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| :: OneShot ~ N ight w i t h a R o c k s t a r :: |
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Does he really love me? Maybe he does..
Why do I feel he does? Maybe, he doesn't..
Am I the only girl of his life? Maybe not..
Why did I feel 'friendship' wasn't the right word between us anymore..?
Why does he make me mad over him?
Why did my feelings change for him?
When did his feelings change for me?
Am I the only girl in his life or will I remain one among the girls?
I don't care what others think about him ' he might be egoistic, arrogant, drunkard and whatsoever for them but for me he is a perfectionist!
Love you Reyaansh <3
*****
His room was filled with cigarette smoke and empty drunk bottles but he isn't drunk, his eyes were like a fresh delicacy , no sign of a hangover too. He greets her with his hard smile, does he even know how to smile whole-heartedly? Chuck it, he lost it long back during his journey to become what he is at present - a Rockstar!
He pulls her in his embrace, holding her tight. His lips jam on hers as if they are his addictive drug. The kiss isn't gentle, it is a passionate and breathtaking, making her gasp louder when his hands start caressing the nape but she isn't too easy to open up for him but still he manages to melt her with those strawberry antics. She feel his lips rubbing over her's, sucking the life and biting them as if they were his legal property. She was becoming a jelly in his arms as he affectionately warms her with his hands but her conscious self doesn't let me admit myself so soon. Her lips are sealed forbidding him the access, he forces his tongue in as he licks her lips and bite them until she gives up after a lost battle. He tastes them, bites thim and lick using his tongue as a weapon for inciting her. He crushes her on the bed, his lips never leaving hers for a second. It is too hard to take a breath. Her hands trail on his body with a fragile attempt to shove him but it was never possible, she ends up giving marks of her long sharp nails making him groan in pain. When she is near to overcome by dizziness he breaks the kiss with an evil smirk. He enchants her and thrills her by leaning and giving a trail of feather light kisses all over the face. She arches for more of it by pulling him more closer to her. He kisses her on the forehead and showers her with all the love in the world. She loves it when he kisses her on the forehead, it makes her believe in him and she wonder if he knows that? Because it will be longer than the tender kisses. He kisses her on the tip of nose, his cheek rubbing on her face while his hands go under the shirt creating the havocs there. He kisses her near to the lips, making her shudder and anticipate for a kiss again. His fingers rubs over the navel, a moan escapes through her lips at his warm touch making her more mad than ever. His tongue outlines her lips as his hands continue to give the sweet torture. He sucks her lower lip and bites it, his hands hold her waist on the sides. She could feel him glancing at her closed eyes, he leans and he kisses her on the forehead before she could feel him lower and give the goosebumps down her spine as he rolls his tongue around with those fascinating lips on her waist. Her breathe feels hijacked, she urges him to stop but he continues to play with her just like he does with guitar to create sensations of music and now with her body! She wringes his collar pulling him up, closer to her face n he does. He unites the most awaiting lips for their happiness by giving a long exploring kiss, a battle of tongues, he empowers her with his strength by nibbling on her lips. She bites back his lips harder making him groan in pain, his hand takes the chance to reciprocate the reaction, he squeezes my curves rubbing over the tip arousing the inner pool of acute desires. The lips come in a rhythym again, his fingers now caressing her face. He nuzzles into the neck giving some overwhelming kisses on the neck down to the collarbone with his one hand cupping my face and his other hand unbuttoning his shirt so easily. His hand deprived of her for a second as he removes the shirt off his shoulders and throws it somewhere in the mess of the room. She take the chance to escape and taunt him but he is way too fast. He awaits for the perfect time and attacks. Her back is held tightly to his masculine body, he holds her by the waist pulling her more onto him, her legs weaken by his touch, she rests her head on his shoulders as he squeezes her waist firmly. A moan escapes her lips. He helds her with a more grip as he bites my earlobe and kisses it. His lips wander down the neck to the collarbone as his hand moves the tresses of hair out of his way. She gives up totally drowned in his world and she hears him calling her name with his drug-husky voice. "Hmm..", she responds sleepily. "Don't you think you are loving this? I mean, you love when I make love to you right? Just like...", he whispers kissing my ear affectionately cutting the sentence incomplete with a chuckle. She realises and the words starts alarming her ears. "You love when I make love to you right?", this one question of his makes her mad on him, how much she hates him for