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MY EQUATION OF TRUST(DARK + MATURE)
PART: 10
THE ONLY THING WHICH SHE POSSESSED
Precap: they found something common between them... Rd had soft corner for here somewhere... Sanyu caught in library...
The scene which she witnessed left her dumb in fear..yeah it was him...he was looking at her with rage filled up in his eyes...his eyes were red...he was looking at her like a wild lion ready to eat her all up...his face was all red...he was looking like a beast... and after looking at him..she got goose bumps...her eyes got widened in shock and fear...the book which she was reading fell down from her grip...she stood up with her shivering legs and was about to say something but before she could do so..he rushed to her and within the next moment pushed her to the back..Towards the back wall...due to which she fell down in back along with the chair..the chair which was behind her...the chair which hit up her very brutally on her forehead...she was lying there on the floor in her unconsciousness taking up her head in her palms wincing in her half voice in pain...the blood was oozing out from her head...but he was still in rage...he looked at her something ached in his heart... he found it to be wrong with her... but at the same time his past ached in his heart by founding her in his mini library with her' favorite books... yeah there was her' memories in the library... he was all confused... He was feeling pain by looking at her...and also feeling pain by looking at her in their' place...he closed his eyes to calm himself down...but her' melodious giggles rang up in his mind... he felt to be stuck between the both the past and the present..'her' memories were haunting him...it was forcing him to be beast... whereas his inner self was scolding him..Scolding him to be a beast... be a inhuman...
His soul was just crying from inside...he was all stuck...between many things...and then in between all this he roared up loud like a injured lion...he opened up his eyes and started throwing the things here and there like maniacs... while roaring loud... He was crying loud in pain...in frustration... His eyes were red..red out of pain... and then after destroying the things he sat up on the floor while huffing a lil taking his head in his palm...and stared at a point...was looking at the floor huffing a lil...his hands were in his hairs...he was showing no motion...but just then his mind popped up with her condition and then he stood up from his place with a jolt and rushed to her while panicking a lot.. she was lying there on the floor... with her hands on her head...her face totally colorless...and the blood was oozing from her head...and after looking at her his heart ached...he felt a lump in his throat... something came to his mind... He got panicked..his eyes got moist and then within the next moment he bent down at her level and carried her up to his room while panicking a lot... he reached in his room and placed her on his bed with utmost care... and then within the next moment he called up the doctor and started using the first aid on her head...he started applying the first aid on her forehead... he looked at her half dead unconsciousness state..and he felt his heart beating up fast... His hands started shaking a lil..his eyes became moist...just then his family doctor came up in his room...and broke his trance by taking his name to which he left her with a jerk while blinking his eyes and then directed the doctor to her... the doctor checked her up.. Dressed her wound and then said while handling the prescription list.. in his straight voice... "mr. shikhawat... don't worry she will be fine...bas aap inka dhayan rakhiyega and ha unhe rest dijiyega aur saath me davayi bhi...chinta ki koi baat nahi hai chot gehri nahi hai bas thodi si care ki zarurat hai inhe..." and after listening to this rd who was till now just moving to and fro in the room in tension..in guilt.. Cursing his fate and himself... Took a deep breath of relief and then directed... the doctor to the gate...
After dropping the doctor to the gate he came back to his room and looked at her..she was still lying up in the unconsciousness...he felt a pain in his soul..he went up to her and sat beside her...he was looking up at her...with a guilt...
An hour passed like that..he was still looking at her just then she showed up some moment... Her hands started moving towards her head...while he blinked his eyes in lil disbelief...she took her head in her palms...and then said while wincing in pain.. "oouch.." ..n his eyes glittered up with a relief...she opened her eyes to look up at the scene and then after looking at him started sitting up to leave the place...but yeah she was lil weak.. was unable to do so..he smiled to this faintly with a lil relief and then moved towards her to help her up.. to which she made a confused pout while he ignored it and helped her up to sat up properly...she sat up properly and started to stood up from the bed but he signaled her with a lil kind of concern along with the guilt in his eyes to not to stand up... to which she being weak followed without any second thought... He smiled to this and went out from the room... while she was just confused..she was not getting up anything...just then her gaze fell on her hand her upper chest portion... there were red marks imprinted over there..which no less looked like the love bites...she took it in other sense.. being unaware of the fact that the marks were of the accident which happened before an hour... Due to hitting up of her body against the chair...she felt disgusted at it...her eyes welled up with tears...she felt like dying at the moment because THE ONLY THING WHICH SHE POSSESSED in this world was till now her dignity for her...which according to her she lost...she felt betrayed...she took her face in her palm and started crying up like a maniacs...she cried up their like maniacs for some 10 mins but then she stood up from the bed with a jolt and started throwing up all the things like mads...while screaming her heart out in her broken voice... "I wanna die...sab khatam ho gya sab..why m a girl.. why... why..mere saath hi kyu...kyu...kyu..."