ASYA(KABHI) FF- Given and Denied- Chapter 41 to Chapter 46 - Page 38

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Chapter 44

"Give me back my innocence cause I wish to dream again, Let me fly once again,

Of the future we see, does it hold something for me

I'm weightless again, just before the shadows...

Fall like a leaf in the wind on the ocean, of blue like your eyes in the twilight theater

with symphonies playing in the world without sound...We're given and denied"

- poets of the fall

Zoya cried till she could. Could she ever be happy like this? Why Asad would do always compromise with her? She thought again and again. She promised him she would never leave him but all things were not working too. Defeated she went to Amreen's room. Amreen was reciting Holy Quran after her morning prayer when a dejected Zoya entered into her room. She was shocked to see her like this.

"What happened bachcha??"Amreen stroked her hair.

"I made mess again Didan. Asad is very angry with me" Zoya said in a lower tone.

"Why?" Amreen was confused.

"I said about my fear and he he.." Zoya hiccuped and could not continue it. Amreen stroked her hair lovingly and asked to stop. She understood her point of view and also for Asad.

"I told you not to say that to him bachcha. He is very sensitive, all his life he was rejected from everything: his childhood, his father's affection, his happiness. So when he thinks he has anything, he becomes overprotective about that. He does not let anything go away what he loves. I know you are trying to make him happy but truth is your presence makes him that. Yes time is also important but he can manage bachcha. And don't think about it as a compromise. My Asad is always like this. He loves silently and never wants anything back for it. He remains away from love all his life but he cherishes for love all his life. My bachcha will not ask anything to you. Yes he might be angry but at the end of the day he will love you more. Now get ready to pacify my bachcha. You did wrong to him and you will pacify him. After all these small things add spices in a martial life" Amreen said with a mock angry tone.

"You love Asad more than me" Zoya whined and pulled out a perfect pout. She was feeling lighter and easier now.

"Of course I am. He is my bachcha" Amreen cleared her stance as how much she loved Asad.

"I won't mind for that, I have a supporter here, my Ammi is always on my side." Zoya said loudly as soon as Dilshad entered the room with a tray.

"Tea time for ladies and I am always with you my girl" Dilshad hugged Zoya after passing tea to Amreen. Amreen laughed out loud and they shared some women time together discussing Nazma's wedding preparation.

"By the way Zoya, did Asad tell you that he wants to do all the rituals with you?" Dilshad asked Zoya in a mischievous tone which Zoya failed to recognize.

"Me? Why? Rituals are for brides and the guardians. What I am doing here? No..no...you and Didan are already here, then why will I be Nazma's guardian?" the wider mouth Zoya was back. Dilshad and Amreen bit back their laugh as soon as they realize what Zoya was trying to say.

"Actually you have to perform those ritual Zoya not Asad. Because all rituals for marriage are only for brides" Dilshad chuckled.

"Ha, so Nazma will do that na. Why me?" Zoya was more confused by that time.

Dilshad had sighed a long understanding the fact that Asad had not discussed with her yet.

"What will I do with him? One moment he was all like doing every ritual for her and the other moment he forgot to tell her? How can you do that Asad" Dilshad mumbled under her breath while Zoya was still confused with the words. Dilshad first thought not to break the news to Zoya by herself then went back as she needed Zoya for everything in the preparations. So she explained what Asad had told her last night. Zoya's eyes went wide first in shock; she knew how he hated all these things. Then her eyes becoming moistened as how far he go for her and here she was thinking that he was doing compromise with her. Stupid Zoya! She blinked several times to push back her tears as she had to pacify her husband. She had to overcome her insecurities and she made plans how to pacify her husband.

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After Zoya had gone to Amreen's room. Asad came back to their room, got ready and went for his office. He was really angry. He tried to divert his anger by doing work but it did not help him that much. Frustrated by all these he set up his routine with site seeing of his upcoming projects. He thought this will make him relax. So with new enthusiasm he made a list and started to go from the first number of the list. He left the office before Zoya could enter into the office.

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Zoya literally ran to his cabin in order to find it empty. She had no courage to call him as she knew how angry he was and also she was here to make him pacify. So she wanted to do it personally. She asked Prasad about him and got to know that Asad had gone for site visit. She sighed as her first attempt gone in-vain. She also could not go to find him as she had to finish her work fast and needed to go for shopping with Dilshad.

