Chapter - 19
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Next Day or more like The Saturday morning.***
I was having a very good sleep when my stupid phone endlessly ringing ruining my beauty sleep! God! I'm having my rest day today since I reviewed a lot last night and I'm really knackered today and I wanted to sleep. I reached my reaching arm out for my phone on the small lampshade table right next to my bed but I couldn't reach it. I moved my body for more towards where my arm was reaching when I fell on the floor making a thump noise on the floor. "Ouch!" I muttered while caressing my bum. I stood up from my carpet floor and reached for my phone. And then I picked it up. "HELLO?!" I angrily said on the line. Don't blame me! I'm not a morning person when someone ruins my beautiful sleep.
"Someone's been grumpy. Good morning to you too wifey." I heard rey familiar accent woke me up from my sleepy yet pissed face. I can clearly feel that he had that smirk plastered on his face by now.
"Wanna die?!" Hah! Take that you meanie for ruining my sleep.
"Do you have the guts to kill me?"
He arrogantly asked. Jerk! Of course, I wouldn't dare to kill him since if I'll kill him, I'd be the loser due to the fact four guys will murder me into pieces and I'd lose, for losing some kind of a best guy that I've ever had. GOSH! I'm so cheesy these days... "Yeah, that's what I thought." He said as he laughed at my lack of speech. "Why did you call? You need something from me?" I asked changing the topic then I started clearing my throat. It's really embarrassing that I have a very ugly morning voice. Instead of answering my answer, I heard a very loud honk sounded like a car outside. I immediately rushed on my way to the veranda. Then there, I saw a very handsome guy leaning against his black sleek car. My goodness sake! That ride is totally sexy and I think it was a Aston Martin, I think? Is that his new car? One hand inside of his pocket while his other hand, was holding his phone onto his ear while he's wearing his black tinted glasses which incredibly looked good and sexy on him. He was
wearing a white simple shirt, it totally complimented his well- toned naturally tan chest and biceps while his bottom was just a simple black chinos. Neat and sexy look he got there... Then his face faced on my veranda. I don't know if his stare was on mine due to the fact that he's wearing his black tinted glasses but I can feel his intimidating stare on my place making me frozen and utterly speechless how good he looks like.
"f**k! You scared the living shit out of me! You look----Never mind! Just hurry up, get dressed and stop gawking at me. I feel violated already! Hurry up." Then the line went off. What is he talking about?! I basically run away from the veranda making my way to my bathroom and to my horror, I wanted to scream right now due to the embarrassments that I just got from Rey. I won't tell what I looked like...let's just say a bad hair day. God! That was so embarrassing. I got away from that horrifying scene that I had seen, so I strode my way to the shower curtains and immediately
washed my whole body and after I finished rinsing properly my body. I snaked my soft clean towel around my body and went inside my walk-in-closet to find perfect clothing. I don't know what should I wear but as I observed Rey's outfit, it was just simple clothing so I decided to pull out my high-waisted jean shorts matched with my hanging white shirt with a graffiti arts attached on it. When I finished dressing myself, I pulled out my converse simple coloured shoes that matched my outfit. I dried my wet hair with my blower for a minute and then I brushed my hair neatly. I applied simple eyeliner on and eye lashes on my eyes making it lovelier to look at. I applied also a pink lip- gloss for my lips. I pulled out my fragrance and puffed the scent on my skin. I grabbed my sling bag and slung it up into my right shoulder. I slammed my door shut and carefully making my way downstairs. I carefully locked our front door then I greeted with a lovely yet very handsome Rey looking at my outfit from head to toe. I expect him to compliment me but he didn't. And I feel bad about that since I dressed myself properly just for him but he didn't even complimented me. He just looked at me. How disappointing this guy is.
He helped me hop on to his new car as he jogs his way into his driver seat. I buckled securely my belt around my body and so as his. "Where are we going?" I asked him trying to stop myself getting piss from his morning routine which is ruining my morning sleep then he didn't even acknowledge my dressed up self just to look good for him. "Where ever you want." He said looking straight on the road.
"New Car?" I asked his lovely vehicle. "Yeah, where do you want to go?" he asked me again. "Hmm...Let me think first." I said as I lifted my index finger into my chin starting to think where we should hang out this morning. It was then the ride become so silent ride when I suddenly chimed. "AHA!"I excitingly chimed. Then suddenly he stopped the break knowing that I surprised him. "SHIT!" he cursed. Then I laughed at him. "I'm hungry. Let's have our breakfast first." I smiled at him. "Don't do that again, Wifey. Okay, that's a good idea." He said then sighed on the end. "YES!" I happily cheered making a pumped fist on the air.
"You high or something?" he gave me a weird look then returning his gaze back at the road. I shook my head. "No! I'm just happy today. You do realize that this is our first date right?...and Oh, where were you yesterday? Were you really sick?" I poked his arm feeling his hard yet soft skin biceps.
"Stop poking my arm wifey." He said still looking straight in the road. "You didn't answer my question." I poked his arm again.
"We're here." He said looking at me as he unbuckles his belt and hopped out from his door. I unbuckled my belt and remain seated on the car seat waiting for him, being a gentleman he is, he didn't even open the door for me instead, he yelled at me wanting me to get out from his car. Stupid Prick! Argh! We went inside the Breakfast cafe when the perky waitress greeted Rey when we reached the table for two.
"Hi! Good morning, what would you like?" She said flirting with my hubby. This bitch! "Pancakes and Orange juice." I said ruining her stare into my boyfriend. "Oh." She said looking at me with pure disgust. Oh no, she did not do that?! FLIRTY wh**e! Back off you Bitch! That's my boyfriend you're checking out! Then she batted her fake lashes into my boyfriend who was staring in the menu and then said. "Just hot chocolate drink." He said and put the menu down. "Are you sure? Is that the only thing you want sir?" She asked in a flirty tone white batting her eye lashes.
Argh! I want to rip her eyes out. She's making me angry. I pulled down my shaking right hand fisting my own fist urging myself to hit that disgusting wh**e. She's making me lose it with her shamelessly flirting session to my boyfriend who don't even give a damn to her.
