And we are made to be one AR.FF Part 26 1.Oct.2015 - Page 25

After the happy affair of dinner mixed with the laughter draggers jealousy promotion and blessings they all moved to their respective room to give rest to their tiered body after long day of working.
Soon ridhima was in dream land after watching over her papa getting proper rest, she moved after shashank after the dinner to give him medicine closing the curtains of window covering shanky with the quilt till his chest, kissing her papa good night over his forehead.

Ridhima went to sleep after sometime she hit her bed. Armaan was working over one of the file of some project while having the coffee prepared by ridhima before going to bed.
Muskaan was sitting beside ridhima putting her mind in the process of thinking deciding to have words with armaan muskaan put her legs of the bed over the floor to move out of her room.

As soon as muskaan enters armaans room she saw armaan was settling his file into his brief Case pulling off his glasses keeping them in case back. Armaan turned around to hear muskaan seeking the permission to enter in. Armaan called her in...

Armaan: arye muskaan ao na kya baat hain aaj itni raat mein..
Muskaan: armaan vo mujhe tumse kuch baat karni thi..
Armaan: hain aao na betho kyaa baat hain..

Armaan offered a seat to muskaan which she grabbed over the couch placed.
Armaan settle down beside muskaan with silence giving a small indication to muskaan to say but seeing muskaan not speaking a word further but playing with her fingure armaan took it as symbol that muskaan is nervous or hesitating to say the thing that brought her here in his room.
Armaan placed his hands over muskan's hand gently breaking her trance as well as the silence around the room.

Armaan:kya baat hain muskaan.
Muskaan: armaan...mein samjhe nahi paa rahi hun kahan se shuru karun , mein nahi janti tum kya sochoge ya kaise react karogey par mein ye bolna chahati hun..
Armaan: saaf saaf bolo muskaan kya baat hain..
Muskaan:vo mein.. mein vo..
Armaan:muskaan..
Muskaan: mein...
Armaan: kya hua...tum hamari company nahi join karna chahati toh its okay mein force nahi karunga tumhe.
Muskaan: nahi nahi.. !!! aise baat nahi hain..vo mein ridhima..
Armaan: ridhima.. !!!
Muskaan: hain vo ridhima.. mujhe ridhima ke baare mein baat karni thi tumse..
Armaan:ridhima ke baare mein kya baat karni hain...
Muskaan: armaan mein jaanti hun tum ria se bahut pyaar karte the. Aur hamesha karte rahoge..koi aapna pehla pyaar kabhi nahi bhul pata. Aur phir tumhara pyaar toh mukambal bhi tha.. toh mein jaanti hun ki tumhare liya ria ko bhoolna na mumkin hain armaan..par armaan kya ria ko aapne dil ke kisi koone mein baand kar ke tumhe apni life mein aage nahi bhadna chaiye..

Armaan:ye kya bol rahi ho muskaan..tum aise kaise bol sakti ho...

Armaan got up walking few steps towards bed to be followed by muskaan.

Muskaan: armaan kab tak aise hi aapne aapko aur ria ko aur aapne pyaar kenra wale ko taklif dete rahoge tum.. kya tumhari taklif se hum sab ko taklif nahi hoti.. kya ria ko taklif nahi hoti hogi tumhare aisa dekh ke..
Arman tumhe aage bhadna hoga..aapne liya nahi toh RIA ki khushi ke liya..

Armaan: ria ko kabhi acha nahi lagega ki uska armaan kisi aur ke sath..
Muskaan: tumhe sachi lagta hain armaan ki RIA ko tumhe akele ghtte hua dekh ke khushi hogi ya tumhe kisi aur ke sath dekh ke haste hua khushi hogi.. Agar aisa hain toh I guess tum ne kabhi ria ko samjha hi nahi..kabhi ek ladki ke dil ko nahi samjha tumne...

Armaan got up walking towards Window standing their holding the frame of window for support again to be felt followed by muskaan.

Armaan: muskaan!!!!
Muskaan: mein jaanti hun armaan mein harsh ho rahi hun par tumhe samjhna padegi armaan.. Sirf ria ki dil ki baat jo Shayad vo bhi chahati aur Shayad ridhima ki dil ki baat bhi..

Armaan turn around to look at muskaan with confusion all over her face.

Muskaan: hain armaan ridhima tumse pyaar karne lagi hain.. vo tumse bahut pyaar kar bethi hain.. jane anjaane mein hi vo aapna dil haar gai hain tumhare samne..

Armaan: nahi!!! Ridhima toh Sidhant se...

