PART 32: kushi relieves arnav from his 15yrs of struggle!!
i wanted to update tomo but the comments and the hits shocked me!! so here you go!!just as he opened the door to storeroom his vision blurred and eyes closed and his legs gave way...
just as he was above to hit the floor a pair of eyes went wide with shock and the hands rushed to hold him safe
arnavjjiii
kushi panicked... she had least expected this...
she shook arnav with all her might.. arnavjii open your eyes na... arnav jiii
but arnav remained unconscious...
kushi then saw his hand was cut and bleeding... she was shocked to see this state of arnav...
.. tears were flowing down continuously and she made him rest against the wall and tore her dupatta and wound it around his palm to arrest the bleeding and rushed to get the things needed for help
she rushed and bought a sweet in her hand.. he had fainted like this before too...
she sprinkled some water on his face ... he tried opening his eyes but he was too weak...
she slowly slid one hand of hers to support his neck and fed him with the sweet
arnav still din realize what was happening but slowly he responded to the sweet kushi was holding and had it...
kushi felt a bit relieved seeing him respond...
she tried to lift arnav and since he was little conscious she somehow managed to reach his bedroom with the support...
she made arnav lie on the bed.. his eyes were still closed... kushi took the first aid box and attended to his wounds...
tears kept flowing down as she wiped every drop of blood in his hand...
luckily there was a doctor nearby in the neighborhood and he came and gave assurance that arnav is fine and left after giving him an injection telling kushi he will be fine in an hour
kushi thanked the doc and he left
kushi pulled the blanket over arnav and adjusted the pillow ...and pulled the recliner near him waiting for him to open her eyes...
she was worried: how would arnav react knowing she was here when he wakes up... he hated to see anyone on this day...
she looked at his face... she could see the million worries behind every part of his face... she could see the kid in him.. the kid who had been suffering from within not leting anybody know for all these years.she knew a bit that night he had told her but he was affected so much than she had ever imagined.
suddenly arnav choked and kushi immediately went up to hold him and raised his head so that he could feel better
kushi: arnavjii your fine na... arnavjii
arnav slowly felt better and went wide in shock seeing kushiii
arnav was till weak: kushiii
arnav kept looking into kushi's eyes... both never spoke... finally kushi broke the silence
kushi: you rest here.. i will bring some food for you
arnav: kushii iii
kushi just held him and made him rest behind and went out of the room
arnav couldnt believe what was happening.. he had longed for her and she was here... but how did she know... he saw his hands and saw the bandage...
he knew she must have been shattered to see him this way...
but how did she know.. he was sure nobody had told her... what would she think of him now that she knows he lied...
he kept thinking and saw kushi enter the room with a bowl in her hand...
sh gave it to arnav who slowly raised his hand indicating the bandage...
she realized and made him more comfortable and slowly took out a spoon and began to feed him..
arnav first refuseD: kushii ii
kushi stared at him and he obliged as a kid would...
she slowly feed him the bowl and arnav had it without any complaints looking at her...but she hardly looked into his eyes...
arnav coughed and kushi immediately runned his back and gave him the water
finally the lunch was over and kushi wiped arnavs mouth
kushi got up when arnav held her hand
arnav: kushiii
arnav made kushi sit next to him...
she sat still not looking into his eyes...
arnav: you were scared na and he looked into her eyes...
kushi: more than you can imagine
arnav nodded: i am sorry
slowly arnav spoke
arnav: kushi that night i saw dad and mom arguing...
kushi looked up
arnav: mom said dad had cheated her and i saw her take the gun and
arnav choked for words and kushi held his hand
arnav: before i can go inside dad too...
kushi was shocked
arnav: i couldnt do anything kushi...i couldnt stop it.. may be i could have
kushi held arnavs hand tighter...
arnav: how could my dad cheat kushi... i thought what they had was true love
and mom she din even think of us for a sec kushiii
and then even dad...
and di'd wedding... tears fell from arnavs eyes
she was so happy kushi.. so happpy that she was getting married but coz my parents she lost her good life that day...
i was such a failure i stood watching my parents die...
