TAAYAM OS- I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!

Hey guys how you all are? ok lets get to the point! you guys must be knowing that tomorrow is rath yatra in odisha n it is a big occasion for us! i am not going to puri but still we are going to do puja n all! i thought to give a small gift to you all! i thought that i will post it tomorrow but couldn't stop myself from posting it today! so here is your pre- rath yatra gift! okay from the title itself it shows that it is taayam os n guys it is not containing taarey! you guys say that taarey redefining love but i say taayam redefining love! i am madly in love with taayam n frankly speaking i love taayam more than taarey! sorry i can't help it!😆 ok thank you for listening so long bhashan n here you go!

She was sitting near the window feeling the soft breeze but there were tears in her eyes! She had to leave day after tomorrow to her new residential school.

No she was not sad for that but she is sad because she had to leave her bhai too which she can't. She now sings a song so that it can lessen her pain but she knows that her pain is so big but she still does for the sake of trying. She gets her guitar.

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In the same house but in a faraway room he was sitting with his lappy on his lap. He was hell bored n was also feeling very restless to which he didn't know the reason. But then he looked at the photo on his side table.

It was a photo of then in which he was carrying her on his back. Within no time a sweet smile formed on his lips. Thinking about her is his favourite time pass.

Urgh! But he hate one thing very much n that is, her room was in the east part of the house n his was on the extreme west of the house which is no less than a palace.

He have to walk up to her room for somewhat like quarter kilometre. But he still went to her room, on his way he heard the guitar tune n smiled as he knew that it must be her.

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She sets the guitar on her lap n starts strumming it to the tune and the soft breeze was again disturbing her curls making them sway or you may say dance back and forth.

Yaaraaa...

She closes her eyes n sees his smiling face n a salty water drop makes its way through her cheek.

Manzile ruswaa hain

Khoya hai raasta

Aaye le jaaye

Itni si iltaja

She can't see anything else other than him. How can she leave him when she is a part of him? She just wants him to come.

Yeh meri zamanat hai

Tu meri amaanat hai

She is just craving for him, wanting him to come n hug her n a promise that he will never leave her.

Aaa a a aaan

Again some salty drops made their way through her already red cheeks due to crying so much.

Mujhko iraade de

Kasme de wade de

Meri duaaon ke

Isharon ko sahare de

She wants him to give her reasons to stay, give her vows that he will not let her go, to assure her that he will always be with her.

Dil ko thikaanein de

Naye bahaanein de

Khwaabon ki barishon ko

Mausam ke paimane de

She wants him to come n make some stupid reasons to make her stay longer with him, to give her new dreams n saying that she can fulfil them staying here too.

Apne karam ki kar adaayein

Kar de idher bhi tu nigaahein

From last week she was ignoring him or making him busy in something else n whenever he will be busy she will be adoring him n when she will be caught red handed she will go from there before he could ask anything.

Sunn raha hai na tu

Ro rahi hoon main

Sunn raha hai na tu

Kyun ro rahi hoon main

She badly wanting him to tell the reason but she knows that if she will then he will completely broke down. She had a fake smile plastered all these days but inside she was crying.

Sunn raha hai na tu

Ro rahi hoon main

Sunn raha hai na tu

Kyun ro rahi hoon main

She was now crying not making any sounds but really very hard.

Yaaraa...

She remembers their moments.

Waqt bhi tehra hai

Kaise kyun yeh hua

Kaash tu aise aaye

Jaise koi dua

She doesn't feel the time running out of her hands because for her the time has run out. She remembers all their moments n thinks how this did all happened and wanting him to come like always n save her from this cruel world.

Tu rooh ki rahat hai

Tu meri ibaadat hai

Whenever she looks at her she feels soothing n his arms are the safest place on the earth for her.

Aaa

Apne karam ki kar adaayein

Kar de idher bhi tu nigaahein

Can't he just come n hug her like no tomorrow? Can't he come n kiss her cheek n assure her that he will not let her go?

Sun raha hai na tu

Ro rahi hoon main

Sunn raha hai na tu

Kyun ro rahi hoon main

She was crying, tears flowing from the already swollen eyes.

