hiii ,guyss m sorry i updated so late but i was really busy and m still i dont know how ill manage to update further but still... secondly u may find it a lill boring and m actually sorry for that😭and thirdly😆this part is dedicated to oindrilla di😳 ,i wnted to write this on ur birthday sooo sorry for bein late
CHAPTER 6
suhana har dard hai...
JO TU MERA HUMDARD HAI
He took his bag and entered the room guided by shilpa,the room was classy and well furnished, it was niether too big nor to small ...it was perfect and cozy their was a window which gave him a perfect view of backyard in short the room was lovely...he was busy cheaking out the room when he felt a tug on his jeans he looked down nd found a lill girl with big curly hairs and a blue frock,she was looking barely 10 years old ,she somehow remembered armaan of Minnie , the child he was most closest to in sanjeeveni,she had lekumia but by god grace and his continues attemps she has passed that dreadfull desiese and was leading a comfortable life in London.
"who are you,are u shona di's boyfriend"the girl aksed narrowing her eye and scrutinizing him
He smiled amused,she was definitely like minnie
"m yeh m a boy and yeh m a friend but tell me who are u"
Im roshni ,2nd C moniter of the class and shona di calles me roo,she said smiling proudly over her achievements
He took her in her arms and kissed her cheeks which she recipocated happily
"And im armaan; roo" he said caressing her hair
"mmm don't do that ,she said correcting her hair and if ull col me by mu nickname I'll do the same; chalo ab jaldi se apna nick name batao"she said athoritatively
"Ammy"he said
He developed a comfortable feeling with roo at once; she was one of the most adorable kid he had met ,she would talk like grandmothers do and with her innoscent questions ,in the same conversation she will prove that she was not more than 10
Roshini was an orphan ,her parents had left her alone in a park,when she was probably 6-7 days old ,shilpa had found her and taken her to the police station but there they had conformed that their was no complaint there , regarding a missing girl child nor there was any in other police stations of the town ,they waited for next two days before it was proved that they had threw her probably after finding it to be a girl ; shilpa had disgusted them and given roshini in her orphanage where she was raised herself with the help of her aunt ,who was the owner of the orphanage
Shilpa found herself in roshini ,when her parents were arrested guilty for such an inhuman act ,she had seen the anger and disgust for roshini in her father's eyes and wondered that if shilpa'sfather had the same hatred for her too ...
anyway her orphanage has taken roshini's charge
Her relation with shilpa was the most beautiful among all her relations shilpa had till date ,she use to spent time on every possible weekend with her and this was one such weekend ...
Armaan and roo were playing carom when shilpa was watching them ,they had invite her to play but she had refused ,she was more comfortable watching them ; armaan was a very nice human being ,she was happy that instead of going in a shell he was trying to move on;she dint knew so much abaout riddhima but she knew that armaan was definitely trying to forget her,and seeing her bonding with roo she was a little sure that he would be a wonderfull father in future .
Night came and the weather became pretty plesent ,when shilpa called roo and armaan for dinner
"aloo ka paratha" they shouted together and squeleed with delight ,while she stared armaan amused
"So its even ur favorite"
"yeah a way too much"
But before he started eating it ,he remember something ...
1 year ago riddhima had made allo ka paratha for him and he had not let go the chance for teasing her
"aloo ka paratha" he had acted all surprise ,showing her as if he dint knew anyting
"mujhe na ek aisi hi biwi chahiye ,jo roz allo ka paratha banaye aur mein usee kiss karun"
And he went numb as if he had seen a ghost his face was pale...
It dint took a min for shilpa to read his face ,she knew he remembered something about his past she knew his vulnerable side too well
"Eat armaan " she said politely to which armaan noded
"areee ammy u not eating allo ka paratha ,u dnt know how tasty shone di makes it ,are u not hungry if u r not ,then also it dose'nt matters u will love it anyway ,by the away m a champion in this too"
This made armaan smile wholeheartedly,he forgot everything and started in a compition
Shilpa smiled too she had purpously called roshini today so that both of them wont feel awkward alone
NIGHT TIME
Sitting on a bench he was staring at the sky,thinking about his past and his would be future ...
"Thinking about riddhima"she caught him of guard
Tucking roshini in bed she was going in her room when she found him in the backyard ,it dint took time for her to understand wht he was thinking
"yeah " he replied with smile on his lips clearly contradicting tears in his eyes
"you know the pain ,it dos'nt goes away... I m trying m trying to forget but it refreshes everytime every memory ,it pains shilpa,it pains when I think that she's married to someone else "
It gave a shock to shilpa she dint knew that riddhima ws married ,well she had somewhat guessed it as armaan dint run to riddhima after his treatment as shilpa has expected him to
Shilpa sighed and kept her hand over his hand "what about ur parents ,did they got divorced"
He smiled he dint have to ask from where she got to know all this
"No,when they got to know that their divorce can effect my relationship with riddhima ,they thought to give each other a chance but I actually don't to know about their relationship now as after accident I hav'nt talk to them"
"Armaan malik are u crazy"she said with wided eyes while armaan stared him confused
She made herself comfortable on bench folding both the legs n turned towards him
"armaan ,u know their r only few children who get such parents"
"no shilpa they were never with me, as a kid I always wanted them to be with me I always missed caressing hands of my mother and father instead they wre always busy keeping me away in mysori " he said as fresh tears of pain made way through his eyes
"no armaan think this way they cared so much about u that theykept u away from themselves they dint wanted u to be a part of their fights and tentions, u would have been mentally abused if u had been their witnessing fights between them,think yourself armaan would u have been the same armaan that u were months ago ,no u would have been a rude angry youn man or worse ..."
Armaan was a little shaken ,why had'nt he thought this way before ,he use to feel that he was never loved by his parents but in reality they cared for him
Shilpa reading he thoughts said "that's not ur fault armaan its very difficult for a boy to think so maturely like this"
He satred her again when she continued "armaan talk to them ull feel better ,its not that they will make u forget riddhima completely but these relations will help you to move on armaan ,in everyones life there is a moment when there is no one to stand with you but its up to you armaan that whose hand u choose to get out of the darkness,besides you r really very lucky to have such parents"
She was saying those words when he observed the emotion in her eyes which were reflecting only pain
"what about ur parents" he asked
"My mom died in a heartstroke"
"And ur father"
she said staring down ,her eyes were so painful that he dint have guts to ask further
he just hugged her ,he dint knew why he was hugging her because she understands him so much or because of the unknown mysterious pain he had seen in her voice or may be both whatever it was,it was beautiful ,it gave him a kind of peace
Edited by harshiakshi - 11 years ago
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