At the later day when she was in the mall she was checking deliberately here and there as if looking for someone. Dilshad asked who she was looking for. She shrugged her head in denial saying no one. She was thinking Asad would come to her like the last day he came. They gave the order for lehanga's; special footwares were ordered too with the matching of the dresses. Then they shopped each and everything they need. While shopping, Zoya bought a red tie for Asad. She knew Asad would never wear it but hope he would atleast for her. All the day they passed doing shopping. Zoya was waiting for his call but he did not call her. She heard that Dilshad was asking him about each and everything by calling him and him happily obliged. Only he had no time for Zoya. Well she had another plans in her mind. But all her plans go to the water when Amreen announced that Zoya will stay at the night with her from this night only till to Nazma's nikaah. As she wanted to do the rituals, so this is also another type of ritual, Amreen winked at her. Zoya pouted but obliged. She thought this also work for her as a favor. Asad would become crazy when he would not see her in their room. She smiled inwardly thinking she was winning finally.

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Asad visited three sites along the day with proper interruption of Dilshad's call. He could hear her laughter through the cell phone, she was shouting purposely in order to give him chance to speak to her. But he did not budge. He was really hurt. All exhausted he went to his favorite place at the park. He sat there all the time in order to think properly. How could he help Zoya? She was willing to break every rule but he could not. He wanted her from that day he realized his love but he could not break his life's rule for this. In his whole life he feared to ask anything in his life, because what he had asked for he had denied most of the time. But now in his life he wanted Zoya, more and every way. Every passing day the raw desire for her was increasing. He could not deny this. Only he knew how he was managing his desires but did this all he want? No he wanted her to be his at the same way. He wanted to see desire in her eyes for him not surrender. Now how would he do that? A sudden thought come to his mind as if he tried to consult with a psychiatrist. When he talked with Anwar at USA, he mentioned about it that Zoya was under treatment but it was not helping her. What if now the condition had been changed? He thought to himself. He knew very well Zoya would never like to share it with a stranger. But he could go, right? He pulled out his cell phone and called to the City hospital. His doctor said him to go there then as the psychiatrist was there in the hospital.

Asad went to the hospital and met the doctor. He discussed each and every details of the problem which Zoya was facing and the doctor assured him. Doctor advised him that last night attempt and his behavior would bring change in Zoya's mind set up. She would be more reflex and more welcoming to their relationship. She just needed slight time to clear herself from the past. After last night she would differentiate the looking and eyes more clearly, because she would give more pressure not to loose herself in the dark past. Doctor also said that to avoid Zoya some more days as it is human nature when he/ she thinks anyone is not giving his/her priorities than before, he/she will be must confused and will try to sort everything and for this reason her brain will work more to concentrate on this rather the past and she will eventually come out from this. Doctor said him to avoid Zoya from sometimes.

Asad was thinking what doctor said to him. So unknowingly he was helping Zoya, but how would he avoid her in the night time. In day time it was easy as they would be busy for wedding preparations but how would he manage in nights. With this thought he returned home late at night. Dilshad was waiting for him. He was disappointed when he saw Zoya was not waiting for him. Then he remembered what doctor had said about priorities, he chuckled inwardly.

When he finished dinner, Dilshad said Zoya would be with Amreen's till the Nazma's wedding. Asad felt both sad and relief at the the same time. He was habituated with her in the bed but relieved as he did not need to think ways to avoid her.

Later when he was tossing over his bed frantically, missing Zoya badly. He thought this was not going to be easy. He was equally going to pay for this avoiding. He would miss her for all this 2 weeks. He was in his sleep thinking 101 ways to keep avoiding his wife.

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Day 2

Zoya woke up early in the morning. All the night she searched a familiar embrace around her but alas it never came. Dejected she planned how to pacify Asad - Pat 2. As usual she was late and Asad had gone to office. She was not going to the office that day as she had to go with Dilshad for another round of shopping. Asad would also join them after their shopping at the launch for ordering the caterer. She waited for the launch so excitedly but alas he did not come. As he had another meeting with florists and he told them to resume their other works. That day Zoya also could not see her husband.

Day 3

Zoya was again waiting for Asad to come but Dilshad informed that Asad had gone to the caterer alone as they could not managing time. Zoya was frustrated to the core. "UUUggghhh! This man is never going to let me win. He always makes his ways." Zoya muttered under her breath. "Well did he do this deliberately? No how? He did not even know my plans." Zoya was being assured by her overconfidence. Little did she know her only supporter changed her side? Well not technically because what Asad was doing only for her good. Asad had told Dilshad about the psychiatrist and all his plans. Dilshad agreed to help him in his work. So Zoya was not going to win anyhow.

Day 4

Again Zoya failed to reach him. His timing was too good these days. She was also determined at her will. She would not accept defeat readily. A thought come to her mind and she called someone.

Asad was engrossed in his work. He was working day and night for the orphanage. He already started the renovation of the building which was once Zoya's house. He was keeping all the design same and would use it as the administration building. And for the rest area the piling and foundation had been started. He was happy for this quick works, he could not wait to surprise Zoya. He could imagine how she would react. Well to come out from his thought there was a knock on his door.

