Shh!! Don't tell anyone a ROSID ff - Page 11

PART -15

Then all then events that took place today were flashed in my mind when my back hit my bed and then i remembered the little girl's cry and her confditioon, then my prejudice towards him and then my meeting with amar, his part of story and the reports, then it hit mind that i need to tell siddant about the issue so that imay give some relief to him. I mimmediately moved towards chint's house and then i came to know form chintu that his bade chintu is not in the house and then i went to the lawn and then i found him staring at the stars and then i sat beside him, i saw is face full of the frustration that he had undergone, even though he tries keep a bold look he is a kid deep inside, i told him that i need to talk to him.

Sid: i am in no mood miss.diwedi.

He silenced me by just rushing off my try.arrogant fellow. Ok let me try again.

Roli: But mr.Bharadwaj i really need to talk to you.

Sid: I think i told i am not interested to talk, and what i felt that you have the maturity to understand, when said once is wrong.

Roli: YES!!! You are right Mr.Bharadwaj you are correct , i am not mature enough.

Sid: STOP IT DAMN IT!!

I was totally frightened by his sudden outrage, but understood his situation .

Roli: hello MR.Bharaddwaj i am not here to talk to you, but to have good look at the stars , and i thought it is manners to talk to the one beside you as you would be sharing the same land to sit on beneath you.

I said and started to look at the stars and started to take pics of the stars and talked to myself about the stars like a kid. Then i remembered the doll hanging key chain given to me by chintu once to use then i started my show.

Roli: Pyaar look at the stars they so nice, what feeling you get by watching them? Of course i know you would be regretting for fact that you are not in my team right. I know yaar.

I talked to the doll as if it is some kind of human and continued, you kknow what i feel soothe when i get a friend to talk about all my shit but i couldn't get so since my childhood i used to talk to my dolls.

Roli: Kya? What are you saying i told you know sorry there is no place there for you pyaar. What you won't talk to me, ok then fine i am also not talking to you.

Bu saying this i kept in the place between me and sid.

Roli: don't try to talk to others understand pyaar here people are not like me who talk to you for hours and hours even though you fight with me often but i am the one patches up.

Then i heard the chuckle from him, he looked at me and was laughing, this smile reached to his eyes and proved that he was smiling genuinely wholeheartedly after a long time.

Sid: hey what are you talking have you gone mad.

I am happy that he is talking to me.

Roli: i am not mad i am talking to my friend.

I took pyaar, into my hands and made it hand to shake with sid' s hand.

Roli: Meet Pyaar my friend in need.

He laughed playfully and shaked hands with Pyaar.

He looked at me and asked what i was doing with it till now.

Roli: OH! S O YOU A R E ASKING A B O U T thattt?

Sid: what were you talking with it?

Roli: hey call her Pyaar!! I sighed.

Sid: haa with your pyaar what were you talking.

Roli: you what sid i was telling her that she has no place in my only collection of stars.

Sid: what collection?

Then i pointed to him the 3 stars which are aligned horizontally in straight line .

Roli: Look at those stars they are my own family of stars. Do you know what where ever i go, come with me and make me feel that i am not away from my closeones.

Sid: what i don't get you. Then i thought of explaining him clear cut.

Roli: siddant look at those stars the one in the middle is me , the to the left is my dad and the one to the right is my mom and it's my own family collection.

Sid: looked at me and laughed.

Roli: hey i am serious. And pyaar is jealous that she is not in my collection and i told her clear cut that there is no place there.

He looked at me and then at the stars and the gloominess over took the smile on his face then i did the thing that i felt is essential at that time, i placed my hand over his and then pressed it tight and then he opened up him selves with me in a strange way that makes the butterflies in my stomach flutter.

He hugged me tight that it was hard for me grasp air. And then i just don't know what to do all the came to my made me weak at that moment and then, his hand was going on tightening it's grip. Then i couldn't hold the wall that i was mentally building i gave up my idea and hugged him in return and then i felt the need to grasp the silking hair and the need to feel it under my palms and fingers and then i caressed his back with soothing circles and then finally he realised the need to break the hug.

Then we parted and after few minutes of awkward silence, he broke the silence by explaining his condition at times like these and the need for warmth he felt but left it the way it is being arrogant self. Then he told me that he was thankful to me by giving a friendly gesture to him by the solace i gave him. I felt a little tug in my stomach when he considered me as only his friend and then brushed it off.

Then i told him that i am ready to be his friend all the time. Later i remembered the that i came for and told him about the reports and to my surprise he hugged me tight again but for a long time this time, and he told me that he got a doubt about the illegal product marketed with our brand name and then he thanked me. Later we talked for some time while moving apart i told him about the gesture that i always use that is i entwined my pinky with his pinky finger and then said good night to him and left to my room with a warmness building inside me.