doing this to her and ask her such annoying, irritatable, f**king question at this time. She balances herself properly and removes his hand holding her. "NO!! Let me make it VERY clear to you...Im not one of your fangurls for just a night or some hours with you..", she says more to herself than him. The twinkle sparkles in his eyes. Was it because, he loves to see the frustrated her? Or some other? She takes some calculated steps trying to make as much as space possible for breathing! but everything in vain as he forces her to the wall holding her shoulders with a tight grip. She shrugs off his hands but he is firm, she pushes him for her hurt pride n rage which was making her act like a maniac. She helds his arm and pulls him closer shouting, "What do you think of yourself, Rey?". She lands up in his arms again when he snakes his hands around her petite frame and drags her to him. "Reyaansh not Rey! For everyone its Rey and for you it always was Reyaansh..", he states. "Whatever! Leave me right now..", she argues back. "Not so easily..baby..." , he comments with a wink before locking her in between the wall and his body. Her palms were on his bare chest, he was hot, not that looks wala ho, it means he was radiating warmth to her cold body, in this chilly night she can cuddle to him tightly and sleep till late in the morning. "What are you thinking?", he asks as if he could read her mind. She was embarrassed for a second, his fingers stroking her cheek n touching her hair, he moves more closer to it getting lost in the touch for a second. He cups her face with a right hand, he leans closer but doesn't kiss, the peak of his nose was in touch with her face. They were glaring at each other trying to speak non-verbally about the unspoken words but she couldn't connect to him, the problem is she can't understand his notion of feelings. He helds her palm with his free hand and intertwines his fingers, he kissed her palm and sucks the finger glancing at her , he bends closer and attacks her lips at the very next moment. He forces his tongue deep inside battling with hers, he bites her lips and squeezes her curves so suddenly that she had to moan in pain. He continued stroking her soft spot alongwith the kiss until she is totally aroused. He moved the strands of hair to a side and nuzzles into the neck showering warm kisses down it and strips off the restricting material which was forbidding the contact between them, he pins both her hands into one of his and continues kissing, with his free hand, he opened the buttons of her shirt making the cold air to pass against her skin. She could feel his eyes already caressing the exposed flesh, drinking the image . She turns away to hide the burning cheeks, his intense gaze which was penetrating like a knife. He takes minute steps towards me until he can feel his bare skin touching hers, her stomach churning for his touch. He closes his eyes and breathes the fragrance of the shampooed hair hiding his face into the silky tresses. Her fingers tap the lights button making them dead. He yanks her arm making her to face him, the dim moonlight was still making the vision more beautiful and clear. His eyes were filled with desire, passion, intensity and lots of love. He lifts her into his arms, our glances locked. He lowers her on the bed and takes her lips into his to cherish them. He breaks the kiss and explores the smooth revealing skin of her chest and he moves more dangerously down to continue the deep assaults done by his lips and tongue by making the only piece of cloth left on her upper body to the floor holding her hands above the head with his hand. Her image was a Drug, he could never get enough of her smooth skin and kisses, he leaves the grip on her hand making sure it won't create a block for the beautiful picture infront of his eyes. His fingers move over glowing skin, he was adoring each and every inch of her skin, he leans and kisses her on the soft corners making her moan his name, his hands cup the curves and squeeze them making her whimper louder. She helds his arm tightly bruising it with the nails to control the ripples of pleasure she was feeling. He continues the trail of his lips to the soft spots while his hand cuddled the other curve tightly make her whisper his name out in a moan. Her desires were on a peak with his loop of torture as he squeezes her flesh, bites the spots giving her lovebites and licks it making her shiver to the very touch. His fingers rub over her face, feeling the perfectionist beautiful creation with his hands, he moves them down the cheek and outline the lips. He holds her lip in between his fingers and squeezes them following by sucking it with his lips. He leaves them and takes her lips into a passionate kiss. She cups his face to elongate the pleasureful taste, his lips were a treat to nurture and explore. She holds his hair slightly and makes herself on the top of him, her body resting and touching his flesh. She kisses him with all the strength she possess and nibbles them as her hands explore his masculine body, the hot torso to the waistband. She gives him lovebites on the cheek and neck making him groan in pleasure. He pulls her in his embrace and cuddles up with a short slow kiss until they sleep in a hug.
