Hmmm!!!!
For the first time in all these 30 chapters i am angry!
I have always sided with Arnav, always believed his actions to be justified though not necessarily right, always tried to see things from his persepective, but today m hell angry on him!
What does he want? Does he himself know what he wants? Yes he just knows he needs khushi n will keep her but keep her like how? Like this? To jump on her everytime any random person even mentions the name Rishabh? To detach himself from her if he even sees rishabh in his dreams! Blaming khushi even he hears this name , cursing gods for even coming up with this name Rishabh!
I mean there is a limit to any person's insecurity! Who is he hurting in all this? An innocent cluesless soul, poor girl is still goin after him , planning to cajole him n placate him!
In his anger did he even notice that how she is coming after her? No!
He shud be thankful that he married khushi, any other girl in her plce would have left her now!
N all this happened after their beautiful love making! It wasnt just a casual sex, it was her final surrender to him! Giving whatever she had to him! I know i wouldnt have reacted like this had this happened on any other time! But after khushi's full surrender! After her body confessing her love for him, he still behaved like that?
Yes he may be thinking that if his mother could be unfaithful or manipulative after having a kid n all, then any other women could be!
But if he had such issues, n he knows that he will never be able to overcome them, then he shudnt have married her in thr first place! He wants for his happiness but dsnt want to be happy! It seems as if he keeps waiting for any single opportunity to come his way so that he can jump down her throat! he dsnt want to trust her n so scared of trusting her n therefore when prsented with such an opportunity he grabs it with both the hands n justify that he is right in not trusting her!
Khushi has been nothing but patient, loving and giving! N they have discussed this rishabh thing earlier too! Then y this reaction now! It seems arnav would not be happy even if she laid her life for him!
From personal experience m advising arnav, if you will continue to let your insecurity and hatred for rishabh overpower your love for khushi then let me tell you this relationship will not survive! You keep punishing khushi without any fault of hers and a time will come then even she will give up on you!there is a limit to which a girl can bear somebody's insecurities and let them hurt her! I hope you are not too late to see reason!
N yes m sure many will come up with perfect explainations for Arnav's behaviour, but for once Arnav's behaviour has been wrong n nothing can justify it!
If he cant let go of his insecurities then he has no right to make other person suffer n insult her! N now m hardly see him making any efforts! For any tiny step he takes towards trusting, he takes thousand giant steps bk wen something like this happens!
N khushi has been too giving! She dsnt say anything! The girl is fighting with all her heart but for what?
I guess this talk will be very decisive! N for once i want Arnav to see sense n take some concrete step in redeeming this situation!
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