SwaRon OS: life and death in a moment - Page 3

Originally posted by: Mohit_monaya

amazing OS...loved it =)

Originally posted by: 1D_D3-Crazy

Are you sure this is the first thing you wrote I mean this is amazing :-)

Part-2

Next morning I woke up and first word came to my mind was "perfect". He is just too perfect. How can be someone like him in this world? He is too good to be true. Sometimes I fear that he is just a figment of my imagination and when I will try to touch him he will fade away but now I want my this imagination to be true. I just so love him. But what will happen if he will leave me and go far away from me just like my mom. I will not be able to handle myself. when my mom died, for me; love was no more in this world and I didn't wanted that love to enter my life again and leave me in a vulnerable state so I created this protective shield around me but he crossed that barrier. I don't know how but deep inside my heart I loved that. Now I know one thing that is; no matter come what may, my love is enough strong to fight with destiny and I will fight; fight for my love. I made my mind that I will be strong at least in front of swayam because he needs someone to support him. I know he shows that he is strong enough to handle everything by his own but he is not. He is weak inside and he won't admit it. He is still sleeping and he is looking so cute like a 5 year old kid. I hugged him tight and felt something salty on my lips. Just now I promised myself that I will be strong and now I am crying; that's not good. I hugged him so tight that he just woke up. :P my bad. But how am I looking? I must be looking bad with hair all messed up and what about my dress? It's so untidy. What will he think that his Sharon looks so bad? He stared in my eyes. I pouted but he said something which just made me go aw and I blushed. He said:

"Sharon you are beautiful."

And he kissed my forehead. I wonder how I became so lucky to have him in my life. One thing I love about him is that he always respected me and my decisions and never forced anything on me. I believe that for any relation to be strong it is very important that you respect your partner. I always dreamed of partner like him.

Me:"swayam…"

"hmmm.."

Me: "I always want to be in your arms like this. Will you…."

But he cut me in between

"Don't worry Sharon. I am here"

I don't know what happened to me. My eyes were filled with tears. I was crying badly. He was stroking my back. I wanted to stop crying but my tears were not in my control anymore. After sometime my cry was converted into sobs. I was trying so say something but my voice was caught in my throat. No word was coming out of my mouth. After half hour of silence I got up and sat on bed; my back resting on bedpost. He got up and kissed me on my hairs and said:

"Sharon is you okay?"

Me:"ya I am."

He knew that I won't be able to say anything more so he got up from bed and told me to get fresh. I got fresh and I was feeling relieved. I came out of washroom and saw that swayamwas nowhere. I got worried and looked for him and when I saw him; automatically a smile crept on my lips. He was standing front of mirror trying to place his hairs on right place. He had a confused expression on his face which made him more adorable. I went and stood in front of him. I stood on my toes trying to match up with his height and messed up his hairs. He pouted and said:

"shar, what have done to my lovely hairs? They are looking so weird."

And started combing his hairs with fingers.

Me: "swayam you are such a girl. Let me do this for you"

"Sharon are you sure you will do this?"

I glared him and told him to shut his mouth.

Me:"I said LET-ME-DO-THIS."

I tried to reach his level but I was unable to do that. His height is analogy to Eiffel tower. I once again cursed god for giving me such short height. But he lifted me from waist. His touch sent chills down my spine. My cheeks turned hot. First time in my life I thanked god for giving me short height because I love to be in his embrace. It gives me feel of completeness. God must be thinking that I am mad or what? One moment I curse him and very second moment I thank him for same thing I was cursing him before. I was combing his hairs and when I was done I had a look at them. I mentally patted my back. He was looking the way too gorgeous. I bet any girl will droll over his looks. As this thought crossed my mind I cursed myself. How can anyone just droll over my swayam? No, I won't let this happen. He said:

"shar, its perfect."

As these words escaped his mouth I messed up his hairs again. This time forcibly.

"shar, what did you done? You messed up again."

Me:"ya, I messed up because I don't want girls to droll over you and stare you. You won't set up your hairs like that again. These are looking good the way these are now. Got it."

I practically ordered him. He chuckled. What so funny in this? I thought to myself. I know I am being very possessive but I have right to be possessive.

Me:"okay now. Will you tell someone to bring my dresses from my house? I don't feel like going anywhere."

"yup. As you say."

He bowed down and this made me giggle. Doing so he ordered one of servants to bring my stuff and meanwhile I called my maid and told her to pack my important stuff because I planned to stay at swayam's home because none of his family members was there to take care of him. I got refreshing bath, got dressed quickly. As I came out of room I saw swayamsitting on couch watching some news and kaka was pleading him to take medicines. But he was not in mood to take any of it. I told kaka to keep those in room and said swayam to come in.