"Yeah." Rey said as his eyes manoeuvred into mines and then his warm hand grabs my left hand that that was on the top of the table. He started to rub circles on the back of my palms making me feel secure and at the same time calm. I smiled at him as he looked down smiling and looked away from me to the glass window looking outside
but I can see that his cheeks turns into bright pink. Aww.. he's blushing. How cute! I want to pinch his cheeks so badly. Then my eyes turned into the waitress as her jealous eyes were stuck on our tangled hands. Yeah, he's taken so back off Bitch. I mentally grinned at myself. Then she wrote our orders in the notepad with a one last look into Rey who is still looking at the window and then she went away with a HMPF!' sound.
"I can't believe that girl was hitting on you." I annoyingly said when the waitress was gone to take our orders. Then Rey look back at me. "Huh? Who's hitting on who?" he asked confusingly while his thick brows were pulled together. "The waitress. I hate her." I said under my breath as I tried to get away from his grip but he didn't let go of my hand as he continuously caressing it with his thumb.
"Let me hold your hand for a little while." He softly said looking into my eyes. Oh no, Butterflies on my stomach were dancing into glory right now. Please, don't stare at me like that Rey. You're melting me into liquid slowly. His eyes were bored into mines as I get easily lost in his eyes. The atmosphere became romantic and that's the thing that I always been wanting when we started going out. It sounded so cheesy but both of our eyes were locking our gazes and remain smiling into each other pleasuring the scenery and the wonderful feelings that we both have shared...
"That wuss, he better not make a move on you or I'll send him straight into a f**king hospital." He muttered angrily as his eyes smile disappeared. My smile disappeared when I looked at his piss of eyes but he wasn't looking at me anymore, I looked at where he's glaring at and to my surprise he was looking at those three guys that were looking at us right next to our table but it still have a big and enough space to create a big distance away from them. His eyes were burning on fire like he wanted to kill those three guys. is he Jealous? Oh probably yes, that's why he held my hand claiming and showing to those three guys that I'm his. Oh God! He's such a Dork! I l smiled at him. Oh, Rey. What should I do with you...
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"Get it for me!" I whined. "No." He bluntly said. "Why?!" I whined. "Because it's gay." He emotionless said. "Just do it!" I irritatingly said. "No." He sighed. Maybe you're wondering what we're fighting for, Stupid bas***d and his uncooperative self wouldn't play along with the fun. So, after we ate our breakfast, I asked Rey that we both should go to the amusement park since the sun is shining so bright and it's very beautiful Saturday morning to enjoy the fun but being Rey he is, won't cooperate. I asked him to play on the shooting range so that he could get me that fluffy bear. We were both standing here in front of the booth and I wanted him to shoot all those rubber ducks but he won't do it! Great! He's ruining this beautiful date that we have and especially that this is our very first date so it must be special.
"I want that Fluffy Bear." I pleaded at him. "How many bears do you want and I'll buy it for you. I'll give you the most expensive bear if you like." He said seemingly pissed by my childish behaviour. "No! I want that bear!"I pointed out that cute purple fluffy bear with a cute cap on its head. And the old man who was assigned to that booth seemed to look us confused and irritated. "What special thing does that
bear has on you and basically you've been dreading to have?" He asked annoyed. I just couldn't explain it since he's making things more difficult to explain and no matter how many times I'll explain it, he wouldn't understand it since it's a girl thing. I don't want him to buy just a Bear for me on a local store or how much it cost but I wanted him to get that bear with his own work not by his fortunes that he
have so that it would be special and memorable. And I really envy that blonde girl awhile ago with her brunette boyfriend who's more willing to get that bear just for her. That was so sweet of him. But unfortunately, the boy didn't hit a lot of numbers of rubber ducky so as a consolation prize, he won a small yet very huggable pink pony and gave it to his girlfriend. Aww, that was so romantic. "Mister, how much does that bear cost?" Rey asked annoyingly grabbing his wallet on his pocket. "Son, we don't sell that be ""then Rey cuts him off. "Is ten pounds or fifteen pounds is already enough, mister?" Reysaid grabbing his pounds out of his wallet. Arggh! He's pushing me beyond to my piss limit! I swatted his arm that was slung over my shoulder and pushes his body away from me as I glared at him.
"Arggh! You're ruining the day Rey!" I angrily yelled at him making the old man looked at me with pure pity. I stomped my feet away from him and went straight to the rollercoaster. That bas***d! I wanted to hate him right now but I just couldn't do that I don't want this beautiful day ended up with a dark atmosphere that we both might have. Why won't he just get that Bear for me? He's making things difficult! I thought he's going to get that bear for me but No, he wanted to get that bear by using his fortunes not his own ability and hard work.
"Kriya!" I heard Rey's voice coming nearer but I run away from him. I don't want anything to do with him right now! He's pissing me off!
"Shit! Kriya! Come back!" he yelled while following my tracks. Thank goodness that today is Saturday by means, there are a lot of people always here to have fun and the tricky part is, Rey would find it very hard to find me. I hid myself secretly at the starting line of the rollercoaster and bowed my head so that he won't see me as I use my height as an advantage so he wouldn't see me. And I heard his voice disappear and that's my hint to look up noticing that he wasn't there anymore. Then I sighed. What's wrong if he'll just exert an effort to get that Bear for me?! He's really pissing me off.
"Hey Babe, don't be sad. If your shitty boyfriend doesn't want to get that Bear for you, I'll be the one who'll get it just for you." A man's voice came from behind me. I twisted my head and saw the three guys who were staring at us awhile ago on the restaurant. Oh crap! "Uh..N-no thanks!"I said ready to leave when he held my arm. "Don't be such a snob babe, we just want to make friends with you." He said looking at my body. Ew! That bas***d! "I don't care! Let go!"I yelped in pain. He's hurting me! The way his nails were dug into my flesh, hurting my skin so much. "She's just a little bit a shy type person.." The other guy said. "Aww, poor baby. You don't have to be so shy."The guy said that was holding me. I wriggled my arms away from him
and looking out everywhere for any sign of Rey but nothing Rey came. Argh! This day could be worse than it already was! "Let go of me!...Let go!" I said as whacked his hands away from my right arm.