*****
Kria was covered in his white thick blanket giving her enough warmth. Reyaansh! Well, he was missing like usual. A smile crept on her face widening the lips, as she closed her eyes, the images of the previous night filled her memory. She smiled all alone thinking about him, her glance diverted to the clock which ticked. 9.30 a.m. She lazily woke herself up and went for a steamy hot bath.
Shopping for them, arranging this room, meet Reyaansh's assistant, get ready and then meet him before the performance and then making sure nothing goes wrong before or after the event *sigh* a long schedule..isn't it?
*****
"Sharon, are you sure there are no more performances for the day after this event?", Kria asked Sharon who was Rey's assistant. "No...actually there was one but Rey sir cancelled it since he wasn't interested", Sharon said. "Ok...", Kria replied. Kria decided to go check the stage managers when Sharon called her. "Kria..", Sharon squirted. "Hmm..", she turned back confused. "Kria, actually Rey sir had a fight with the stage managers..he was a bit rude to them..I don't know the reason. I couldn't ask him too, you know how he behaves when he is angry", Sharon said in a low voice, she too was a good friend of Rey but she never dared to speak to him when he is fuming. "Thanks...I will speak to him", Kria holded her tensed hands and spoke out before leaving.
*****
The room was a whole big mess again. Almost everything was scattered, the cd's, clothes, chargers and what not. Reyaansh, he was lying down on the bed peacefully after venting out his frustration on the every piece he would see. Does he know the meaning of peace? Time, it was 4 p.m. She decided to let him rest and without disturbing him, she kept the papers in her hand on a table and started making the room perfect all over again. Any reason for that? Well, there is! He hates messed room but still does that to take out his anger. After everything was back to normal in the looks then she went to speak to the stage mangers who was conducting the event.
Fine, he had a verbal fight with them because of the changing the times to earlier than before and thats the reason for his cancellation of other performance too. Idiots! Doesn't these people know they have to be punctual in time matters? No wonder, he really did become angry but she had to maintain PEACE! She spoke to them calmly explaining the reason of Rey's behaviour and they too were ok with it and also told to say sorry for Rey on their behalf. She spoke to Sharon too about the matter and then left for their room which took about half an hour from there.
*****
She clears the throat seeing him getting ready for the performance. A green trouser fitted perfectly with the physique and his hot torso was still being revealed because of his unbuttoned shirt. He was smoking HOT like usual, his aura was filled in the air. It was a great time seducer but it isn't the time for drooling. She moves closer to him restricting the gap between them. Her fingers give a hold to his work. She starts buttoning his shirt with a faint smile adding, "they told me to say sorry to you on their behalf". She left the top two buttons unbuttoned revealing his skin. His hand flips into the bun of her hair and sets them free by unclutching the pin he pecks her lips and adds, "Will be waiting outside...come fast!".
******
"So, which song are you going to sing tonight?", Kria enquired as Rey was checking the guitar to make sure it won't trouble him. "Didn't decide anything for the moment...will sing what I will feel like singing at the moment", he says with a wink n confident floating in his voice.
