Again reminding you galz that this story is not written by me itna talent nai hai mujhmein yaar 😛 its by one and only Mahuya di am just posting on her behalf 😃and this update goes out to pink1 who has forced me to update soo soon ...enjoy reading 😃
PART 10
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Apni life ki is kahani k bareme jo bhi kahungi sach kahungi or sach k siwa kuch nahi kahungi ye waada apne aap se kithi or puree siddat k sath mai apne is waade pe kayam hu.Pata nahi apko meri life ki kahani bore kar rahi hai k wo kabhi meri sacchi jhuti kahani lag rahi hai ya jo bhi ,,jo bhi ho par agar surwad ki hai to iska anjaam ya the end tak to leke janahi parega!! ab tak ka the end ya phir kuch asa woqt tak ka jaha sirf or sirf sayad hum mushkilehi jhele ho!!.
Mai koshish to kar rahi hu k apne dil ki ya hamare donoki dilo ki ek ek wo jasbad ko apke samne le ayun ,,isliye kabhi kabhi samajh nahi pa rahi hu k pal pal ki kahani ko bataun ya phir kuch khas khas un lamho ki ?? ye mere liye mushkil isliye ho raha hai kyu k mere liye meri kahani ki har ek pal bohottt khas hai,usk har ek ahsas spl hai. KASHMAKASH ,,,DORAHA,,DUBIDHA,,FARZ,,ye sab word agar kisik bhi life me akee ekbar apna jaga bana lai too sayad zindegi apne mutabit jina tough ho jata hai!!jina bhi sayad jaha duswar ho jaye na!! virat se mujhe pyar honeke bad mere liye zindegi kuch is alfaz k jaise meeningful lagne lage thee,," EK PYAR KA NAGMA HAI,,MAUJO KI RAWANI HAI,,ZINDEGI OR KUCH BHI NAHIII TERI MERI KAHANI HAI"... TERI MERI KAHANI!!! do hamsafar ki kahani jab pyar ki paidano me pao rakh ta hai tab dunya sirf tum hum ya humtum k bahar lagtahi nahi hai,,humlogoko bhi nahi laga tha. ye nahi socha k sirf hum tum me zindegi gheri hui nahi hoti hai!!hamare as pass k log ,,unse jure hamare riste,,kuch naye kuch purane sab kuch nibhana to paregahi.pyar me sab jayaz hai par kya selfish banna bhi!!hamara pyar ki dastan jo virat k juban se utark mere dilo dimag tak apna ghar banaya or us ghar ko maine apna anewala kal ka thikana samjha wo bas pal do pal ka dastan banke rah gaya or jiska surwad hua mere DEHRADUN janeke bad.
Pahli bar mai virat or kittu se alag ho rahi thi dehradun ate time.kya jo bataun us bidai k bareme!! subha se uthk mere barbie dall mujhse chipki hui thii,,roe ja rahi thi,,, or mai usko nasihat,,pyar in sabse bhari ja rahi thii. or ek tadaf tha virat ,,,jisk ankho me mujhe mera usse dur janeka gam ya darr pata nahi kyu dono hi bohot saaf nazar aya..kabhi virat k agee mai kamzoor par rahi thi to wo kabhi mere agee.saradin to waise hi mere sath sath tha ,,par nikalnese pahle mere sath kuch der wo spent karna chaha or mujhe wo apne room me hi leke gaya.
V>> hmm to muhe yad karoge na!
m>>>yaaddd mai bhulungi kab jo yaad karungi??
V>> jaldi aaogi na?tumare ane tak mai hamare bahar janeka sab arrengements kark rakhunga
m>>>mai to ab bhag k ajaungi tumare pass,,mai khud rah paungi kya?? apne man se puchk dekho.par mujhse ek wada karna hoga tume.
V>>>waada?? kaisa waada??
meri nazre niche jhunki hui thii jaise aam taurpe rahti thi,,par pichli raat k bad sayad ek apna wala ahsas sa agaya tha k mujhe kuch chiso me apna daira se bahar janeme jhijhak sa nahi laga or na mujhme koi bhi ikhtyar thii.mai usk hotoko apne kapti hui unglio se chuken boli k ab ispe sirf mera jaga hai,,yaha koi 555 ake nahi baith sakta chahe mood kitna bhi off ho ya stress ho!! 555 ko by forever bolna hoga tume.kyuk jitna ye tumara dil ko jalayga utnahi mai tinka tinka jalti rahungi,,,apne apko puri tarikese mere upar jaise chor dia tha wo ,,body language kuch asa show kar raha tha k ab usk har chiso pe mera haq hai or is bat ka usee koi gam nahi balk khushi hai,,mere piche ek inch hilneka takat nahi chora tha jis tarah mai usdin usk baho me usse simtak thi .wo mujhme apna panah dhund raha tha or jisk liye maine usee ek chotasa dilasha hi bas de payi k ab se ye manvi tumari hai,,na to kisi or ki.sunne me sayad ye sab bohot filmy lagee aj bhi jo yad kark kabhi kabhi hasi ajati hai par wo mahal hi kuch asa tha ,,sayad apmese bhi koi is taraka situation se guzre ho ,,agar ha to samajh parahe honge mai kya bolna cha rahi hu !!
