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So he wants to make her happy even if it means he is unhappy

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Would you mind updating? 😛

I thought by now you must have updated something...

Only you should be blamed for this because you have made us used to this...

Update this very soon my sweet little sister and I will give you a candy 😆

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Hi. Wers the update. We all are eagerly waiting. Update dear.

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CHAPTER 2

"Khushi!" he said as he finally came out of trance, he was so shocked to find her in his house. He wondered how come she was in Italy? Was he dreaming or what? He called her again at once as she did not hear him.

"Khushi, me Arnav!" he said and called her. But it looked like she was sleeping? He was not sure. He was scared. He wondered if she was fine. He checked her forhead, but she seemed okay. He kept his hand on hers. She was not responding him. Khushi never had been deep sleeper. She would wake up hearing one call. He patted her cheek softly.

"Khushi, can you hear me?" he said, his voice was sinking in fear.

She still was not responding. Was she unconcious? he thought.

"Arnav ji, please listen to me, please open the door!" Arnav looked at her confused. "Khushi, please open your eyes, it is me, Arnav!"

Hearing him, Khushi all of sudden opened her eyes, and saw him, and she was still in Arnav's flat and him looking at her in concern, she wondered what just happened.
She wiped her sweat off her forehead.

"Khushi, wait I go and get water for you!" he said, and rushed to the kitchen.

She looked at herself, she was still wearing her old saree, as in her dream she was wearing a new set of clothes. Then she realized she was too tired that she had fallen on the sofa and as soon as she closed her eyes she was sleeping. She checked the clock it was now 7:00 o'clock. Arnav was home after an hour.

She took a deep breath of sheer relief realizing it was her fears in her head that made her dream about Arnav's wrath. Arnav wasn't mad at her, he didn't mention abortion - just like her parents had said he will, not at least for the moment- he also hadn't thrown her out of his house.

She was relieved, but her dream only left her sick with fear, what if Arnav would do it now? She wished him to say anything to her, but nothing as she had dreamt of.

"Khushi, here drink water," he said as he came back with a glass of water.

Khushi held glass of water with her trembling hands, and she almost had spilled it if Arnav wasn't still holding it in his hand.
He knelt on his knees and made her drink water. Her tears flowed down her cheeks.
Arnav took a glass from her hands and kept it on the coffee table.

"Khushi, what happened? Why you look so tensed? Are you okay? Is your health fine? Have you been going to the doctor?" he asked. "How did you come here, and when? Who told you that I live here?"

Khushi's mind still was so furious that she couldn't believe what she pictured in her mind was the worst dream ever, better it was just a dream, she thought. She wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tightly.
She was looking at him, he looked more terrible than in her dream.

She found out she had nothing to say to him. What would she say anyways? She wasn't going to tell him that she knows about his health. Because she was afraid that he will say or do everything to send her away from him for her happiness, that she didn't want.

Arnav felt he was the one who was dreaming. Khushi was really not there. But dreams aren't this vivid.

"Khushi, relax," he said but she hugged him even more tightly. She only cried till she was sick of them. She forgot that she was pregnant and need to take care of herself.

Her hormones were riding her to the state of craze, she hadn't expected she would dream every fear she had inside her mind.

"Khushi, would you say something?" he asked afraid.

"What she would say?" she thought. She had nothing to say to him except...

"Sorry, Arnav ji. For what I did with you," she said.

Arnav was afraid, and had his finger crossed, he just wished that she didn't know he was sick. But she was sorry for what she did, he had not expected it. Especially, when she had taken divorce from him.

"I am sorry for hurting you!" she sobbed.
She was not letting go off him even when he was trying her to push her back so that he could talk to her, face to face, and calm her down. Because seeing her like this was killing him.

"Khushi," he said, and he lightly pushed her back. "Please, Arnav ji, don't throw me out of the house. I am really sorry!" she said.

