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Hey guyzzz..!! Shalini here... I'm here wid an SS this time..!!! other day I was thinking abt sandhir and an idea popped into my mind... I thought of penning it down.. So here's it.. Sandhir SS: youre still the one...
Pls share ur reviews...
Happy reading..
S@NdhiR: You're Still The One..!!</font>
Prolouge:
<font color="#3333ff">The winters winding down in America...it was quiet a dark smoggy night... Night chills were running through the house in and out of my room like a quiet ghost silently coming and silently going. As I lay awake sitting on my bed thinking about my life which changed so much..I was sipping my hot black coffee enjoying it... The warmth and at the same time coldness... The Book which was placed on my study table.. Had it's pages turning due to the cold breeze... I went towards it and suddenly when my eyes fell on those lines which I wrote...
"I chose to love you in silence,
for in silence I find no rejection.
I chose to love you in your loneliness,
for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me"
Yes I wrote these lines... I Couldn't believe that I became quiet philosophical..
But I was left with no other choice.. It was the only Way to communicate with Him... The love of my life... The wind blew as the pages of my diary flipped again to pg no. 37... I still remember that day when I wrote this...I felt so low and lonely... Because it was that day when we both parted forever...
I kept reading..
JULY 31st...
"everything was fine until that day which parted us forever. I still cant forget that fateful night. I lost everything.. My love.. My family.. My friends.. We were just seperated because we didn't share a meaning of word trust between us...
Trust is the most important value in every relationship. Trust is all that matters between two souls. Without trust, there is no friendship, and without friendship, there is no love...
I'm here owning a high position in one of the best companies of America... I'm sure evn u must have achieved so much in your life Randhir...!!!!
We were successful in every damn thing in our lives but failed to gain trust and a healthy relationship...Was my love for u so weak..?? That it lead us to what we are today.. Completely parted forever n forever..."
I wiped tears which kept flowing constantly down my cheeks..
But donno why I feel like writing something now.. Immediately she took a pen from the pen stand...
And turned to a fresh page of the diary and started writing...
"It's been seven years since I have seen you.. Nothing in my life was so important than u. My parents.. And family none of them were with me im all alone...After all i went through this but i have only two persons left in my life who have constantly been my pillar of support.
My best buddies Parth and Natasha... Parth the one who always tries to make me smile.. And u hate him so much randhir.. How could u think tht..." She realised wht she is writing and stricked it off... And continued to write..."And his girlfriend natasha is like my sister...
These two gave me contant support n love i needed... My best buddies forever..!!!But though they are there for me but My family left me all alone just coz I'm a girl and I'm not suppose to fulfil my dream.. Or Is it a crime to be a girl..??? Why can't my dad understand that woman are not just meant of kitchen but can achieve greatest heights equal to men...!!!
Today achieved everything in my life but failed to achieve the love from my family. Im incomplete without dem in my life...I'm just waiting for my parents to call me back home... And there's one more thing which I'm carving for is your love my dear MCP..!!!! I never moved on in my life... You will forever n always remain in my life... Will always love u till my last breath..!!! But I know you will never n ever keep ur bloody ego aside.. This is what I hate about you... Why can't u just leave ur damn ego...!! Was it that easy for u to leave me and go..??? U knew tht I always loved u but why..?? Why did u do this to me..??? This is wht I deserve..?? "
My hands were trembling and literally shaking coz now I dont have enough strength to keep myself strong.. The pain of these many years just can't go away... But till when I'll keep waiting like this...
No no way I'm not gonna waste a single tear now. I had wasted enough but now not any more.. Till when will I wait for u..?? It's been seven long years... " tears kept flowing down her cheeks.. She quickly wiped dem... Promising to herself that she will never cry and try to move on in her life...
I threw my diary in a box along with the pen and some things which always reminded me of his memories.. Those puzzle cube.. Bunch of letters which he wrote for me... The chits in which we would write to communicate during our lectures... Those chocolate wrappers etc...!!! I'll sealed it tightly n threw tht box in my store room...
" I'm going to end this phase of life and start afresh...I hv to get back to that old SANYUKTHA...!!! One the who dreamt of being a mechanical engineer and nw finally succeeded my goals... Now my life will only revolve around my work n me... I know im stubborn... But now i will only concentrate on my work nothing else..." she said sternly...Yes I'm sanyuktha agarwal...
But will she really start afresh..?? What if he appears to her after seven damn years...??? Will she be able to move on knowing tht he himself didnt move on in these years...!!
To be continued...</font>
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Phew done..!!! I just wanna to update prolouge.. Will update part 1 on 26th march...