"Shh...Lower your voice down baby, people are starting to look at us." He angrily told me. "Let's just leave her alone here and you're scaring her.." The third guy said as he remain silent awhile ago but his face shows how scared he is by having his mates causing a scene over here. "He's right, you should just leave me alone!" I pleaded to them. Then he shook his head in disagreement. "No, we won't let you
go. You should stay with us and let's have fun babe."He winked at me. Ew! He's disgusting! "No! Let go of me you whacko! Did you know that my boyfriend is a gang leader?! And if he finds out about this, you're all dead meat!"I proudly warned them as I'm trying the best that I could to remove his tightly grip on my arm. Argh! Where the heck are you Rey?! I need you here! Then I heard them snorted a
laugh. "Ohh...Is that the only thing that you've got?...I bet that he's just using you to his own pleasure. And I know, he can't handle the three of us." He arrogantly said... These dogss! How could they say that?! They don't even know about us?! They don't know what we both been through just to be together no matter how different we are! How could they conclude such things just like that without knowing what we've been through and Rey's credibility to beat the shit into lifeless their body out. "You don't know about us! You bas***ds! You're the one who's forcing me to something that I don't like and that thing is all of you! Let go!" I yelled at them.
"DIDN'T YOU HEAR WHAT THE GIRL SAID?! LET HER GO!" Then I heard a deep voice from behind me. "Who are you?!"The guy that was holding me looked at him. Then I look who it was... ...my mouth flew down somewhere... "I'm your worst nightmare." He head held high said. Then the three guys burst into fits of laughter while I remained stood still. Oh.My.GOD! It's him! He's finally back! He's still the
same guy that I've always knew! "J-jay?!" I shockingly said as I pushed the guy away from me and run my tracks towards Jay! Then he smirked at me. "The one and only." He said as he embraced me in a tight yet big hug. I hugged him tightly as I could until I feel that he lifted me up and turned us around both as I chuckled into his ear. "Why are you here?! You Idiot! You didn't even tell me that you're going back here in London!" I said as I hit his back gently. Then suddenly he puts me down on the ground and mess with my hair. "Wow! You hit like a man! That's how you welcome your most handsome and sexy cousin in the entire world?! Wow! You really do love me, don't you?" he chuckled. "And I might as well add how big your ego had become when you started to live in America my dear cousin." I said hitting lightly his arm. He was about to say something when two large men came wearing the same black outfit. "Sir, is there any problem?" The bald guy asked politely Jay. Then Jay looked at me grinning then back to the three guys who looked pale like a snow as they saw the two large men.
"Is there any problem that we might have had awhile ago?" He asked pertaining to the three guys. "N-nothing..." They all said as they started to race out away from our sight making me chuckle. Well, I forgot to introduce you that Jay alhuwaliya is my cousin that used to live here in London but he basically moved to America to continue his modelling career and so as his college degree. He's just about three more years older than me and he's currently studying at the Harvard University. He's a tall man and he was about just Rohan's height. He's very smart and he can play drums whenever he has nothing to do with his life anymore. And by the way, his family owns this amusement park. "To be serious Jay, why are you here?" I asked him. He sighed and pushed his hands inside his pocket and looked at the amusement rides. "Well, Dad wants me to check what's happening here in the park. And of course, I'm here to visit my beautiful yet childish cousin." He said then bumped shoulders. Then I pinched his cheeks as he yelped in pain. "What was that for?" He said laughing. I shrugged.
"Nothing, I just missed you" I pouted looking at him.
"I missed you too Kriya. By the way, what are you doing here?" he asked me curiously. Then my eyes widen. Oh God! I totally forgot about Rey! Where could he be? I was busy about those three bas***ds then I just saw my long-time-no-see cousin from the America who unexpectedly came here and rescued me, I totally have forgotten about him! Oh Crap! I'm so dead! You know, Rey and his attitudes are.
"Geez...I forgot to te----"Then he cuts me off and drags me along by holding my hand towards the amusement mall. "Stop the blabbering kriya and I'm hungry by now, so how about care to join me." He said as he slung his arm around me and he leads the way to the food court. "But Jay I'm wi---"Then he cuts me off again. Why won't he just let me speak?! "It's okay princess, You're going see your crazy friends later on but right now, let's just eat and have some catching up to do." Is he referring to the Dynamic Trios? He thought it wrong. I'm not with them, I'm with Rey. Oh no! rey must be worried or might have been pissed off by now looking for me, you know his impatiently impatient attitude, and it looks like hell had broken loose. He's probably yelling my name out in the whole amusement park and what about our date? I didn't even finished our date yet.. "Oh by the way, did you happen to talk and meet with shivam ?" He asked me. "Who?" I asked him as we seated on our designated table.
"Shivam. We've met before back in the America but he went here earlier than my flight." He said while looking at the menu. "What? Shivam? Shivam rathod ?! Oh my gosh! Why didn't he tell me that he's going to be here?"I asked shockingly. Shivam is here! I just can't believe that he's here! My beloved Best friend is here! That boy! He didn't even tell me. Well actually, he is my best friend and he's a guy. Well, if you're asking how did we become friends? Easy, of course, My parents and his parents have connections to each other so that's how we became friends. "Oh? I thought he called you? That boy loves to surprise you. We both have a little talk on the phone that he's planning to visit you here right after his world tour. He actually just finished his world tour and he decided to have a little break so that's why he's here to spend his time with you. I think, he's been here for more like three days, I think? And probably he'd love to see and visit you." He told me. Yeah and by the way, did I mention that my bestfriend is a hot international superstar? Yeah, The one and only itself,Shivam Rathod. We became good friends when we visited Canada back when I was just thirteen years of age and sometimes he'd always visits me here in London. His talent has always been the thing that I always been dreading to have but I guess, the powerful person above didn't grant me that special talent. I'm really glad that he achieved all of his dreams no matter how difficult it was that time to find the opportunity to be famous but he didn't give up. I'm so proud of him. "He didn't call me." I said sounded upset. Yeah, why though? Why didn't he call me? Doesn't he want to see me? He's been here for exactly three days but those days he didn't even ring my phone. Have he already forgot about me? Is that what fame has done to him? Oh please, I hope not. "But Kriya, you know already why he is here. So, have you found the right answer yet?" He said seriously. Oh great! I sighed. Shivam and I have closure that you just can't remove from the picture. We became good friends but I didn't know that we both had a big argument when he admitted that he thinks of me more than a Friend. I don't know how to react that time, should I be happy? Mad? Or upset? I just couldn't help but to cry that night knowing that my best friend has been hiding his true feelings from me which I'm scared of. I'm scared to reject him knowing that I only look at him as a friend, a best friend nothing more than that. I tried to think of him like the way he does but it's hard to force myself. I don't want to hurt him and force myself into something I don't feel. But I'm glad that he didn't force me at all, he wanted me to be happy. If friendship is only the key to maintain what we both had and that friendship makes me happy, then he let it be. We remained best friends until the fame pulled him up away from me...
