ASYA (KABHI) FF- Given and Denied- Thread 4- Chapter 33 to Chapter 40 - Page 56

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Chapter 37

Well this is not what I wanted to write in this chapter but could not manage better than this. Sorry for this in advance.

Asad and Zoya had come out from the hospital and saw Prasad was still waiting for them. Asad wanted to drive but Prasad and Zoya did not let him. Prasad already had called a taxi and sent his SUV to his house with the help of their driver. Asad sighed watching all the arrangements; he wanted to talk with Zoya alone. He needed to share something with her before any other misunderstandings appear in their life. He realized very clearly that he had to share this burden with her; otherwise it would create more problems in their life. He was thinking hard when Zoya tugged his hand to sit inside the cab.

There was already dark outside and inside the car. Only light was from the headlights of the vehicles and street lamps.They remained silent as the cab started. Asad was in deep thought about all his life where as Zoya was thinking about the whole afternoon commotion. She was so scared to see Asad lying on the hospital bed. This was not first time but after their confession; her fear of loosing him became more evident. She wanted to ask Asad that why he was avoiding her but could not ask as Asad was not well now. She thought she would ask about it after some days when everything would be normal. She had the right to know all about him, his life. Thinking about knowing him, her thought diverted to that intense kiss which they had shared couple of hours ago. She blushed profusely when remembered about it and was amazed realizing how she had responded it. Was she out of her fear by now? Would she really ready to take step for the next level of their relationship? Well the answers were unknown to her till but she was cleared about that the proximity of Asad did not fear her at all. Rather she was waiting for him. She was waiting for his touch, his warmth, and his cares precisely. With that thought she looked at his face. He was looking outside in his deep thought. "What was he thinking now?" She thought looking at his face in the semi-dark ambiance. His jaw was locked as usual, eyes were fixed no where. Suddenly she realized she loved him too much than she thought about, that's why she always forgave him whatever bigger the problem was. They were sitting with a gap in between, but their hands were touching. Zoya was holding his his hand from the time she tugged him into the cab and did not release it. She looked at their hands and interlaced their fingers then bridging the gap between them.

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Asad was in his deep thought preparing how to tell Zoya about Rashid which was broken when he realized Zoya interlaced their fingers and shifted closer to him. He looked at their hand on her lap then slowly to her face as he was stunned at her reaction. Yes Zoya was more relaxed with him, even she did not fear at his touch or proximity but she never came to near him willingly. He saw her half smiling face and glow in her eyes. "What was happening now" he thought and BAM...

Mrs Asad Ahmed Khan for the first time initiated a kiss to Mr. Asad Ahmed Khan in their 5 months long married life.

A small peck on his lips and it was enough for him. "A life saving kiss is not it" He thought in his mind. Zoya had withdrawn by then and smiled shyly, but she did not let his hand go. She turned around to look outside through the window of her side. At that time Asad realized there was a driver infront of them. Maybe he saw them kissing, well did it matter? They were husband-wife for God's sake. Asad quickly looked infront and realized driver's eyes were straight on the road. Asad took a brave decision turning her head to him, almost making her sit on his lap, sealing his lips with her in urgency.

Zoya shuddered this time but Asad gathered her into his arms and held tightly. He was not thinking about anything now. He thought he was protecting her but now understood that she was the main shield who protected him from every torment. She was his protector, his soulmate. She was his everything and he was in love with her in that way that he would never can come out of it. He left her lips when they needed oxygen. Zoya was breathing heavily, widening her eyes but there was no fear only happiness. Asad smiled his rear smile to her and she touched his dimple smiling at him. On a cue Asad suddenly told driver to stop the cab. Zoya frown a little as she realized they were not home yet. They were at the lake again. Asad paid the driver and Zoya looked at him with questioning eyes.

"Come with me. I need to tell you something." Asad held her hand and led her to their favorite bench.

"We can talk later Mr. Khan. You need rest tonight" Zoya said in a small voice she was still trying to regain her composure back from their kiss. She experienced those intense kisses within short span of time. She was amused to see Asad that how he accepted their relationship that it was so normal to him. But this was her first time of acceptance, so the time processing must be longer enough.

"I want to talk now" he said sternly this time and she nodded. They sat on the bench, this time Asad was holding her hand.

"Why you are not asking me any question Zoya?" He asked her.

"Huh!!" Zoya was confused about what he meant.

"Do you not want to know why I was avoiding you?" He explained to her.

"No" Zoya gave the straight answer.

"Why?" he was disappointed this time.

"Because, I think you are not ready. You love me Mr. Khan but you do not trust me enough to share this with me. It is okay Mr. Khan. I will wait for that day when I will be in your trust list. Actually I was hurt when I realized that you do not trust me enough and I thought you did not want me in your life anymore. But then I realized I can't do this to you, you gave me so much time to come out from my fear, you never give up hope from our relationship. Then why can't me? I also can give you the time to come out from your insecurities. No?" Zoya finished her line looked at him smilingly and Asad hugged her tightly again.