"Yes, come in" said Asad with a composure tone.

Prasad had entered with a huge bouquet of orchids and white lilies with him.

"Sir, Mam has sent this for you" Prasad said, looking to Asad's questioning eyes. Asad nodded silently. He was really surprised for the sudden change of mood. In the same moment his mood was light, he was smiling. Slowly he went to other side of the table and picked the bouquet. A note was stuck with it.

I am missing you. I did not see you from last three days. Why you are so busy? I am stupid you know na...So forgive me. Please...:)

- Zoya Asad Ahmed Khan

Asaad smiled inwardly. He wanted to go to home right then, but he had to maintain. Just then a text came. He knew very well it was her. Smiling he opened it.

"Do you like it?" asked Zoya

"Yes. This is very beautiful" answered Asad.

"Bas! Just this? You don't think I need to know something" Zoya texted back.

"I am busy right now. I will catch you up later." Asad replied back.

"Huh! Jahapanah, Akdu, Stupid, Gadha." Zoya let out her frustrations.

Day 6

"I could not believe this is the 6^th day I am not seeing him though we are living in the same house! He returned late at nights and went to office early in the mornings. I could not even manage time to go to the office and when I did that yesterday he was vanished again. What the hell is wrong with him Allah Miyan! I am going to be mad if I can not see him today. What is he up to?" Zoya paced inside the parlor as Nazma was there for her bridal package. She thought she could slip from here but Nazma stopped her and made her sit for her pedicure and manicure session. She wanted to tell Nazma that she did not need these. She needed him. An unknown feeling was creating havoc inside her. She was craving for him.

Finally after 6 long days she took a glimpse of him as he returned early home that night. She barged in their room and grabbed him to the garden after he had changed. Asad was baffled at first what she was doing. Zoya stood up at the bench and hold her ears and was up and down saying sorry with each time. Asad pinched the bridge of his nose, clearly irritated by her antics.

"What are you doing Mrs Khan?" Asad said with an enraged tone.

"First say you forgive me" Zoya demanded. Asad remained silent. But Zoya continued, when he could not take it anymore he shouted

"Okay fine, I forgive you." Zoya stopped immediately and made a happy dance while Asad helped her to come down from the bench and at that time Dilshad called Asad for some important discussion.

That night at the dinner time Zoya for some reasons, ogled her husband unabashedly which was not unnoticed out by Asad. All he could feel was her gaze on him. He liked it; afterall he wanted this type attention from his wife. He was happy.

Day 7

Asad was buried in the newspaper when Zoya cooed "Mr. Khan, can you go with me to the mall? We need to pick up those cards"

"Nope I am waiting for the wedding planner. I have to handover all these to her." Asad said while keeping the newspaper neatly on the table.

"Her? Wait a minute the wedding planner is a lady? Is that her to whom you were discussing the wedding plan at last night?" Zoya scrunched her brows as soon as she remembered how he was laughing while chatting over the phone. She saw green, the jealousy bit her back and she stomped her foot without thinking anything. Asad observed the whole change of emotions on her face. Yes he had talked with her but the laughter portion was faked. He did it intentionally when he heard her muttering under her breath.

Zoya did not go to the mall with Dilshad that day as she wanted to protect Asad from that woman. Asad realized very well why she avoided shopping. He was enjoying thoroughly. It was like girlfriend-boyfriend thing. Like he proposed her few days back and now was waiting for marriage.

When the planner, Rayan had reached, Zoya took care of each and everything personally to treat her. Zoya sat beside Asad and took part in their discussions and gave her thought too. Rayan and Asad had met before as Asad did the design of her house at the early stage of his career. She somehow liked Asad and did not know about much his personal life. She had returned from abroad just a week ago after completing her degree. When she had asked about Zoya, she was shocked to know that Asad was married. She stared at them with wide eyes while Zoya winding her hand with Asad and informed their Walima was also after 1 week.

Asad looked at her lovingly when she looked at him. After a long time he was looking at her eyes and he saw it! The desire in a glimpse but he saw it.

The whole day passed with Rayan and by the evening Dilshad was home. Zoya made the dinner, Asad had ordered her his special choices. She happily made those.

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The next 5 days they were busy with preparations. Zoya looked after the whole bride things where as Asad was out to look after the venue, Caterer, invitation and other arrangements. Dilshad was on jewelry department and Amreen was looking over all of them. Anwar and Zeenat would not attended this Nikaah because of Zeenat's heath condition but they gave their blessings to Nazma. They also gave blessings to Asad and Zoya for their walima. They talked each other only for working purposes, even at night they were engrossed to make everything perfect. Asad did not leave any clue to make the arrangement perfect and Zoya helped him equally with perfection while for Nazma. Asad had arranged all the securities and also alerted everyone about Rashid. This time he could let anyone to wipe his family's happiness. All were prepared for the nikaah of Nazma and walima of Asad and Zoya.