Muskaan: seriously armaan!! Tumhe seriously lagta hain ki ridhima us chuhe se pyaar karti hain ya karti hogi..
Armaan: mein ne dekha hain ridhima ko uske liya rote hua
Muskaan :vo uske liya nahi balki ek family ke liya ro rahi thi armaan..
Ye baat toh tum bhi jante ho armaan ki hum dono mein aur ridhima orphan hain toh har orphan ki tarah humein bhi family ke pyaar ki carving hoti thi.. aur sid ridhima ko ek family ke sapne dikhata rahta tha jo ki vo kabhi pura nahi karne wala tha... Aur ridhima kabhi bhi Sid se pyaar nahi karti thi balik she was finding family being with him.
Par armaan vo tumse pyaar kanre lagi hain..dil de chuki hain tumhe apna aur ye baat usse bhi abhi nahi pata chali hain ki vo tumse pyaar karne lagi hain..

Armaan : tumhe galat fami hain muskaan aisa kuch nahi hain hum bus ache dost hain.
Muskaan was getting frustrated with armaan's stubbornness of not understanding things.

Muskaan : dost nahi pati patni ho tum dono:

Armaan look at muskaan horror stuck.

Muskaan : kyun shock laga: tumne hi toh ridhima ki maang kumkum se bhari thi na aur gale mein mangalsutr dala tha na us din Pooja ke din.. yaad aaya armaan...
Armaan :vo sab mein nahi karna chahata tha muskaan.
Muskaan : tum chahate the ki nahi vo farak nahi padhta.. tumne kara hain armaan tumne uski maang bhari hain usse mangalsutr bhi pehnaya hain. Aur aab vo Tumhari patni hain.

Armaan : vo sab ridhima ne mujhe kahan tha karne ko mein ne pehle hi mana kar diya tha. Usne hi kahan papa ke liya humein ye karna chahiye.
Muskaan : aur tumne kar diya armaan.. !!! armaan aaj pehli baar mujhe lag raha hian ki tum vo armaan nahi jo hum se pehli baar mila tha...jo kisi unknow ladki ko hurt nahi karna chahata tha.
Aur aaj tum apni best friend ko aapni patni ko itna hurt kar rahe ho...
Armaan : nahi hain vo meri patni.. Sirf dost hain ridhima meri. Ria thi meri patni sirf ria..

Muskaan : jiski jagha ridhima ne is ghar mein le li hain papa ke liya aur tumhari life mein bhi shaadi kar ke.
Armaan ": nahi manta mein shaadi ko.
Muskaan : tumhare maan ne se kuch nahi hota armaan. Jar us ladki ke baar emin socho armaan jisne tumhare liya tumhare papa ke liya tumse kahan ki tum Pandit ji ki baatein maan lo. Itna toh tum jaan gaye honge ridhima ko 6 mahin mein ki tum jaan sako ridhima ke liya customs Kitna maine rakhte hain especially shaadi.. Khud socho armaan kyun vo ladki aapne sab sapne tumhare liya chod diya..kyun vo aapne se pehle tumhare liya sochti hain.. kyun ki vo pyaar karti hain tumse.

Armaan : ye pyaar nahi infatuation hain aur kuch nahi. Aur pyaar hai bhi toh waqt ke sath khatam ho jayega.
Muskaan : agar ye pyaar na hota na armaan toh na toh ridhima yahan hoti na hi tmhare papa aur nahi vo ye sab karti. Apne pyaar ko kisi aur ki yaadon mein duba dekhna sab ke bus ki baat nahi hoti armaan bahut pyaar karti hain vo tumse.. aur ye pyaar waqt ke sath mitne wala nahi hain balik waqt ke saath gehra hone lagega. Mein dawa kar sakti hun kyun ki jaanti hun apni ridhi ko bachpan se.

Muskaan : Mein tumhe jayada kuch nahi bol sakti armaan bus mein tumhe sachai batana chahati thi. Taki tum meri ridhi ko aur dukh na do aur na hi khud ko dard do.. par tumhe aapna dard mein duba rahna hain toh raho aapne dukh men dube hua par meri riddhi ko ajad kar do usko uski Khushiyan de do.. aur aapne papa ke liya bhi thodi care karna.. kabhi unhe kuch aisa na pata chale jisse tumhe dukh ho.

Saying so muskaan left the room leaving armaan in emotional flow overs.
Armaan left wondering on what made ridhima fall for him. He never steps towards her in any other way then a friend. She herself never walked into him. All they had was a pure friendship all the while when they have started with talking forwarding their hands for friendship. Then what made space for these new found feelings in between him and her.