"He's still waiting for you, kriya." He said. Then I sighed again. That's what Shivam had said and pledged his oath for me that he's willing to wait for me. That he will always come to visit me here if he have enough time to help me to change the way I look at him and always been craving for my answer to his question but still, I can
only see him as a friend no matter what a good guy he is. He is more than a Good Guy; He's amazing and incredibly wonderful and there's no reason to not like him the way he likes me but I just couldn't repay what his heart has been beating for.
"I have a Boyfriend, Jay." I looked at him straight in the eyes. And that's one of the reason why I can't repay his feelings due to the fact that my heart is already been taken. They are both different but yet important to me. Rey, unexpectedly show up on the picture creating a new world that I already have but he gave me a colourful picture to stay with him. I just couldn't leave rey when I know I promised him something. And even if I didn't promise something, my heart will forbid me to let him go.
"What?!" He asked as his eyes popping out on the socket. I shook my head down knowing that he's going to blow up when I admit something that seems taken him back off. "Kriya Ghai, when did that BOYFRIEND' thing happen?! Why didn't you tell me?! You should have told me on via e-mail or a call!! For how long have you been dating him?!"He angrily told me. He's worse than my father. "Jay, we both just have started dating recently." I said as I can feel my cheeks were burning. Then he heaved a sigh as he messes his hair with his hands. "So, what are you going to tell Shivam? He's still waiting for you kriya and now this is his third time coming back here still waiting for your answer that you've been ignoring." He said. I just couldn't blame Jay for acting like this. I could have sworn that he's worse than my father. In his eyes, Shivam has always been the perfect boyfriend for me. Shivam Drew rathod, My bestfriend that always right beside me. He is quite the definition for a Prince Charming for him. He's a very good singer, Good looking, he's a gentleman and he
was raised by a very loving family. He's too perfect for me. That's why we aren't fit to the same puzzle.
"So, tell me. What are your plans?" He asked. "I'll tell him the truth.." I said hopefully. I hope he would understand and learn to move on. Then he nodded. "Don't hurt him, Kriya. But I must say, that must indeed meet your so called Boyfriend by the end of the next week before I'll be going to France." He said. "France? You're going there again?!" I asked.
"Yes, and I should be. Dad has been planning to construct his new hotel there." He said. Oh, I forgot to tell you that his parent's and my parents are business partners. "Have you talked to mom and dad?" I asked him. I miss them so badly; they left me here all alone in London while they are both still busy promoting mom's couture and dad's business associates. I hope they have the guts to spend their time with me. I've always been dying to see them. "Yes, I actually do sometimes when social gatherings or meeting for the investors. But they're going to be back here when during winter season right?" He asked me. "I see. It's been months since the last time I had seen or talk to them." I sadly said. Then Jay held my hand comfortingly he knows that I'm missing them so badly. "Don't worry. You just have to wait for several months until you notice that they are here." He said as he squeezed my hand by the end. "When are you exactly going to France?" I asked him changing the topic. "Two weeks from now." He said. "That fast?!" Then he nodded.
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So after having a great conversation with Jay and those whole packaging food that I swallowed I decided to leave Jay and he also has something to catch up to do. I basically run away from him searching for Rey. Oh no! I hope he's still here. I trailed my tracks back where the booth where stood on and I can see people specifically women, are crowding around the booth then I heard a banging noise coming
from the shooting range. "Shit! Are you sure that this damn thing is working?!" I heard Rey's roaring voice. "Son, how many times do I have to tell you that it's properly working?" Then I heard the old man's voice. I passed all those women who block my view from Rey and then there, I finally saw his annoyed yet pissed off face staring at the gun then to the fluffy bear. "f**k! I need to get that fluffy thing." Rey muttered. "You do wanted to get that bear for your girlfriend, don't you?" the old man smiled at Rey.
"She's not my Girlfriend---" What the actual heck?!!!! Did he not just say that?! I saw Rey's hand tightly gripped on Blue bag while his other hand was holding the gun while talking to the old man. What's wrong with him? He's actually denying me that I'm not his girlfriend in front of the old man and especially when girls are basically sprawled in front of him! "OMG! He's so hot!" I heard a girl's voice coming right beside me.The other one said. "Shut up! I saw him first, he's mines!!"The other girl
spat. Desperate packs of hyenas! I wanted to punch their faces off for thinking inappropriate to my hubby and especially that I'm his girlfriend. How dare they keep talking those dirty words out from their mouth?! Arghh! They making my blood boil up into 360 degrees.
"...She's my wife." Rey said as he continuously continued what he had said. Awww! He's such a dork! He just told the old man like it was just a matter of fact for him, like he's used to say that. I feel my cheeks were burning red when he's proud that I'm his wife... "f**k! Where did that retarded go?! Why does she always wanting me to wait for her? She knows how I hate waiting! She should never ever dare to go out with a douche-bag behind my back!"He annoyingly said. Oh great! Here goes back to his RETARDED possession again. If he could just turn his back to me so that he could see me waiting for him. His eyes were tightly and dangerously fixed on that fluffy bear that I wanted for him to get me. I didn't know that he came back just to get that bear for me. "I don't know why what special thing that makes her attracted by you. Does she really like you more than me?"He asked himself looking at that fluffy bear. I chuckled at his weird conversation with himself. Maybe this is the first time to call him to be back on my side again.
"Rey!" I cheerily called his name. He twisted his whole body facing me and then a big smile spread on his face as he make his way up to me. He grabs my hand and drags me along with him away from that Booth. We silently walked in the whole theme park hand in hand and you don't how big my smile is. This is the first time that we ever held each other's hand tangled together and I can feel my cheeks were burning red when I can feel the beautiful yet amazing sensation that he has giving me all along. Then we stopped on the tracks as we both looked up to gigantic ride of them park. The X Dropper. It's a ride where you will be seated on a chair like the chair on the rollercoaster but the ride will slowly make its way up, up in the air until the ride will reaches its highest limit then unexpectedly dropping you off to the ground. It's a safety ride yet heart killing ride. I looked at Rey as his stare were already fixed on mines. I can see his playful grin plastered on his face. Uh-oh this can't be good. I remember that grin that he had when he asked me to make him his essay assignment.
