was music to his ears. He vowed to make it appear on her face more often.

Naina: I wanted to share my findings with you. I have been gathering information on everyone. And my research is pointing fingers at two people.

Raj: Who, Naina?

Naina: The first person is Dr. Ritu. She clearly hates us well at least me. Of course a major reason for that is that she was in love with your or at least attracted to you and our marriage threw water over her plans..

Raj: Naina. What are you saying?

Naina: Stop blushing Raj. She looks at you with pure lust in her eyes. Trust me, you are lucky we are married! God only knows what she would have done to sleep with you.

Raj: NAINA SINGH DO YOU HAVE NO FILTER?

Naina chuckled but stopped pulling his foot.

Naina: But seriously, she behaves very oddly every time she hears Naveen bhaiya's name. She seems on a persona; mission to establish that bhaiya was a traitor.

Raj: You are right Naina. I have had my doubts on Dr. Ritu right since the beginning. We need to double down on her. Who's the second person?

Naina: Raj, I... umm...

Raj: Come on Naina, don;t you trust me?

Naina: Raj actually you are very good friends with that person.

Dr. Shalini.

Raj: Naina that's not possible. Doc is one of the nicest persons I know..

Naina: I know Raj. BBut there's something odd about her. There's very little information on her [personal life. And she always gets overwhelmed when she takes bhaiya's name.

Raj: Hmm. I understand what you are saying... But...

Naina: Raj, I am not saying she had something to do with this. But we need to investigate her further, don't we?

Raj: You are right. But enough fot roday. It's very late and you still need to take rest.

They got ready for bed. Raj hadn't felt this light hearted since Naveen's death. His Naina was coming back to him. Maybe she wold forgive him one day. Maybe.. one day they could truly be husband and wife.

Naina: Raj, are you asleep?

Raj: No. Are you feeling ok? Should I turn on the lights.

Naina: No. I am perfectly fine. Raj did you have feelings for Dr. Ritu? Did this marriage come in your way? I mean...

Raj: No Naina. I wasn't in love with Dr Ritu or anyone else..

Naina: Good. Raj, if you do fall in love with someone before this marriage is annulled, don't feel any restiction. This marriage means nothing.. And I want you to get all the happiness in the world. Anyways good night for now.

Raj: Good night.

Raj was glad that it was dark. The darkness hid the pain and anguish he felt. This marriage meant noting to Naina. But it meant everything to him. They had been married for just over a month and yet Naina was his life partner for him. He rebuked himself for being delusional about their relation.

Raj (to himself): I am sorry Naina. I got carried away. I don't have any expectations from you. But all my happiness rests in your happiness.

Next morning Raj got ready for his classes. He let Naina sleep in. When Naina finally got up at 9.30 she realized that she'd be late for her meeting with Suriji. She got ready as quickly as possible.

She ran out of the room, slipped and was about to fall. A pair of strong hands steadied her.

Man; Clumsy as ever I see.

Even before she looked at the face, she recognized the voice and turned pale.

Man: You should be more careful, Naina. Or should I Mrs. Shekhawat. Moved on quite quickly and here I was cursing myself for not living up to our expectations.

Naina: Abhimanyu.. YOU...I...

Abhi: You owe me no explanations Mrs. Shekhawat. In fact I owe you belated congratulations!