"No," his mind screamed. He won't even think of doing such, not even in his dreams. His heart and eyes were aching to see her when she was finally in front of him how he could do so? May be this was the reason he was still alive, and had wished before dying he could see her once. He didn't know god was listening to him this closely.

"Khushi, no, why would I throw you out of the house?" he asked.

Khushi just wished this wasn't something that she was dreaming of.

"You won't?!" she asked as she wiped her tears.

"What made you think that, Khushi?" he asked. "It's good to see you here! How are you here, by the way? Are you here with your family?"

Khushi's heart shattered as she felt pain in his words.

"No, I have come alone!"

"Alone? Why? And how did you come to know about me?"

"Uhh...I got to know by accident!" she said, as she still tried hard to compose herself.
In the past twenty minutes she was thankful to god millionth times that she was not dreaming this.

"Khushi, you need more water?"

She shook her head. She needed him, that was all.

She wondered if he knew she was pregnant.

"Arnav ji, I have to tell you something!"

"Yes, Khushi, say!"

"I am..." she stopped. She didn't know how to say it.

"Khushi, I know what you are going to say!" he then said.

"You know?"

"Yes, I am happy for you," he said. "This was what you always wanted, right?!"
Khushi was happy that he knew it. "Are you happy?" she asked.

"Khushi, you are going to start a new life, and why won't I be happy? Of course I am happy that you are going to get married!"
Khushi's face fell all of sudden.

"What happened, Khushi?"

"No, Arnav ji, this was not I was going to say. I was going to say that I am pregnant," she said all at once.

"Oh, that's good..." he said. "What?" he added suddenly.

Before he gets a chance to ask what she was saying... She completed her sentence.

"...Pregnant with your child!"

Arnav stood all of sudden on his feet. Khushi's heart was in her chest. Thousand fears again engulfed her. His face was masked with many emotions. But she could read one properly, a shocked one.
Khushi too got up the sofa. Now she realized he had no idea that he was going to become a father. Another sign she was not dreaming.

What Arnav was feeling was pure happiness, and yes, he was shocked too. But he somewhere knew Khushi could have been pregnant. They were trying to conceive. Even Lavanya had told him. That time he just ignored it because he wasn't sure if it was going to happen as he didn't hear anything about her pregnancy.

"Do you still want the baby?" he asked her. "I mean, after we have divorced!"

"What do you want?" she asked.

"I am happy for you," was he could only say.

"You wanted it."

"Is Aditiya happy? I mean that you are carrying my baby!"

"Of course I am happy!" Aditiya said, as out of no where he was standing outside Arnav's flat. Arnav faked a smile, but his heart felt it was knifed into little and infinite pieces.
Khushi was damn shocked to see him present there.

"Khushi, you didn't tell me you wanted to come and see your ex-husband!" he came in and hugged her. "Your dad told me, what was next I came here after you."

"Hi, Mr. Aditiya!" Arnav said. "I am really happy for both of you!" It was a lie of course.

"Thank you, Mr. Raizada. What has happened to you? Looks like you haven't left drinking, huh?! I am happy, because how come Khushi had left you for me. I know a bad joke, but sorry to know things did not work between you."

Arnav drank his tears - that were formed at the back of his eyes- and Khushi just managed to hide her anger. Arnav thanked himself that he had always been strong enough to hide his pain. "Yeah, I am sorry for that fact, that I didn't learn to be sober," he said looking at Khushi.

Khushi's heart ached once again looking at him. He was once again hurt and nothing she could do. He was once again taken up for his ill health as drunk. He often laughed at himself, what image he had made of himself in front of everyone. But he never felt sorry for himself not anymore.

Khushi wanted to push Aditya away but she moved his hand off her waist, politely. And she could not believe her parents can cross every limits of their. She regretted she even went to ask for their permission and told them where she was going.

"Khushi, you have met him, now let's go. We have to return back. Your father was so worried, he said he want you to be back as soon as possible. And after all, our engagement is in a week. Mr. Raizada, please do come. Whole world want to see you. And you are hiding here in Italy. I know it's hard to face after being humiliated, but it's alright. Dogs keep on barking!"
"Just like you," Khushi wanted to say to him.