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Day 12

After a long tiring day Zoya was getting ready to go to Qureshi house with Asad. They were invited by Mr. Qureshi. They had to go there to deliver all the "vets" for Imraan. (Well if someone wants to know what are those, those are actually dresses and accessories for groom for the Nikaah and Walima and some dresses for close relatives, if anyone was capable he gifts jewelry too. But it is not necessary. This "vet" must be sent before Nikaah)

Asad was waiting for her leaning over his SUV. He was irritated and watching the time.

"She said it would take 15 minutes. I should not have to believe her" Asad muttered umpteenth times that evening. She was taking one hour or so. He just wanted to come back as soon as possible. Dilshad and Amreen were with Nazma. They were not going. He also wanted to skip it but Zoya would be alone then. So he reluctantly agreed and now he was waiting for her. After a hectic day it was really horrible to attend any party. He leaned over his SUV again. The sky was covered with heavy clouds; the ray of lighting was appearing. Cold wind was blowing.

"Great! Just Great! Now rain is also coming." Asad closed his eyes with irritation. A gush of wind blows her perfume to him when he realized she was here. He opened his eyes only to find the pair of black orbs which were engaged to admire him. He gave a slight smirk and opened the door for her.

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Zoya came outside in order to find her husband leaning on the SUV. She wore a pink sari with black and green sequenced thread. Well every time Asad had smitten by Zoya's look. But this was time for Zoya to be smitten by his attire. She observed her husband shamelessly. He was wearing casual black shirt and blue jeans. Wait! He wore jeans? This is the first time Zoya was seeing him in casual attire that too going to a party. She could feel the heat rising up to her cheeks. At that moment Asad had opened his eyes and she could not tear her eyes off then too. Her cheeks turned into pink as soon as she realized he caught her. But he did not say anything to her. She silently sat on the passenger sit and observed her husband.

The journey to the Qureshi Villa was almost silent. Asad concentrated on the road as there was sign of the storm and Zoya busy to admire her husband. She wanted to complement him but no words are coming.

When they reached the Qureshi house Zoya came out from the SUV and heard a loud gasp from Asad. She looked at him incredulously arching her brows. Asad nodded silently. Those backless blouses, who invented those? Asad thought to himself.

They were welcomed by Qureshi and the respected family. All greetings and gifts were exchanged. They were introduced with everyone of Qureshi family. They quickly had dinner and leave the house as storm was coming on the way.

They were in their SUV when Zoya had turned the radio on. The song hum tum was there and she looked at him. She already knew he did not like the lyrics. For him this was behudgi. She changed it hastily into the other channel; there was playing a new song which she never listened before. "Dhage todh lau chandni se nur ke..."

She was surprised when she heard Asad humming the song while tapping over the steering wheel. She looked up at him when he gave a questioning look. She nodded silently.

"This one is from my favorite singer Rahat Fateh Ali Khan, that's why I knew it" he answered her non uttered question. They silently listened the rest of the song, Asad go along with it while Zoya concentrated on the lyrics. She immediately liked the song and then BAM! The tyre had been punctured. Asad had gone to check the tyres where as Zoya downloaded that song and then she saw the vendor which was selling "Pakoda" her favorite. Asad was trying to figure out that both of the tires had gone he was frustrated to the core. He had only one spare tyre when he heard her loud scream. He hastily went near her and was again irritated when he realized Zoya was demanding for "pakodas."

Asad ran his hand through his hair in order to refrain himself to shout at her.

"Zoya we need to go home early and both of the tyres had gone this time. So we need to think about it first." Asad was trying to make her understand but he forgot this was Zoya.

"I want them now." Zoya whined and pouted.

"I am not going to buy those unhealthy and unhygienic oily pakodas." He was enraged.

"Okay. I am going." Zoya went there to buy those. Asad thought he would go with her but he was trying to find the mechanic. The only mechanic shop was closed due to bad weather.

"Great! Now how will I take her to home?" to add his tension the rain started to pour heavily and he saw Zoya was running with the pakoda's with a very wide grin adorning her face. Asad hastily took out the umbrella and some keys from his SUV dashboard and ran towards her. He explained Zoya about the situation and ran with her to a direction.

"Where are we going Mr. Khan?" Zoya huffed when she could not run; afterall she was wearing a sari.

"You will see" Asad shoved the umbrella to her hand and pick her up. After 10 minutes they came near a banglow. Asad left her on her feet and tried to open the door.

"Haaawww Mr. Khan! You are trying to sneak to others place? Where is your tammez and tehzeeb these days?" Zoya giggled while stuffing another pakoda into her mouth.