kushi went more closer to arnav and covered his hand in her's
kushi: arnavjii... shall i tell you something
arnav looked up to her
kushi cotinued; so you think the love your parents shared was not true...
arnav nodded in neagtive
kushi: and if i tell you it was
arnav looked up confused at her reply
kushi: arnavjii whatever we see is not true.. there is much more meaning in reality
arnav: kushiii
kushi: arnavjiii... may be your dad was wrong i dont refuse that
but why do you think your mom din think about you
arnav looked up like a kid and asked innocently: then why did she leave me kushi.. my dad cheated her.. not me na
kushi was shocked to see how innocent his question had been
kushi: arnavjii love is the best feeling in the world... your mom's love was so true that she couldnt take it when she knew about her husband.. it was momentary.. her world was her husband.
ok temme one thing.. when you saw me and shyam in the terrace what did you feel
arnav: i died kushiii
kushi could see the hurt: see... if you being a guy broke down so much that too when you had just started to be in love with that girl.. your dad has lived with her... they have loved for long.. have kids etc etc... her love was more deep arnavjiii and she couldnt take it.. that is whyyy
arnav: and dad
kushi: see from what you told there are two options but in both cases i would say he loved your mom truly
arnav: how kushiii
kushi: and as for your dad.. did you ever wonder why he did that to himself... may be he was not wrong and it could have been a misunderstaning your mom had had ...or if its true ...see every human is wrong... nobody is perfect.. but if your dad had not loved your mom the minute she died he would have felt relievd and gone to live life with the other person...
but no he din't he couldnt bear to see your mother die... he din even think for an instant and killed himself...
even if he had been wrong a man who really feels guilty only can do this...
or your dad would not have been wrong at all and since the misunderstanding had killed ur mom he shot himself unable to take the pain...
in both cases either he was wrong and felt guilty for having hurt your mom so punished himself repenting or he died coz he couldnt bear to see your mom that way and may be he was innocent
in both cases it was true love arnavjii
and when the love we see is getting shattered nobody can take it
as for di... they left her coz you ppl lost the money... yes the wedding would have happened but do you think she would have been happy... they were to marry her for money and this incident only saved her life arnavjii
you cant blame yourself.. you were helpless.. sometimes we can only see the play not be a part of it...its just tough luck you were in it
something in life we cant question arnavjii.. accept it...
arnav could see the reasoning behind kushi and somewhere he could slowly realize may be what kushi says was true...
arnav: kushi.. but maa
kushi: arnavji.. more than the mother the one who tries to be your mom is more great.. coz its more tough... and di... she has always been like a mom to you.. in fact more than that... she has taken care of you more than anybody else in her age could have...
yes your uncle cheated you but your nani akash bhai mamiji mamji all of them have they ever showed a diff to you...she held his face within her hands...
they all love you more than anybody else could have ever done... din you see that
arnav realized what kushi said was true...
kushi: you are not a failure.. you have such a beautiful family and they love cause you love them too... god has given you soo much arnavjiii
see even today you are here away from them... but did you think about di.. she went through the same as you and the day she needs you the most do you realize your alone.. an so is she... your mom is not anywhere.. she left di for you.. she din leave you alone.. every time di takes care of you she was in her
i can understand arnavjii... but life has not been as bad as you are thinking it has... accept it..and move on .
you have so may memories of your mom... think of the happy times.. the smiles the kushi and relive them again... and slowly this incident will reduce the impact...
i will go and get your medicines.. you just fresh up... and i am sorry if i said something wrong...
and she left
arnav felt as if some angel had come and taken away all his pains . kushi's words kept hitting him again and again...
he wanted to find the reason behind his fathers death but one thing was sure...
his parents had had true love and it was not betrayal to him... as for his mom she was in his di...and yes he was so hurt at his uncles betrayal that he had not realized the care from the raizada family...he loved them truly but he had been locked from emoting them to them
finally the kid in him woke up and he smiled and set out in search of kushii
PRECAP:
arnav: kushi how did you know i was here
kushi: woh arnavjiii... iii
arnav spends the rest of the day with kushi
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