part 4:
reena mam: kushi will now felicitate Mr.Arnav Singh Raizada...
arnav stood staring and tried his best to be normal and immediately put on his coolers coz he knew his kushi could read his eyes... slowly kushi walked over to him
kushi went near and stood staring at arnav not knwing what to do
Arnav: Miss.kushi don you want to give that to me?? he was sounding perfectly normal
Kushi couldn't understand how he spoke just like a stranger... she gripped herself and
Kushi: your welcome sir... its our pleasure to have you here...
and as she walked down she turned twice just to see arnav talking normally and smiling to the other guests beside him on the dais...
kushi stood wondering how it was possible just then a girl in a pink frock walked over to kushi and tugged her sari
Kushi: hey dolly.. what happened
Dolly: kushi i lost my bow... now i am not looking pretty
kushi let out a smile and hugged the girl and started talkin to her
kushi: oh o dolly... you are more pretty than the bow... you look like a barbie.. don worry
dolly: promise...
kushi smiled kissing the girl who was now smiling all oover and just then arnav turned back to find her smiling away
arnav to himself.. i was right kushi... you are happy only without me.. i wont let it go from you..
the evening proceeded with arnav and kushi stealing glances to each other and each could only see that the other din bother about their presence and were normal
the party was over and anrav was about to leave..
Reena mam: its was our honour to have you here sir
Arnav: my pleasure too mam...
he walked over to neetu: thanks to you and i guess your one of the fav for all children here
kushi couldnt believe that arnav was least bothered about her
Arnav: miss kushi.. good job... thank you
Kushi: with a fading smile thaaank you sir
arnav left as fast as his legs could take him not wanting to ever turn back coz he knew what woould happen and kushi stood staring at his retreating figure as a tear dropped out of her eye
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Kushi's room
kushi rushed out to her room telling others she was not well
she shut the door behind her and broke down completely
Kushi: how could he not bother about seeing me after so long... i though you would at least miss me arnavji... i never knew you could move on so easily
kushi: but wait.. she said to herself.. i left him... i refused him... but why cant i forget him... why is my heart still beating for him... no kushi no... you should also be bold... may be he is finally happy... and you also want him to be happy only na... so when he is happy you better be too... hereafter i wont think about him also...
she slowly cried to sleep that night
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Raizada Mansion: arnav enetered the house in full speed... he din even bother to turn to look at the others in the house... mamiji was one phone and nk and anjali were staring at the disappearing arnav
Anjali: something is wrong NK bhai
NK: its been since long na di
anjali looked up nodding to nk
arnav walked in slamming the door behind him
he broke the vase that was just near him... his hands cut and bleed
he slowly closed his eyes hating himself all the more
Arnav: i have been the reason for every pain in her life... then how can i say i loved her...
how can i want her to want me as much as i want her
how can i want her to miss me and come back to me
how can i ever expect her to forgive me... she is right...
she has moved on.. she is happy without me and i don deserve and i have no more rights to destroy that happiness she has found finally... and i wont think about her hereafter
he walked over to the poolside and looked at the stars
MA i wish atleast you can forgive me ...you will na??
he went back and slowly slept on his bed
suddenly he got up in the middle of the night and his hand reached too the empty space beside him KUUSSHHHIII
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kushis room
at the same time kushi jumped up on her bed ARNAVVVJIII
Precap: Kushi in Arnav's office
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Edited by coolbakes - 12 years ago
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