'The Forgotten' - Swaron SS part-8 page 35 - Page 5

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Rey was standing near door seeing Sharon practice her leave her alone wala dance. He traced his steps back to his cabin thinking of the situations...hurdles... good..bad and ugly memories of these 5 years...

Nothing was easy for them from the day they have started to start an academy.Sharon got separated from them but still they stood still.They have managed their friendships...relationships as well as professional relationships.They were happy but fate welcomed them with another blow. They haad to get separated once again. They have moved on ...atleast they act as if they do...but the void which Swayam left could never be filled. He missed Swayam, who was his friend,guide,punching bag,brother ... Rey wiped a tear thinking about the fateful day that has changed their lives. He looked at the picture on the wall.

Rey: "Miss u Bro... agar mein khud move on nahi kar paya... tho how do i even ask Sharon... "

Rey:but she has to move on... right...

He took a deep breath...took the letter and went to meet Sharon.

Sharon was lying on ground cuddling to herself staring at herself in mirror. She saw Rey entering the room. She composed herself quickly and gave a smile to him.

Rey came and sat net her and passed on the letter to her.

Sharon took the letter and smiled at him...

Rey: So ...u going...

Sharon: Har saal jaati hu...

Rey: ha par iss saal Kriya ya Simmi koi tumhara saath nahi dega,...

Sharon: Kriya i know...par Simmi??

Rey: Shaadi..remember...

Sharon: Oh fish...Rey...par yeh hamara signature event bangaya us festival mein...mein akele kaise...

Rey: thats y...and sab busy hain,..bharath amar... reality show ka choreography mein... i havr to be with kriya...vicky bhi involved hai...and...nilesh tho...Shaadi...

Sharon: ha...

Rey: na boldu...

Sharon: nahi rey.. i will manage...

Rey: Sure..??

Sharon: ha sure...

Rey: and Sharon... i..know tum mujse gussa ho jaogi...but..mein...

Sharon:I know you want me to think about what Kriya said...

Rey: ya i do...Sharon mujhe pata hai...Swayam ko bhulna is next to impossible par Sharon... tumhe aise dekhke...it hurts...it hurts all of us..im not asking you to do everything immediately...please try...

Sharon just smiled at him and Rey hugged her.

Rey: tho kal uncle aunty ka ka anniversary hai...

Sharon: Pata hai...

Rey: So...

Sharon:So kya...milungi snse...

Rey:Sharon...dont u think you...

Sharon: i can never forgive her Rey... nor i can hate her with all my heart...i love her but i will never forgive her...

She got up and went back to home... and started her preparations for her parent's anniversary. She went to kitchen and baked the cake by herself and did icing and decoration and kept it ready. She took out the gifts she got for them and packed them properly.

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Sharon stopped her car infront of her house. She took out all the stuff she got with her and walked into house. On seeing that few more guests and still left she went inside the house and waited for her parents asking the servant to inform them.

She started arranging the stuff she got.She stood and ran to her parents to hug them.

Sharon: Happy Anniversary .. Mom Dad... Iam so happy today..

They smiled and hugged her

Gautam Rai Prakash(GRP): Thank u so much... beta...

Mommy Rai Prakash(MRP):Sharon... Sharon my baby iam so happy you are here today. Thank u so much beta... beta pata hai sab tumhe pooch rahe the...and tum itna patli ho gayi ...aur

Sharon: Cake kaate..

Sharon said with a smile avoid more talks with her mother... and dragged them to cut the cake

MRP: this is so dam tasty...tumne banaya...

Sharon: thank u... she said with a faint smile...

GRP: chalo beta dinner karte hai,,

Sharon: ha dad

They had a normal dinner talking about everything in life... Sharon just avoided most of her mother's questions or she just answered them plainly.

Sharon: Acha ab main chalti hu...

MRP: beta itni jaldi...its just 3 hrs... since u came...

GRP: It is unfair beta... u are staying here to night...

Sharon: Sorry dad...i can't stay here.. i will stay for some more time but not an entire night... and you guys know that

Sharon's dad looked at Sharon's mom who was desperately wishing to spend some time with her daughter.

GRP: chal koi baat nahi...chalo garden mein chale..

Sharon: Chaliye...

They kept walking in garden talking about life and business... and the usual dad-daughter talks...

Sharon: Dad aap ka US shifiting plan ka kya hua...ye bahut purana plan tha na

GRP: ha...ab bhi hai...but humhe yeh laga..tum waha settle ho jaogi...family ..careere sab ke saath...agar tum nahi ho tho hum kya karenge...

Sharon: oh...she sat silently...avoiding her father's gaze..