"Oh! Shut up Zoya. Why would I do that? This is my farm house. This is under renovation" Asad said with an irritated tone. Zoya's mouth formed an "O" shape.

"Hawww. This area is so beautiful, why did not you tell me about this?" Zoya was trying to absorb this new piece of information.

"Well did we have time to talk about this? We were wasting time to..." Asad could not finish his lines as Zoya started laughing like a maniac.

"Why are you laughing? Am I telling a joke?" Asad was exasperated but Zoya did not stop. She was laughing and laughing.

"I can't stop laughing Mr. Kahan...ha ha ha ...hee he he" Zoya tried to plop another pakoda when Asad stopped her and watched the pakoda and he knew it, it was bhang ke pakoda.

"This woman will never learn." He muttered to himself. But by that time Zoya went inside and played the song on her I-pad.

Dhaage Tod Laao Chandani Se Noor Ke
Ghoonghat Hi Banalo Roshini Se Noor Ke
Sharma Gai To Aagosh Mein Lo
Ho Saaaso Se Uljhi Rahi Meri Saasein
[Bol Na Halke Halke
Hooth Se Halke Halke
Bol Na Halke

Asad entered the room but find it empty. He checked the other room then found her on the balcony. She was dancing alone, playing with the rains and swaying with the song. He silently went near her, as if he was dazed, as if he also had those pakoda's. Zoya held his hand and giggled. "You are looking hot and sexy Mr. Khan" she winked at him.

Aa Neend Ka Sauda Karein
Ek Khwaab De Ek Khwaab Le
Ek Khwaab To Aankhon Mein Hai
Ek Chand Ke Takiye Tale
Kitne Dino Se Yeh Asmaan Bhi
Soya Nahi Hai
Isko Sula De...
Bol Na Halke Halke
Hooth Se Halke Halke
Bol Na Halke

"Let's dance Mr. Khan" Asad did not know what happened to him and he obliged. They swayed with the song "Bolna Halke Halke". Asad held Zoya closely to him. Zoya gave a quick peck on his cheek and hugged him. He lightly left a kiss over her neck. Asad brought her back to the room and arranged the bed as much as he could clean it. By that time he returned to pick her up to the bed. She had already in her dreamland. He took her to his arms and tucked her on the bed.

Umrein Lagi Kehte Hue
Do Lafaj The Ek Baat Thi
Woh Ek Din Sau Saal Ka
Sau Saal Ki Woh Raat Thi
Kaise Lage Jo Chupchap Dono
Palpal Mein Puri Sadiyan Beetadein

He wrapped his hand around her as sleep overtook him too.

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Day 13- Mehendi Night

Asad woke up early in the morning. The rain had stopped and the mechanic had come. After fixing his SUV he woke up Zoya and they returned home. Asad had told with a stern tone to Zoya that she bought "Bhang ke pakoda" and was out of senses last night. Zoya remained silent as she thought Asad was angry with her. Asad had said nothing to her.

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Asad was sitting on her couch, reading a book when Zoya came into their room with his coffee. He gave a half smile to her mumbling a thank you to her.

"You will not talk to me today also?" She asked in a coaxing but lower tone.

"What does that supposed to mean? Where I can remember, I was talking to you in the breakfast too." Asad snapped back.

"Yeah. You talk to me but you did not look at me and you are doing these same things from last 13 days" Zoya said with equal tone.

"I was busy Zoya. I returned home late from last few nights. Then how would I talk to you when you were sleeping with Didan?" Asad gave his logic.

"And please don't argue now. I am a very good mood today and want to finish my book" Asad ended the discussion.

"No you will talk to me now." Zoya demanded snatching that book from him.

"Please Zoya, give me that book and don't you have to perform any ritual today? Go and prepare for it. These all things are for women. So I am relaxing today." Asad explained calmly this time while trying to bring back his book from her.

"Oh! Yes. I have to go now. The flowery ornaments were arrived and thank you Asad" Zoya gave quick thanks and left the room.

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First it was for Nazma's turn. They women who came from her in law's house adorned her with the flowery ornaments. Then they applied turmeric on her faces and fed her sweets. Then Amreen, Dilshad, Asad and Zoya did the same thing. Then Nazma was taken for shower.

Then it was Zoya's turn. This time Asad could not attend it. He sat inside his room while Dilshad adorned her with flowery ornaments, applied turmeric and fed her some sweets. Then Amreen and Nazma did the same. When Zoya had taken for shower, Dilshad made Asad to sit on the stage and applied turmeric. Asad did not like it at all but remain silent as he was the one who wanted all the ritual for Zoya.

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At that night, Asad was inside his room. He was not allowed for the mehendi night. So he was enjoying his alone time with his book.

