Chapter - 16
Rohan's POV (hehhe i know u guyys loved him)
"f**k it! Why isn't she coming?! She's supposed to be here by now!
That retard, she better get her ass here this instant or I'll drag her out." Rey muttered angrily as he kicked the poor wall of the school's entrance. "Calm down, Rey. She's probably taking her time to fix herself. You know girls, they always want to look presentable on the eyes of their boyfriends." I told Rey looking at him trying to calm his frustrations down. He must really calm down before He'll lose his temper and knock the shit out of that brick or probably like he said awhile ago, he might drag kriya outside and unfortunately for kriya, Rey will drag her out from the Comfort room. And his mind better calm down, He's scaring the ladies out here. We're here standing waiting for his Kriya to come out but it's been a half of an hour waiting here for her and that's why Rey really knocking the shit out of that wall. If I were on Rey position I'd be like that but since this is his first time to wait for his first officially girlfriend, he really must wait. Since kriya came from the picture, Rey became calm but at the same time, since she came, she's the reason why Rey changes his mood and emotions all the time. It's like his emotion has been playing him around with some sort of a jigsaw puzzle kind of game and it's really frustrating. Like previously ago, He was extremely pissed when the teacher has taken his phone away since he was talking to Kriya, his wifey. And I can't believe that he was going to make a big deal about that WIFEY-HUBBY' thing and he seemed really so proud about it and of course, the rest of us make fun about their so called call names. And when the bell finally came, he drags us out along with him by shouting the shit out of Harry since that leprechaun was fast asleep while the hot dog was still on his mouth. He was really so overly excited; his not literally jumping to excitement but the way he acts and the way his eyes were sparkling that he never wanted to be late to see his wifey. And now, he's extremely pissed off for waiting for Kriya to come out to their school gate. Is this what LOVE has been doing to all the lovers existed? It scares me...
"Are you saying that my wife is a f**king ugly?" He glared at me. Where did he get that?! Kriya, is the prettiest girl I've ever seen and nothing more than that from what I had said since he was my bestfriend's girl and besides I don't do LOVE. I just complimented Kriya in a Friendly way..
"H-huh?...Oh..Err.. Of course not! Well, I'm trying to say is that, girls really love to make their selves presentable and organize." Then he seemed relax for a bit.
"Then...are you saying my wife is f**king pretty?" he said. Then I nodded honestly.
"Yes, she's really pretty ""Then he cuts me off by yelling the shit out of me. This guy really beats the shit out of me.
"Hey! Do you really like my wife that much to call her really pretty?! Shit! Are you trying to steal your bestfriend's wife?!" He angrily yelled at me. This is what I'm talking about and his possessiveness and being Bipolar he is. He can change his moods easily to make him calm then being mad again then I don't know what is more to come. Then I sighed at him and travelled my eyes on the school gate looking each and individual of the students. And as I say so myself that they have their own good looks but of course, the best looks that I had seen walking out from the gate had received a wink from me. A charm of a me. Then I saw her as she sexily bit her lip checking me out. But I'm not interested at her since I don't want anything to do with women's yet since this week has been so stressful.
Where in the world is Kriya is? She's taking so long! Don't tell me she lose her compact powder? Don't even bother asking me that where did I get that since all of the girls that I've been with, always complaining about the latest and newest compact powders that they always wanted me to buy besides of dresses. Then my eyes landed on the three girls. I know them. They are kriya's crazy friend. I don't know how kriya became friends with them since kriya is kind of a normal and a well behaved girl. "Hey! The three bestfriend's of kriya!
Where's kriya?"I rushed my footsteps towards them while rey was on my back. I expect him to beat the shit out of me for ignoring what he had told me awhile ago. But it didn't come. I think, he's violent behaviour became calm. They looked at me and I tried my best to remember their names but I couldn't put a finger on it since I haven't yet talk to them. They looked at us as their mouths dropped on the floor while me and Rey looking at them standing there with a weird expression on our faces.