Lots of love ❤️
Shalini:):)
Pls share ur reviews...
Happy reading..
S@NdhiR: You're Still The One..!!</font>
Prolouge:
<font color="#3333ff">The winters winding down in America...it was quiet a dark smoggy night... Night chills were running through the house in and out of my room like a quiet ghost silently coming and silently going. As I lay awake sitting on my bed thinking about my life which changed so much..I was sipping my hot black coffee enjoying it... The warmth and at the same time coldness... The Book which was placed on my study table.. Had it's pages turning due to the cold breeze... I went towards it and suddenly when my eyes fell on those lines which I wrote...
"I chose to love you in silence,
for in silence I find no rejection.
I chose to love you in your loneliness,
for in your loneliness no one owns you, but me"
Yes I wrote these lines... I Couldn't believe that I became quiet philosophical..
But I was left with no other choice.. It was the only Way to communicate with Him... The love of my life... The wind blew as the pages of my diary flipped again to pg no. 37... I still remember that day when I wrote this...I felt so low and lonely... Because it was that day when we both parted forever...
I kept reading..
JULY 31st...
"everything was fine until that day which parted us forever. I still cant forget that fateful night. I lost everything.. My love.. My family.. My friends.. We were just seperated because we didn't share a meaning of word trust between us...
Trust is the most important value in every relationship. Trust is all that matters between two souls. Without trust, there is no friendship, and without friendship, there is no love...
I'm here owning a high position in one of the best companies of America... I'm sure evn u must have achieved so much in your life Randhir...!!!!
We were successful in every damn thing in our lives but failed to gain trust and a healthy relationship...Was my love for u so weak..?? That it lead us to what we are today.. Completely parted forever n forever..."
I wiped tears which kept flowing constantly down my cheeks..
But donno why I feel like writing something now.. Immediately she took a pen from the pen stand...
And turned to a fresh page of the diary and started writing...
"It's been seven years since I have seen you.. Nothing in my life was so important than u. My parents.. And family none of them were with me im all alone...After all i went through this but i have only two persons left in my life who have constantly been my pillar of support.
My best buddies Parth and Natasha... Parth the one who always tries to make me smile.. And u hate him so much randhir.. How could u think tht..." She realised wht she is writing and stricked it off... And continued to write..."And his girlfriend natasha is like my sister...
These two gave me contant support n love i needed... My best buddies forever..!!!But though they are there for me but My family left me all alone just coz I'm a girl and I'm not suppose to fulfil my dream.. Or Is it a crime to be a girl..??? Why can't my dad understand that woman are not just meant of kitchen but can achieve greatest heights equal to men...!!!
Today achieved everything in my life but failed to achieve the love from my family. Im incomplete without dem in my life...I'm just waiting for my parents to call me back home... And there's one more thing which I'm carving for is your love my dear MCP..!!!! I never moved on in my life... You will forever n always remain in my life... Will always love u till my last breath..!!! But I know you will never n ever keep ur bloody ego aside.. This is what I hate about you... Why can't u just leave ur damn ego...!! Was it that easy for u to leave me and go..??? U knew tht I always loved u but why..?? Why did u do this to me..??? This is wht I deserve..?? "
My hands were trembling and literally shaking coz now I dont have enough strength to keep myself strong.. The pain of these many years just can't go away... But till when I'll keep waiting like this...
No no way I'm not gonna waste a single tear now. I had wasted enough but now not any more.. Till when will I wait for u..?? It's been seven long years... " tears kept flowing down her cheeks.. She quickly wiped dem... Promising to herself that she will never cry and try to move on in her life...
I threw my diary in a box along with the pen and some things which always reminded me of his memories.. Those puzzle cube.. Bunch of letters which he wrote for me... The chits in which we would write to communicate during our lectures... Those chocolate wrappers etc...!!! I'll sealed it tightly n threw tht box in my store room...
" I'm going to end this phase of life and start afresh...I hv to get back to that old SANYUKTHA...!!! One the who dreamt of being a mechanical engineer and nw finally succeeded my goals... Now my life will only revolve around my work n me... I know im stubborn... But now i will only concentrate on my work nothing else..." she said sternly...Yes I'm sanyuktha agarwal...
But will she really start afresh..?? What if he appears to her after seven damn years...??? Will she be able to move on knowing tht he himself didnt move on in these years...!!
To be continued...</font>
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Phew done..!!! I just wanna to update prolouge.. Will update part 1 on 26th march...
Lots of love ❤️
Shalini:):)
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