I'm NOT back,incase you're wondering. This is just a random(Read:CRAP) drabble (which is about 948 words long) about the recent happenings that you all know about. I couldn't just help myself,I just hated to see all that stuff about KSG, but at the same time,I love how JSG is all active on her hubby now so...this is purely a random mixture on a random morning.
Hope this won't bore you.
And HAPPY NEW YEAR!
And I miss you guys :( Please pray for me that I get through for what I'm working!
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Okay.enough blabber.Go ahead.
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Disclaimer : This is purely fiction and just my imagination.Did not mean to hurt anyone's sentiments...and this is NOT true.As I said, just how I have thought KaJen's relationship to be, especially in this time.
I'm not judging anyone's thoughts, characters and behaviour. Its just a fragment of my imagination.
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#16
A Part of Me
KaJen Anecdote/Drabble
"Karan?",she mumbled, rubbing her eyes. Faintly her mind wandered as to how long she'd overslept,these few days were so tiring anyway. Sleep wouldn't come to her as his eyes remained open, or even if they were closed, she knew that he wasn't yet asleep. It had been the same last night, and it was around 2am that her eyelids were heavier than expected.
He was not beside her when she woke up, and there was literally no sign of him in the house.As she walked, half-yawning and half-worrying, she called out to him again.
"Karan?...Baby?",her voice grew clearer and louder as her drowsiness finally left her.
Her feet carried her to the balcony, where he stood looking lost. His coffee cup was in his hands, and the way he was holding it already told her that it had probably gone cold by now. She sighed.She knew how he felt - ofcourse she did. He wouldn't say how much it had hurt him...the news, the sudden statements, the nasty turn of events. Plus his health. But she also knew that somewhere he would go through it, he just needed time.
But this time his health was at stake, and no matter what, Jennifer Singh Grover would not let her husband go careless with his health. Not until she was around.
She walked up a little bit more till her arms were around his shoulders and her face was on his back.
"Hey.",she said,softly.
"I'm sorry...I just-", he began,then cut off, "I hate to be here.", he finished after a pause.
"I know.",she said,putting her head up from his back,and pausing to face him now.
He was worried at once,"Hey I didn't mean-",he started.
"I know you didn't mean me.",she held his shoulders and reached for his cup,"I know that you mean that you miss shooting."
He nodded faintly,"I always had thought that I would, once this got over...but, I always wanted to miss this in a good way. Not the way that all this happened.", his head lowered.
She held his chin to face her,"Hey,hey...you know you're not the one at fault here,right?So you're NOT allowed to be upset about this."
"I know.I have way too many loving me than hating me.",he chuckled,"Like you."
She smiled, now interwining her fingers with his, "I do.", she whispered.
He silently looked at their hands, fitted like perfect jigsaw puzzle pieces.He almost wondered everyday as to what good he'd done in his last life that he got her. And he was literally proud of himself,for doing whatever he'd done.Because there was no way now that he could imagine anything without her.
"What?",she asked,noticing at him staring at their hands.
He looked up,her deep chocolate brown eyes blinking up at his blue-green ones."You're gonna stay with me,right?"
She raised her eyebrows,"Do you have any doubts?"
He shook his head and looked away,"You know, all this...I don't care what they say about me. I don't care if they go around telling people that I'm a drunkard. All I care about is, you didn't have to be involved in all this.."
"I didn't have to be involved?Really?", her voice rose a bit,"Is that how much you love me?That you only want me by when you have happy times?"
He shook his head again, closing his eyes with frustration,"I didn't mean that-"
"I don't care if you did. Just don't say it again.Baby you know right,that even if we weren't married,even if we weren't together, I WOULD be there...always,if not anything else but atleast as a friend.Because you are a part of ME, okay?I..I thought you already knew it."
"I do...",he said,his voice gentle,"But still,I wish you weren't a part of all this.I don't...I will never ever want you to be seen in bad light, and even for something thats not even directly related to you. What if- what if they said that they don't want you in Saraswatichandra anymore? Because you're bringing kind of bad light or whatever.."
"Okay, firstly, STOP overreacting. Nothing like this is going to happen, because thats my personal life, and those people have no right to butt in. Secondly, if something like that does happen, then I think you know what I will do."
"Jenny,baby you don't really-"
"I love you Karan,don't you know? I've waited for you for like...I don't know for how many years.And we both know how hard that wait was. But it was worth it, it was worth anything.So even if it does sound totally impractical,I would do what you know I would."
He sighed."And by the way,Mr.Grover,I'm not leaving you, you don't have any choice, I'm stuck up with you for life, and so you might better get used to it and be happier.I hate husbands who are so handsome but ruin their looks with their downcast faces."
His face creeped into a smile, flashing his dimples. That smile that she could go miles for.Her Karan smile.
"You know",he grinned,"I used to think of this those times too, but I've never told you. You are LITERALLY Riddhima."
Her face broke into a huge smile,"Well, lets just say she taught me a lot.Like Blackmailing Armaan."
He raised his eyebrows,"For?"
"Breakfast?",she said,automatically making him notice how cute she looked when she suddenly switched into these wife-modes.
He nodded, and Jen started to walk towards the house again, but pausing at the door.
"Karan?"
"Yeah?"
She came back and slightly standing on her toes, pecked his cheek lightly."Good morning."
As her breath washed his neck with her whisper,he couldn't help the smile that immediately came to his lips, watching her enter the house.
"Love you too JJ.",he muttered,feeling a lot lighter than he had when he woke up.
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