Then Rey broke the ice. "What the hell are you staring at?! Where is my retarded wife?!"Rey seemed frustrated. Then the girl who had blue eyes said. "W-who?" She asked confusingly.
"Your Friend Kriya. Where is she?" I asked calmly. "Oh, She got out so early awhile ago on our literature class." The Brunette Girl said. I still can't remember their names. "But as far as I can remember, she went to your school for a reason that she didn't tell me what it is. And all I know is that, it has to do with that guy."Then the girl who has chocolate coloured hair said and pointed her finger at Rey while me and Rey were utterly shocked.
"What?! Our school?!" I said and looked at my back to see Rey as his mood changed back into his expression that I had never seen before, CONCERN. But we didn't see her outside awhile ago then it hit me. All the boys on the school were on chaos for searching for the girl, which very surprisingly since we barely see a girl on our school. Shit! It couldn't be!
I completely in shit! "I- I think we need to go back to the campus Re""I said as turned my gaze to Rey but he immediately rushed on his motorcycle and hopped into it and knock the road fast as ever. Then I followed his action as I hopped myself into my motorcycle and making my vehicle faster as I ever could. Shit! What has gotten into her head?! Isn't she aware that when the moment she steps inside that school is a big risk?! It's a very dangerous place out there! I hope nothing wrong happened to her because I'm aware that if something has happened to her, I don't know if Rey will be back again on the jail bars for killing the shit out of that someone who touches a finger on his girlfriend. Then finally we have both reached the school as I had seen some of the lads were still here. I hopped out from my motorcycle.
"Hey mates, go look for Kriya all over the school." I said searching for Rey and I saw him running inside as his eyes looking all over the place. "What's happening?! Why's Rey is in a bad mood?" Nil asked confusingly. "Kriya's might be in danger. We must find her before something might bad happen to her." I asked frustrated as I ran my hands to my locks... Then vicky asked.
"Why? What's going on Rohan?" I was about to answer when harry interfered. "I think I know what happened. She's the girl who creates the beast to let lose the hell. They are all searching for her." He said. I was utterly shocked from what he had said. How did he know that when he's fast asleep when we heard that news?! This guy can be so creepy whenever he wants to. "So, what are we doing here?! Let's go find her!" nil said since he's the matured one of the group as him and harry run to the different building of the school while me and vicky followed Rey's tracks. When we heard Rey's roaring voice and yelping groaning sound coming from a man's voice, we rushed our ways where those voices came from and we immediately had seen a very horrifying scene that I wish I didn't witness.
Kriya's POV.
I sat on the corner of room quietly sobbing as I feel the violation and the terrible things that they all had done for me. I hid myself as I pulled my shaking knees on my chest and shoved my face down to my knees, afraid to see them enjoying what they did to me! I used my ruined hair to cover up my destroyed hideous face from them. My wrists were bruised as I feel the tight belt wrapped around my wrist from my back. My aching sore throat voice were plastered with a duct tape as I feel my lips were swollen from the beating and slap that I get. They continuously laughed at me enjoying their contentment's to what they terribly done to me. They shrugged on their blazers back where it should be properly placed. Those Motherf**king creeps! How could they do such terrible thing for a woman?! I couldn't believe what I have been through when they played at me! They ruined me! They ruined everything that I took good care of! Those Bitches! Why are they so heartless when they know that I'm
tearing myself out, hopeless, useless, and worthless and nothing to held on awhile ago from those rubbishing things and horrifying scene that continuously rolling on my mind that I wish I could discard it so easily on my mind! Have they felt guilt from what they did?! Don't they have any sisters or mothers? For forcing me to things that woman mustn't be treated. "Miss Naughty Girl, I hope you learned your lessons already from your teachers!" The bas***d said as he evilly laughed at me. "Don't cry. Don't you like it or felt enjoyed for that enjoyments that we've had?" The other guy said kneeling in front of me. "Why don't you come here and look at your beautiful face on the mirror." The other one said as he buttoned the sleeves of his blazer. f**k YOU ALL! I hope you all die and rot in hell for all I care! I hope Karma will make pay for what you did! You ruined me! You ruined everything that I had taken care of! I loathe you all! They continuously laughed at me until they were disturbed by a banging door until the door let itself to fall on the floor. I looked at the human figure behind my hair and I barely couldn't describe who it was since I'm afraid to let that human to see my ruined and very violated face.
