AR TS||Tum Bin Jiya Jaaye Kaise|| Part 3B pg16(Completed) | 09/6/2016

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AR TS - Tum bin Jiya Jaaye kaise...

PART 1

"Love is when the other person's happiness is more important than your own."

( Episode 383 - Continuation )

Riddhima was looking to the whole decoration which Armaan did in the garden. He stood behind her waiting for her reaction when she turns around and giving a sarcastic smile she said

"Tum jeet gaye..."

[You won..!]

"Kya..?" Armaan asked confused.

"[What..?]"

"Tum jeet gaye Armaan..kyuki ...kyuki tumhare liye yeh sab ek khel hai...Jo tum hamesha jeetna chahte ho..armaan tumhe..tumhe abhi tak meri baat samajh nahi aayi"

[You won Armaan..because everything here is a game for you..which you always wanted to win...and you don't even understand what I am trying to convey..]'

"Basket..ab ho gaya na..iss baat ko itna lamba kyu khech rahi ho..okay fine baba..koi nahi jeeta aur koi nahi haara..ok happy..come on yaar Riddhima..i love you..mai janta hu tum naraz ho...but yeh sab baatein bhul jaao na..." He said cutely "Aur maine jo kuch bhi kiya hai...tumhare liye kiya hai..hamare pyaar ke liye.."

[Basket..It's done now..why are you dragging this matter..Okay fine...Neither of us wins or lose..Happy..Come one Riddhima...I love you...I know you are angry...But please forget all this ...And whatever I have done is only for you...for our love..]'

While he was saying this Riddhima cut him in between "Nahi Armaan.,..Nahi...tumne yeh sab sirf apne liye kiya hai...hamare rishte mein har baat sirf tumhari hoti hai...armaan hamare rishte mein sirf tum ho ,...main nahi.."

"[No Armaan, No..You have done all this for yourself..In our relation everything is only about you...Armaan you are alone living in this relation..not me..]"

He holds her hand near his heart and said "Riddhima..plz aise mat kaho..hamara rishta hamara hai..mai aur tum..tumhare bina mai bilkul adhura hu..aur maine yeh sab hamare liye kiya hai.,.."

[Riddhima... Please don't say like this...It's our relation..you and me..I am incomplete without you...And I have done all this for us...]

"Sach Armaan... mere liye...armaan agar tumne..tumne ek baar bhi mere bare mein socha hota na..toh tumhe pta chal jata mai naraz kyu hu..lekin nahi..tumhe hamesha wo baat sunayi deti hai jo tum sunna chahte ho...naa ki wo jo main kehna chahti hu..tumne sahi kaha Armaan...tum jeet gaye..tumne maa papa di nani sabko jeet liya...lekin mujhe haar gaye..."

[Really Armaan..For me..Amaan..if you had ever thought about me for even once then you have known why I was so angry on you...But no..You always listen to the things that you want to listen...not what I want to say...You were right Armaan...You won..You won everyone...But have lost me...]

He was shocked listening to her.

"Riddhima...come on yaar..iss baat ko mat kheecho...itna mat badhao...mai...mai apni galti maan chukka hu ...mujhe pari wali baat tumse nahi chupaani chahiye thi...lekin uss waqt jo halaat the mai tumhe nahi bata paya...lekin mai tumhe kitni baar keh chukka hu..mere aur pari ke beech mein kuch.."

[Riddhima..Come On ..Please don't exaggerate the topic..I...I have already accepted my fault..I shouldn't have hidden about Pari...But that time because of the situations I couldn't just tell you..But I have told you so many times...that there is nothing between me and Pari..]

She cut him in between

"janti hu mai...armaan..mujhe tum par utna yakeen hai"

[I know..I trust you..]

"toh phir..toh phir problem kya hai Riddhima.."

[Then..Then whats the Problem]

"Armaan...wahi baat tumhe ab tak samajh nahi aa rahi..."

[Armaan..exactly you aren't understanding the thing..]

"Thik hai toh phir tum samjha do..." he said getting irritated.

[Okay fine..then you tell me..]

"Thik hai...agar maine kisi aur ladke ke saath unhee halaato mein raat guzaari hoti...aur tumse jhooth bola hota...ya tumhe bataya hee nahi hota...toh kya tum seh paate..."