"May I know how come engagement in a week?" she asked.

"Oh, Mr. Gupta, wants that me and you get married soon. So that I can take care of this baby!" Khushi was surprised how he never had a problem with this baby.

"Aditiya, I am not going anywhere!" she said. "And in no way I am going to get engaged to you, when in no way I have said yes to this marriage!"

Arnav looked at her in surprise. He wondered if she was happy with this marriage.

"I know, Khushi, you are mad at me, that I didn't talk to you for a while, but I know you can hide this from yourself not me. Mr. Gupta, I mean dad, I should call jim dad now, said me that you always loved me. If it wasn't for the promise for your friend, Lavanya. You hadn't married this man!"
Khushi had no idea where did that she-was-mad-at-him-thing came out of and she loved him? What the heck? It was not the truth. Again she knew it only came from her father's side.

"Aditiya, we can talk about it later."

"It's okay, Khushi, you guys carry on," Arnav said and left. Before Khushi could stop him he was gone.

"Aditiya, for now I want to stay here for a while, for me can you please just postpone the engagement?! And also a marriage for a year?! I don't want any headache."

"What are you saying, Khushi?" Aditiya asked.

"Nothing, for me can't you do this? You know what I will tell you everything on phone," she said and winked at him.
Aditiya was confused but he simply nodded.
Khushi knew it was her father's conspiracy. She was so angry, and stressed, that she was loosing her cool. But she realized she had to play according to her parents set rules to beat them in the game that they were too curious to play with her life. They must have made every story to convince Aditiya to marry her. She wasn't a fool who did not know, Aditiya was a clever businessman, without his own benefit he wouldn't even accept his own parents, she herself and the baby was a far story. But she knew he was always an emotional fool. She had to do everything too call off this marriage.

"Sure, Khushi. But I have to return back..."

"It's okay, Aditiya. I will be back soon to India. And will you explain this to my parents and your family?"

"Yes, Khushi. Anything for you. I really think you are beautiful and I really want to marry you. I will say that I want to postpone this marriage for a year."

"Aww...That's so sweet of you, Aditiya!"

"I book a hotel for you to stay in!"

"Don't worry, Aditiya. I already have!"

"Okay, Khushi. See you and do tell me on phone..."

"About what...?"

"About why are you going to stay here?"

"Oh I tell you now, you know what I actually want to abort this child. I don't want it!"

"Why, Khushi? I told you I will accept this baby! Khushi, I truly care for you!" he said.

"Your dad said how much you want this baby!"

Khushi couldn't tell if he was acting or what? But she expected him to be happy with this decision of hers. Then she would have known his true colours. "Khushi, don't abort this baby!"

Her eyes fell at Arnav's reflection through the kitchen glass door. Her heart raced, she was afraid, and knew he had heard her saying this.

"Khushi!" Aditiya said.

"Aditiya, I need time to think. That I will only be able to make if I will be here. Just go!"

"Are you sure, Khushi?" Aditiya said.

"Yes, Aditiya!"

"Bye, Khushi, take care of yourself. Do not stay here please. But in a hotel!"

Aditiya left and Khushi closed the door so that he doesn't come back. As she turned back Arnav was gone. Khushi ran to see where he had gone. She had to clear every misunderstanding. He was in his room. She saw him digging in his medicine box for medicines restlessly.

"Arnav ji, are you looking for something?" she asked scared.

"Huh...No, nothing. Khushi go, from here please. I am little busy."

"Arnav ji, what these medicines for?" she asked.

Arnav was scared to answer her. But sensations inside his body was killing him. He thought before he breaks down he had to send her out.

"Khushi, can you go and see in the kitchen I have put my medicines there. I just have a head ache!"

Khushi had cleaned up the kitchen there she hadn't find any medicines.