Zoya and Nazma sat there and the women worked on their hands adorned with mehendi. Nazma's friend had arrived then and they started singing and dancing. It became a Jashn then.their laughing made the house like celebration was right there. They played "Antakshari" and somehow in their songs there came "bolna halke halke" Zoya remembered the song immediately and looked out to the closed door while Asad opened the door then and stared at her. Both were smiling like an idiot.

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It was night. Zoya was tossing and turning on the bed. All rituals are finished but yet Dilshad and Amreen made her to stay with Nazma and she was forbidden to see him till the nikaah. Wait they are not going to get married then why this ritual was put on her? She maintained it already during her nikaah time no. Nazma was sleeping peacefully beside her. She could not take it anymore and went outside to drink water. She saw the light in his room was on. She peeked through the door and found him sitting on their bench. Without thinking she sneaked out through the window only to find him strumming his guitar. She sat beside him silently when Asad sang

Hmmm Tum se hi jeete rahe hmmm..
Hmmm tum pe hi marte rahe
Jab tak hai jaan

Tumse do lafzon mein
Tumse yeh kehna tha
Tumse hi mohabbat thi
Tumse hi mohabbat hai
Tumse kehna hai yun rehna hai jab tak hai jaan
Haa haan...

Zoya was listening to the song intently. His voice was like magic. She had closed her eyes. She thought the song was only for her, he was singing it for her. She was lost in her thought when it was broke by his voice. She opened her eyes as he said

"We are supposed to not to see each other tonight. It is a ritual too" Asad explained without looking at her.

"I am not breaking any rule. I already perform this rule during our Nikaah" she answered back. Asad looked at her incredulously and asked "why you are here?"

"I am not feeling sleepy" She answered, looking in the sky and held out her hands for him. Asad looked her mehendi adorned hands, mesmerized by the floral design.

"Find your name Mr. Khan" Zoya said to him.

"Is it a challenge?" He asked.

"Yes and you are not gonna win this" Zoya said happily.

"Really! Do you still think you can win challenges over me?" Asad smirked at her.

"Find it"

Asad looked at her palms intently; he held them for sometimes. He inhaled the smell and placed a kiss where his name was written. Zoya was surprised as he took very short time to find it. Actually he was an architect he could fine it just like that.

But Asad let her win this time. He said he could not find the name. Zoya was happy first and then realize he was telling lie. Afterall he sucks when he tells lie. She sighed heavily. This man captured her fully. She could not come out from him. She actually never wanted to come out. He was her man. Only for her. They sat there silently hand in hand, keeping their heads together gazing the stars.

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Day 14 - Nikaah Day

Asad had come to the hall after paying all. The nikaah was completed successfully. He did each and every ritual as a father of Nazma.

Now they all will return from here. He was feeling lonely; his only bachchi was away from him. He could not cry infront of her but she was crying profusely at the time of bidayee. He realized today why Zoya cried that day when she was leaving USA with him.

All the day he could not talk to Zoya. Today she would be with him again. He saw that her smile never faded as the ritual started. She was doing everything what Dilshad and Amreen were asking for.

Asad had entered the hall when he was surprised to see smiling faces of Dilshad and Amreen. They were blocking his way to enter the room.

"What is it Ammi?" he growled, he had no mood to play games now. He wanted Zoya as his strength now. He wanted to talk with her. Whole day he could not even talk to her properly as they were busy at their respected sections.

"Ahan! Straight to the point, wah look Khala how desperate my son is?" Dilshad teased him and Amreen smiled cheekily. Asad rolled his eyes and asked again. While Dilshad handed him a fezz and asked him to sit on the groom's side. Asad was confused first then shouted

"No. I am married already. I am not going to do this"

"Asad! My bachcha! Quazi sahab is waiting for you for so long. Don't be a spoil brat." Amreen coaxed him.

"But ! why Didan?" Asad asked exasperatedly.

"This is only for our sake Asad. Zoya was also denying it. But we thought as both of you maintained the whole rituals then why not this nikaah. Do it beta. The nikaah nama will be the same." explained Dilshad.

Asad nodded and sat there. The veil was already there and he could see her face through it. The Quazi started to read their Nikaah.

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After saying Qubool hain he went near to Zoya. Zoya gave him a broad dimpled smile. He poked her dimple and asked her

"Happy now!! Double Mrs. Khan"

"Very" Zoya said cheekily. Asad cupped her face saying "I missed you so much today. Wait a minute why you are feeling so warm? Are you suffering from fever?" He checked her temple and alerted at the same time.

"Let's go home first now. I will give her medicine after reaching home. May be this was for the stresses" Dilshad said to them.

Asad forgot they were infront of their elders; He became so embarrassed when Dilshad talked in between them that hastily left them saying he would find the driver.

