AR TS||Tum Bin Jiya Jaaye Kaise|| Part 3B pg16(Completed) | 09/6/2016 - Page 7

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PART 3 A- Tum bin jiya jaaye kaise

True Love
When I say I love you, please believe it's true.
When I say forever, know I'll never leave you.
When I say goodbye, promise me you won't cry,
Because the day I'll be saying that will be the day I die.

RECAP -

Ridzy...Arma..Armaan..he is very critical... He was sinking few minutes back but Dr. Kirti managed to calm him but still ..." He wasn't able to complete so Rahul continued "Still uski halat thik nahi hai...wo medications ko respond nahi kar raha hai...he has to... He needs to come around in next few hours or we will lose him forever..."

[Still..his condition is not good...he isn't responding to the medications...He has to...He needs to come around in next few hours or we will lose him forever...]

Listening to them her world again turned upside down. Her hopes were shattered again in front of her eyes but now she is adamant to bring him back. She won't let him go even if he wanted to. She isn't ready to take this punishment which will cost his life. She will make sure to get her part of punishment but he isn't at fault. She won't let him give up. He would have to come back not for her but for his friends, his family and maybe for their love too.

All determined yet scared she entered the Private room and saw him lying there with a pale face. How much strong she pretend to be only she knew how she was controlling her tears out there.
Seeing him lying lifeless with life supported system her heart bleeds. She silently made her way to his bed and sat near him on a stool. She could see his pale face and still body. She took her hand to touch him but shut her eyes as the pain stabbed her heart seeing him in this vulnerable condition. Nonetheless she again took her hand and held his hand into hers tightly.

She bends a little and kept his hand near her heart. She found no change in him. She knew today only her love can bring him back and she had to be that strong for him. She had to make him believe that how much she loves him and trust him with herself. She closed her eyes and thought about the moment at terrace with him. She knew he was there with her. She remembered he told her to be happy ad not to cry for him.

She remembered each and every thing happened in that one moment at terrace. Maybe for any other person it will be called as dream or my hallucinations but no one can understand the depth of that moment. Armaan was there to stop her from hurting herself. She knew he will be in pain more than her.

She cleared all the tears from her face and gave a sad smile to him and started speaking her heart out to him. Somewhere she knew he must be listening to her each and every word. Muffling between her sobs she said
"Armaan...I am..I am sorry...for whatever I said..par tum toh jante ho na apni basket ko...mai toh har chotu si baat paar bhi tumse ladh leti hu.." She said childishly while pouting "Lekin tum...tum toh mujhe samjha sakte the na Armaan.. Aj tak toh meri ek bhi baat tumne nahi maani...aur kal maine ek baar gusse mein tumhe jaane ke liye kaha..toh tum ek baar mein he maan gaye...Don't you love me ,.."

[Armaan..I am sorry...For whatever I said..but you know your basket..right..I use to fight with you on the slightest of the thing..But you...you would have understood me na Armaan...You doesn't listen to me for most of the time...And yesterday...this one time I asked you to go...and you accepted it in one moment..Don't you love me..?]

She paused and again continued "Main janti hu meri galti thi...mujhe tumhe wo sab nahi kehna chahiye tha Armaan...par iska matlab yeh nahi hai ki tum apni Basket ko..akele...akele chod ke chale jaoge.."

[I know..it was my fault..i shouldn't have said those things to you..But it doesn't mean that you will leave your basket alone..]

She couldn't help but cry remembering the tears in his eyes only because of her. She continued "Armaan...You should have shouted on me...scolded me for saying those things to you that I don't even mean...But you believed them so easily...Tum mere Armaan ho hee nahi sakte...Mera Armaan meri aankhein padh sakta hai...Kuch bhi ho jaye...mera Armaan mujhe chod kar ja hee nahi sakta...Please mujhe mera Armaan wapus kardo..."

[You can't be my Armaan...My Armaan can read my eyes...no matter what...he can't leave me like this..Please..bring my armaan back to me..]

She started crying holding his hand tightly...She didn't wanted to show her vulnerable side to him especially when he is alone suffering from pain. But she was helpless. She can't do anything but cry in helplessness.

She wasn't able to see him like this anymore. Her dam of patience broke and she cried and cried more. She kept her head on his shoulder and closed her eyes while she held his hand tightly in hers not wanting him to go. Moments passed but all she can say was "Come back Armaan..Please come back...I am waiting for you...Please come back for me..for our love..."

Moments passed but he didn't react as if her voice was fading away and he could not hear her anymore. More tears of helplessness flowed from her eyes. She couldn't help but think about the night when everything was started.