Armaan always filled the gap between them with the word friendship togetherness support help and care but this void was later filled by something called love from ridhima's side.
Armaan was cursing himself for making ridhima love him for whatever reason she started loving him while even now he never know what he have did that he was cursing himself.
Without getting anything in mind he was busy cursing himself for whatever reason he would curse himself for. He was doing it was back stabbing Ria's love , for cheating his wife his love what if she died but he was her husband still , for making ridhima go through the break up relation with sid , for making her fall for him without knowing what he did , for letting ria go so easily , for doing all the emotional drama with his papa , for ditching his wedding with ria and being married with ridhima which he never take as truth but it's the truth that can't be denied or neglected for long.
Thinking all this armaan moved towards the window staring at stars trying to figure out where his ria is. Here is padma maa is...!!! But all he saw in the sky was smiling face of ridhima in the moon. He took that face as ria's face scared of getting the fact into his system that he have one or other connection with ridhima say it emotional relation , relation of hurt or name it as a string of heart that was building up with time. But as it's is obvious being a human armaan have to deny the later one to accept.
Humans never accept that thing that never went or happen according to their needs or their mind set.
But always get disappointed thinking they never get what they want even without looking at the current situation or considering working for what they want.

Armaan moved todays the drawer below his wardrobe to dip out the bottle out of it. He opened the alcoholic liquid to burn his throat with the liquid as his heart is already burning. He wanted to burn his throat equally or more trying to lessen his pain making it numb so he can't feel it. But today even after wanting to let that thing down in his system he was wasn't able to consume it.
Someone asked him earlier to not to consume such a thing and cause pain to his lovable once , no its not ria but ridhima , but again his mind made him see that it was for is that she asked him not to drink. Thinking of it his mind force him to make him believe that it was for RIA not for ridhima's word.

Armaan throw the bottle in frustration and pain away from him in some corner of the room crashing it down breaking its glass into pieces and the liquid in it got soaked in nearby rug laid over floor.

With the sudden loud sound ridhima's sleep break making her set on bed instantly getting confused from where the sound came from or she was dreaming the voice. Ridhima thought it might be the dream sound and was about to lay back but something in her made her to get up and check over armaan's wellness.

Reaching the door connected to their room and armaan's room internally ridhima opened the door only to hear the echoing sound of armaan singing out his emotions with so much pain in his eyes.

Shikava Nahi Kisi Se Kisi Se Gila Nahi
Shikava Nahi Kisi Se Kisi Se Gila Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Mila Nahi
(Armaan was singing out his pain taking RIA's photo in his hand and hugging it over his heart...)

Shikavaa Nahi Kisi Se Kisi Se Gila Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Mila Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Mila Nahi
(Then keeping that photo aside armaan moved towards the bed to see his and RIA's photo from the wedding and some other cute moments of his with ria)

Tu Mil Saka Na Hamako Tasalli To Mil Gai
Tu Mil Saka Na Hamako Tasalli To Mil Gai
Aai Bahaar Shaakh Pe Kali Bhi Khil Gai
(Armaan remember the death scene of ria.. when she was leaving him all alone in the world to deal with so much pain without anyone to love him)

Arama Tha Hamako Jisaka Vo Gul Khila Nahi
Arama Tha Hamako Jisaka Vo Gul Khila Nahi
(He got flashback of the time when ria told him that they are going to be parents then the days they keep planning one or the other thing for their to be born baby, bringing small smile to his face)

Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Milaa Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Milaa Nahi
(Then suddenly the flash of ria's report and dairy entry came into his mind bringing down the smile formed on his lips into the drain setting tears in his eyes)

Yaado Ki Jhilamilati Parachhaiyo Ke Din
Yaado Ki Jhilamilati Parachhaiyo Ke Din
Katate Nahi Hai Tanhaa Tanhaiyo Ke Din
(Flashes of his and RIA moments with RIA's laughter her pranks her innocence and her love came in front of his eyes as is the things happening in the room now itself)

Hai Chahato Kaa Dilakash Ab Silasila Nahi
Hai Chahato Kaa Dilakash Ab Silasila Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Milaa Nahi
(Suddenly armaan was brought back to reality realizing he was all alone there is no RIA with him now.. He sat on the bed with the face in his hand crying out his heart then taking it as his destiny that was cursed badly he wiped his tears away)

Shikava Nahi Kisi Se Kisi Se Gila Nahi
Shikava Nahi Kisi Se Kisi Se Gila Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Mila Nahi
Nasib Me Nahi Tha Jo Hamako Mila Nahi
(But his tears never came to an end and he lay back on the bed still crying with new set of tears..)

Here ridhima too was crying to see armaan crying and suffering so much. But she was thinking what made him trigger all those old memories. And saw armaan cause himself to cry till he sleeps.
Making armaan lay correctly over the bed and covering him with duvet she cares his head once and moved back to her room wondering the reason of sudden break down that to so badly.
It was a month time now that armaan remains happy and smiling as happy go man with out any sadness in life.




Love
Anamika and Aayushi