"Kria, someone came to meet Rey sir. They are waiting behind the stage", Sharon chirped as she saw the entrance of the car in and as they got down. "Who?", Rey asked unapprovingly. "I don't know, I have never seen them...maybe they came to take dates for your events", Sharon said and quickly added a "maybe" because she herself didn't understand those people n their purpose of arrival. "We will meet them", Kria said with a smile and was leaving with Rey when Sharon called her again. Kria looked back confused and Sharon exclaimed, "You look gorgeous in that red dress and Rey sir too...*mouthing* You both look perfect". "Thanks and you are no less my cute diva", Kria spoke grinning wide.
When Kria was behind the stage she had no clue where Rey was and then she saw him entering a room with a girl and by the time she reached the door for joining them, the door was shut close. She moved to and fro keeping a glance on the time now and then. The cameraman,crowd and everyone to ready to get the performance clicked but Rey didn't come out yet she wondered. She hid to a safe place when she understood media members where waiting for the door to open since the time they knew Rey went in with a Girl! They wanted to bug up soeme spicy news for their channel rating.
The door opened after 5 mins or so and there started the flashes of cameras taking each n every second pictures and for them it was surely a hint of spice after what they saw and Kria was shocked! Rey was rubbing the lipstick marks on his cheeks while the same girl walked out holding his arm and then she turned opposite to the cameras making Rey face her and Rey leaned in to kiss her brushing his hand through her hair and pulling her closer. Kria really had enough of the s**t happening there, she left the spot and everyone including Rey tend to notice her and started to blabber about the hottest happenings of Kria-Reyaansh-other girl while Rey ignored them franctically and went for Kria!
*****
"Kria...Kria", he yelled as he ran towards the room meant for Rey n his team. Kria shut the door before actually Rey entered. "Kria, open the door..let me explain to you..Kria", Rey said in a low voice making sure he doesn't gather an attention seeking program again. "I don't want any of your explaination Reyaansh...Can't you understand Imn't interested to speak to you?", she replied. "Kria, open the door now...Ifn't Im going to stay right here until you do it...no performance..nothing...just here!!", he cleared. "Stop your senseless blackmail Reyaansh..", she shouted getting more angry on him. "Not just a blackmail, Im serious", he said meaning it more than what it sounded. *Silence**Silence**Silence* and the door was opened after a min or two. "You have to get started by now", she spelled the insecurity evident in her eyes. "Im sorry Kria...", he professed. "We will speak about that later Rey...please..", she gestured the way outside leading to the stage with her hand.
*****
Rey got on the stage, the cheers and loud exciment thrills took a huge place. He gave one of his fake smiles with a blowing kiss which made the audience grow more crazier especially the girls. "Which song?", Sharon asks equally excited. Kria shrugs her shoulder indicating she didn't know and was lost in her thoughts again of Rey with other girl when Sharon taps her shoulder and asks, "Whats wrong? Why are you moody unlike the way you are?". "Nothing..Im totally fine", she answers with a fake smile glancing at Reyaansh who now stood in the centre of the stage with the dimmed lights concentrated on him. His fingers were an inch away from the rhythms of guitar as he was thinking of the song. His gaze shifts to the crowd and he looks around in search for his deep fantasy ' her eyes! He gave a faint smile before starting the performace and glaring at Kria who was too busy to notice the things around her.
You're insecure,
Don't know what for,
You're turning heads when you walk through the door,
Don't need a make-up, to cover up,
Being the way that you are is enough..
"You're insecure", he sings the words slowly glancing at her amidst the huge crowd, his fingers playing the strings of guitar creating the perfect music which matched with the speed of the song. The picture of Kria's eyes before she walks out was infront of his eyes, the feeling of insecurence and hurt evident in her eyes and without a second glance when she walked out how the media turned around to notice her and then how they started blabbering when he too left. His gaze meets up with Kria who was too was glaring him, he was surprised on how beautiful she looks though she is simple unlike the girls who spend hours on a makeover and come out cement white including the previous girl whom he pretended to kiss! He didn't need those aritifical beauties in his life , all he needs in his life was the simple Kria Ghai who had an ocean of love and beauty which can keep him contented to heart for his entire lyf.
Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you..