"K-kriya...?" Then I stopped breathing. I know who owns that voice. I became so tensed up when he's around here. I'm afraid to what he was going to say when he sees me in this state as I feel so devastated, crushed, disoriented woman and I feel so disgusted about myself. I don't want to see their faces when they see me. I don't want to feel pity and mercy. I don't want to see their crushed face when I'm torn apart. But then I heard the voice that keeps hunting me but at the same time, the remedy when I sleep. "..Kriya?" His calmed thick voice travelled through my ears as I feel
myself crushed and so torn up. I don't want him to see me like this! "Are..y-you my wife? Kriya..are...are you my kriya?" As I can feel his voice stuttered and shaking.
I can't hold it any longer, by feeling his presence lingers into mine as I can hear his voice that became music to my ears let myself to give up and cried into pain as I shoved my face more on my knees as I can feel easily tearing when he's here. Why are you here?! You c- came late?! Why d-did you came?! I'm not glad you're here to see me in this ruined and destroyed state. "I-I'm not K-kriy.a.."
Then my voice broke when I mentioned my name as I can feel tearing up again. Then I heard more people's presence as I can find it easily who it were since I know their voices. Just Great! Just f**king
Great! The whole Gang is here to witness the dirtiness of myself! Then I heard banging and punching and wincing of pain coming from those motherf**kers who ruined me. I can hear Nil's cussing, Vicky' pissing words, Harry's fist let loose to collide into the guys face and so as Rohan's kicking the shit out of the guy. I took a glance at them as I can see them beating the lives out of the three. But then the guy that I'm afraid to see me like this, remain stood still looking at me with indescribable emotions washing all over his face. Then I heard his footsteps coming closer to where I cornered myself into as I shook my head back down until I feel something warm that was applied on my shaking body until I notice that it was Rey's blazer uniform that was placed on my body.
"Use it. I don't want any of them to see my wife like this." He said like nothing happened. Then he seemed taking back when I talked back at him.
"Are you deaf? I'm telling you that I'm not your wife! I'm not Kriya!" I yelled at him.
That wasn't my intention but I'm just afraid to what would he say or react when he saw my ruined face. Then I noticed that the tape that was attached on my lips awhile ago fell off. Then he heaved a sigh.
"You are my wife and don't make me say it again."His voice remained calm.
"You're crazy..." I muttered under my breath. I remain seated on the corner and my head was dipped down as I avoided his luring stare finding my eyes since my hair was covering my face.
"Lift it up." He said commandingly.
"Lift the what?" I asked confused.
"Your face, I wanna see my wifey's face..." When he told me that, I became aware that, that statement made me nervous and my body was shaking due to fact that I'm scared to see his reaction and not only his reaction, I don't want him to see my face. I feel so ugly.
"No." I coldly muttered.
"Look at me." He said repeating the sound of his voice.
"N-no..." I said as I let out of a sob shaking my head violently not wanting him see my face. But this hard-headed will never learn to listen.
"Look at me." But then I remain silent not wanting to provoke any arguments or any anger issues between the both of us. But then I heard Rohan's husky voice interrupted us. Thank you, Rohan for interfering us.
"Rey, Uhm..I'm going to leave you both alone. We're just going to hang these motherf**kers on the flag pole.." Rohan said sternly at Rey. Then I heard Rohan walks out with the rest of the lads dragging the wincing and yelping boys out from the room. Then the silence been longed and the thick atmosphere was already place when...
