Arshi FF :: His Journey Towards Euphoria#3 - Link to thread 4 on PG 1 - Page 55

poor he scared of loosing love one

waiting for next update

i found ur ff today only n read in all updates

its really very hard for him will he say everything wat is bothering him 2 her/ he has 2 do it...

awesome update shivi

as i said before i didnt knew there is medical term too for this fear...

OMG he is scared of being left alone

Awesome simply awesome. I just love how Kushi acted

Part 28

It was the same feeling. But today it was more alarming, more frightening. The fear of losing himself was there but today the longing to be held was more. The pain of losing someone was not new but today the pain was unbearable...almost...almost stopping his breath.

This is frightening.

Arnav looked at her face. Her sweet face basking in the moon light, sneaking from the window and her hand holding him tightly across his chest. Despite of making it crystal clear to her that she is not allowed to leave him, he had always tried to force his heart and mind to not to be her slave. Not to be a needy one in this relationship. To not drown him in the depth from where it's impossible to breath without her.

But he has lost that battle. And now she has become his salvation. He HAS become a needy one. Despite of all the fight with his heart and mind, he has lost. Now she held the power to aid him or to destroy him. He is at her mercy now.

And he can't do anything about that! Nothing but to accept that he needs her, needs her to survive.

Arnav caught her hand which was on his chest and pulled her in his arms, holding her close to him. He looked at her face. Her two soulful eyes now remained close. He kissed her eyes. Her little nose, turning always red as he kisses her goodbye. Dipping forward he kissed her nose. His eyes moved on her lips, slightly open. He kissed her slightly parted lips and held her close to his chest.

Khushi opened her eyes as the constant knock on the door disturbed her sleep. Pushing the blanket away, she was about to get up but something held her. She looked down at her waist. A strong arm wrapped around her waist. Her eyes jerked to her right.

"Arnav ji..?" Khushi looked at him confused and then all the happenings of last night flooded her mind instantly. Dislodging his hold with great difficulty, she got up from the bed.

"Ebu..." Khushi smiled and extended her hands. And immediately Abeer jumped in her arms. "My Ebu...how are you? You had not troubled your Nani, right?" Khushi kissed his lips.

Instead of replying to his mother by giggling or showering with his sloggy kisses, he kept his head on her chest and circled his tiny arms around her neck.

Khushi smiled and embraced him more closely.

"He missed you, Khushi.." Buaji said and ran her hand on Abeer's back, amazed at seeing his love and need for Khushi.

"Ebu missed me? " Khushi kissed his hair. "Amma too missed Ebu.."

"Khushi, get freshen up, I will prepare the breakfast." Buaji told and left.

Khushi closed the door and walked towards the bed.

"Ebu, don't make noise ok? Daddy is sleeping. Let him sleep, yesterday he was little disturbed." Khushi instructed Ebu and sat on the bed. She looked at Arnav ji. He was still sleeping.

"Ebu, we should have not come here. I think Arnav ji is mad at us. But when he is mad, he shouts on us but yesterday he was so quiet, he wasn't telling anything. It's better when he shouts." Khushi rested her cheek against Ebu's and stared at Arnav ji. Something is bothering him, she knows that. This man is like a conundrum, a big big puzzle. The more she tries to solve him, the more he tangles her.

"Bu...Bu...Bu..." Abeer purred against Khushi's neck.

Khushi giggled as his lips tickled her.

"Ebu..."Khushi made him sit in front of her. "Why don't you try to make him understand? Why don't you tell him to be little less confusing? That will be a huge huge help. You will help na, sweetheart?"

"bu bu.." he patted the space in front of him with his small fists.

Khushi laughed.

"I was not asking you to get ready for some war.."

Abeer clapped his hands, laughing

Khushi again looked at Arnav ji, his blanket was down to his waist, leaving his upper half uncovered. Khushi's eyes rested on his broad chest. Something flattered in her stomach and Khushi averted her eyes. She tried not to peek there again but still her eyes darted towards him. His muscles flexing as he breathed in and out. Khushi gulped and was about to turn her eyes when she saw Ebu trying to climb on Arnav ji.

"Ebu,..." Khushi caught him and pulled him away from Arnav ji. "Ebu, humne kaha na, don't disturb him." but ignoring her mother's word, Abeer again tried to crawl there.

"Ebu!" Khushi tried louder and as she stretched herself to catch him, her right hand landed on Arnav's stomach. Khushi's wide shocked eyes stared at her hand. She was about to pull her hand away but stopped. She stared at his toned muscles. Her hand, on its own accord started it's journey.

"Hey Devi Maiya! It's his stomach...or..or some stone?...it's...it's so hard..." her innocent and confused mind stared amazed. Her hand traveled from his stomach to his chest, his shoulder,neck and rested on his cheek... and soon her eyes collided with his, now, open eyes. Khushi pulled back her hand immediately.

"I...I am sorry...I...I was just...I am sorry.." Khushi sat straight on the bed. Her face red, too embarrassed. Hey Devi Maiya! What was she doing?!

Arnav sat on the bed.

Khushi peeked towards him and saw him staring right back at her. She immediately averted her eyes.

"Woh...woh..I...Ebu! ...Arnav ji, Ebu was trying to climb on you ...I was just stopping him...Sacchi..." she lied through her teeth.

Arnav averted his eyes, still not saying anything.

Khushi's all embarrassment fled away as she saw him still not opening his mouth.

"Arnav ji, why are you not talking? Are you mad at me? I am sorry...That girl was talking nonsense about you...I was just telling her the truth. You are not what she was telling. She doesn't know you, then how can she talk all that? But if still you are mad, than I am sorry. Very sorry. Please say something." Khushi almost pleaded.

But still got nothing in reply.

With her eyes brimming with tears, she got up from the bed and walked to his side.

"Kuch toh boliye, Arnav ji.." Khushi said in a low voice, standing in front of him.

Arnav got up from the bed. He stared at her for few seconds before pulling her in his arms.

Khushi circled her hands around his waist as some tears spilled from her eyes and dampned Arnav's neck.

"I...I will be back in the evening... be ready...we will leave for RM..." Arnav pulled away from the hug and took his T-shirt.

Khushi stared at him, contemplating on his words. And before she can say anything, he had already reached the door.

"Arnav ji, wait...wait Arnav ji..." Khushi called after him. But he was already gone.

I know it's small. I am sorry Will update long next time because there's always a next time😆

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Amazing

nice update