"W-wait..Rey..Don't tell me that we're going to ride that killing ride, aren't we?!" I shockingly asked him. He didn't answer my question but his playful smile answered my question. I can see the people who were riding that monster ride were seeking for help and yelling for their lives. The ride is basically highest range is 80-100 feet off the ground, I think. Oh.my.gosh! "I want to try that Wifey." He said. Then I went pale. If
that what he wants, then he can go on with his own but not with me. Not any chances! That ride is pain in the arse. "Y-you sure? okay. Just go with yourself." I told him seemed afraid. "And where do you think you're going?" He said while lifting his brow at me. "I'll just wait for you down here." I said convincing him but it didn't work out as he grabs me again with him entering the gate way to that hell. Oh
no! I'm really scared of heights! I don't want to ride that horrifying ride! I'd never dare. I just wanted to run away from Rey and just go home not from this scary death risking ride! I don't want to die yet! I have plans for my life and this riding with Rey thing isn't part of my plan. "Do you trust me, Wifey?" Rey seriously asked looking into my eyes as we were both standing on the waiting area for the next session to ride that scary ride. "W-what?" I said. "You trust me right?" I nodded. Yes, I do trust you Rey but that ride...I can't trust that horrifying ride. "Say it out loud retard." "YES I TRUST YOU!" I said it out loud while my voice was obviously nervous and scared as ever. "Then prove it."
"H-how?" I confusingly asked him. "Let's ride that thing together." He wickedly smiled. Is he insane?! He literally can see my scared and pale face being frightened to ride that death risking ride. I don't want to die yet! "What?!" I asked him unbelievingly. "If you trust me then don't doubt me." He seriously said looking into my eyes. I look at that scary ride then back to Rey seemingly unsure if I'd say yes to him. "Rey..." I trailed off. "I'll hold you tight and keep you safe." He seriously said as I can see it clearly on his eyes that he's willing to proclaim the pledge that he told me that I should trust him and he'll never let me go as long as he's holding me tight and keeping me securely safe won't hurt to try that ride, right? "Okay." I nodded at him. I smiled at him confidently and he smiled back at me reaching his eyes. He brought my two small hands into his massive hands and planted a soft and warm kisses on each the back of my palms and then I felt my knees go weak. I can feel the burning flames of my cheeks tingles when his soft lips landed on the back of my palms. Then I heard a man's voice telling us that it's our time to take the ride. Rey left the blue bag that he was holding on the shelf where the things and bags must need to leave there so as my sling bag I placed it where Rey's blue bag has placed on. Rey helped me to hop on the rollercoaster like chair with a bar and he helped me to wrapped the safety belt securely buckles on the half of my body then when he securely checked my safety, he then proceeded into his seat as he did the same thing like what he did to me safely buckling his belt. Rey, promises always happens. He didn't break his promise to me, he make me feel safe. I remember what Rohan had told me few days ago. He never prioritizes himself first but he prioritizes the others.' That curly haired boy was right all along. He always puts others first more than himself' Then I feel the machine had been already lifted up high in the air as I can feel the tension of the indescribable pit on my stomach. The walls of my heart were beating making my chest tearing up apart feeling the nervousness rising up. I looked down as I can feel myself crying knowing that we're 80 to 100 feet off the ground. I feel that all of my blood circulation had stopped as my face went pale noticing the human's figure are hard to describe since they all became dots.
"Give me your hand wifey." Rey said as the machine has stop on the highest point of its limitation. I silently reach my shaking hand into his warm and comforting hand as he started to draw comforting circles on my shaking and trembling hand. The way he caresses his thump on the back of my hand makes my eyes fluttered close as I feel that I'm so safe in his hands. "Are you scared?"He asked me. I opened my eyes and looking at him scared as possible nodding my head then he gave me warm smile.
"Don't be. As long as I'm here, nothing's going to happen with you. You're always safe." He said looking into my eyes as he planted a kiss on the back of my palms. Before Rey's sweet statements sinks into my mind, the X Dropper suddenly and unexpectedly dropped down fast as I could ever imagine without any warnings.
Then I heard people screaming for their lives of as I followed what they all been doing... "AAAH!" I literally screamed in the top of my lungs letting the fear slowly disappears when I screamed all the fear that was eating me alive. But then someone's voice came and that voice is really familiar to me causing my ears to ring knowing his familiar accent yelled.. "Kriya ramaira ghai!" He yelled on the top of his lungs as I continuously scream and so as the people who were also riding with us. "I LOVE YOU!!... I LOVE YOU!!!...I LOVE YOU!!" That familiar voice continuously shouts until I can feel the butterflies erupting on my tummy. I know who owns that voice. It'll never fail to make that voice music to my ears. Then finally we all safely landed on the ground. I swear to God, I'll never ever try to ride this horrific ride ever again. This ride is killing me softly. Then I loudly sighed earning the glory of being alive. Then I feel the familiar warmth of someone's hands unbuckling all the safety belts that were securely wrapped around my body then right after he removes it all, he pulled up the metal bar to let me stand up but he caught my shaking body as he wrapped his warm arms around my waist and carried me like a baby away from that seat. After he removes me on that seat, he puts me down on the floor pushing all the strands of my hair away from my face as my breathing became heavier into easier knowing that I'm already safe. Rey immediately grabs my hand as he leads the way to grab our things out of the shelf when I heard some teenagers gossiping about us causing me to listen..
"Aww..They're so sweet." I heard the girl said. "Are they dating?" The other one asked. "Obviously they are and they look so perfect! Her boyfriend is so sweet! She's very lucky to have that sexy lad." The girl said. I turned my gazes at them as they continuously looking at us smiling until they notice my stare, they immediately ran away due to the embarrassments that I got since I just caught them staring. "Why are they looking at us?" I asked looking up to Rey. Then he looked away from me. "I-I don't know.." he stuttered. What's his problem? Hmm..something's bothering him.. "What's your problem, Rey? Why can't you look at me?" I asked annoyingly. Instead of answering my question, he hands me my bag and I returned it into my shoulder while he grabbed his own bag and drags me along with him away from that ride. "Just shut up and let's go." He said while his hand clasped on mines dragging me. Rey and I strode inside of the Amusement mall where Jay and I previously went awhile ago. As me and Rey enter's the mall, I couldn't help to wonder why Rey's ear suddenly became Red like a tomato. What happened to his ear? Rey and I decided to have a little break for awhile so we both silently seated our butts on the wooden bench near the food court. His hand was still tightly clasped on my hand while his other hand was tightly gripped on the blue bag. I wonder what's inside of that bag that he's holding. I looked at his face but then I saw him smiling like how the sun brightly shines. Until I remember something back there on the ride. "Hey Rey, I heard someone's voice yelling my name awhile ago while we were on the ride. That voice is really familiar. Its voice will easily be defined like yours." I said poking his cheeks. "W-what?" he said as his eyes looked away from me again but I saw a hint of a red blush appeared on his cheeks earning me a grin on my face.