Sunn raha hai na tu

Ro rahi hoon main

Sunn raha hai na tu

Kyun ro rahi hoon main

She sings these lines like telling to him that she is crying n the reason behind this is also him.

Yaaaraaa...

She now keeps her head between her knees n was crying drastically.

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He was on his way to her room n he was listening to his sister's melodious voice but he didn't like that sadness in her voice. By the time he reached to her room the song was finished.

He was about to push the door because knocking before entering her room, nah not like him, but he heard someone crying. He pushed the door n saw the most miserable nightmare of his life.

He saw her head drooped in between her knees n she was sitting on the window panel. He was just rooted to his place. "taani!" That's all he could utter for now.

She popped up her head to see him standing at door with a shocked expression. He could see those dry tears n fresh tears on her red cheeks. Her swollen eyes were stabbing his heart.

She was his princess n looking at her like that he can't bear. She quickly wipes her tears n turns her head to look out of the window so that he doesn't sees her crying but she know that he have already seen. He rushes towards her.

"taani, kya hua princess? Tum aise kyun ro rahi ho?" He asked keeping hand on her shoulder. "kuch nahi bhai! Wo to bas aise hi!" She turned her head n looked at him with a smile plastered on her face like she was happy but the red swollen eyes were not agreeing with that.

She steps down n walks some steps n stops facing her back towards him. "wo sab chodiye! Aap ye bataiye aapko kaise aana hua?" She said silently wiping her tears.

"kyun, aise hi nahi aa sakta? N tum pehle mere question ka answer do!" New tears formed in her eyes as he said this. But she wiped them n turned towards him with a smile but anyone could say that it was fake.

"Of course aa sakte ho bhai! N mai keh rahi hoon na kuch nahi hai!" She said coming closer to him. Suddenly he holds both of her wrists in his big palms. "mujhe bhi nahi bataogi princess?" He said with lots of pain n tears in his eyes, the only thing which she can't bear.

She breaks down in front of him n starts crying very hard. He was now more shocked with her this action n he quickly cups her face. "Hey, kya hua taani?" As he said this she hugged him very tightly.

She was crying so hard that his body was shaking n a part of his shirt was also wet. "Hey, shh! Everything will be alright okay? Mai hoon na! Chup ho jaao!" He said caressing her back and her head as he can't bear those hot liquids flowing from her eyes which he can feel on his shirt.

After some time he parted her from him. "ab batao kya hua! Kisine kuch kaha tumse? Kisine kuch kiya?" He asked cupping her face to which she nodded her head saying no.

"To kya hua?" She looked into his eyes as he asked this. "wo aa..aap mu..jhse dur ho jaa..yenge!" She answered him quivering. "mai tumse dur kyun hoonga pagli?" He said to her.

"Accha pehle tum shaant ho jaao" he said as she was still quivering. He made her sit on the bed and sat beside her. "ab batao kya hua! Tum aise kyun bol rahi thi ki mai tumse dur ho jaaunga?" He said taking her small hands in his big ones.

"wo parso mai apne naye residential school jaa rahi hoon!" She said in quite calm manner than before. "What!!! Taani tum mazaak kar rahi ho na? Par tum jaanti ho ki aisa mazaak mujhe bilkul pasand nahi!" He asked her with fear in his eyes to which she nodded a no indicating that she was not joking.

"Ye sab kab tay hua? N mujhe kuch pata kyun nahi hai?" He asked her with confusion. "ek mahine se ye baat chal rahi hai n papa ne aapko nahi bataya kyunki unhe pata tha ki aap mujhe jaane nahi doge!" She answered his question innocently.

"jaane to mai tumhe ab bhi nahi doonga! Papa aisa kaise kar sakte hain? Mai papa se baat karunga! Unka mujhe tumse alag karne ka koi haq nahi banta!" he said as his anger frothed against his parents.

He can't let anyone take away his sister from him who was his life. How will he able to live without her when she is the reason he breaths, she is the reason he wakes up every morning, she is the one who takes care of him.

Even god can't come in between them. "bhai ab kuch nahi ho sakta! It's too late!" she said resting her right hand on his cheek. Tears breamed in his eyes n he kept his head on her lap.