She remembered Armaan came to her room from the window and carried her all the way to terrace in his arms. She smiled at his antics. She knew this is his way of showing love to her. For some time she have forgotten about the Pari's matter and was drown into the moment with him. She was surprised with the decoration he did at the terrace. Everything was so beautiful around...Maybe because he was there with me, she thought.

She smiled when she remembered his face when he told her about their marriage; that how he have convinced Shashank for their marriage before Anjali's marriage, how everyone was happy for them. He was looking so adorable yet cute. But she ruined everything. She snatched away everyone's happiness and most importantly Armaan's.

He was so excited for their future. She smiled when she remembered him calling her Mrs. Basket Riddhima Armaan Mallik. She chuckles thinking about his naughty ideas. She remembers his mere touch send shivers around her body. How she reacts to his touches and his each and every move which make her heart beat rise. He was her first love and she was sure that last too.

But she was so blind in her anger that she couldn't see the happiness knocking on her door. She wished that the day come back and she can take her words back. She realized that in her bubble of anger she even forgot to notice the sparkle in his eyes. His eyes were shining with happiness that time. She knew he was genuinely happy and was madly in love with her. She now believed his words when he said that he has done everything only for them. There were no selfishness; it was just a pure love for her.

From childhood, everyone made her believe that her prince charming will come on a white horse and will swept her off her feet. As she grew, she believed that there is nothing like happily ever after or not every fairytale comes true. She never believed any of such things...but Armaan..sorry her Armaan changed her...or should say that ruined her.

Now all she could think about was them..., all she wants is his love, all she need is him. She started believing on fairytales and happily ever after's...but she didn't want that like them they too end one day. She wants to live a normal life with him.

Inhaling a deep breath, she closed her eyes. A tear dropped from her eyes and landed on Armaan's hand. While remembering their all moments she muttered "Come back Armaan...Please...I need you...Come back for me..."

She didn't know but suddenly she felt something ...something gripping her hand tightly. As the reality dawned she felt Armaan's hand gripping her hand tightly. She freezes for a moment not knowing how to react. She couldn't muster up the strength to leave his hand and call out for someone. She opened her eyes to see him holding her hand tightly.

As she was struggling with her thoughts she realized Armaan was breathing heavily. Not thinking again she started treating him and called for help praying that someone listens to her cries. Tears were freely flowing from her eyes but she didn't know for what reason she should cry. In happiness that Armaan responded to her touch...or in sadness that maybe it was just his way of saying good-bye, seeing his condition.

His condition was no good at that moment. She is a doctor herself but when it comes to him every other thing fades away. All that mattered at that moment is him. She couldn't comprehend what to do so she called for someone.

Luckily Dr. Kirti and Rahul were in the corridor discussing about Armaan's case when they heard Riddhima's faint voices. They ran in the direction of Armaan's room not knowing what is happening. They entered to see Riddhima panicking while Armaan breathing heavily. She asked Rahul to take Riddhima out and call Dr. Shubhankar as soon as possible.

Rahul did as he was asked to. Riddhima didn't want to go but knowing Dr. Kirti she moved out without creating a scene. Rahul informed everyone about Armaan's condition. Atul, Anjali, Muskaan, Nikki and Abhimanyu reached there in no time. Everyone saw Riddhima's condition. She was crying like there is no tomorrow.
Anjali and Muskaan consoled Riddhima whereas Nikki was panicking and Abhi was calming her down. Atul and Rahul were standing waiting outside anxiously. Moments passed but no one dared to speak. No one was able to think straight.

Everyone has that one fear in their mind, what if anything bad happens, what if Armaan is still not responding to their treatment, what if he will actually going to leave them. There were number of ifs and buts banging their head but no one could muster up the strength to voice out them in that moment, that moment which was already sucking out their breath with anxiety and fear.
Riddhima was all silent but weeping at the same time. This one moment can either give her Armaan back or can snatch him away from her. If anything happens to him she won't forget herself for this. She, not even in her horrible nightmares, can imagine that her one silly doubt on his love will bring them here.

Everyone was feeling sorry for Riddhima. They don't know what exactly happened which leads to Armaan's accident but whatever it is they prayed for Armaan to be fine. He was very dear to each one of them and they just can't lose him.

Seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into hours but there was no report of Armaan. They could only see nurses running in and out of the OT. They didn't felt right to stop them that time and asked about Armaan. Neither they were prepared nor do they want to be a hindrance in Armaan's treatment.