"Be honest with me Hubby, it was you, right?"I said happily looking at him trying to catch his stare. "What are you talking about?" He said looking at me trying to be innocent which didn't work since he's stating the obvious fact. "Don't WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT' me. I know it was you, Rey. It was you who yelled my name and said I LOVE YOU' three times in a row." I said smiling showing my teeth.
"Shit! So you knew it all along! So what is it to you?!"He said as his voice starting to be mad. Why is he getting mad again? There's nothing wrong if I confirmed that it was him. In fact, it would make me happy that it was him all along. I wanted to hear that from him that he closely shouted to the world that he loves me. Didn't he know how many butterflies have been dancing into glory in my stomach right now? He made me have those special feelings, the churning, the twisted knots and red crimsons on my cheeks were all came from him. "Awww! My Hubby is so romantic and such a sweet lover boy!..Why did you do that?" I asked him pinching his cheeks. Oh god! I sounded like I'm a crazy frantic fan girl! "It's Rohan." He told me. "What Rohan?" I confusingly asked him. What does Rohan's name have to do with his shouting episode awhile ago? Then he looked at me. "Rohan once told me that if you shout the three magical words I LOVE YOU' three times in a row while you're going down in a certain ride.." He stops then his cheeks became redder than it were before. "What?" I asked him impatiently. "You'll be with the person you truly love forever." He said as he looks at me with both eyes boring into mines. My eyes widen. Is that what I really heard? I don't know what to say. I couldn't find the perfect words to return that superstition beliefs of Rohan. Although I remain speechless, I can feel the presences of heat were spreading all over my face. I don't know how exactly should I react about it, I wanted to jump into joy and scream to the whole amusement park how much of happiness that has been pouring into my whole body. And I don't know what I should I really say but I think I know what should I give him. I surprisingly peck on his smooth and delicate cheek. And when I look up to him, his eyes were boring into mine, it seemed shock and surprise yet you can see the dancing joy and happiness on his eyes. He raises his hand where my kiss was still lingering on his cheek while looking at me. I just had given him my kiss and a smile of happiness on my lips. Then his cheeks were burning into red crimsons as he looks down on his lap and smile that always touches my heart.
"Here, this is for you." He said as he handed me the blue bag that he was still holding awhile ago. I smiled at him seemingly getting excited to know what's inside of that mystery blue bag. I grabbed the blue bag as I thanked him. I open the blue bag and when I looked down at the bag, my eyes widen. OH.MY.GOSH. Then I held the thing that he just given me. "What is this thing?" I shockingly ask him holding up the black thing using my hand. "It's a pig." He said. Yeah, that's right, a pig. He just had given me a pig stuff toy. If I didn't notice its pink nose, I'd never thought it was a pig and the rest were all black even the eyes and the smile were all coloured in black. But this is not the fluffy bear that I wanted at the shooting booth awhile ago... "But this isn't the bear that I wanted, Rey." I whined at him like a five year old. Then he looked at me while his thick brows were furrowed together. "f**k! I can perfectly see that. I'm not blind, wifey." He said. But this isn't the bear that I've always been wanted. He should've got that one than this toy. Maybe I sounded like a child and so over demanding about what I want but that's my natural possession, I always get what I want. And this isn't the toy that I want!
I hate this black pig thingy toy. "You should've got the bear rather than this.." I said as I studied the black pig in front of me. Well, this toy is really cute and maybe some little kids want to have this kind of toy but this toy isn't my taste. I want that fluffy bear. Then he heaved a frustration sigh as he ran his hands on his messy and perfectly styled quiff. "Why does it have to be that kind of Bear?! What did you like about the thing anyway?! Don't you like what I just bought for you?! You really like to have that bear more than your hubby?" he asked in frustrations looking so desperate to answer all of his questions. I don't really understand him right now. Is it just me or this is how we both just supposed to be? When he poured his romantic side and the things that I wanted him to show for me, he never passes that moment through without having an argument or a fight until both of us ended up screaming the hell out of our guts. Is this how are relationship supposed to be? This relationship isn't healthy. I travelled my gaze away from him as I stare at the black pig that I was still holding, and then I wickedly smile at the toy. This toy reminds me of someone that I knew before. Then someone hits
me on the head. "What the?! What's that for?!" I annoyingly asked. Of course, who has the powers to hit my poor head, Rey can only do that and it's starting to bug me on how much he keeps hitting my head. I don't know how he could manage to hit me without hurting me but still he shouldn't do that thing always. "Your face looks so weird. Why do I have this feeling that you're thinking about another
son-of-a-bitch."He said seriously while looking at me those curios and yet eyes burning orbs. How does he do that?! He's making me amuse in pure amazement. Sometimes Rey's instincts making me distracted and making me feel so intimidated. I swear, he has the gifted powers to read people's mind. He's a psychic. "Wow! How did you do that?" I asked seemed amaze. Then his face were all ceased into his annoyed face which usually happens when he doesn't like what I've been doing and yet again, here we go back to another fighting and battling quarrels again. I remember his face back there when he asked me in front of my house and warned me that he's going to hit and beat the living shit of the guys that I might've meet up or probably he might think that I was suppose to go out with them and I remembered his face that were scrunched together as his face slowly turned into a jealous monster. Yeah, I quite remember that he told me that he was the most jealous boy in the whole world.
Actually, I find it cute when he does that jealousy thing but he must put that jealousy emotion into its proper place and sometimes it's annoying me of how much possessive he is. "f**k! I'm gonna rip his balls off! Tell me who that son-of-a-bi"" But before he could continue his endless cursing I stopped him and held the black pig that he had given me in front of him which he looked at me confusingly then
his eyes looked at the pig back to me. His face looks very confuse yet the anger and jealousy is still there. "This." I said looking at the pig back to him. "This pig looks like the piggy. Remember? The piggy guy who kidnapped me with his leather jacket on, remember?" I said calmly.