GRP: Sharon...

Sharon: Ha dad...

GRP: beta...is it wrong on my part to wish to see my daughter happy...settled in life...

Sharon looked at him...she could see the desperation in her father's eyes... She looked away to hide her brimming tears...

Sharon: Nahi... but please don't ask me to do that as a favour for you ...dad

GRP: beta...

Sharon: It is definitely wrong to wish for someone's happiness after snatching the mere reason for their happiness from them...

She said looking at her mom who was standing at a distance she wiped her tears and started walking towards her car.

Sharon's broke down cursing herself coz she is the only person who is wholly responsible for this condition of her daughter.

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Sharon kept wiping her tears as she drove. She stopped her car and cried her heart out... visiting her parents gave her little happiness and lots and lots of pain and emotional disturbance.

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It took them almost 6 months to establish the academy and see it in a stable position. It became really difficult to maintain too many relations at one time. She had managed everything quite well .Sharon's mom had tried her best to isolate Sharon from her friends especially Swayam. Even if she misunderstood them one day they patched up other day.She even went off to goa for a trip with gang especially to spend time with Swayam that too without informing her. This made her mother furious. She failed to see Swayam's love and care for Sharon. All she saw was how her daughter was almost under Swayam's control.

It was Sharon's routine to sneak out at late night to spend some quality time with Swayam. She sneaked back into house smiling to herself only to find her mom waiting for her.

Sharon: Mom..aap iss waqt...

MRP: Tum kaha thi

Sharon: mein woh Swayam ke saath...yehi pe thi...

MRP: Raat ke iss waqt...and tumhe apni family reputation ka koi parwah nhi ai...if ur dad comes to know...ki tum roz raat ko..aise...

Sharon: Mom please i know aise jaana galat hai...but what do i do.. mujhe time hi nahi mil raha hai...agar aise bhi nahi mile tho aise hi misunderstandings create ho jayenge and i don't want that to happen.

MRP: Common Sharon bahut ho gaya... you can be serious about this Swayam... uske paas na class hai.. na koi personality... kuch bhi nahi...

Sharon: Mom ye aap kya bol rahe ho...

MRP: This Swayam who you kind of worship...i dont like him i wont even consider him as last option for you. So you better stay away from him. Mujhe laga with time you will understand and move on par tera pagalpanti badti jaa rahi hai..

Sharon gave a simple smile to her mom.

MRP: tum hass rahi ho...whats so funny Sharon.

Sharon: kuch nahi.you are talking like me...like Sharon before she met Swayam.

MRP: God you were better that time..

Sharon: nahi mom... i don't know ki if you will ever understand me or not... mein Swayam ke bare mein serious hu.. kaafi serious hoon... agar serious nahi hoti mein usse aapse milwati bhi nahi... mein aap se rude li baat nahi karna chahti... i love you Mom...aap mere liye bau important ho...so is Swayam... i love him so much... If i will marry someone it is Swayam or no one else...agar aap ko Swayam pasand nahi hai...mein wait karungi...and i know Swayam bhi mera saath dega.. par there will be no one in my life mom.

Sharon lowered her eyes and started walking towards her room. She stopped in between...

Sharon: Iam sorry if im hurting you mom. I can't even imagine life without Swayam.I hope u understand.

Sharon's mom sat down in frustration. She sat down thinking how to get Swayam out of Sharon's life. She took a decision which changed lot of lives and which made her own life hell.

She took out her phone and made some phone calls.

MRP: You have not left me with much choice Sharon.

Sharon was walking silently on the road where as Swayam was staring her. When he had enough of her silence her turned her around.

Swayam: Hua kyaaa???

Sharon looked at him..and hugged him tightly...

Sharon: Swayam...mom...doesnt like you... she .. she told so many things..i i.. don't know...

Swayam: Hey... Sharon...calm down...please rona band karo please...

Swayam: I knew this from so long Sharon...just that your mom got vocal yesterday. And to be frank even i dunno what to do...

Sharon: Swayam jo kuch bhi ho...i promise mein tumhe chodke nahi jaungi.. i cant live without... i.i

Swayam: Sharon..itna mat socho...hum saat mein honge and no one can come between us... and hum apne parents ko kabhi hurt bhi nahi karenge.. philal mujhe nahi pata what we will do but lets think and we will do something to make them accept us...

Sharon: Pakka...

Swayam: Pakka.. chalo ab ghar chalte hai bhook lagi hai...aur mujhe report bhi karna hai...

Sharon: Chalo...

They started walking talking about their usual days...and routines...new students. Swayam felt some vehicle coming in speed and he suddenly pulled himself and Sharon to the side and escaped the hit. Sharon held him tightly.