Amma ka diaa hua meetha se mu meetha karte huee mai station k tadaf bad gayi.car k piche sit me ek taraf virat or mere god me thii kittu. avni car drive kar rahi thi or humteeno ko cheer up karne k liye jokes crack kar rahi thi.rah rah k virat mujhe bas dekhta ja raha tha,,off usko asa dekhk mai bata nahi paungi mujhe kaisa lag raha tha jabk tab to pata nahi tha k agee kuch negative honewala hi to phir bhi wo kyu itna sad tha?? train me baithne tak kittu mere god se nahi utri thi. uska fav monaco biscuits,,chips,,mazza kitnion chora kuch usko kharid k di par ek hasi jo mujhko wo return me de?? jab train apna station chorneka last signal diaa mere or virat donok andar se jaise ek jerk sa mehsus hua jo hum ek dusreke ankho se or pakre huee ek dusreke hatho se feel kiee!!finally bohot sara sweet kissi k sath maine kittu ko virat k pass dia,,usk samne virat ko thora main dati bhi k wo bhul se bhi meri kittu ko date nahi warna kaddi!! gate tak akee virat k sath akhri bar hath milayi,,wo touch dunya ki har touch se ajeej thi sayad jisme judai ka gam bhi tha or pal pal tarapneka khayal or pata hai,,kittu bad me virat se kya bolithi apne dil ko chunk?? chachu pata hai mere yaha na bohot pain ho raha hai...aunty chali gayi isyliye??ye main sunithi dinner k pahle avni se ,,us raat mere mu me to kuch bhi nahi gaya kyukk hazar bato main bhulake usdin amma bhi kittu ko nahi khila payi thi.
sirf kuch do mahinahi to bitaye thee virat or kittu k sath par phir bhi ek ek bita hua pal ko rasta bhar thir main jate jate yaad kar rahi thi,,pata nahi kyu lag raha tha k phir hum sab ek sath kab honge??hamara har wo bat,,hamara ladna ,,jhagarna,,ek dusreke piche paglo ki tarah bhagna..mera or virat ka ek dusrese ruthna manana kabhi saach main to kabhi jhut mut ka ,,or galti se asliyat me ruth bhi jaye to usko mananeka naye naye nuske azmana ,,phir uski suni zindegi mera dakhan andazi karna ,,mere saaye me usee apna humsaaya dhundna or nazar ana sab kuch sab kuch sab kuch!!! ek ek har wo chis mere saanso se utark mere rag rag me jaise basta ja raha tha k tabhi meri nind tuti virat ki late night msg se. hooo tab to midnight tha. pagal ho gayi jaise mai!! uska name display hote dekh apne mb pe jo koi abnormal bat to thi nahi! par hua kya pata hai!! mere afratafri me ph mere hath se chutk nichewale birth k passenger k pass. adhi rat ko sar pe mb girnese uska bhi nind kharab hua hi hoga or main usk taraf ph magne lagi par wo ankh phark mujhe ghurne laga. man me yahi aya k kambakt ne kya kabhi ph nahi dekha ya ladki!! maihi niche jake usse ph apna wapas li ,,sorry worry bolk rafa dafa ki.itna raat tak ph?? asa kuch pucha mujhse ..hwww jaise koi anhoni ho raha tha ph anese,,mere patika ph hai,,apko koi problem hai?? itna gussa laga na ,,mai kya bataun or in sabk chakkar me msg bhejneme mujhe late ho gaya jisk liye ek lambasa sorry boli ek puppy face k sath or sara dastan bhi explain kar di. adha ghanta tak hamara msg ka silsila chalta raha,,kisiko disturb na ho isliye ph ko vibrate mood me dal di..yad nahi sayad perfectly litna bar par jitna mera ph usk msg k sath sath vibrate hua usse zada mai vibrate huee ja rahi thi uska msg par park.ab naya naya pyar ka surwad tha to usse juri battein ,,khwaish,, aroo,,sab kuch main ek alag sa nayapan ka jadu sa tha jo bas sir mujhko apne ahosh me bharte ja raha tha.