"SHIT!" Then I heard Rey cursed and got up since he was kneeling in front of me then he walks up to the sink and I heard the crashing sounds. It sounded like Mirrors has been punched that creating crashing noises. Then I heard Rey angrily yelled.
"f**k!" Then another crashing sound as he punched the mirror.
"I'M USELESS!" more crashing sound. "f**kING USELESS!" another one.
"I'M GONNA' KILL THEM ALL!" Then another crashing sound making me extremely jumped on my sit.
"f**kING KILL THE SHIT OUT OF THEM ALL!" Then lastly another punching and crashing sounds coming from the broken mirrors. I couldn't take it any longer! I just couldn't bear thinking that Rey was torturing, hurting and the thing that hurts me the most is that he's blaming himself about what happened when I know that if I didn't came here, this will never happened. I don't want to see rey blaming himself and hurting himself. I stood up and run up to Rey as I quickly stopped him from punching his bleeding two hands by hugging him so tightly behind his back.As I buried my face seemingly so afraid to let him see me like this, Earning my nostrils the heavenly sweet but manly scent coming from Rey's polo uniform. I hugged him so tightly like I'm afraid to let him go as I let out a quiet sob.
"You didn't do any wrong Rey...Don't blame yourself.." I sobbed.
"No. This is my fault...If I came early; I would've been saved you from those f**kers." He muttered as he heaved a sigh. I'm happy that he willingly wanted to save me. He's always been saviour. My Superman. It has been longed embracing him from behind. I feel comfortable and safe hugging him or anything just to be near him. Near in his arms. I wanted to be here forever. I feel so safe. The security, The protection and being him, protective nature. I liked it.
"Rey, I think...I don't like you anymore." I told him.
But then he seemed shock as he wriggled out of my embrace.
"W-what?! You can't just leave me!! f**k it!" He nervously yelled as he walks back and forth while cursing and swearing under his breath. Oh Rey! I think he got it all wrong! He didn't make me finish yet.
"You got it all wrong...I think...I.I'm.in lo--.." Then he cuts me off.
"What?! Do you like someone else?! Am I not good enough? I can change! I can f**king change! Just don't leave me! Please..." He poured his heart out for me. And then he surprisingly hugged me as if I'm going to leave him due to the fact that he was thinking all of it completely wrong. The way he hugs me and hold me tight, it felt like he's afraid that I'm going to leave him and leave him all alone. He's like a six year old begging for his mother to not ever leave him all alone. Then He just used the word PLEASE' I haven't heard that word from him until Now, he just used that magic word that make my heart flutter. He's willing to change just for me. He's willing to change just for me not to leave him all alone. Why would he think that way? Of course, I won't do that! I would never leave him.
"I don't want to be...alone anymore. If you'll leave me, I'll just die." His voice became soft and sounds so innocent like he's afraid about something that I completely don't have any idea.
"Crazy." I chuckled since I'm speechless nothing left to say. Then suddenly I just heard the Bad Boy saying this...
"You're making me crazy."He said chuckling while he's comfortably hugging me.
Wow! The bad boy had just said that and I couldn't believe him. That's very sweet of him. He's causing me to smile reaches the heaven's above. The butterflies on my tummy were dancing again and Oh, how I love that feeling.
"And why's that?"I excitingly said.
"It's simply because, I fell in love with a retarded like you. And surprisingly my heart became retarded like yours." He said. W-w-woah!
