FINALLY AN UPDATE AFTER A LONG BREAK. SORRY. CLASS 10TH U KNOW.
A HELL LOAD OF WORK...KILL ME!!!!!!!!!SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE DIS CONTINUEING WRITING D STORY BUT DENIU CAN;T STOP THINKING ABT VIRMAN N I NEED TO POUR OUT MY THOUGHTS SOMEWHERE SO I DECIDED TO WRITE. TODAY HALF DAY AT SCHOOL SO I WROTE IT
CHAPTER 9
MANVI'S POV
O GOD! HOW HV I PERFORMED?? HELP ME. I CAN'T LET MY PARENTS DOWN. THEY HV TAKEN SO MUCH OF PAIN FOR ME I NEED TO GV A GD RESULT.
IT'S 10 MIN V HV BEEN WAITING WHEN WILL DEY GV US THE PAPERS???????????????
OH SO FINALLY D TCHERS HV DECIDED TO OBLIGE US...
WAT D HELL???!!! IS IT REALLY MA PAPERS HV I PERFORMED SO GD COMPUTER
I HV NEVA SCORED SO WELL 86 ON 90 IS ...WOW
COMING TO MATHS OH!!! NOT AS BAD AS EXPECTED 82...NYC
NOW COMES D TENSION CHEMISTRY...WATTT ...66...NOOO
N PHYSICS H..H..HAV I REALLY SCORED DIS...5...51
HO0W CAN DIS HAPPEN??????I DID SO WELL.
I HV BROKE MY DAD'S HEART, N TRUST HOW CUD I????I M OVERLOOKING HIS DESIRES, MY DREAMS MY FUTURE.
MOREOVER EVEN THOSE D..DUF..DUFERS HV SCORED MO..MORE DAN ME IN PHYSICS...
CAN I CRY ALOUD????MY EYES ARE PAINING...TEARS R THREATENING TO COMEOUT IT'S BEEN DIFFICULT FOR ME TO CONTROLDEM NOW...
I M FEELING LIKE COMMITING SUICIDE...CAN I...NO...SHALL I...I WON'T CREATE PROBLEMS FOR ANYONE FURTHER. I'LL B IN PEACE N ODERS TOO WILL B IN PEACE...
YEAR AFTER YR I CAN'T LET MY PARENTS DOWN N DISSAPOINTED...
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VIRAT'S POV
IM HAPPY WID MY RESULT A LT TO MUCH TO EXPRESS AN D WUD TELL MANVI 1ST. BUT FOR DAT SHE MST LOOK AT ME N PAY ATTENTION TO ME. SHE IS SITTING LIKE A CORPSE, WID EXPRESSIONLESS FACE EYES DOWN N LEANING BACKWARDS N HEAD TILTED TO 1 SIDE...
WAIT I KNOW.. THESE BLOODY EXAMS FOR SURE BUT..AS PER I KNOW SHE IS NOT A PERSON TO TAKE DIS LI'L FAILURE WAY TOO MUCH..
SHE IS SO LOST IN HER WORLD SHE IS NOT BOTHERED TO SPEAK TO US... IN FACT WEN SHE LOVES TO SPEAK, SCREAM SO MUCH. THER IS FOR SURE STH BHIND THIS. BUT WAT???? I NEED TO KNOW
AND WIDIN DIS WEEK I 'LL GET HER SPEAK HER HEART OUT..DIS A CHALLENGE FOR ME
I SEE D SAME EMPTY FACE AS I SAW ON HER ARRIVAL..IN DESE 8 MONTHS SHE HAS TRANSFORMED BUT DES EXAMS HV PUSHED HER BACK IN HER PAST SADNESS... NO THIS CAN'T B D ONLY REASON...IT IS JST D MEDIUM...D REASON IS STH ELSE
OKJ LET ME LISTEN TO MY FRENDS NOW
S: WOW DIS I HAD A BETER RESULT DAN LAST TYM...I M SOOO HAPPY
RISH:OH! I M HAPPY FOR U BUT 1ST B SAD FOR ME COZ I DIDN'T DO TOO WELL .1 STEP BACK N I FALL DOWN
R:OH SAME HERE BUT SAFER DAN U.. WAT ABT U AYUSH???
A: HUH ME YA FINE 1 STEP FORWARD I WUD HV BEEN IN TOP 10.MY PARENTS...
D:OH TOO WELL VRY NYC.. I M OVERWHELMED WID JOY.
MAYA; BLIEVE OR NT I SCORED SO WELL IN PHYSICS. WAT ABT U VIRU
V; ME OH NOTHING SPL.JST 88 IN PHY, 86 IN CHEM, 79 IN MATHS N 81 IN COMP.
MA;WAT??????????IS IT TRUE OR U R LYING??? I CAN'T BLIEVEIT I NEVA SAW U STUDYING.
RISH, A; YA NOT EVEN V SAW U??
D; WAIT...U CHEATED??
REST 5; POSSIBLE ...YA ..HE'S GD AT PLAYING TRICKS..
V::HEY NO!!! DON'T U BLIVE ME..MANVI PLZ TELL AT LEAST U TRUST ME..
M: DOESN'T MATTER I TRUST ANYONE BUT DO DEY TRUST ME???
V: WAT??
M;HUH! WAT??
R: ANY PROBLEM?? EVERYTHING FINE??? U LOOK LOST.
V:[IN MIND] I LOST MY LINES.. RIYA I HATE U FOR DIS
M: NO
ONCE SHE GLANCED AT ME N GAVE A FAINT SMILE.
NOW I C HER EYES. BLOOD SHOT RED, TERS STRUGGLING TOMAKE THEIR WAY OUT.I GUESS SHE'S HVING A HARD TYM CONTROLLING DEM
SOMETIMES I HATE HER BCOZ SHE NEVER WANNA SHOW HER SOFT SIDE TO US. SHE ALWAYS PRETENDS TO BE A HARD NUT TO CRACK BUT SHE IS A POMEGRANATE HARD COVER BUT NOT HARD TO TAKE AWAY
AREN'T V FRENDS?? CAN'T SHE TELL US AT LEAST ME HER PROBLEM.
IF NOT ERADICATE AT LEAST CAN TRY TO REDUCE IT
I CAN'T C HER LIKE DAT ...RED EYES ,RED NOSE, RED CHEEKS,,,HANDS N LIPS TREMBLING
MANVI I LOVE U A LOT IT'S HARD FOR ME TO BEAR YOUR PAIN.I WON'T TELL U DIS UNTIL U R NORMAL AGAIN. I HAD DECIDED TO TELL U DIS WEEK ON MY SIS MAYA'S B'DAY BUT I C I WILL HV TO WAIT N I M READY TO WAIT
IF ONLY SHE KNEW HER PAIN N SILENCE ARE PIERCING MY HEART N TEARING ME APART. HER SPEECH WUD HV BEEN LIKE A MEDICINE TO MEBUT I C D CLINIC IS CLOSED N D DOCTOR IS ILL
Edited by IISHITA - 12 years ago