He was spellbound when people turned to notice Kria pointedly following his looks and not on anyone around her. They even knew he was looking at Kria though there were several faces around whom they could think so to be. He was not surprised to see Kria was unaware of those many eyes which were gazing her. He notices Sharon who alerts Kria about her vibrating phone. Kria gives a meeky smile before lowering her eyes from Rey to the mobile screen. "I didn't kiss her, I just pretended to do, if you want you can taste my lips and it still has your taste and fragrance",the message of Reyaansh read. "Ahem..", Sharon cleared her throat, she unintentionally read the message and was teasing Kria mercilessly. Kria hits on Sharon's shoulder to stop it.
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
A trail of memories dawn, the way he was before an year and then how her re-entry back in his life changed him from a egoistic, arrogant guy to someone who started to enjoy the shades of life through her eyes. The feeling of being loved and pampered was heaven and he was glad to have Kria in his life for introducing him a different world and Kria shines like an angel at present for him. Her glance was still on the mobile, she flips her hair which was disturbing the view and re-reads the message again. She smiles but not the evident smile but the smile which doesn't curve her lips wider but the twinkle in her eyes. "The way you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed...ain't hard to tell", Kria wides her eyes in amaze on how well he knew when none could even see she's smiling. "Beautiful", was the only word which he could say glancing into her chocolate brown eyes.
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful, oh oh,
That's what makes you beautiful...
Her twinkling eyes, blush covering her cheeks, the faint smile on her lips, she was perfectly more than beautiful. He wanted to kiss those adorable antics which makes her more beautiful. He wants to kiss her right on the lips to widen the smile and increase her blush which turns her cheeks crimson red.
So come on, you got it wrong,
To prove I'm right, I put it in a song,
I don't know why, you are being shy,
And turn away when I look into your eye eye eyes..
He says she was wrong to be insecure of other girl who doesn't even match up with her in his life. He wanted to say how beautiful she was and what she means in his life. As like Kria understood his thoughts of kissing her, she lowers her eyes adding a shade of pink to her burning cheeks. He wanted to look at those eyes. Right now...he was so desperate to look into her eyes at this moment..
Everyone else in the room can see it,
Everyone else but you...
The glares around were so proof-bound on Kria who was noticing her perfection when she smiled in the way. She was beautiful but she doesn't know how beautiful she looks..
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful, oh oh,
That's what makes you beautiful..
He wants to walk down the past to show how she enlightened his world from a gloomy, dark world to the colourful bliss where he couldn't wait for the time to pass at times. He wanted to show, how he got off the self-pride in him and started enjoying the small-to-big things which wouldn't have happened if she wasn't there in his life. Her smile brings enormous happiness to him, his world was now her world and her world was always beautiful just like her and this world makes her more beautiful than what she is..
(Na na na na na na)
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
He was a rude person, he was forced to become one because of the stress and frustration he used to go through and that became limited until the day Kria came back in his life, how she lightened up his world by changing the perspective of his looks. How he stood by him even when he was rude to her too at times. How she turned the things around and brought an entire new world which made her life beautiful with her beautiful face which emoted many feelings at time and how he felt like a child who is being taken care and how his feelings developed for this beautiful girl and yet she doesn't know she isn't beautiful enough to be loved for life.
Baby you light up my world like nobody else,
The way that you flip your hair gets me overwhelmed,
But when you smile at the ground it ain't hard to tell,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful,
The essence of 'feelings' was felt by him all over again. His stone-hearted like behaviour started turning opposite for the warmth and love he was receiving from her just like the sunflower moves to the direction of sun in the similar way Kria let feelings of love overpower over those self-esteemed arrogant qualities of his. She changed his world to a perfect place!
If only you saw what I can see,
You'll understand why I want you so desperately,
Right now I'm looking at you and I can't believe,
You don't know, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful, oh oh,
You don't know you're beautiful, oh oh,
*slow*That's what makes you *stressing*beautiful...