Wait?! Did he just said that he's in love with m-me?! Did he?! Then I feel the heat presence on my cheeks as I can feel the beat of my heart became rapid and beating faster than 100times more. Rey, fell in love with me! He just admitted it. And I'm aware that I'm so happy right now as I hugged him more so tightly shoved my face into his chest hiding my wide smile. What about m-me? Did I already
love Rey? Well, he made me confused as ever, I've been a jealous monster when the girls eyes were glued on him making me to stabbed their eyes so that they won't stare at Rey anymore and the special about that thing, I've been jealous over his sister. He's giving the butterflies on my stomach. He's the reason why my heart's been driving me crazy when he's giving me the signals. I became lost in those precious orbs. The churning, the mixed emotions, indescribable feelings and all the feelings that I've never felt before that making myself comfortable and certainly cherish those feelings, he had given me all of that. No more random explanations, no more thinking, no more second thought. Just follow what my heart's been telling me all the time... I'm in love with the Gangster.
"But..Rey don't you feel disgust?..I mean look at me..I'm not---"Then he cuts me off again. Why won't he let me continue what I was supposed to going to say? Like awhile ago, I wanted to tell him what I truly feel about him. I'm going to tell him that I'm in love with him when he cuts me off.
"Ramaira, that's my wifey's second name and apparently, you hate that name. As long as Ramaira is still your name, no matter how much you hate that name, I won't hate it the way you do. I continuously am saying that name again and again. I will never be disgusted by you. I will always be here for you. I will always love
you no matter what happen or instances there are because you're my kriya. You are my wife." I have nothing to say. I couldn't reply what he had said. He left me overwhelming speechless. He makes me feel so special and so extraordinary. I never expected him to be like this. I think I regret saying that I regret this day but of course, except those mother f**kers who ruined me but Rey made me forget about them. It feels like we're both all alone and nothing would separates or chaotic chaos would ruin us as long as he's here to be with me by my side. I'm not going to leave him all alone. "Rey.." I said as I look lifted my face in pure bravery without having second thoughts and those feelings that I had awhile ago about being scared and afraid to see him what I looked like seemed disappears when he makes me feel so special. I had the courage to look at him with pure bravery. He returns my favour as he looked at me seriously studying my face as our body were still tangled together. His eyes became warm and comforting as his true colours came out. Hazel-Golden Brown Eyes. His eyes shows nothing disgust, pity or mercy, just pure of love. He looked at me like there's nothing wrong with me and that makes me feel special.
"I think..you need to know that.." I trailed of getting lost in his eyes. This is, I'm going to say what I truly feel about him.
"Are you breaking up with m-me?" He nervously said as his eyes differently changes into something dull.
"N-no! Of course not! Just please, listen to me first without interfering me.." I told him as his eyes back to its original colour. I really love how his eyes change into different colours when his mood changes... Then...
"Shit! I thought...Aw f**k! I hate this! I can't believe I did something gay as that for nothing! Damn it! f**k it!" He said annoyed. He really loves to ruin the perfect moment to say what I truly feel for him! And Now, I'm going to find another time perfect time where Rey could be calm and romantic love sick puppy like he was a minute ago to say what I have to say! This boy and His Bipolar issues!
"What are you doing acting like a retard, retard? Go and wash that f**king make up on your face! f**k it! Why did they put that make up on you?! You look like a f**king clown. You're hella' ugly! I'm going to kill those bitches! Skin them alive until they're nothing! I'll teach them to not touch what's mine." He annoyingly said.
Just Great! Great Rey! Totally wow! He just told me that we wouldn't feel disgust on my face when he just told me that I'm ugly and now he endlessly began cursing and cursing. When would be the perfect time to tell him those three little words? I got three little words that I've always been dying to tell you...Rey. Well, if you ever feel confused as ever what happened to me? I wasn't raped or anything you think that related to my virginity. No, nothing happen about that matter, They just ruined my face by applying some make up making me look like a clown and they really had fun about it but it hurts when my wrists were tied up by using the belt leaving me markings with some bruises. I don't know why I acted so Drama Queen or sounded like I have been a victim of rape. I don't really know but I guess, I'm just really
natural drama queen.
*****
"Slow it down Rey! Can you just slow it down?!
You're being so rough!" I yelled at him.