Swayam: tum teek ho Sharon...

Sharon: ha who the hell was that itna road khali hai...aur...usko...

Sharon saw the vehicle turning around and took speed and always almost next to them. Before should react Swayam pushed her away and he got hit by the car.

Before Sharon could think anything Swayam was in pool of blood.

Sharon: Swayam she screamed and ran to him...screaming for help...

She settled on the bench outside the OT.With in an hour Rey & Kriya and rest of the gang reached hospital. Sharon couldn't even control her tears. Police came to question her as she saw the guy in the car who did the accident. She gave her statement and waited. Doctors have announced his condition as critical ands they were unsure if he would survive as this was his second accident in same year. Sharon was uncontrollable. Everyone including Swayam's parents breathed a sigh in relief when doctor has announced Swayam's condition as stable. Sharon didn't even go home. She stayed there looking at Swayam draped in bandages and tubes. She couldn't concentrate anything else. Everyone forced her to go home. She went and came back in a hour changing her clothes waiting for Swayam to open his eyes.

Swayam's dad assured her that he will be fine while his mom kept crying all the while. After two days Swayam opened his eyes. Sharon's happiness knew no bounds. She wanted to run and meet him first .But she waited for her turn after his parents. She waited outside watching him through glass door. She couldn't understand the confused expressions of Swayam's parents. She saw them discussing something with doctor and doctor examining him. No one allowed to visit him after. He was taken for tests. Later doctor called them inside.

Swayam's dad took Sharon and Rey with him to meet doctor.

Doctor : Ok this is a bit hard to digest. But you guys have to be strong...

Everyone looked at the doctor.

Doctor: Swayam ko post traumatic amnesia hua hai... he could even recognize his parents a hour before. He kind of remembered his name with a lot of difficulty.

Sharon felt as of her world shattered into millions. She felt as if she was seeing the worst dream of her life. She didn't know when tears came out of her eyes.

Doctors: You guys have to be strong... he has some memories with him now...he recognised his mother father... he told about some his some of his child hood memories...

Rey: Doctor ...so he ...wont remember anyone of us...kabhi bhi nahi...

Doctor: You never know... but humhe usse force nahi karna chahiye... it will take him time...days months may be years...he is a very vulnerable state now... Mere khayal se usse picle 5...6 years ka koi bhi memory yaad nahi hai...so jab tak usko kuch kuch yaad na aaye...you guys don't force him. And ya take care of him...

Swayam's Mom: Ji doctor...

Sharon even in her worst nightmares she thought that they would have to get separated in this way. She went and saw him once again from the glass door and started crying sitting on the bench outside.

Rey was informing everyone in gang while Mr. Shekhawat was consoling his wife. After an few minutes she saw Swayam's dad and mon standing near her. She quickly wiped her tears and stood infront of them.

Swayam's dad: Beta everything will be fine..trust me..kuch time do...

Sharon nodded her head looking at him and Swayam's mom. Swayam's mom held her hand and pressed it tightly.

Rey dropped Sharon back to home. He told her to be positive that Swayam can never forget her. He will remember her soon. She hugged Rey and was walking back to house. She saw some car parked outside her house. She was about to enter the house then she looked back to see that it was similar car which had hit Swayam. She looked at the car carefully. She went back to the street to find if she can find owner of the car or something. Not finding anything she came back to her house. She saw someone sitting and talking to her mom. Sharon could hear them talking about some police case. Assuming it was his car she was about to go her room she found a guy standing in the backyard of her house talking with her driver. She felt as if she had seen this guy. She could recognize the guy ...he was the guy who was driving the car. Her anger knew no bounds...she ran to the and held him dragged him inside and started hitting him with what ever she got in her hands.

Sharon's mom and her guest came and had to pull Sharon away.

MRP: Sharon ...what are u doing...Sharon pagal ho gayi ho kya...Sharon stop it behave yourself.

Sharon: How dare you... How can you ...How dare you try to kiil Swayam... i'll kill you...i'll kill you...

Sharon's mom wiped sweat from her head eyeing the guy. When Sharon was exhausted she took her phone and was about to dail police.

Sharon: Police ko aane do... you are dead...i will not leave you...

Sharon's mom snatched the phone from her.. Sharon looked at her in disbelief...

She couldn't even look into her eyes...

Sharon: Mom aap...

MRP: Sharon woh...i..beta...

Sharon: Oh..Oh My God... mom...You...you planned to you...planned to kill... Sw..Swayam...

The other guys left .

MRP: Sharon...beta i..i ..can explain...