"Arnav ji, I didn't see any medicines there. I had cleaned it! But if your head hurts I can massage it."

His breathing was hardly coming to him. He thanked god that his back was towards her.
"Khushi, I forgot it must in the cabinet in my study. From here down the hall, to the left is my study."

"Okay," she said and ran.

Arnav immediately picked three tablets and gulped down his throat without even drinking water. He then hid his medicines in his locker and went to the washroom until, he knew his medicines worked.

"Arnav ji, where are you?" Khushi said.

"Here is your medicine!"

"Khushi, I got my medicine, actually! The one in your hands are the one that I don't eat."

Khushi knew something was wrong with him. He can't hide his pain now from her when she knew what he was going through.

"Arnav ji, can you please come out? I need to talk to you!" her heart was beating in fear. Or he was hurt by hearing that she was going to abort the baby, she wondered.

"Khushi, can I take shower? I will see you in the living room."

His voice was deceiving him, and her mind wasn't accepting he was fine.

She waited in fear in his room. Finally after half an hour he was out.

"Arnav ji, what ever you heard was not the truth. I don't want to abort this child!" She immediately said.

"I know, Khushi," he said. "There must be a reason behind it, I mean why you said it. It's okay you do not have to give these explanations. Must say Aditiya is going to be a great father. He is a great person too. Anyways, I think you should eat something. You should not be negligent towards your health if you are pregnant."

Khushi looked at him as he went out of the room. She touched her womb at so much peace she was at now. She had to once again make him perfectly fine, enough he has fought alone and that was just because of her and his family.

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Are you guys, surprised, shocked? This was a bonus update for all of you. Thank you for the love that you are giving to this series. I know you all curiously wait for the updates, hehe really I am to blamed? Yes, I update almost every other day...I am surprised how come I did not update in the past two days, but I had been down with fever and my cousins had come over so could not able to update story, but I had fun reading your comments. Thank you for your feedback! Stay blessed!

Also, please excuse the mistakes kindly. I am not at all a professional writer. I suck at editing. Even if I edit ten times mistakes leave behind, I had always been a lazy editor. I know it becomes a problem for many of you who are so good at English. But I can't do anything. So please excuse the mistakes and sometimes I don't have time. You should be thankful as a lazy person I am giving you guys updates! And I am writing 6 stories at the same time.

CHAPTER 3

Edited by NidhiAS.Raizada - 10 years ago

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Mind blowing update! Awesome freaking good.

Now the story goes like this...In this chapter it is the same Arnav,

Arnav who hurt Khushi. Who welcomed it? She herself. Who really would marry such an a**hole? Whole family was there to take care of her. But he was alone. He deserved it to be. Because he was wrong by mourning over his wife's death. (What a logic!) When Khushi was ignoring him, she had her whole family on her side, and he was still alone. Serve him great. He had no right to hurt Khushi who had come for his good. He said he won't accept her as his wife, but he fulfilled her wish of become a mother. She got that happiness. In return he wasn't given a chance, to be a good son, a husband, a brother, and a father. End result he was still alone. Again he deserved it. He was not only ruining his life, but Khushi's and his own family's reputation. Why wouldn't they have been angry anyways?

When he was at the hospital, he fought to a great extent much alone, would not matter if Aman was there with him, the bottom line he needed his family. Though I am happy he (aman) was there with him. But when Khushi needed him, wasn't he there? Poor him still not understood by mass.Today they only knew is that Arnav was sick, and he needs them? When he might be closed to death? (Don't want that to happen.) It's lame. Why do they care? Why don't they let him die? Khushi doesn't deserve such a man, she simply ruined her own life and now she is again back?
Does not matter what he went through, nobody should expect him to say a single word, not complain for anything and accept Khushi and most importantly his family. Where is that law written? (Why did you make it just a dream, Nidhi? Does he has no right to let his anger out? After two months she has showed up at his door to make him alright? Oh god 😡 )And give Khushi and his own family a chance for pushing him on the verge of dying. Won't say anything to poor Khushi, she had always been a victim. Victim of Lavanya, then Arnav, and now her family, but his poorest family. I feel sad for them.