He wanted to shower her with all the love in all the ways he could just to show her how much she means in his life and to make her feel how beautiful she is and can be! He wanted to make her feel like the 'Only beautiful girl in the World for his heart and eyes'.
******
The song's end marked the love in air. The way the last line was so slow and the "beautiful" word which was stressed added more whelming feel to it. His eyes were locked with hers, they were in their pretty little world where only the shades of love - romance, jealous, caring, affection exists. The hoots and the claps made them realise the others presence. His team-mates engulfed him in a hug and they made a line and bowed the audience who always encouraged them and spiritied their confidence levels. When Rey broke the hug and looked for Kria, she was missing. He glared at Sharon who was standing there and asked indirectly "Where was she?". Sharon said , "I don't know", though her voice wouldn't reach to the stage amidst the noises, he understood by her lip movements. He smiled one last smile before walking down the stage, his eyes were on the huge crowd searching for a clue of Kria in them when he felt someone pull him back the stage. It was her! He rested his arms on the side of her head leaning himself a bit closer for her. "What are you doing here?", he whispered slowly. "I came for testing you...that message", she said looking in his eyes only to find him averting a mischeivious glare. "Fine, let me take the test and check the results later for it", he spoke the words on her lips creating a hot tickling sensation on her lips. His lips fused on hers, he sucked her lips nibbling them. She moved closer by holding his hair by raking her fingers through it. His fingers shifted to her nape rubbing her skin out there. She gasped for air as she broke the kiss and a glare into the passionate eyes ' she was melting in his arms! He moved closer to her lips and pecked it, kissed around the lips and then the cheek to her ear. He licked the earlobe and bit it making her moan slowly. He moved down kissing the collarbone, he planted warm kisses up from there to her neck nuzzling into her black tresses. She held his shirt tight arching to give in more for him. He moves back to face her and kisses her again leaning their foreheads. "My test is over...isn't it?", he spoke kissing her nose. "Hmm...yes!", she replied. "N results?", he asked mischeiviously. "Qualified in 1st class", she said chuckling..that sweet laughter which was bliss to hear. "Party tonight only you, me and our room", he squirted just to make her blush. She hits him on the shoulder and cuddles into his arms hiding her face in his muscled chest.
****
After 2 years
"Urghh...how can I be so careless? Sorry Reyaansh, wait a minute I will go and get something to eat from grocery", she said quickly searching for her wallet and clothes to change for so she would go out and bring some eatables. "Wait..", he said blocking her way. It was midnight around 2.30 a.m and she was ready to go out in the chill night and get foods which could cut down his hunger. "There is something which can satisfy my hunger...", he said making her puzzled. "Only if you allow to cherish my feast...", he whispered into her ear and her eyes moved down her physique adored by his shirt and her shorts, which was tensening under his stern gaze. She started to get the goosebumps just because of his dark glance. "If I can make you feel contented then I can become your feast..", she said with a faint smile feeling his arms around her body. He pecked her lips before lifting the fragile form in his arms. He rolled her on the bed taking charge of her. He kissed her face, cheek, collarbone, neck biting n licking them. His hands were exploring her exposed flesh with his fingers after pushing away his shirt which was on her. He kissed her on the forehead, face and waited over the lips. "These are my strawberries...tasty, juicy and I love them the most if we go exploring deeper for more sweet taste then there is topping and icecream", he said teasing her. "Reyaansh..", she complained asking for him to stop. He received a slow slap on the face, he chuckled a bit..his sweet laughter filling in her ears. "And more deeper..", he trailed and she pulled him into a long kiss seizing the chance left for him to tease her. The night was a complete feast for the both, where they teased, kissed and made love. They completed themselves feeling the complete desires being filled and yet they couldn't get enough of each other and for Kria it was another 'Night with Rockstar' Oops...*correction*'Night with her husband'.
*****
This OS ends here...
Hope u liked it..
Didn't re-read...so ignore typos..
Actually, wrote dis bfr a week n posting it now..
Bear with d crap, going thru writers block...
Edited by snigdha_arsha - 12 years ago