Mere liye ya hamare liye us woqt sirf hamara pyar dunya ki sabse anmol ya ajeez nazar arhi thi.Bahar se dekhne me abtak ki kahani ek simple story thi jaha didi or jijaki ghar,,donoka chahat se bana hua ghar jo bas sirf ghar bank rah gaya tha mmjaha pyar nahi tha or ek asa gharwala tha jo har pal pyar k liye tarasta rahta tha or jiska kimat samajhnewal usme koi nahi thi..kyuk gharwananewali ko ghar se zada apna career me interest tha.phir us ghar me mera jana ,,uha rahna ,,jane anjane me us ghar ka dhadkan ban jana sabk liye,,or phir us insaan k sath mohabbat kar baithna jo ek aam ladka nahi balk riste me jo usk jiaji hai.na to mai isee galti mant i hu or na virat!! agar manti to ye rista man se jurtihi nahi, par sab kuch hamare sochne se ya na sochnese bhi nahi hota hai,,khas kark tab jab hamare liye kisika rista khatre me araha ho.
Hamare pyar ka pahla sikar avni jo bina kuch soche,,bina apna life ka parwa kiee bhari mehmil me sare aam sabk samne kisiki life partner bannese inkar kar di. ek pal kliye bhi wasa karnese pahle nahi sochi k agee uska kya hoga ?? virat ko apne jaan se bhi zada jo chahti thi!!par ab aap socho jab avni asa decision li tab kya bita hoga virat pe?? mujhpe??jo ab tak hamara pyar sab se chupke tha wo jab sabk samne ayga tab asa hoga ye hum soch nahi payethe kyuk jo hum jannte thee waisa hua nahi thaa. hum samajh nahi pa rahe thee k humko kya karna chaiye or kya nahi?? kashmakash,,divudha,,yahi pe khatam nahi thi hamari bat. hum man se to ek ho chuke thee un kuch palo me jab hum ek desuere k sath bitaye ,,humko pata tha k sabka kato bhara nazar ,,jahar ugalnejaisa bat hamare taraf ayga or jiska surwad hua mere ghar se,,nilisha di k parents se mere liye mere dadajika insult hua.. badnaam mai bhi huyi,,ilzaam mujhpe bhi aya ghar torneka. kisiko bhi nilisha di ka kiaa hua galti nazar nahi aya ,,uska virat ko ignore kark ghar se dur hote jana,,virat k passion k sath berukhi se pess akee apne passion k sath jite rahna ,,pal pal usk armanoko ,,usk tamannao ko ,,usk ghar ko muskurahat me badaldenewala us phool ko abhi apne pao tale uska namo nishan miatana kuch bhi kisiko nazar nahi aya siwaye usk wapsi k!! ha wo achanak virat k zindegi me wapas ana chahi dubara jab virai usk kahnepehi divorce ka faisla le chuka tha . par wo to sirf paper work tha,,dil se to virat k pahlehi mit chuki thi ,,par kismat bhi kuch rang asa badla k hum dono do kinare me baithe bas sochte rah gaye k pyar ko ahmiyat mlna chaiye ya farz ko pahle nibha na chaiye? farz isliye kah rhi hu kyuk didika wapas aneka reson koi virat k liye pyar nahi tha balk koi medical issue thi jisk chalte wo dance se jurk nahi rah sakti thi. ab dunya k agee to wo bechari bank rah gayi thi par humko pata tha k ye sayad chand dino ki bat hai .. agar sab kuch thik ho jata hai to ye dubara ye ghar ko thukranek liye ek pal bhi nahi sochegi!! par abhi ka jo halat hai uska hum kya kare?? kya karna chaiye tha uswoqt?? didika kia karaya sab kuch bhulake virat usko apne zindegi me dubara samil kar leta mujhe hatak ya didika usk sath kia hua sab yaad rakhte huee mere sath apne nayi zindegi k oor kadam barata?? kya uswoqt virat ko ek accha pati bank rahna chaiye tha ya phir kuch orr soch k sath rahna tha??
bicch me jaise badi tufano me fasi main ,,ek tarad dadaji,,ek taraf nilisha di,,ek taraf avni,,or in sab se dur hatk jab hum ye sochne lage k hamare wajase inksath agar kuch bhala bura hua bhi to aj hamare sahi soch se sabkuch thik kar sakte hai par in sabko agar hum kuch pal k liye nazar andaz kar bhi de too agee jake kahi kittu in sabk bicch me to nahi aygi?? aj jo avni k sath hua wo kaho kittu k sath hua to?? hamari pyar k chalte uska zindegi me koi asar ayee too?? kya hum tab bardast kar payenge?? apne apko maaf kar payenge chahe hum sahi ho ya galat!! ye jis time ki bat hai tab kittu or choti thi,,apni samajh se jab wo sab kuch samjhegi to kya hum usk liye sahi example ban payenge?? kismat asa time dikhaya k hum tab in sab sawal k chakkar me fas k bas rah gaye?? tab kya hua hoga aj se kuch saal pahle apko kya lagta hai?? kais hua hoga ye sab kuch?? meri life ki kahani koi naughty ya suspence bhari kahani to hai nahi isliye kuch adhi adhuri se battein abhi hi bol gayi jo bad me bolnese bhi chalta par kahani ka karwat is dehradun se badalna jo suru hua tha ,,jaha mujhe pata nahi chala kab mera pair zakark rah gaya !!