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Asad-Zoya was sitting like a new couple in their car. Dilshad had also managed the car decorated with flowers. She literally pushed them inside the car while they were getting into his SUV. First they were completely perplexed to see this arrangement. Then silence took place. Asad held her right hand after sometimes and pressed a light kiss at the back of her palm. Zoya scooted near him and kisses his cheek. Asad kissed her forehead while she kept it over his heart and left a kiss there. Asad's erratic heartbeat made lept her heartbeat too. She looked at him with dizzy eyes while Asad kept her head back over his heart and kissed her head again.

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After reaching home Asad took his bride in his arms and made his way to his room where some of their relatives were asking for money otherwise they would not give them the entry. He gave them silently as he was worried for her health. After entering the room both of their jaws touched the floor. Dilshad and Amreen also managed to decorate their rooms with flowers. Zoya hid his face inside his chest where as Asad's grip on her tightened.

"Don't worry. First you have to take medicine." Asad said to Zoya, placing her on the bed. Then he searched the first aid box, took out the medicine. He made her gulp it down. Then there was a glass of milk he also made sure that she drank it.

After a while they were staring at each other, Asad was trying to say something that he was tired, he needed sleep. He was going for change. But Zoya caught him saying no.

"You can't sleep like that Zoya" Asad said firmly, Zoya nodded no and came near him. Asad again scooped her in his arms and sent her to the washroom for change. In the mean time Asad had changed and was clearing the bed. He could not sleep on that bed sheet which had flower petals. Now could he?

Zoya came out after changing and saw Asad had already made their bed. She directly came to her side and hit the pillow while Asad turned off the light and caressed her hair lightly.

"Mmm... that's really feel good, Asad." Zoya said with a grumpy voice. The medicine started working.

"No talk. Sleep" Asad ordered. After sometimes he heard her even breathing and slipped down beside her and brought her sleeping form closer to him. Zoya held his collar tightly mumbling something in her sleep. He checked her fever and then placed a light kiss over her temple mumbling good night. He drifted into sleep in no time.

Technically their second wedding night was also in waste bin. First one was denied by Asad and the second one was denied by Zoya.

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Day 16- Walima

Well this is the day for their Walima. Yesterday they attended Nazma-Imraan's walima. Nazma was glowing with martial bliss and Zoya could feel how happy she was with Imraan. Zoya sent a silent prayer to the heaven asking their life long happiness when she realized her happiness was admiring her silently. Asad did not talk with her that much. He was visibly worried for her. She recovered from the fever. It was nothing serious, just for heavy works and less sleep she was tired. He smiled broadly when she asked silently how she was looking. His silent answer made her fly in the sky. Her blood rush to her cheek and she blushed profusely. She watched Asad coming near her. When she fled from the place but Asad had caught her and hide themselves behind a pillar of the whole. Kissing her cheeks he winked at her. Zoya was surprised, after so many days he stole a moment for them. She tugged his hand back and he looked at her curiously. You are looking hot with this red tie. She pecked his lips and ran away before Asad could think anything.

Yes Asad had finally worn the red tie which Zoya had bought for him. Zoya wore a red sari and Asad was as usual in his 3 pieces. He was finding a tie when Zoya placed the tie infront of him and asked to wear it. Asad scrunched his nose to see the red color but Zoya forced him. She even helped to wear that and again that was another blushing session. They returned home really late.

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Zoya was thinking this; she came out from her thought when she heard the horn of the vehicle. She had come to the orphanage after a long time. Today was her walima and she came here to distribute gifts and money to her class. Later she was sitting on the bench with the coffee mug and was gone to the memory lane. She looked up to see who came to the orphanage this early morning. She could not see him because of trees as she was sitting in the garden. But that SUV was identified. She easily guessed who came here. She did not tell Asad about her teaching in this orphanage then how he knew that she was here but anyone did not ask for her to meet with him. She waited for good 15 minutes and went silently to the administration office where Asad was sitting. She looked at the table and saw the bundles of gifts. Asad was signing the check.Later he gave it to the authorized person and said he would send the foods at time.

"The children will ask for you Asad." said Khala.

"Tell them I will come back soon with their new bhabi." Asad smiled back. Khala nodded and wish him good luck. With that he left the orphanage.

Zoya came out from behind the pillar and asked Khala about Asad. Khala informed her how Asad and Dilshad helped this orphanage, not only with money but taking care of each and every necessity. Zoya gasped when she saw the amount the money. Khala also told her that Asad donated every month not only in this orphanage but all the orphanages also he donated for the cancer unit of the Bhoopal hospital. Zoya's eyes filled with tears. She actually knew nothing about him. After knowing this she fell more for him. Could she love him more than this? She wiped her tears realizing his love for her is further more than her.