[Okay...If I have spend a night with a guy in the same situations...and have lied about it...or haven't even told you...then..have you able to bear it..]

"Riddhima please...yeh sab faltu baatein mat karo.."

[Riddhima Please...Don't talk rubbish..]

yeh sab faltu baatein nahi hai...armaan yeh mera sawaal hai..jawaab do mujhe..btao na Armaan...jawaab nahi hai na tumhare pas..armaan meri bhi problem yahi hai..aur..aur mai chahti hu tum iss baat ko samjho...lekin ..lekin shyad ab bhi tumhe meri baat samajh na aaye...armaan araam se jaa kar iss baat ke bare mein socho...shyad ..shyad tumhe meri takleef samajh aaye"

[These are not rubbish talks Armaan...this is my question...and answer me dammit..tell me Armaan...You don't have any answer..Armaan, I am too having same problem..and..and I want that you understand this..but..but maybe you won't understand it now..Armaan..Go and think about it calmly..maybe you will understand my pain.]

She turned around but Armaan stopped her and said "Riddhima...mai tumse pyaar karta hu...maine ye sab kuch tumhare liye kiya...I love you.."

[Riddhima...I love you...I have done everything for you...I love you]

"Mai janti hu Armaan..ki tum mujhse bohot pyaar karte ho..tumne yeh sab mere liye kiya...shyad ab jo tum chahte ho ...wo mai nahi chahti..." Tears were streaming down her eyes...while Armaan left her hand. Both were having tears in their eyes while they share an eyelock. Riddhima ran from there crying while Armaan pushed the table away showing his pain and anger. He sat down on his knees and holding his head started crying. He looked towards the moon in the sky while tears.

[I know Armaan...that you love me...and have done so much for me...but Now I think I don't want the same thing which you want...]

Ishq Leta Hai Kaise Imtihaan
Ishq Me Jiyu ,Ishq Me Maroo
Ishq Hi Mera Bhagwan
Haii Rabba Tu Hi Meri Jaan Tu Hi Jahaan
Tu Hi Meri Manzil
Tere Ishq Me Main Qurbaan

He entered in his room and moving in sat on his bed remembering his each and every moment with Riddhima while pain was visible on his face. He went near Riddhima's picture and caressed it with his hands.

Riddhima came back in garden and saw card and roses there. She went near it and holding the roses water spit on her face. She smiled to herself and opens the card sitting there

"Ek khoobsurat ladki ke liye..khubsoorat red rose...tumhara favourite ketchup wala red..tumhare hoto pe smile lane ke liye..pichle kuch dino mein tumse jhagada karke tumhe bohot udaas kiya hai,...Armaan.."

[A B3eautiful rose for a Beautiful lady...Your favorite ketchup red colour...For bringing the smile on your lips...It's been so many days that we are fighting and you became sad because of me...]

She opened the box and a heart flung out from it. She laughed a little and said "Armaan tum bhi na...pehle khud hee udaas karte ho..phir khud hee hasate ho..lekin tum bhi udaas hoge naa.."

[Armaan...You make me sad first...and then make me laugh again...but you will be sad too]

Next day she went to nurse station and asked "nurse Dr. Armaan ko kahi dekha hai.."

[Nurse..Do you have seen Armaan...]

Nurse replied "nahi doctor unko toh subha se kahi nahi dekha...duty register bhi sign nahi kiya unhone toh.."

[No Doctor, i haven't seen him today...Even he didn't signed Duty register today..]

She dials his phone but it was not reachable so she went to his house. She was surprised to find the door ajar. She pushed the door and while calling his name she entered his house. But finding no response she made her way in his room. She smiled seeing her pictures in his room. She felt lucky and guilty at same time.

For few minutes she kept staring at their pictures and remembering the previous night which left his heart broken. She promised to herself to make up to him. She was moving out of the room when an envelope caught her eyes. She picked the envelope and before she can open it her phone started ringing. Walking out of the room she kept the envelope safely in her hand bag and answered the phone.

"Hello.."

"..."

"What...aisa nahi ho sakta..." Riddhima said breathing heavily.

[What..This can't happen..]

..."

"Mai aa rahi hu abhi..." She cut the call and made her way out of the house to reach Sanjeevani as soon as she can.