Mere ghar anese pahlehi hawa se ye khabar mere ghar tak pahach gayithi!! mujhe dadaji ka uha bina kuch kahe uha bulana isiliye thaa.. par hairani ho rahi hogi na k jo bat huee abhi kuchi dun bita hai wo yaha tak kaise aagayi?? jane anjaneme iska zimmedar avni thi . mujhe nahi pata tha k jisk sath wo apna zindegi bitana chati hai,,jisse wi actual me pyar karti hai wo nilisha di k bhai ya mera cousin hoga. avni to bas virat ko khush dekhna chati thi or jiskliye wo koi bhi riste ka parwa nahi ki par Rishav yane mera cousin usko to kabhi bhi ye bardast nahi hoti k usk didika jaga mai lu chahe didi sahi ho ya galat!!
Jis dehradun ko main do mahina pahle chork gayithi wo ekdam badal sa gayatha ,,dadaji mujhse bat kar to rahe thee par unk bato pe koi khushi nahi thii. une tab tak bas yahi pata chala tha k maine kisko apne liye pasand kiaa hai par ye nahi pata tha k wo virat hai. wo mujhe bina bat ko tera kahe sidha sidha puch baithe k mai kisiko pasand karti hu k nahi?? mujhe ye bat se shoch to hona hi tha kyuk ye bat ko huee zada din to nahi huii thi phir asa sawal kyu?? mai khamosh thi..kuch nahi sujh raha tha k main ab kya kahu?? kahu bhi to kaise kahu?? mere man me sawalo ka uljhan chalta raha par main tab kuch boli nahi dadaji se or unka bat ka bina jabab diee apne room me chali gayi .
Room me bas pahachi thik virat ka ph aya or mere ankh se asuu nikalne lahsega. wo mujse hello sunkehi samajh gaya k mai ro rahi hu,,par usee laga k mai usko miss kar rahi hu ,,to wo mujhe apne bato se behlane laga ,,manvi aj yaha koi phool nahi khila yr sab bola k jab manvi wapas aygi tab hummahakenge saat din k liye hamari bhi chutti,,kittu apna naak dono hatho se bandh kark doodh to pi chuki hai or ab calender se ek din me cross laga rahi hai or mera wapasika count down start kar di hai sayad tabhi jab mera train mera station tak pahacha bhi nahi tha. virat ,,wo mujhe bohottt miss kar raha hai isliye sirf ph me mujhe kiss ki sound sunai de rahi hai jo wo mujhe abhi bhej raha hai ...mai uska bat sunti ja rahi thi ,,par mera to jaise gala me ek shabd nahi tha b dehr,,andh to sirf tab dehradun me zara zara sa ane laga tha isk bad nilisha di ka wapsi to baki tha..par mujhe ankhk samne sab kuch jaise andhera sa dikhne laga. ek taraf virat baat karte ja raha tha or ek taraf dadaji mere bandh gate ko kholnek liye kah rahe thee.kis taraf darwaza kholti or kis taraf bandh karti?? par asa situation to ana hi tha ,,ha sayad der se ana tha par thora jaldi agaya,,to kya hua?? ab pyar kia hai to darna kya?? samna to karna paregahi ,,man me himmat jutake virat se boli virat kya tum hamesha mere sath doge jab mujhe tumara zaroorat pare?? wo hairan hoke kaha oyeee meri pagli dancer se heroine banne ja rahi hai kya koi film wilm ki?? ye filmy lines kyu?? mai hask boli film bhi to bohot had tak real life se inspired rahti hai sayad isliye?? wo mujhse sidha bat sunna chaha k koi problem hai kya ?? mai boli ha hai na tumse pyar !! ab isse badi problem koi or ho sakti thi kya?? wo kahne laga ab itni dur jake itni meethi methi battein mat bolo warna mai bhagk ajaunga tumko lene or kuch nahi sochunga agee ka ya picheka samjhi!! mai bas hask ph rakh di kyuk ab mujhe dadaji k sawalo ka ans dena tha or ab mere sath virat ka pyar ka takat bhi to tha jo mujhe sab kuch jhelneka takat de kyuk mujhe pata tha bat sirf pyar ki hoti to koi bat nahi hoti par yaha bat mere sath virat ki thi or jo di k husband the.
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