Sharon: Aap key eh kiya...tell me mom... YOU TRIED TO KILL SWAYAM??

MRP: HA HA MAINE KIYA>...U HAVE LEFT ME WITH NO CHOICE...

Sharon didn't words from her mouth. Her mind refused to work.. silence prevailed in the room for sometime...

MRP: dekho Sharon... i had no choice...woh woh ladka tumhare liye teek nahi hai... beta ..yeh sab maine tumhare future ke liye kiya hai... beta...i hope...you... Woh Swayam u didn't realise that he is literally making you dance to his tunes...he is...

Sharon: How could u...

MRP: Sharon... beta...

Sharon: HOW COULD U DO THIS TO MEEE...

Sharon: kya bigada maine aap ka...What wrong did Swayam do...mom... aap ko acha nahi laga you will kill him... agar Swayam nahi hota mein kab tak aap ke decisions ko appose karke ghar se chali bhi gayi hoti...but...he ..he made see ...

Why did u do this MOMM... WHY... what wrong did Swayam to deserve this...He loved me unconditionally...he made me a better person..is it coz of that...he was soo good...is it because of that...or... i was happy with him..is it coz that...WHYYY

MRP: Sharon...tumhe tho kuch dikhayi nahi detha uske pyar ke piche na career...na..kuch...i was just...

Sharon: You know what aap ko kuch dikhayi nahi detha...iss paise aur staus ke alawa... Oh My God...aap ne mere baaremein ek baar bhi nahi socha...

MRP: Sharon...behave yourself...dekho...this is correct for you...beta im sorry but.. tumhare paas sab kuch hai...so u feel now ki pyar hi sab kuch hai...u don't even realise that u r gifted... agar tumne kabhi paison ki kami mehsoos kit ho tumhe pata chalta... look Sharon...

MRP: Sharon beta...

Sharon pushed away her mom as she came to hug her...

Sharon's mom was shocked to see this reaction of her daughter...

Sharon: You have destroyed my world...you destroyed my happiness just like that...i hope you are happy now... be happy because Swayam has lost his memory..he has forgotten me...he has forgotten our love...be happy ..

MRP: Sharon..beta...

Sharon:You will never understand...mom... i never wanted this dress...i never wanted this car... all i craved is for ur time...ur love... par aap ko business ke alawa kuch dikha hi kaha... and when i finally got some love in life u took away that also...

MRP: Okay im,..

Sharon: Leave me alone...aap dr rahiye mujhse...

MRP: Sharon kya..bakwass...

Sharon: JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME...I JUST HATE UUU...JUST GO AWAY...

Saying that Sharon started coughing... she ran to her rome... her mom came behind...

Sharon: AAP... AAP ...CHALI JAO...I DONT WANT TO SEE UUU... JAYIYE..nahi tho mein nahi lungi inhaler..

MRP : Sharon...

Sharon: Jaayiyeee..

Sharon's mom left the room. She took the medicine...calming her breath She sank down to floor crying...

After crying for few hours she got up and she rushed out of the house.

She went to Swayam's house and met his parents and explained them the situation

Sharon: I ..I..m sorry...I...m ur culprit...meri mom ko koi haq nahi banta to do this..aap ka decision job hi hai... iam happy to accept it...

Even Swayam's parents were disturbed by the revelation. His mom got so angry.

Swayam's Mom: I can kill your mom right now Sharon...

Sharon lowered her eyes,...

Swayam's Mom: but iam not so heatrless...nahi mera beta ko acha lagega...hum police ke paas bhi nahi jayege Sharon... i will not get anything out of it.. Im taking my son away Sharon...yaha se dur...tumse bahut dur...

Sharon tried controlling her tears... she just nodded her head...

Swayam's Mom: tum mujhe ruthless samjho kuch bhi,...i cant put my son's life at risk beta...

Sharon: I ..i understand aunty...i..

Swayam's Mom: And beta Swayam ko tum logo bare mein kuch yaad nahi hai...jab tak usse khud kuch yaad nahi aatha hum use kuch nahi batayenge... i hope kit um log bhi...

Sharon: I promise aunty jab tak Swayam ko mere ya gang ke bare mein kuch yaad nahi aata we will not try to meet him aur disturb him...

Swayam's Mom: Thank you beta...and i promise...agar usse kuch yaad ayega...mein usse rokhungi nahi tum logo ke paas aane se,..

Sharon went and hugged Swayam's mom...

Sharon: Thank you aunty...it means a lot...

Sharon left the house wiping her tears

She went and sat on bench...crying her heart out..

Sharon: I love you Swayam...I love you...

Tujhe jeenaa hai, haan meray binaa..