[I am coming..]

All the way her heart was hoping that nothing bad happen. Listening to the news of Armaan's accident made her heart beat more frantically. She was already blaming herself for his condition. She knew she had hurt him by judging his love for her and she deserved the punishment...but not on the cost of losing him.

Ishq Mein Deewangi Ki Had Se Guzar Jau
Tere Pyaar Me Aaj Main Jee Kar Mar Jau
Ishq Mein Jalte Hain Hum Raat Din Haaan
Ye Mera Dil Na Maane Tere Bin -2

She was driving aimlessly on the road not caring about her safety or the rules. That time only priority for her was her Armaan'. Tears were continuously flowing down her cheeks but she cares less about it. She parked her car in sanjeevani and ran in the direction of ICU. As soon as she reached their, she saw her friends and family standing outside the ICU all tensed and worried. She made her way to them and asked

"Kya huya Armaan Ko...Maa boliye na..Armaan..kaha hai wo...wo thik hai na...kya huya...boliye..koi kuch kyu nahi bol raha hai..." She shouted at everyone Anjali came forward and hugged her sister seeing her condition.

[What happen to Armaan...Mom say something..Where is he...Is he fine...What happen...say it...Why everyone is quiet...]

"Di...Di Armaan ..kaha hai wo..kya huya hai usse...boliye na.." She asked while weeping and hugging her sister back.

[Di..Armaan..Where is he...What had happened to him...Please say]

"Ridzy..Ridzy...tu sambhaal apne aap ko..please..." Anjali said not able to see her in this condition.

[Ridzy..calm down..Please ]

Atul came towards them and while holding Riddhima's hand he told her that Armaan met with an accident near Mumbai Highway. His head was bleeding badly. So they need to operate him to lessen the chances of major head injury. He is in operation theatre. Dr. Kirti and Dr. Shashank are attending him.

"Riddhima...tum pareshan mat ho...tumhare Papa hai andar...wo Armaan ko operate kar rahe hai ...usse kuch nahi hoga..." Padma said controlling her tears while caressing her head.

[Riddhima..Don't worry...You dad is inside...He is operating Armaan...He will be fine...]

Riddhima was listening to all of them consoling her for Armaan but her heart knew...right now she only wanted to see her Armaan. Her heart wanted to make sure that he is fine. Her condition was vulnerable that time which brings out the worst of her and she shouted "Armaan thik hai...usse kuch nahi huya hai...Armaan ko kuch ho hee nahi sakta...Sab meri galti hai...Meri wajah se Armaan is halat mein hai...sab meri galti hai..."

[Armaan is fine...Nothing have happened to him...Nothing can happen to him...It's my fault...He is there because of me...Everything is my fault..]

She said rubbing her tears from her face and standing up she ran into the direction of Ganesh Idol without listening to any pleas of her friends and family. Anjali and Muskaan too followed her but stop at the distance to see her praying for Armaan. They too prayed silently for his safety while tears were flowing from everyone's eyes.

Each and every one standing out there shares a special bond with him. He is the soul of Sanjeevani. If anything happens to him, it will become a lifeless place. Armaan was the only person who could make a crying person smile. He is the one who always cares for every one and spread love and happiness no matter how much low he is feeling from inside.

Staring at the ICU, Atul stood there having big tears in his eyes remembering the time of their internship, all the fun, pranks they did together. He was missing his friend cum brother. Whenever Atul needs him he was always there for him. But today when he is fighting for his life, He can just stand here and pray being helpless.

On the other side, Rahul was remembering the time they hated each other like anything. But today, he is an important part of his life. As much as he understands him, no one can. Rahul silently wiped his tears and prayed for him that nothing happens to him. Rahul didn't want to lose a friend like him.

Anjali & Muskaan's condition was no less. They were hoping Armaan to be fine. And looking at Riddhima's condition they just hoped nothing bad happens. Armaan had always helped them no matter what. A friend like him is very hard to find.

Riddhima standing in front of the Ganesh idol prayed for Armaan that nothing happens to him. She was already started having a guilt trip for last night's incidents which had caused him to be here, fighting for his life. It had to be her punishment then why Armaan is here fighting for his life. Instead of Armaan she should be the one there, for hurting a person who loves her more than his life.