... she was crying up like mad throwing everything here and there..breaking up everything in frustration... Just in the way like she was broken from inside now...just then he came up in the room with a bowl of soup in his hands.. was shocked by looking up at her..he had haven't seen her like this...he was lil confused also he kept the bowl at the side and then went up to her to stop her up..she was facing her back to him...was about to throw the vase but he turned her by her arm with a jolt due to which the vase fell down on the floor... she looked at him...and then within the next second she pushed him back with all her force...he fell down back and was confused...he looked up at her...her eyes were totally red...red out of pain and rage...her face was all red and wet with sweat... she was huffing was in anger and before he could figure up something more she started throwing up the things at him while saying in her high pitch in her broken but determined voice while sobbing... "sab barbaad kar diya tumne... you bloody... Sab barbaad kar diya sab...tum saare aadmi ek jaise hote ho..u all are just cheat...u all just want only one thing...chhhi... I just hate you all..." and after listening to this he was just confused was just looking up at her trying to figure up something but at that moment only a plastic vase hit him up at his head breaking his reverie..and then he stood up from his place... and rushed to her stop her up...he took her right arm in his grip to stop her up but to this she pushed him back and screamed at him...in her determined voice... "durr raho mujse..muje chuna bhi mat tum..." and to this he made a confused pout and said while trying to calm her down.. "are yeh kya..." But before he could complete she rushed to him and interrupted while pulling the collar of his shirt...shaking it hard...in her determined voice with a burning spark in it.. "kya keh rahe the tum hum ladkiya joote saaf aur ghar ke kaam karne ke liye bani hai...hum tum logo ki slaves hoti hai...ha...ab bolo na..(he tried to calm her up but she didn't gave any heed to it and continued)...toh MR. RSS me itna bata du ki ladkiya kabhi kisike niche rehne ke liye nahi bani hoti..ladkiya sabse uppar rehne ke liye hoti hai...and tum aur tum jese log iss duniya me sabse jada neeche rehne waalo me se hote hai..." He gripped her hands and was about to stop her but she freed her hands from his grip with a disgust and then said while pushing him back... "tum sab gire hue ho.. ek ladki ko kamzor jo samajhte ho... tum logo me insaaniyat toh hai hi nahi..aaj tak kabhi kisi ki respect toh life me ki hi nahi hogi...are tum kya jaano emotions kya hote hai...kabhi pyaar hi nahi kiya hoga kisise...bas dusro ko use karna jaante ho tum log..." and after listening to her last words his rage took over his mind but he composed himself by remembering the doctors words... And she continued... "and aaj aaj toh tumne had hi kar di.. aa gaye tum apni asliyat pe..u raped me right...???? (he was shocked...was not getting anything...was just looking at her to figure up the things...)...u raped me bloody jerk.. (she fell down at her knees and started crying bitterly... whereas he was still in shock but he got her misunderstanding and started moving towards her to clear up everything but she just stopped him by showing her hands...stood up again and then continued while sobbing and stammering a lil)...tummm saarree ladkkke ese hi hottte ho...ssaab bas use...karna chahte ho...koi pyyaar me fasata hai toh kkoii zabardasti se...ttuumne toh mujse pehle oro ko bhi use kkiyya hogga right...???...kitno ko pyyar me fasaya..kitno ka bharosa toda tumne ha...are tum jese toh apni maa ki bhi respect nahi kar..." but before she could complete it was over for him.. his patience was now over...he moved towards her and pushed her to the bed and sealed his lips with hers to stop her up... Whereas she struggled to free herself..but nah he Was in rage now..it was impossible to stop him...he started smooching her lips roughly was just eating them up..while she started pushing him...was just continuously hitting on his chest...but he was not ready to leave her up..he was just eating up her lips...tears started coming out from her eyes...she was weeping inaudibly...whereas he was trying to shut her up...soon he realized what he was doing to her and then left her with a jerk and rushed out from the room leaving her all alone... with moist eyes...
He went up to her so called bed .. broke down over there and started crying bitterly and then said while stammering in his broken voice...questioning someone... "how could she say that...how could she... I love you na.. I still love you aalu...you are my life aaliya..i love you..."
Recap: rd found something suspense...change...
AUTH'S NOTE: a innocent can become a monster... a harmless person can become a beast... a weak can become dangerous... if the only thing possessed by one is taken away from the person... here sanyukta only had one thing with her which was bounding her to be quite her dignity...and when she got that it was all gone...she brusted out loud without any fear becuz then she had nothing with her...sometimes this leads a person to the wrong way also...so never ever try to take the most precious thing from one by taking others as weak...
So how was it guyz...???
I really missed you all in last two days..i know m sounding lil stupid but yeah I really missed you all...
Btw as I have posted it after the long two days so I want the maximum response...plz wanna interact to u all as much I can...
Arjun
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