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It has been a year and a half since I have been planning to talk to him but I lack courage. We both were students of class 10th but he was in a different section. Swayam, a perfect, rich, handsome boy for whom any girl would fall. He was, no actually he is my first crush, the first ever crush in my 14 year old life. I had seriously fallen for him. So many times I had tried to muster courage to go and talk to him but whenever he would come in front of me, all my courage would go away in drains. Once in a month we had our Life Skills class and two sections were called together to the auditorium and the classes were taken there. Fortunately, we were called together this time. I was so happy to see him there, somewhere around me. My heart was beating too fast as if I was going for a war. Today was definitely special. Another surprise. I was just sitting beside him. What luck! Must say god is showering his love on me today. I had got to know from some mutual friends that he was a very friendly kind of a person and always liked to make new friends. I just hope he notices me. Finally the teacher came. In the starting she started with something interesting but as the teachings proceeded we all were getting damn bored. We just wanted to run away from the class. Soon I heard someone say a Hi. I turned to see who it was. And when I saw, I was just left shocked. It was my first and only crush trying to start a conversation with me. I was just not getting what to speak. He again spoke Hi. I finally came back to earth and said a small hey in reply. He again spoke, You're Sharon, right?? I just said Yeah. I was nervous and I guess that was clearly visible on my face. We then started talking about random things. He asked my hobbies, and we both gelled up together very well. Soon the bell rang and we all were dispersing. Next day in the corridor I saw him and vice versa. He smiled and waved at me and I waved back. I was happy with these small encounters as of now. At least something was better than nothing. One such day I was just going to my classroom when he suddenly came in front of me and told me to meet me in the break. I just waited for the break time to come and when the bell rang , I rushed out of the class room to meet him. We then started spending our break time together, having lots and lots of fun, doing nonsense, making fun of each other, pulling each other's legs, cracking silly jokes. I loved all this to the core. next year came with much fun, we both had opted the same stream. I was so damn happy. One day in the mathematics class he passed me chit and said that it was very important and private so I should read it only when I'm alone. But curiosity took over me and I opened the chit. As I read the content in the chit, tears started brimming in my eyes. It was very difficult for me to control them. he had written "
Sharon, please can you do me a favour? Well, obviously you would do that. You are the bestest friend any one can have. Can you please ask Sanjana, whether she likes me or not? I really want to ask her out but I'm afraid that she may say no. so please can you do that for me. I like her very much. Please Sharon.
I just wanted to run away but I maintained my composure and looked at him and just nodded. After the period I had talked to Sanjana. Her answer was obviously yes. Which girl would not like to be THE SWAYAM SHEKHAWAT's girlfriend. After a few days I always used to see them together. I was jealous but what could I do. I just tried to make my heart understand he doesn't like me and probably would never do. I used to cry at nights and used to seem lost in the days. He had almost no time for me. We just used to exchange some pleasantries. In the break time he was busy with his girlfriend and rest of the time we both were busy with our work. We sometimes did talk where I was the initiator. But he never paid any heed to what I said. I was fed up of all this. I finally decided that all this has to end. For how long would I waste my teas for a guy who now doesn't even remember my existence? Till now I was the one who always tried to talk. But not now. I am not a toy whom he can play with. From the next day I never talked to him and not ever pass him a smile. I started to concentrate on my studies. Although I many times tried to forget him forever but it was not possible for me because he was my FIRST crush.
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Index
Chapter 1 - Scroll Up
Chapter 2 - Page 2
Chapter 3 - Page 4
Chapter 4 - Page 4
Chapter 5 - Page 4
Chapter 6 - Page 4
Happy Ending!
Chapter 4 - Page 4
Chapter 5 - Page 4
Chapter 6 - Page 4
Happy Ending!
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