CHAPTER EIGHT (B)
I was struggling with the Container, It was heavy and was placed at upper shelf, It was difficult for me to reach and when I took the hold of container because of heavy weight I couldn't able to balance my self and drop the container from my grip. I excepted it to fall and hurt my feet but something like this didn't happen, I open my eyes which I closed few minutes back because of fear of getting hurt. I got shocked seeing his there, Holding the container in his hands.
He was staring at me with soft eyes, Well this is very new for me as I always get his hatred from the very first day of our marriage, I didn't knew that more shocking thing were on my way.
"You should have called me, what was the need of doing this on your own, what if you get hurt" I heard him scolding me in caring tone, My eyes eyes come out of their sockets, Am i hearing it right, My shrewd Husband who used to raise his hand on me on every small thing is now behaving like a Caring husband, This gave me mini heart attack for sure. More i try Understand him, More I Get lost in mystery, He is truly a mystery, an unsolved mystery for me, From the time of our marriage and Now too I can't understand him.
"Sorry" I said in low tone, We both were staring into each other's eyes, His intense gaze was making me conscious, I turn to leave as i was sure If i stare in those chocolate brown eyes for longer I would Surely broke down in front him, Asking him questions of my pain, What was my fault that i suffered.so much pain and What was my kids fault that They didn't get their father's Love for 3 year. I know am happy the way he is showering his Love on my babies, taking care of them still it Can't fill the emptiness from my and kids life that we have felt in separation from him.
I look at him with widen eyes when He stopped me from going by holding my wrist. Current pass through my body as he touched me, He still have the same affect on me.
"Woh i was here to tell you that i was going out tonight with gang" He said to me, I was literally shocked, He is telling me about him going out, As far i remember He never cared to tell me about his whereabout like where he is going, with whom he is going out. O come out of my shock and nodded in Yes.
"Urmn Is it okay with you? I mean kids.." Rey asked, I understand what he is trying to say.
"We can manage rey, From past 3 years we were managing alone, Just because we are living with you that doesn't mean that you will stop living, you too have a life and We don't want because of us you stop yourself from doing thing you Love. We don't want be a burden on you" I said honestly what comes in my mind, I don't want to become a burden on him, Like I was 4 years back which He had said numerous time to me in past. I didn't knew that my words had somewhat hurt him.
Before I could move from there I was pinned to the wall behind me, He was holding me by my shoulders, His body was hovering over mine, I shudder in fear, Past incidents flash in front of my life where he used to hit me, Holding me in his dead tight grip, But today his grip was not tight he was holding me like i am made of glass and his grip would broke me, He face was very closed to mine, His hot breath was fanning over my lips, sending shiver down in my spine.
"Listen to me carefully taani, you and Kids are not burden on me, You guys are inseparable part of my life, It is my right to look after your comfort, care about you, They Are my babies taani, Now everything in my life comes after you three" He said to me, He kept his head on my shoulder, I was still in daze, what he said to me, His voice was showing honesty and pain, Pain of staying away from his own kids. But what Made me happy was He included me in his world, He is not the same reyaansh singhania, The arrogant, egoistic, Shrewd, who don't care about anyone except him and his family which didn't include me. May be Love of my kids has changed him.
I jerked out of my thoughts, feeling his lips on bare skin of neck, Our bodies were glued to each other, which was making me nervous and little sacred, after 4 years i am close to him, what if after my leave from his life he got someone else, The mere thought of him being with someone else pierced my heart. I was silently praying to my krishna ji to not let my biggest fear come true. I won't be able to tolerate if i come to know That He has someone else in his life.
I gripped his shirt from his stomach in my fist as his lips move upward, placing soft gentle kiss, I shivered at his touch.He detached himself from me and stood at distance when we heard our son coming there screaming my name.
"Mumma..mumma" he entered inside the kitchen, Rey glance toward me, that was awkward moment for us.