"shar, what happened? Having any problem staying here?"

Me:"swayam please stop worrying about me and why are you not taking your tablets?"

"Umm.. Actually...I don't feel like taking them. These are so yuck,"

he made a disgusted face. But I am I… I didn't listen to him and his gestures and made him have those tablets and glass of milk. He drank whole glass in one go closing his nose.

Me:"you are such a baby swayam."

"ya, I know. Shar I want to tell you something."

Me: "what?"

"Sharon my mom dad and granny are coming from NY tomorrow. Yesterday I told you that I was going to NY but dad called in morning and told that I can have my operation here in india as team of specialist of NY is here for some of their professional work so.."

Me: "okay so we will tell your family and my dad about our relationship and also that I will stay with you no matter what."

I said to him pointing my finger.

"okay ma'am. I got it."

Day passed with our random chats. He told me about his family and I told him about my dad. We did lots of shopping as he told me that his granny don't like modern girls. He helped me choosing Indian outfits and I also bought a sari I can easily impress my would be in-laws. We spend our whole day laughing talking. I don't know what got into me I asked him about our first encounter in auditorium. I apologized to him for slap. He said:

"It was one of most precious moment of my life shar. Because first time you touched me and we shared same stage practically. You don't know but I felt like the luckiest person on earth."

He said that rather in a very romantic mode and but I found it funny. He said those lines keeping his both hands on either sides of cheeks and as completed his lines he fell on couch in dreamy mode. I laughed like a maniac and he laughed too. Day passed. Second day his parents arrived and we told them about our relationship. His granny was impressed with me. I wore sari that day and swayam helped me. Of course we googled it and swayam smartly prcised those all steps to me as it was very lengthy process written there and I was unable to understand a bit of it. I met my would be mother-in-maw. She is a very sweet person, now I came to know that where all this sweetness in swayam came from and swayam's father is a strict but a very sensible and handsome person. Swayam has got his father's looks. gang also knows about our relationship and also about swayam's disease. We planned that we will first tell them about our relationship and then swayam's disease. It was rather a very funny moment when we told them about our relationship. Their expressions were ridiculous. Girls were like, simmi's mouth was wide open, rinni nearly fainted and neha was unable to digest the fact that she asked me at least a hundred times, aashi was jealous; I could feel that but she just congratulated us and went from there. Rey and kriya both were really happy for us and boys were literally behaving weird. They pulled swayam in a corner and were saying something which I could barely listen but swayam's expressions were indicating that they were asking him something very ridiculous. Boys are boys. You can't tell what they think. But when we told them about swayam's operation, all their happiness washed away in seconds from their faces. Girls were crying. Neha and kriya hugged swayam tight and then all joined them.

Kriya said:"swayam why didn't you told us this before? We are always there for you so don't ever think to get rid of us so easily. We will be always there by your side."

Rey joined: "how dare you keep us in dark? When you came to know about this one week before and now you are telling us this now." And he smacked on his head.

Swayam: "sorry yar."

All once again hugged again and after sometime they all came out of their emotional mood to real self. Nil and Vicky signaled each other and planned something to make everyone's mood light. nil eyed swayam and said:

"wah swayam! Sharon ko pata liya aur hame btaya bhi nhi."

Vicky added: "yeah swayam! Bara chuparustam nikla. Hame b tips chaiye taham b larkio ko pata sake.

Neha said: "when kagu is here why babu trying to ptaoing other girls."

Vicky: "I was just joking kagu."

Nil: "they again started their babu kagu drama. God please help me."

Nil face palmed and all laughed.

Days passed. On the day of operation all were feeling restless. Whole gang was at swayam's place. All were equally worried but no one was showing it at all because they knew thatswayam will also get worried. Nil and Vicky were as usual cracking useless jokes. Swayam's granny was also sitting with gang and nil and Vicky were trying to flirt with her and calling her different names like sweetheart, darling and babes. Swayam was also sitting with them and his head was resting on granny's lap. He was trying to act normal but he was in enormous pain. me and swayam's mother, whom I call mom, were in kitchen. I was helping her making something when she said to me:

"Sharon, swayam will be fine na?"

Me: "yes mom. He will be fine soon. Nothing will happen to him and we all are with him. we will let nothing harm him."

I hugged mom. We both were hysterically crying. As we know that we can't cry in front of swayam. He will feel weak.