Inside the ICU, Dr. Kirti was first tensed seeing Armaan breathing heavily. She too had a same fear and even Dr. Shashank wasn't available that moment to attend him. But she was glad Dr. Shubhankar chooses to help her.

After long hours when they were fully sure of Armaan's condition they instructed a nurse to keep a constant check on him. After that Dr. Shubhankar gave a nod to Dr. Kirti and both made their way out from the room. They knew everyone will be anxious to know about Armaan's condition.
As soon they stepped out every other person present there held their breaths and stood on front of them waiting for them to say something. Dr. Kirti was surprised that they were not asking questions to them probably they want her to speak.

She smiled at them and said "Dr. Armaan is fine now. I don't know if it's a miracle or some other thing but Dr. Armaan is responding to our treatment well. As he responded we came to know more about his brain's internal injuries which we have operated now. We have given him some sedatives to ease his pain."

"We have kept him still under observation and he will come around soon. Rest there is no more danger to his life.." Dr. Shubhankar completed feeling happy within.

Everyone breathes in relief as they heard that Armaan was fine. This was a really tough period for them when someone very close to them was fighting for his life and all they can do was pray from him. There were tears of happiness in each pair of eyes. Some were pacifying each other rest others were thanking God for his miracle.

Little did they know that it was indeed a miracle but the miracle of God? No, It was the miracle of love who brought him back to his life.

Riddhima was still dazed listening to Dr. Kirti. Tears flowed from her eyes as she felt content within herself. Moments back she was dreading to face the harsh reality but he was fine. He is going nowhere leaving her alone. He was here with her.

She silently took some steps back and ran from there towards fire escape. She needs to be alone that moment. She needs to realize that her Armaan is all safe now. That nothing is happened to him. He was still there for her. She wanted to release all the pain and hurt she was going through. It was suffocating her to no ends.

She reached in fire escape and started crying hard. All she wanted that moment to let her heart free from the burden and let all the bad thoughts get out of her system. She needed that time for herself to stable her mind and make her heart believe that this isn't a dream.

She was still scared somewhere but she somehow assured herself that he is fine. After sometime when her sobs subsided, she just sat there staring at particularly nothing. She remembers all the fear and pain she had gone through. She vowed to herself to never ever hurt him again. At no cost she can afford to lose Armaan.

Whatever the situation is, she needed him by her side.
She then saw her mobile that beeped with a message. She opened it to see it was Atul's message informing her that Armaan have been shifted to the private ward. She clears her face and made her way to the ward. All the time she was quiet yet engrossed in her thoughts thinking about them.

But at the same time she was thinking how she will face him once he will come around. What she will say to him..? How she'll apologize for her deed..? She wasn't even worth to be forgiven that easily. All her mind was busy thinking when she was snapped out of her thoughts. She saw Atul calling her.

"Ridzy...Tum theek ho...?" Atul asked while patting her shoulder to which she smiled at his concern and nodded.

[Ridzy...you okay..?]

"Ridzy...sab ghar chale gaye hai...tum bhi jaao...Mai aur Rahul yaha Armaan ke pas hai..." Atul said while they both sat outside the ward.

[Ridzy..everyone has left for home...You should also leave...We both are here for Armaan..]

"Nahi Atul...Mai Armaan ko chod kar nahi ja sakti...Please tum aur Rahul bhi jaao...Mai yehi hu ."

[No Atul..I can't leave Armaan alone..Atul Rahul...you both leave..I am here]

After lots of pestering from Riddhima, Atul obliged and left with Rahul as they have an early morning duty. Riddhima being all alone entered Armaan's room.

She made her way towards him and sat on the only stool near his bed. While caressing his forehead she sent a silent prayer to God for keeping him safe and returning him to her. The mere thought that he is back brings immense happiness to her. She wanted him to open his eyes and look at her. She wanted to be assured but she knew he was in his deep sleep.

She held his hand and said "Dekho Armaan...Tum wapus aa he gaye...Tumhe aana pada wapus Armaan...apni Basket ke liye aana pada...Aur ab mai tumse ek waada karti hu...mai tumhe ab kabhi bhi mujhse dhur nahi jaane dungi...chahe kuch bhi ho jaye...agar maut bhi aaye toh bhi tumhare saamne khadi ho jaugi...I love you Armaan..."

[see Armaan...You came back...You have to come back...For your basket...And I promise you one thing...I won't ever let you leave me...no matter what...If it its about death...I will face it first...I love you Armaan...]

With that she kept her head near his shoulder and her hand near his heart and listening to his heart beats she soon went to sleep waiting for the bright morning after this dark night.

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