Wow! What an emotional update. I feel drained!
But everything Kushi said was the truth. Everything. I am glad though that she did not deny the fact that she still loves him. Yes, she is being destroyed in that love. But the fact remains that he ignored his wife. Whilst he lived it up with his ex. That is more horrible than fighting with her. And yeah, she just had to mention her doing the same thing and he could not handle it. So then...? Why does he feel it is OK for him to do anything and everything he wants, but she should only do as he wants? Like she has no will of her own? So, in a way, I'm glad that they had this conversation. Because, in spite of all that has happened, I don't think he (or his family) understand the magnitude of his (or their) actions. And they are seriously feeling that she will come back. That she is just having a tantrum and will return. Like always. But I am with Kushi this time. She cannot keep on giving him chances. Especially, when he (and his family) has taken her for granted and do not appreciate her worth. I am glad she told him she wants to end their marriage. Although I hope that it never comes to that. But in order for him to understand the effect of his actions thus far (from the beginning,) Kushi must for both their sakes and most importantly, for the sake of their baby, end this now. End the cycle of abuse she has been going through since she met him. Otherwise, her baby will have to go through the same thing. Yeah, of course, I want them to be together. But not if she has to be subordinate to him and his family. Which is how he and his family have been treating her. For all his flowery speeches about his love for her (which he never bothered to show her, unless if it was something he wanted from her) and for all their (his family's) empty words of her being their elder daughter-in-law, of which she never tasted the position, she felt nothing but a servant. This is the position they gave her. This is what she is feeling. If she had had the position they purported her to have been given, as the daughter-in-law of the house, she would not feel like this. So, yeah, I think, for right now, Kushi has done the right thing. Arnav should now begin to repent. And by that I don't mean start bullying her (the way they showed him doing in the show) or just saying sorry. He should really take a long, hard look at this abusive cycle he has been giving her since they met. And think of how he is going to get her back in his life. Not by holding his head in his head and crying! Full of self pity! It is sad that he will not be there with her to see their child grow within her. That is a miracle in itself. He will not be there to see her go through changes. To go through all that hardship, by herself...
Geez! I think I should stop now or else I will keep on going and going and going...! Thanks for the PM. Waiting for the next update, already!
Oh yeah, forgot in ranting! Congratulations on new thread. Please send me link for OS AND any other work that you ever write!
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