He is the same Arnav, who said nothing but listened to this shitty Aditiya! Bloody bast**d, Aditiya. He is the same Arnav to whom I remember her saying that it was her mistake that she gave him the right to touch her. Was it because she was angry? Now I understand what he meant when he had said, she had given him the chance to touch her. So she believed that baby is a mistake? I am sorry to say if Khushi wanted she would have been forgiving and gave Arnav a chance. Rather than hurting herself. Because she loved him. She didn't. He begged her. She wanted him to feel the pain that he gave her. Why not? He should know how it feels when you get hurt. This is what I call a love. Now because she is pregnant, and Arnav was sick she came to know, she is back in his life. Wasn't Arnav doing the same? He was excused of doing all this out of guilt. He had no idea what she was going through, just like that she didn't know. Because he didn't tell her neither he was told. Now is Khushi back to him out of guilt or love or because of baby? Being alone all for 2 years, he must have fears that Khushi will leave him. Why not he will have? Khushi had decided to give him the divorce. Because he was on a right path to death. He needed his family and her, they kicked his ass an threw him out. Other fear is of Khushi's marriage. Her parents are adamant that they will get her married to Aditiya. Aren't they? They took no time to send him to spy. Yes, seems like he is an emotional fool.This story is not complicated. People in this story, are complicated. Families of Khushi and Arnav are just crap families.

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Khushi's idea to marry him to bring him on track (was just for a promise), and then demand for a baby in this unwanted relationship (was her wish), and then her wish to divorce him, he was no wear to make decisions for himself. He wanted one chance, this decision was also depended on khushi and his family. No one gave him. This is just a story. In real life no one get these many chances where every chance was an opportunity to make up for mistakes. It's just the simple end. Because things don't work. Well who cares what goes on in real life, because we come here to read stories on our favourite hero, heroine. When Arnav married Khushi he would have accepted the marriage, he didn't. What a stupid man! Always self absorbed, arrogant, jackass. When he came to know how much Khushi was hurt, Khushi would have given him the chance. (Was it not to kill him by just guilt?" His stupid family ruined everything, if they were with him, nothing would have gone this wrong as worst it is now.

Yes he is the same bast**d, arrogant, jackass, who still wants Khushi! Because we always love arshii together. Sorry Nidhi, no I didn't have fight with my husband, neither I am kicked out of my job, it is just that I really feel connected to this story...After "on his demand" and "bonded for a marriage" and "acceptance" and "can you forgive me please" this series is my favourite. If I feel love, pain, happiness, anger that's what a true story does and it means you are going great. Keep going and wish you a very good luck with this and other stories. I actually fell in love with him here. He has proved that he loves her. Although, he doesn't know at the moment. I am super excited for the next part...

Take care dear :)

Quite a big post huh?!Happy reading!

Edited by Queen_of_Dutch - 10 years ago

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Posted: 10 years ago

#236

I love this story!!

Its SO unpredictable..u never noe wats gonna happen.

Cant wait for d nxt part :)

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What parents Khushi has!

Aditya... seems to be a nice guy expect concerned with his own business development!

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I love this story..awesome update

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Originally posted by: Queen_of_Dutch

Mind blowing update! Awesome freaking good.

Now the story goes like this...In this chapter it is the same Arnav,

Arnav who hurt Khushi. Who welcomed it? She herself. Who really would marry such an a**hole? Whole family was there to take care of her. But he was alone. He deserved it to be. Because he was wrong by mourning over his wife's death. (What a logic!) When Khushi was ignoring him, she had her whole family on her side, and he was still alone. Serve him great. He had no right to hurt Khushi who had come for his good. He said he won't accept her as his wife, but he fulfilled her wish of become a mother. She got that happiness. In return he wasn't given a chance, to be a good son, a husband, a brother, and a father. End result he was still alone. Again he deserved it. He was not only ruining his life, but Khushi's and his own family's reputation. Why wouldn't they have been angry anyways?

