Part 18Roli POV:
I am unable to bear the pain...
He cheated me..
He betrayed me...
He used me...
OMG.. i cant even think something like that about him...
How high i was thinking about him when he said will marry me and the baby can be with us...
He was ready to give his name to the baby...
But now only it is clear what it means...
He knows that the baby is his own...
Thats why he was able to give that much love & attached to the baby...
I heard knock at the bathroom door...
'Roli... are you ok???' he asked...
'Yes i am...' i said...
I finished having shower and came out in my night dress...
He went to have shower while i looked at the baby...
May be someone put some mind on me now...
I can see his resemblances on the baby now as his mother said.. the forehead like features...
I have been a fool all these days...
I heard the bathroom door opened...
He came near me and wrapped his hand around me from behind...
'Roli... are you ok??? you are dull since we return.. then you took too long in the shower.. now also you look so dull...' he said...
'I am very fine.. what about me...' i said...
I took his hand which was wrapped around me and went to bed...
I lay down on one side facing the wall...
In a while... i can feel he lay down beside me...
He hold my shoulder and turned me towards him...
'Is something bothering you???' he asked...
What is he expecting me to tell him...
'Just little disturbed...' i said...
'What is disturbing you darling...' he said...
Endearment which was pleasing me was only giving pain to me now...
I just closed my eyes to control the tears...
'Roli... are you thinking about what has happened to you in that party??? dont think about that..' he said...
I was unable to control my tears anymore and tears started falling from my eyes towards my cheeks...
He wipe my tears...
'Roli.. relax... just relax... i cant see you crying...' he said...
I tried to calm down myself...
He kissed on my forehead and then on my cheeks...
No.. i cant let this happen until he tells the truth by himself...
'Siddhant...' i called...
He looked into my eyes...
'Yes Roli..' he said...
'I wish a help from you...' i said...
'Help!!! what it is???' he asked...
'I wish you find out who is the father of Roshan...' i said...
'Roli... for what we are going to find that now??? as i already accepted him as my son...' he said...
'Still i wish to know about it Siddhant... will you please do this for me...' i said...
'If you are desperate to know about it.. then surely i will find way to find it...' he said...
Then he tried to kiss me again while i interrupt...
'Siddhant.. i feel guilty myself about what has happened to me that day... so only if i comes to know about it.. i will be able to come out of guilty and give myself to you...' i said...
"Sure Roli.. i can understand your feelings... i can wait for that... but only i feel there is nothing to feel guilty about it as you didn't commit any mistake...' he said...
There was true feelings on his words and it was difficult for me to digest that he has done something like that...
I know my friend Prema got no intention to tell any lie...
But i really prayed it should be a lie...
I cant accept Siddhant with that conscious that he cheat me...
Instead i wish he come out with the truth and tell me who is the person behind.. whether himself or someone else...
If its himself.. then why he tells will wait for that... Instead he might have told that its himself who did that as such we are already married... but he is behaving as if there is no connection with him about that and is about to find out...
If it is someone else and Prema mistaken it as Siddhant.. then also i wish to know who it is and make my mind clear about the happening before i give myself to Siddhant...
'Roli.. you are so much disturbed today than all these days... ' he said...
'Yes i am... ' i accepted...
'Sleep well and relax.. you may feel better...' he said...
He pulled me towards him and i kept my head on his shoulder...
Whatever be the truth.. right now i need that warm hug to keep myself ok instead of break down completely...
I wrapped my hand around him and closed my eyes...
He wrapped his hand around me & kissed on my forehead...
I prayed to God that Siddhant should not be a cheater...
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
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