He looked at it seriously and the he's scaring me by the he looks so serious at me and he continuously looking at me for a several minutes then.. "You like men with fats?" He angrily told me. What?! Men with fats?! Does he think that I fancy some kind of a human yet a piggy features with an ugly and annoying laugh? Especially the piggy guy who kidnapped me?! No, thank you but I'm willing to be a nun if
he thinks that I fancy someone like that piggy. I'd never fancy him. He's definitely and obviously not my type. "Shit!" he cursed then suddenly he grabs the pig away from my grasped and threw it away from me. I looked at him furiously then back to the pig that he threw away. "Rey! Why did you do that?!" I angrily told him as I stood up from the bench and hurriedly jogged all the way from the place where he threw the poor toy. I swatted the dirty things that might've splattered from the toy away then I looked at the poor pig. This toy really does remind me of that piggy who kidnapped me. "Why did you return with that thing?! I threw that away then you have the guts to get it back again." He angrily asked me as I return back where I previously had seated on. "Stop this non-sense Rey! You already gave this to me and there's no way you're going to get this toy away from me." I glared at him while hugging my toy. But then he looked at me with still anger in his eyes then looked down at the toy that I was holding when unfortunately he grabs my toy unexpectedly away and run away from me. What the hell does he think he's doing?! I followed him where he goes and to my surprise, he gave my toy to the girl who's wearing a white skinny jeans and a pink shirt. He had spoken to that girl for some words that I couldn't figure what then suddenly he smiled at her as he gave my toy to that girl! Then the girl accepts my toy open arms. Nooo! That's my toy! Stupid bas***d! How dare he do that especially in front of me?! He thinks he just can do that and gave my toy to some random girl that he had just seen standing in a particular store?! That dumbass! I hate him! I stomped my angry feet and burning face in between of them and stomped my foot onto Rey's foot and yelled at his face. "I HATE YOU!" I said as I started to run away from him. I left him there endlessly cursing and yelping in pain. I hate him! What the hell is his f**king problem?! Why did he just give my toy to that girl?! Is he flirting with her shamelessly in front of me?! That was mine! That stupid jerk! "What the hell was that for?!" He confusingly asked blocking my way. Then I glared at him. "Playboy! How could you shamelessly flirting with that girl?!
That's it! I hate you! I hate you! I want to break up with you!"I angrily told him as my eyes starting to fill in with salty liquids. I pushed his body away from me and walked out as fast I could just to get away from that bas***d. "Wifey!... Wifey!" He called me hot on my trails. I didn't look at him nor listen to him but I just keep walking and walking away from him. He just completely ruin this day! How could he done that to me?! He didn't even bother to feel what I felt when he gave my toy away from me and lastly, I care less about that toy, I care about my foolishness to let him shamelessly flirt with that girl! I hope they both rot in hell! Then I feel his warm hands clasped on my arms urging me stop from walking away from him as he pulled my body making me look at him. "Why are you so angry about? And...what shamelessly flirting? When did I do that?!" he asked confusingly... Wow! Great! And now he's acting so innocent that he didn't do anything wrong! So what was that earlier ago?! bas***d! Then I
shot him a glare. "Don't be so innocent, Rey! You just give my toy to that girl without knowing how I felt when you just give my toy away from me." I said looking down as I can feel the tears coming out from my eyes. I hate this! I didn't expect to cry myself out in first date with this bas***d! Then his eyes were drowned into confusion looking at me figuring out what he just did awhile ago. This Jerk! He had the guts to do that thing! What he had done awhile ago was completely wrong! He could've just said sorry to me or try to give my toy back! But it doesn't change the fact that he shamelessly flirting with that girl and the thing that breaks my heart the most was that he smiled the way he smiled at me to that girl that he had just given my toy! I couldn't hold it any longer to let myself cry and let the tears fall of in my eyes. How could he do that to me?! Am I not that enough to him?! This pain that I'm having right now is torturing me. I felt jealousy, the pain, betrayed and lastly, insecurities. I can still
picture the image of the girl that. She's very fit and prettier that I am. She's blonde and has beautiful stormy grey eyes nothing compared to me.
"Are you crying?" Rey asked. Asshole! Of course, I'm crying! Couldn't he see the tears falling out of my sockets! Those tears came from him! If he weren't that jerk awhile ago, maybe I have the happiness that I just had awhile ago but I shouldn't expect that from him. Rey always have something into his characteristics to basically ruin the day. It sounded a bit harsh but if he doesn't want to ruin our date, he should've avoid his anger temper and whatever those tempers that he have making me push out to my limits. "f**k! Here we go again.."He muttered. bas***d. I just wanted to have a perfect date for my first date although this isn't dreamy but at least, we both have a good time and maybe we could have been laughing and enjoying our companies but this bas***d don't know what those things are. He just wanted to go in his own way. All the images that I always capturing to my first date had totally been burnt down. Thanks to this bas***d who completely ruin our first date. "You're embarrassing me. Stop it." He said silently looking at the people who were also looking at us. I don't care about people would be seeing right now. I wanted to get away from him and just plopped into my bed and pretending that nothing happened. I shook my head knowing I look so ugly right now for crying out loud! I feel so ugly when Rey talks to that girl. I feel underestimated. I feel his warm thumb caressing and wiping my tears as he looked at me with a wash of worry on his eyes. Great! What is it this time now! Then he heaved a sigh. "I gave her the toy since you didn't like it and lastly, it's because I wanted to buy you more beautiful and fluffy than it was and I didn't shamelessly flirt with that girl if you think that I was, I just asked her a favour to offer that toy to that disable little girl and get you the bear that you wanted." He told while his now both palms were
cupping my cheeks. His warm hands were caressing my cheeks. Then I feel the tension between us has been lifted up and throw it away from us. Then I looked at him with hope in my eyes that he didn't do that thing that I've been thinking inside my mind.
"R-really. Is that true?" I asked him. Then he warmly smiled at me. "Yes, wifey. I'd never do that you. C'mon, let's go." He said then comfortingly draped his arm protectively on my shoulders keeping me close to his arms.