"Then why you were avoiding me?" Asad whispered in her ear.

"Because, I was hurt, you need to know that, avoiding is not the solution of any problems." Zoya told him.

"I realized that very well today." He murmured tightening his hold on her.

"Listen!! I trust you really I am and yes I have some problems on this but now I want to tell..." His words were cut as his cell rang. It was Dilshad.

"Assalam-O- Alaikum, Ammi." Asad greeted.

"Waleikum Assalam. Where are you both? Is everything okay? It is already 8 pm and you both are not home yet. Please come home early. We need to discuss something before Nazma comes from her friend's place." Dilshad said it all at a time.

"Oh! Okay Ammi. We are coming now" Asad cut the call and sighed. This time also he can't tell her about his behavior. But Nazma's wedding was more important than his own feelings.

"Let's go Mr. Khan. I told you to go home but no you have to come here for some useless questions and answers." Zoya said with mock anger.

Asad chuckled at her only she can take some serious issues so lightly.

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Asad and Zoya reached home thirty minutes later and found a guest in the house. Dilshad's khala Amreen had came to attend the ceremony. They exchanged greetings and sat in the living room. Zoya was feeling embarrassed as she was wearing jeans and kurti. She feared that Amreen would mind about Zoya's dress sense and would bad mouth about Dilshad and her family.But to her surprise Amreen watched Zoya lovingly and took her in an embrace.

"Mashallah! Dilshad your daughter in law is very cultured and beautiful." She couldn't attend Asad's wedding and was meeting Zoya first.

Dilshad laughed heartily. "She is not only beautiful Khala but also pure in her heart. She made our black and white life colorful. She brought all the happiness that we lost so many years ago. She is not my daughter in law khala she is my daughter." Dilshad kissed at Zoya's forhead.

"Yes Didan (Grandma), Ammi loves her more than me." Asad complained like a child and Zoya stuck out her tongue at him while hugging Dilshad.

"Aww..my bachcha. I love you more than anyone, you know na. Come here." Amreen took Asad in her arms.

"Mera bachcha, how are you dear?" asked Amreen to Asad, removing his hear from his forehed and kissing his forehead.

"I am fine, actually very fine." Asad said looking at Zoya. She was smiling seeing a child Asad. This is new for her. Asad always remain rigid infront of everyone even with Dilshad sometimes but here Asad was relaxed and was looking like a child.

"Why you are looking so pale beta then. Don't you take your meal properly?" Amreen asked worriedly. Zoya eyes went wide and she readily looked at Asad.

"It is nothing Didan. I am just tired as working load is so much now in the office. Nazma's wedding is coming so some advance works." Asad stammered at this time. Zoya remained silent. She made a mental note to research about the matter that doctor said to her.

"Okay, now let's talk about Nazma's wedding before she returns home" Dishad said seriously this time.

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After an hour Asad was discussing something with Amreen in the living room. Nazma reached at home, talked with Amreen and retired to her room as she was very tired. Zoya was going to her room after taking dinner. She had not changed yet as they had to finish the conversation. Now she can change and be relaxed for sometime. She had already gone for her door knob when Dilshad tugged her.

"You can't go there Zoya. Your all things were shifted to Asad's room." Dilshad said her in an urgent low tone.

Zoya was perplexed. She asked softly "why?"

"Beta, Amreen khala is here for some days. She is staying in the guest room. Beside she did not know anything about you and Asad." Dilshad tried to explain.

"Oh! Okay. I am so stupid. Why even I asked that question?" Zoya mumbled to herself.

"I am really sorry for this arrangement beta, but you can understand what I am trying to say..mm" Dilshad said sheepishly this time. She was feeling guilty. She never wanted to force Zoya but she had no choice this time.

"It is okay Ammi." Zoya hugged her tight and cried silently. She was blessed. Her Allah Miyan gave her such a wonderful family. All thought about her feelings before anything. Dilshad always took her side before Asad.

"You are really such a wonderful mother, you know that. Please don't be sorry now" Zoya sobbed.

"Achcha? I did not know that. So you are happy. Does that mean you patched up with him" Dilshad winked at her.

"Ammi" Zoya whined and blushed at the same time.

"Look at you. You are blushing more then Nazma, now" Dilshad laughed. "Now go and take rest, tomorrow you have to do many things."

Zoya escaped from that embarrassing situation and entered into Asad's no their room. She took sometimes and watched the whole room with awe. Dilshad had arranged all her things already. Her clothes were in the cupboard, her cosmetics and ornaments boxes on the dressing table, all things were arranged with neat and clean just the way Asad liked it. Well technically this room was given to her many days ago but she had denied taking it but now she wanted to start a new journey from here. She smiled broadly thinking how her mind had changed. She shook her head with this thinking and entered to bathroom for changing and refreshing. Something had really changed. Allah had given another chance to accept and she did not deny it.

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All asya scene are amazing...👏

Thanks to amren because of her asya are in one room...😉

Their kisses...😳

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