"Ohh papa you are also here, good I wanted to talk to you both" Aryan said to us, Rey bent down on his knees coming to aryan's level.
"Champ what do you wanted to say?" Rey asked him, I too bend down coming on his level.
"Mumma papa woh aarav bhaiya, khushi ma and anjali bua are going for shopping they asked me and aaru to join them, Can we go with them?" He asked us in his cute baby tone.I was about to deny but Rey stopped me.
"Off course champ you can go" He said, I wasn't sure about it I know My naughty kids, Am sure they won't let them do their shopping in peace. but when I saw aryan looking at me with pleading eyes I melted instantly
"Okay you both can go but you have to promise me, you will behave and won't trouble them" I said, aryan nodded in yes.
"I Love you mumma, I Love papa" He said while kissing us on cheeks one by one, Me and rey both smile at him, Then Aryan ran out of the kitchen leaving us alone.
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After aryan left the kitchen look at taani who was standing in front of me, I realized what I have done before aryan's arrival. I was so lost in moment that time that I forgot everything. I forgot the current status of us, I was so lost in her sweet fragrance, Her sweet fruity fragrance made me lose my self control.
But her words were still ringing in my ear, She said She and kids were managing all alone from past 3 years that Hurt me, She said They don't want to become burden on me that Hurt me more. I know because of me They had suffered a lot and how much i try i can't i erase the hurt and pain from their lives they had suffered because of me. But I promised myself from now I won't let a slightest thing hurt them.
without making it more awkward for her I walk out of the room. and Went in my bedroom to make a call , I was planing to give kids surprise, Their Own room, I had already planned everything, Finalize designs, interior, color theme and every other things. I want everything to be perfect for them. In two three days their room will be ready, next to our room.
At Night.
I was getting ready for club, Taani was sitting on bed, Kids, di and bhabhi haven't come back yet, When I called them They said they are at some Friend's house which met them in mall and forcefully take them with her as they were meeting after so long. I glace toward taani through mirror, I so wanted to take her with me but didn't have the courage to voice out it in front of her, My past mistakes are not allowing me.
I walk toward bed to take my wrist watch which was kept on Side table. I bend down to take it, In process I came very close to taani who was sitting on the edge of bed taking support of bedpost, she got starlet with this.
"Relax" I said to her, She look at me, she looked worried, I immediately got her worry. I sat beside her on bed.
"Taani they are on their way to home, They will be here in sometime" I said to her, I kept my palm on her cheeks, Silently praying she won't get scared . Her motherly heart was get relaxed hearing me. May be that was because this was the first time kids has gone out without her and she was worried.
She smiled at me little, For the first time I saw her smile. She look so beautiful with this charming smile of hers. just then I realized that My champ has the same smile as hers, I my princess has mine. well my princess has most of the feature as mine except her shy nature which she adapt from her mother while my champ is just like me.
We both were gazing into each other's eyes, I didn't realize when i shifted more close to her, My palm still on her cheek. I got disturb by my phone ring, I quickly take back my hand from her cheeks, I took out my phone from my pocket and look at the phone screen, It was swayum's call, I answered it and tell him am leaving for club.
I look at taani who was looking at ground as if searching something precious there, with slightest pink shade appeared on her cheeks.
"I am leaving, you take care" I said, I got up from bed, turn to leave but stop as something naughty comes in my mind. I turn toward her And bend down Little.
"Bye" I said as I place a soft kiss on her cheek, which Surprise her. I smiled and left from there leaving a shocked taani behind, Her hand was on her cheek where I placed a kiss and small smile on her lips which gives me a ray of hope that she still feels for me.
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Hello guys!
Hope you liked the update.
I just wanted to tell you that I might be not updating my any story till 2-3 days as I am in not in mood of writing, Again someone Copied my Work, This is the 5th time story is getting copied and its hurt. An arhi fan copied my Devil's Desire. Sorry guys but i need some time to calm myself and will try to give updates.
Edited by -SunShine - 11 years ago
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