When he was at the hospital, he fought to a great extent much alone, would not matter if Aman was there with him, the bottom line he needed his family. Though I am happy he (aman) was there with him. But when Khushi needed him, wasn't he there? Poor him still not understood by mass.Today they only knew is that Arnav was sick, and he needs them? When he might be closed to death? (Don't want that to happen.) It's lame. Why do they care? Why don't they let him die? Khushi doesn't deserve such a man, she simply ruined her own life and now she is again back?
Does not matter what he went through, nobody should expect him to say a single word, not complain for anything and accept Khushi and most importantly his family. Where is that law written? (Why did you make it just a dream, Nidhi? Does he has no right to let his anger out? After two months she has showed up at his door to make him alright? Oh god 😡 )And give Khushi and his own family a chance for pushing him on the verge of dying. Won't say anything to poor Khushi, she had always been a victim. Victim of Lavanya, then Arnav, and now her family, but his poorest family. I feel sad for them.

He is the same Arnav, who said nothing but listened to this shitty Aditiya! Bloody bast**d, Aditiya. He is the same Arnav to whom I remember her saying that it was her mistake that she gave him the right to touch her. Was it because she was angry? Now I understand what he meant when he had said, she had given him the chance to touch her. So she believed that baby is a mistake? I am sorry to say if Khushi wanted she would have been forgiving and gave Arnav a chance. Rather than hurting herself. Because she loved him. She didn't. He begged her. She wanted him to feel the pain that he gave her. Why not? He should know how it feels when you get hurt. This is what I call a love. Now because she is pregnant, and Arnav was sick she came to know, she is back in his life. Wasn't Arnav doing the same? He was excused of doing all this out of guilt. He had no idea what she was going through, just like that she didn't know. Because he didn't tell her neither he was told. Now is Khushi back to him out of guilt or love or because of baby? Being alone all for 2 years, he must have fears that Khushi will leave him. Why not he will have? Khushi had decided to give him the divorce. Because he was on a right path to death. He needed his family and her, they kicked his ass an threw him out. Other fear is of Khushi's marriage. Her parents are adamant that they will get her married to Aditiya. Aren't they? They took no time to send him to spy. Yes, seems like he is an emotional fool.This story is not complicated. People in this story, are complicated. Families of Khushi and Arnav are just crap families.

***

Khushi's idea to marry him to bring him on track (was just for a promise), and then demand for a baby in this unwanted relationship (was her wish), and then her wish to divorce him, he was no wear to make decisions for himself. He wanted one chance, this decision was also depended on khushi and his family. No one gave him. This is just a story. In real life no one get these many chances where every chance was an opportunity to make up for mistakes. It's just the simple end. Because things don't work. Well who cares what goes on in real life, because we come here to read stories on our favourite hero, heroine. When Arnav married Khushi he would have accepted the marriage, he didn't. What a stupid man! Always self absorbed, arrogant, jackass. When he came to know how much Khushi was hurt, Khushi would have given him the chance. (Was it not to kill him by just guilt?" His stupid family ruined everything, if they were with him, nothing would have gone this wrong as worst it is now.

Yes he is the same bast**d, arrogant, jackass, who still wants Khushi! Because we always love arshii together. Sorry Nidhi, no I didn't have fight with my husband, neither I am kicked out of my job, it is just that I really feel connected to this story...After "on his demand" and "bonded for a marriage" and "acceptance" and "can you forgive me please" this series is my favourite. If I feel love, pain, happiness, anger that's what a true story does and it means you are going great. Keep going and wish you a very good luck with this and other stories. I actually fell in love with him here. He has proved that he loves her. Although, he doesn't know at the moment. I am super excited for the next part...

Take care dear :)

Quite a big post huh?!Happy reading!