Mom:"shar, I am proud of you. All this time you have been his strength. How come my son became so lucky to have you in his life? You are the best."

She kissed my forehead. I said:

"no mom, I am lucky to have swayam in my life and a mom like you. I never got to feel how moms love their children. My mom died when I was very small to understand anything. Swayam gave me all these relations and his love which are now my prized possessions. I promise I will be his strength all my life. He is the way too precious for me."

She once again kissed my forehead and stroked my hairs lovingly. She was still crying. I wiped her tears and said:

"now my cutie pie mom. Don't cry. Your beautiful face will be ruined and I won't like it and then your son will curse me for making his mom cry."

She laughed in tears and washed her face and we came to lounge. Soon dad called and told us about appointment. We all got ready like we are going to fight some war and we are ready to defeat our enemy. Whole gang was at hospital and all nurses doctors and patients were starring us like we are some aliens. Of course they will stare us. We were so much people that we occupied the whole corridor. Swayam was prepared physically as well as morally and was shifted in O.T. doctor already told us that chances of his survival are very low as his tumor was diagnosed at its last stage but there were 20% chances and we were hooked on that 20%. Mom and granny were continuously praying. Neha and rinni were crying as Vicky and amar were trying to console them. I myself was in a very terrible state but I told myself to be strong for swayam. I have to handle all this. Suddenly kriya came and hugged me tight and said:

"swayam won't leave us na?"

Me:"ya kriya, h-he won't. We won't let him go anywhere leaving us."

Rey came and hugged both of us we all were crying badly and somehow tried to console ourselves. After 7 hours of long operation doctor came out and said:

"Patient's mom and Sharon come inside."

As doctor said this, my breaths got heavy and I didn't know what to do. One part of me wanted to run and hug him till eternity but my feet refused to move. I was rooted on my spot. Somehow I managed to go inside with mom and I saw swayam surrounded by huge machines. Sight was terrible. I wanted to cry but it seems that there were no more tears left in my eyes. Mom was crying very badly. We both proceeded towards swayam. Swayam slightly opened his eyes and said:

"Mom I am fine."

She couldn't handle more and went out of there. I was standing there like a statue until doctor came and said:

"Miss Sharon he is fine now but we have to keep him under observation for some weeks. I am going to tell this to Mr. shekhawat. You can stay here for a while."

As soon as doctor went outside we heard a loud roar. Swayam smiled weakly but it was good to see him smile like this. I was feeling live seeing him smile. But he was still sub-conscious because of anesthetic injections.

Me: "I knew it. That like everything else you will also succeed in this war."

"I know."

I kissed him on his forehead like infinity times. I wanted to do that for eternity. Today I just felt that my life was going away from me and living that moment was most terrible thing. Doctors told me to go outside as swayam needed rest and I done so. I called mom.

Me: "mom… Mommm…. I told you. He will be fine."

She hugged me and kissed my forehead. We both cried but this time tears were of happiness. And all gang hugged us. After an hour or so swayam gained consciousness. All met him and left from there as all were tired sitting in hospital for 9 long hours. All went and I stayed with him. I was sitting before him and he was sleeping. He woke after some minutes and called me:

Me:"yes swayam. Do you want anything?"

yes! I want you to listen to me. But don't interrupt me in between."

He said in barely audible voice that only I could hear.

"Since the time I first time saw you my heart skipped beats. My breaths got caught in my throat. When we first talked you showed attitude but your eyes spoke something else. They had hidden love. I knew that your heart is pure and this attitude is fake and just for world. You don't talk about people behind their backs that quality of yours makes you different from all people out there. Your beauty is divine. It couldn't be explained in words. I want to love you, to fulfill your life with beautiful colors. I won't say that I will love you like this till my last breath but I will love you more with each passing day. You don't know you that how much look beautiful with your hairs messed up and with no makeup at all because makeup enhances ones beauty and this is not possible in your situation. This is not enough. You know love doesn't need any reason. These are not the reasons why I love you. These are just your qualities. I love you because I love you. So, will this lady grace me by her auspicious presence in my life? Will you marry me Sharon?"

I had no words. My eyes got welled up. Tears made their way out of my eyes but those were tears of love, of happiness…we smiled in tears. He took my hand in his and kissed my palm. He was still waiting for my answer. I couldn't say anything so I just nodded in affirmative. And said:

"I love you swayam. I love you…"

And that's how our love won over this battle.

Nothing is better than smile which had struggled through tears

awsome ending...

i loved the proposal...

and it was just perfect..