We both continuously walk back to the trails were we previously went on and that was the shooting range. I hope that we aren't going to have another tensioning fight again for the rest of the day.
Basically, Ive been wanting to make this day be happy and we both had fun and make ourselves will be more grown and pondering each other. Even if this day isn't the perfect date to be, I just wanted it to be more realistic than dreamily. Reality is way better than a dream and having someone like Rey makes it more reality. He isn't my Prince Charming but I don't give a damn if he isn't like that because
to me, he's perfect and already enough. I couldn't wish for more just to be with him, right beside him. Nothing else could go wrong. "Why did you return piggy back?" I asked. Then he sighed and holds me closer and tighter like he's afraid to lose me. "I don't want any guy would ever remind you into the things that I'm giving you. I wanted you to remember that it's me. ONLY ME." He said as he pointed out
the word ONLY ME' Then I chuckled. He's just jealous when I told him that his stuff toy that he gave me reminded me of a guy who kidnapped me which happens to be also looks like a pig. That's why he was pissed off that I was thinking of that guy not him. I wasn't thinking of the piggy guy, he's just reminding me since all that I could think about how sweet of Rey that he gave me that piggy toy no matter how much I hate it but I couldn't do that knowing that he gave that to me. I just couldn't afford to hate it. "But still, that pig does look like the guy who kidna---" Then he cuts me off by snaking his arms around my neck and he endlessly giving me knocks on my head. What does he think of my head, a punching bag?! My poor head.. "Tell me wifey, how many guys are running inside of your head?" he said as he keeps repeating knocking my head. "Ouch stop hitting my precious-OUCH-head!"I said trying to swat his hand away from my aching head.
"Not until you stop thinking about that disgusting pig." He sternly told me. I wasn't thinking of him! Like I previously said ago, he was just reminding me of the pig that he had given me. Knock it off, Rey! "I'm not thinking about Piggy! Ouch!..Will you
please let go now?!" I annoyingly said. But then he held me tighter closer from choking me but still, he isn't choking me. I don't know how to explain it but he was just holding my neck tighter using his arm. "Piggy?! You gave that wuss a f**king nickname?!! That son-of-a bitch!! You gave him a goddamn pet name!" He yelled near on my ears. Oh God! He's hurting my ears! What does he think of my ears,
A microphone?! Oh god! I think my ears are going to fall off! Stupid bas***d and his jealousy temper. This is why I hate him being so dramatic jealous monster. "Stupid bas***d! Let go!" I said trying to remove his arms around my neck which causing him to hold me tighter. "NO!" he hardly said. "Let go!" I angrily told him. "Don't tell me what to do wifey, I ain't letting you go." He seriously said. Here we go back again, I thought that was the last time we're going to have another argument again and now we're both starting another round. This guy couldn't handle his temper! If he could just say that statement in a way more romantic where we both are having a romantic scene and letting him say that he's never going to let me go and I like how it sounds like that but this scene, Nu-uh! He's difficult to handle and everything I wish awhile ago to make this date would be more calmly successfully date turns out to be war. Our relationship isn't healthy. We have a bipolar relationship disorder... "Argh!
You're pissing me off!" I angrily told him. "That's good! And now we're both pissed off." He continued hitting my head. Make him, stop please?! He's hurting my head! Why won't he stop hitting my head and we could just work this out by simply talking without any tempering temptations, just calm conversation to sort the things that we both need to sort for. Not this, this is physical but if that's what he wants, I'll give him physical! "Ugh! That's it! If this is the way you want it, fine!" I shouted at him before biting his arm. So, my plan basically worked out as he yanked his arms away from me and looked at me sending daggers with those angry eyes, body shivering stare. But he deserves it. "I told you, you're pissing me off! And that's what I do whenever I'm pissed." I proudly told him smirking at the end.
"Abusive wife." he glared at me "Accusive jerk." I glared back. Then I can feel the thick tension and the dark aura were spreading all over the atmosphere between us. We both silently continued walking but a distance of metres away from us were separated to prevent any body contractions. He stole a look at me then heaved a sigh. I just don't understand him, why would still feel piss off when he's the reason to all of this happen. If he wasn't a jerk awhile ago for murdering my head awhile ago, maybe we might've had fun for the rest of the day. Why does this thing always happen? We fight, we argue a lot, we pisses each other's side then suddenly just one move and words will be stated, we'd became as fine as nothing happened then again something will finds its way to have another dramatic yet stressful argument. I looked at him while his stare were fixed on his bitten bite mark that I just bit awhile ago. Oh God! Did I just do that?! My eyes widen, popping out in the socket. The bite mark on his arm is really visible to see. My teeth marks leaves scratches and redden skin popping out on his bare arm. Did I bit him that hardly enough? He was caressing his bite mark as I heard him wincing in pain. Oh no! I'm such a terrible wife. Rey was right, I was abusing him. Abusive wife. I just abused his poor arm. His eyes were examining his bitten arm then he touches and pinched the bite mark
making my heart ache. Oh God! Just one more pinch then a blood will flow out from his wounded skin. I didn't know that I bit him that hard leaving him a wounded mark on his skin. I felt guilty so badly. I mean, he hasn't hurt my head that bad, I was just pissed that he didn't want me to let go of my head but I paid him of something that has hurt him. "Hubby..." I close the gap between and held softly yet gently on his bitten arm and examining his wounded area. Oh God! I'm such a meanie brat! I feel my tears starting to fall all over again. These tears aren't Rey's fault. This is my own tears due to my stupidity to hurt my hubby and I feel so bad about it. I feel the hatred encouraging me to hate myself. "Wh-why are you crying?" he asked softly cupping my chin using his un wounded arm to see me crying for my own mistake. "Did I hurt you?..I'm so sorry." He softly said feeling guilty about something he didn't even done then he planted a soft kiss on my forehead. He shouldn't have said that. It was my
fault! It was supposed to be me saying how much sorry I am for biting him and lastly, I didn't trust him awhile ago. Great! I just made myself spill more tears. I just couldn't bear that he was blaming himself that he hurt me although he didn't. I was the one who's hurting him. I should be the one who'll say how truly sorry I am.
"No! I'm sorry Hubby. I didn't mean to hurt you. I'm really sorry don't be mad." I cried spilling more unwanted tears to fall off to my eyes. He sighed and engulfed me into big comforting warm arms hugging me lovingly. "It's okay. Love hurts...physically."
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