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Asad was waiting for his beautiful bride to arrive in the hall. He gave him the red lehanga this morning after returning from the orphanage. She looked at the lehanga in awe and then looked at him with so much love and innocence. He found gratitude, respect and much more emotions in them. She mumbled a thank you and left for the parlor. She was behaving really weird lately, as if she knew something that he did not know. She was showing all her feeling infront of everyone today. She was taking more care of him. Without any reason she was staring at him as if seeing him for first time. He asked her what is bothering her but she did not answer him just hugged him before going to parlor.

Zoya entered the room glowing like new bride and Asad literally had lost all his senses when he looked at her. His heart missed a beat and then was racing like train. How many times he would smitten by his wife's look, he lost counting. How could anyone be so beautiful? Zoya was not looking at him. She was gazing the carpeted floor as if it was more interesting than anything. Asad wanted to see her properly but before he could do that he was pulled by someone.

All the time Zoya was sitting like a doll. Nazma and her friends had teased her, she teased them back. She could not talk with him, only to find him looking at her unabashedly. She blushed more and lowered her gaze.

They could only spend time when they sat on the table together for lunch. Asad's friends had nudged him to feed Zoya and Asad obliged. Then when Zoya tried to feed him he casually bit her index finger and licking it then. Zoya had to blush again thinking the intensity of this matter. She shot up her eyes while he gave a dimpled mischievous smile to her.

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Zoya was standing infront of the window. She was watching the drizzling rain drops. She touched those and played with them. After morning's incident she felt in love with Asad more if she could do it. With love, respect, desire all flashed over her feelings. She was stealing glances all day just to observe him more. How could she be so lucky to have him? She sighed sadly. In 14 days she rediscovered another Asad infront of her; with his lot grumpiness he reserved immense love for each and everyone. Only she could complain that he was ignoring her, maybe he was busy that's why. She tried to make sense but her sensitive mind was not registering it. He had done everything with so much perfection, she could not even complain against him. She wrapped her arms around her when a gush of wet wind blown making her face wet. She was waiting for him for so long. But he did not come. He had to finish all the works.

Asad was paying the last person when Dilshad scolded him. "I can manage it Asad. Go and take rest. Last 14 days you could not sleep well." Asad nodded and gave a weak smile to her.

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After waiting so much she decided to free herself from this heavy dress and jewelry. She sat infront of the dressing table and started to remove her earring when Asad had entered the room. He closed the door and leaned on it while admiring silently his wife through the mirror. Zoya stopped mid way when her eyes locked with him. She stared at him with so much love and desire. Asad came near her. She turned around and caressed his hair and face. He leaned over her touch.

I wish I could love you like you Asad.I want nothing in my life without you now. Nothing. Zoya thought and touched her forehead with him.

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

"Do you like this lehanga? I made right choice for you. You look ethereal" Asad complemented while removing the earring from her ear. He nuzzled his nose beside her ear. Zoya arched further to give him more access.

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

"Why you are tensed so much? Anything happened which I missed?" Asad asked with the husky voice while his hand worked on the waist band jewelry. Zoya gasped as soon as his cold fingers touched her bare skin, she leaned on him for support. Asad held her firmly.

"Don't worry I was only helping for removing this. Asad showed the piece and kept it on the table while Zoya went near the window. Asad again came near her and hugged her from back. He again buried his nose in her hair, inhaled the fruity smell. She placed her hand over his and again gave him access, soon his nose replaced by his lips there.

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me

Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

"Why you are shaking like this? Are you feeling feverish again?" Asad all concerned at a sudden. But Zoya did not give him any chance when she turned around and placed her lips on him with urgency. It was not a peck; this was a real urgent kiss. Zoya's hand roamed over his back to his hair and she tugged his hair as a result Asad gasped and Zoya kept pulling him to her. Asad broke the kiss when he was feeling light headed. He kept trailing his lips from her lips to the throat and stopped at the pulse point of her neck and he placed a delicate kiss there. Zoya held him for all the support she needed, she was clinging to him like a limpet. Asad left her neck further proceeded to her bare back. Zoya turned around and started to place small light kisses over his face, jawline and his throat, then proceeded further to down his bare chest which was showing because few buttons of his shirt was opened.

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Her fingers worked on the rest of the buttons. Her eyes shot open when he stopped her. His nodded his head in denial. When she forced he left it.

"Are you sure?" He whispered huskily in her ear.

"Yes" came her determined answer while he could see the desire for him in her eyes. She had turned into different shades of red and Asad groaned loudly taking her into another passionate kiss. Her blush never helped him any time. Did it? When they broke, Asad took her in his arm and led them to the bed, the next thing you know it very well. I read somewhere which is called Passion Overload!

The day we met
Frozen, I held my breath
Right from the start
I knew that I found a home for mine

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

-Christina Perri

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