She moves her one hand in his silky hair while another one was held n kissed by him. "taani I can't live without you!" he said looking at her.

"Me too!" as she said this he cried on her lap. After some time he fell asleep on her lap only n she looked at face like taking every line of his face in her mind. After some time she too fell asleep.

In the morning he woke earlier n saw her sleeping in his arm hugging him.

He too adored her face recording every line of him. "taani tum jaa rahi ho but hamesha ke liye thodi! Tum vacations me to aaogi hi n kuch hi saalon ki to baat hai! Mai tumhe hamesha pyaar karoonga!" he said as if consoling himself. That day both of them spend time with each other and the other day she went.

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Years went away and finally her schooling was finished n she was coming back to Jodhpur. She kept visiting in her vacations n talked to him through phone calls n messages n social networking sites.

When she came back she gets to know that he went Mumbai for further studies so she too started pleading her parents to go to Mumbai.

Meanwhile she watched him performing in India Fest and other videos of her team n she developed some interest in her brother's friend reyaansh.

She wanted to meet rey but she was not coming for him, she was coming for her bhai n the weak relationship between them which is getting weaker due to the distance between them according to her.

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Finally she was in Mumbai after so much pleading n pleasing to her parents. She entered St. Louis college where her bhai was n she met rey in the most embarrassing way, in BOYS LOCKER ROOM!

Then she saw him! After so many years, but he was still the same. "Oh his silky hair!" she thinks to herself. Soon she was engulfed in a big bear hug by him. "Oh how much I missed her" said his heart to him.

Like this the day went with her bhai n prince charming n how can she forget how hyper he was when he came to know that she was ragged by his friends. Well she knew about Sharon bhabhi whom his bhai liked n today she saw her. She praised her bhai's choice in heart.

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She was turning on her bed from left to right because she was not getting any sleep. She frustrated sat on her bed and looked around her room.

It was her first day in this room n it was so big n cute but as it was new she wasn't getting any sleep. She bend her knees n put her head into them.

Like always he barged into her room without knocking n saw her like that. He smiled to himself as he thought how well he knows her. "Princess!" he was calling her that after years.

She popped up her head n saw him standing with two mugs which must be holding some hot-hot coffee. He gave her a mug n sat beside her. Both of them sipped their coffee.

"Hmm acchi hai!" she praised him with a smile. "haan but tumse acchi nahi banti hai mujhse!" they both burst into laughter as he said this. He kept his hand around her n gave her a side hug. "tumhe pata hai how much I missed you!" he said.

"aap bhi to mujhe chodke yahaan chale aaye!" she said pouting. "aww! But ab to hum saath hain na, so celebrations!" as he said this they cheered their coffee mugs.

"waise aapki choice bohot acchi hai!" she said to him. "wo to hogi hi na, aakhir kaar tumhara bhai hoon!" he said pulling his collars. "haan but kis cheez ki?" he continued.

"arey meri bhabhi ki choice!" she said sipping her coffee while he stopped n looked at her with a shocked expression. "Aise mat dekho! Mujhe sab pata hai n mujhe jaan ne ka haq bhi hai! N ab ye mat poochna ki kaise pata chala!" she said to him.

"Sorry wo maine tumhe nahi bataya!" he said smiling at her. "Koi nahi, jab mujhe koi mil jaayega to mai bhi aapko nahi bataungi! Hisaab barabar!" she said frankly to him.

"What!!! Tumhe koi mil jaayega n tum mujhe nahi bataogi! Tab kya agar wo ladka bad intensions rakhta ho? Mai tumhe aise hi kisike saath jaane nahi de sakta! Samjhi tum!" she was startled by his action.

"bhai shaant! I know my limits n mai koi bacchii nahi hoon ab, mai badi ho gayi hoon!" she said proudly. "Dhat! Tum abhi bhi mere liye meri baby sis ho! N no arguments on that!" he said to her a little bit sternly.

"ok wo sab chodo mujhe neend aa rahi hai!" n saying this she kept her head on his lap n slept. He also slept in her room only hugging her tightly. They both were happy getting each other back because they can't live without each other!

Love Aditi❤️