a swaron FF Beyond Commitment epilogue updated *6/8/15* - Page 39

Originally posted by: sanchiswaron

nooo😲 you cant leave it on cliff hanger again 😭

she love him from 8 years and never let him know 😭😭

the diary writing was beautiful 😭 her emotions

finally Swayam got to know

hope he wont go on guilt trip now 😲

please update soon soon soon

Originally posted by: prachi_vrushan

wow wow wow superb update hayee Sharon ka haal-e-dil beautifully penned n swayam's emotion too nice update update soon

Originally posted by: AnanyaVruShan

omg. awsm update... loved it really...

plz update soon... wanna read sharon's reaction.

Originally posted by: keechu91

anniii

wht the helll is this???????...😡

its AMAZING...👏👏

WOW WONDERFUL UPDATE...👏👏

AND THE MOST BEAUTIFUL ONE...👏👏

i expected that will be diary only...

hayeee

i loved each and every words in the dairy...

tooo touchinggg...

i was giving company to my swayam ...

of course for crying...😭😭😭

sorry for the late and small cmt...

once i become free will give u long one...

and update soon...

do pm me...

dont forget me...

with love

keechu di😃

Originally posted by: athi_vrushan

heya ani

sorry 4 d really late comment

but i had read all the updates being offline

coming to the updates

chapter 10

sharon explaining her feelings 4 swayam and

instead of ridddima swayam heard all that

and swayams majnu mode turned on in front of the house

i mean really????????

he is so cute

and as sharon feared he askd the same qn

and sharons blushy reaction

again here you left ua readers with an element

of suspense

i so wanted to know it and really waited 4 another update

chapter11

wow suspense revealed

sharons diary

her sweet natureis truly evident

she loves swayam from then

swayams place in her lyf and heart was truly prominent

swayams urge to read through the pages was well written

and he really wishd if he knew her feelings earlier

sharon felt hurt when she came to knw that swayam liked some1else

and still maintained her friendship

waiting to read more

update soonish

thnx 4 d pm

PART 12

"swayam ye diary tere paas..." Sharon said as fear started gripping her heart...swayam's behavior showed well that he has read whatever she had written...

"how could you cookie???" he whispered with tears rolling down his cheeks...

"HOW COULD YOU???" swayam shouted as Sharon flinched...

"meri baat sun swayam...just listen to me once... And why did you read it...it was personal swayam..." she tried to reason...

"YES I READ IT...and you know what...thank god that I read it... varna mujhe kabhi ye sab pata hi nahi chalta..." he was breathing hard by now...

"swayam pls calm down..lets sit and talk..." Sharon came forward and held him by his shoulder but swayam jerked her hands away leaving a shocked Sharon...

"don't you dare...Sharon... don't you dare... Do you even realize what the hell have you done... I was supposed to be your best friend... Mai is galat faimi mein tha ki I know everything about you but ... NO... suddenly one day I come across a freaking notebook and get to know that MY best friend loved me since the past 8 yrs or so and I was completely unaware of it... WOW GREAT!!! NOW THIS IS NEWS..." Swayam burst out in anger , pain and guilt...

"swayam...pls e baar mujhe bolne to de..." Sharon again interfered but was stopped by swayam

"kya bolegi??? Aaj tak nahi bola to kya bolegi aaj tu????" he clamed down a bit and continued...

"Sharon do you realize ki ye mera hak tha????" he asked...

Sharon couldn't answer him...she had no answers...

"hak tha mujhe Sharon ye jaanne ka... didn't I deserve love... Maine jis moment pe ye realize kia that I love you maine tab hi tujhe bol diya...that very moment dil mein jo tha sab bol dia aur pichle 8 yrs e tune mujhse pyaar kia ...ye tune mujhe bolna zaruri nahi samjha????"

Swayam was guilty more than angry...he was angry at Sharon...he had the right to be angry...being his best friend he always thought that Sharon shares her life with him but she hid such a big thing from him so he had the right to be angry...

On the toher hand he always boasted that he knew Sharon better than herself... So the immense guilt of not understanding Sharon creeped into his body , mind , and soul...

The greater part of him which was guilty didn't know how to express that emotion so he chose to burst out at Sharon...not intentionally though...

"humhari shaadi ho chuki hai Sharon...uske baad to tu bol sakti thi na????jab maine tujhse apni dil ki baat batayi tab ti atleast bol sakti thi na???? tujhe koi hak nahi tha mujhse mera hak chinne ka... Ye mera pyaar hai aur mujhe ise experience karne ka right hai Sharon...how could you????" he shouted...

"OKAY so mr swayam shekhawat ko apni hak chahiye right???kaha chala gaya that era ye hak jab college khatam hone k baad tune mujhe apni life se nikal di??? Kaha gaya tha ye hak jab college khatam hone ki baad tu itni busy tha ki milna to dur hardly week mein ek baar call karta tha tu???? Kaha gaya tha ye hak jab tujhe naye dost milne ki baad mai yaad hi nahi thi????" Sharon cried out...

Swayam was too numb to react...

"kyun bolti mai tujhe kuch??why??? did you for once tried to ask me anything after college...you knew I would never say anything to you ...but unlike old times swayam you had already distanced yourself from me... You know what ?each night I used to cry myself for you not because of my feelings but because I lost my best friend... your priorities changed swayam... Rey was more close to you... not that I mind ...I understand how much rey means to you...radhika for the time being became important for you...i was just another option for you swayam... Did I ever blamed you for that??? Time changes people and I accepted that change... we stayed friends ...suddenly that became more important for me... If I never blamed you then how can you put the entire blame on me???? I deprived you of the rights of being my companion..." she choked and then whispered... "you deprived me of the rights of being your childhood best friend..."

She quickly wiped her tears and went outside the room to the terrace banging the door behind her while swayam was still standing there rooted to the spot staring into a particular no where...

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LOVE , ANI

Shit whenever I wish for beyond commitment to be updated its always that in my PM

It was beyond words...
Finally sharon spoke fr her self :)
U are born writter
Plz do update soon
Can't wait...

Finally Sharon spoke for herself. ..