Prologue
A single tear rolled down my cheek, I wiped it
Not a single minute that I didn't think of him
Why do I keep thinking of him?
After all he did to me!
Does he care that I am gone?
Was he looking for me?
Did he love me?
Why did Anjali Di tell me to leave the house?
No Kushi!! Stop don't think of him not after what he has done to you , no don't of anyone no one supported you when you were accused and sent out of the house
All these thoughts just engulfed me as I stared out into the beautiful landscape I looked through the bars of the train the surrounding seemed to be unaffected by my mood everything was beautiful except my mood I could not believe a day ago my life was what most would have envied
I had a caring hubby, a loving son, a great supportive family and today I am homeless, lonely I don't have a friend, a confidante. It's like starting life all over again!
This reminded me of the past that day when arnavji had seen me and shayam on the terrace I still remember his accusing eyes looking at me like I was so wrong when it was not my fault
Justice , all I had asked for someone to believe me to the words I said .
At that time all whom I love deserted me, I had to make my mark in a place where I was despised here again seems a similar situation.
My thoughts are interrupted by a child's cry. I look beside me there a couple were tending a crying baby.
How I hope I had someone to comfort me in this situation. I really needed a shoulder to cry on and I can't believe when I need somebody to console me, I have nobody to even care about me I am all alone
There was a jerk and I heard a voice
BANGALORE''''''''.. BANGALORE'''''''''''''''..
Here I was at my destination'..
I stepped down from my train with my bag it was a busy station full of buzzing activity I took a deep nervous breath
Here I am at the berth of a new beginning hoping for a new lease of life'..
I had no home, no friend, no work, no support, no one to call my own
And the one I could call my own were miles away probably not worried about me''. Probably cursing themselves for knowing me- how I hope I could tell them I did not do anything, how I hope I could tell them it's not my mistake
But who would believe even if I said so , No one, no one will
I hoped to forget everything of my past and start life again in this new place how I would succeed I did not know but all I know is where ever I am there is one person who hopes for my good ,who wishes me luck each day- my lovely son , Aarav...
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