She folded her hands in front of the idol and prayed " Aap toh sabki sunte hai na...please..please mere Armaan ko kuch mat hone dijiye ga...Please...bhagwanji...meri galti ki saza usse mat dijiye...Agar usse kuch ho gaya toh mai bhi jee nahi paungi...please..."

[You listen to everyone's prayer..Please..Please don't let anything happen to him...Please God...Don't punish him for my sins..]

She sat on her knees and cried her heart out until Anjali & Muskaan hugged her and consoled her.

Inside ICU

Dr. Kirti and Dr. Shashank were trying their best to save Armaan. They knew how much he means to each one of them present here. He is like a son to him. And moreover his daughter's life depended on him, so he can't just let happen anything to him.

Dr. Kirti called him aside and while gulping a lump form in her throat she said "Sir, we have done everything but he is not reacting to our treatment. If it does continue to be like this then...then it will be very dangerous for him...and maybe we can't save him.." She somehow completed her sentence.

Shashank knew she was saying right. Armaan was not responding to any of their treatment. Though his head injury had been taken care of but if he will not respond then maybe his internal injury can become fatal. It will be the case, where it will be very dangerous for him and there will be lesser chances of his survival.

He closed his eyes for a moment thinking how he would tell everyone outside and especially to Riddhima. He didn't know if she would be able to bear the news or not. He knew his daughter is very fragile but strong enough to handle herself in any condition. But when it comes to Armaan, she is the most vulnerable of them all.

Dr. Kirti called him again to let him know she will tell everyone. He just simply nodded and they headed outside the operation theatre making sure everything is fine around him.

While outside everyone was waiting for the operation to them and they can breathe only if they knew what was coming to them. By then, Anjali and Muskaan had brought Riddhima back and made her sit on a bench as she was all exhausted from her crying and blaming herself. She was sitting quietly but tears were still flowing freely down her cheeks.

As soon as Dr. Shashank and Dr. Kirti stepped outside everyone turned to them and asked about Armaan. Riddhima too saw his father and ran to him. Holding his hands she asked while crying hard "Papa...papa...Armaan...Armaan kaisa hai..wo thik hai na...usko hosh aa gaya...bolo na papa.."

[Papa..dad...Armaan..How is he..Is he fine...He has gained conscious...Please say Dad...]

Then she turned to Dr. Kirti and asked "Mam mai ar..armaan se mil sakti hu na...wo mujhe bula raha hoga..mai usse mil kar aati hu...warna...warna wo khud he uth kar bahar aa jayega...mai.."

[Mam..I..Armaan..Can I meet him...He would have been calling me...rest..rest he'll come here by himself...I..]

Before she could speak something Shashank held her firmly and snapped her out of her shock and said "Riddhima sambhalo khud ko..."

[Riddhima..Please calm down..]

"papa..Armaan..batayie na wo kaisa hai.." She asked crying hard.

[Da...Amaan...How is he..please tell me]

"Haan dad..Armaan...wo kaisa hai..." Anjali asked holding Riddhima from her shoulders so that Shashank can tell them about Armaan.

[Yes Dad...How is Armaan now..]

"Armaan...Armaan thik nahi hai..." Shashank was able to mutter this much which gave a shock and worried expressions to everyone especially to Riddhima who after listening to him went in a shock state.

[Armaan...He is not fine..]

Shashank continued "Armaan ke sar par chot lagi hai...we have treated him but wo hamare treatments ko respond nahi kar raha hai...jaise wo khud hee jeena nahi chahta ho..." He wasn't able to complete so he signaled Dr. Kirti to complete for him.

[Armaan has an injury on his head...We have treated him but he is not responding to our treatments...like..he didn't want to live anymore]

She nodded and with traces of tears in her eyes she said "Dr. Armaan ko abhi observation mein rakha gaya hai..."

[Dr. Armaan is currently kept under observation.."

Shubhankar came and stood beside her to give her support to speak while she continued "Aur kuki wo Hamare treatments ko respond nahi kar rahe hai...So yeh unke liye bohot dangerous ho sakta hai. Agar unhe next 48 hours mein hosh nahi aaya...toh...toh wo coma mein bhi ja sakte hai ya..hum shyad unko bacha na paye..."