"You Retard! What are you complaining about?! How about just shut up your mouth and endure whatever you feel so that we could finish what you started! Shit!" He looked at me while his thick brows were pulled together.
"It freaking hurts you know?! And in fact, my back is already hurting!
Arghh!" I complained at him.
"Just shut up! You don't even do anything!" He said mocking me.
"You don't mock me! Make it faster!" I complained again. "How should I make it faster? If you already complaining that it hurts! We didn't even make halfway through it!" He yelled at me. Then we were interrupted by a loud banging noise coming outside of the door.
"You two! What the hell are you two doing there inside?! Rey!! You know it's very inappropriate to done that thing in that place you know!" Rohan yelled as he opens the door but his back was facing us like he doesn't like to witness something. "And lastly, you have your hotel room to do that thi "" Then he cuts off by earning a smack from the head coming from Rey. What does he think is he doing?! What the hell is he thinking?! We're not both doing something inappropriate if he think it that way. STUPID CURLY-HAIRED BOY. "Oh...hahah! Hey Kriya!" Rohan smiled awkwardly at me.
"What's the news? Did you hang those mother f**kers on the pole?" Rey said as he came back to me and continuously rubbing my face with his soft white handkerchief. Stupid bas***ds! They did this to me! They applied a lot of make ups on my face! Do I look like a clown to be like that?! I feel so ugly! Then Rohan saw what Rey was doing so his face was basically flushed into red and embarrassments. He looked away as he messed his curly locks and muttered under his breath which I didn't hear a thing. Then he answered Rey.
"Yeah, those f**kers keep crying like a baby." He said when his phone rings. "Oh, excuse me." He said exiting the area.
***** "I want to nuzzle into my pillow already!.." I said and yawned at the. That was a very tiring and a very long time to remove all of those make ups on. All of us were walking out on the building silently as the sun slowly disappears. I don't know why I find this day sleepy but I just find it sleepy and very tiring one too. Me and Rey went for his ride and that ride means his sexy bad-ass motorcycle while the other four already left. Awww..I haven't thanked them yet, maybe next time I should invite them for a dinner. I put that one on my mind. I looked at him as he slowly hopped on his motorcycle and Damn! He looks so hot by the way.
"You look retarded again, retard. You better get here.." He said.
"O-okay" I said. I hopped onto his lovely yet dangerous ride. But this state is pretty uncomfortable since my skirt is just in my mid thigh and I don't want the air will blow my skirt up showing my underneath. I tried to pull my skirt down but if I pulled it down, my bare back skin will be viewing for the rest of the ride. I think Rey noticed my behaviour.
"Use my coat that I gave you awhile ago. Shit! Why is your skirt had to be that short?" He scolded me as his head turned back to look at me. So, I followed what he instructed me. I tied the sleeves around my skirt and draped the rest of the coat on my lap to avoid the scenery that I got on my head.
"Wear my helmet and hold on tight so that you won't fall." He said while looking at me. When I finished what he instructed me to. I clamped my both hands onto his waist line and I lifted my head up looking at him.
"Retard, you wanna die?" He told me while his face became blunt.
"I-I don't want...why?" I asked him. "Why are you holding like that?" Then he caught my both hands that were clamped on his waist then he forced to snake my arms securely into his waist.
"That's better. Don't ever let go of me if you really don't want to die, aight?"He told me.
Then I nodded nervously as I can feel my naked arms around his waist. This guy has been working out! I can feel his hard stomach. I bet that was his six pack abs. Gosh! This guy is sexy! Then he started the right slowly and I became calmly and surely secure that he didn't make it fast but then I think I ate those words when he became fast. The wind and the cold air were blowing my hair and I can feel my arms weren't holding securely around his sexy waist anymore. I urgently snaked my arms tighter than it was before and I was aware that I looked like that I was hugging him.
Then it became slower and slower until we've stopped...!!
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