[And because he isn't responding to our treatments..So it can be proved dangerous for him...If he didn't woke up in next 48 hours..then..then he can even slip in coma..and maybe we won't be able to save him.]

Listening to her last words everyone became shock and has tears in their eyes. They all consoled each other while Riddhima stood there all shocked. Her body had turned numb feeling no movements, her face turned pale, her heart was feeling immense pain yet no tears were there in her eyes.

Ishq Leta Hai Kaise Imtihaain
Ishq Me Jiyu ,Ishq Mein Maroo
Ishq Hi Mera Bhagwan
Haii Rabba Tu Hi Meri Jaan Tu Hi Jahan
Tu Hi Meri Manzil Tere Ishq Mein Main Qurbaan

Everything came to an end. Without uttering a word she entered in the operation theatre and stared the lifeless body of her Armaan. She moves towards him to have a closer look at him. His head was heavily bandaged with some blood spots on it. His face had some scratches here and there and his left hand is plastered heavily.

She looked at him as tears started to flow from her eyes mercilessly. She cried looking at his condition. His face was drained out of blood and was looking pale. His intense blue eyes which always use to sparkle as he saw her were closed. There was no more shine in his eyes. His lips which always use to smile were no more smiling. His lifeless body was there.

She held his right hand and while bending she cupped his cheek with her other hand. She stared at him intensely as if this was the last time she was looking at him. She was pleading to him in her heart to wake up...to open his eyes and look at her. To once again make her feel that how beautiful she is when he looks at her...To feel his touch...his presence...his essence around her.

But all she can do is look at him. She caressed his face with her hand and while bending more she touched his forehead with hers. Her tears were falling onto his cheeks to make him feel her pain her desire, her love. But at the same time she felt guilty for his condition. She now knew that his love for her was always true. It was her love which couldn't trust him, it was her love that was the weak one.

She closed her eyes not knowing what to say or do so that she can bring her Armaan back. She remembered days when they fight for no reason, when they fall in love, when they confessed and all their numerous of moments they had spent together. She realized that it was always Armaan who did things for her...It was always him who made her smile, who made her cry, who gives her pain...but she knew very well that he is only the person who can soothe her pain.

She suddenly remembered about the envelope that she found in Armaan's room. She felt that it was not a random one. She felt the urge to know if that was Armaan's letter or not. She once again cupped his face and kissed his forehead letting her lips linger on his skin. She then parted and whispered near his ear "Come Back Armaan...Your basket needs you..! I love you...Please come back for me..Please forgive me..Please...!"

Sama Rahi Hai Tu Jism-O-Jaan Mein
Chali Jayegi Jaan Is Imtihaan Mein
Ab Mujhko Hai Malum Ki Tu Hi Mera Junoon
Ab Tu Hi Mera Rab-Zindagi Tujh Se Hi Mera Sakoon

With heavy heart and yet reluctantly she made her way out and without replying to anyone she took her bag and head towards the fire escape. She entered in fire escape and stopped for a minute as enormous of memories flushed in her mind. Whether good or bad...or happy or sad..it was their memories... and she wants to cherish every memory as they had Armaan in them. She sat on the stairs and opened the envelope. She finds a letter and a ring in it. She stared at the ring as it was a simple ring made of gold with small diamonds studded in it. She smiled looking at it and then opens the letter to read. As soon she started reading the letter her tears again started flowing and this time it was all out of the pain and sadness through Armaan had suffered in a mere night because of her harsh words to him.

She can still feel the pain and the dried tears on papers which belong to Armaan. Maybe or no he had cried while writing this letter to her. She held her forehead and while carrying the ring and letter she headed towards ICU but her vision started to blur and she felt dizzy. Next moment they found her lying unconscious in the corridor.

They carried her to a ward near Armaan's and gave her all sought of medications to bring her around. After an hour she came around and sees her surroundings. As the reality dawned upon her she woke up shouting only one thing which is on her mind "Armaaannn..."

Ishq Leta Hai Kaise Imtihaan
Ishq Mein Jiyu, Ishq Me Maroo
Ishq Hi Mera Bhagwan
Haii Rabba Tu Hi Meri Jaan Tu Hi Jahhan
Tu Hi Meri Manzil Tere Ishq Me Main Qurbaan

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