FOR ALL THE SUPPORT AND LOVE GARGI AND ANU... THIS IS FOR YOU TOO.. WILL COMPLETE UPDATE WHEN YOU ARE BACK GARGI... THIS HAS TAKEN ME A WHILE TO WRITE GOING BACK AND FORTH...AND ANU'S REASURRANCEš IN BETWEEN DECIDING TO DISCONTINUE OR COMPLETE IT... SO I HOPE ITS FITTING... THIS STORY WAS MY FIRST AND FOR A WHILE I JUST ZONED OUT OF IT AS I CONCENTRATED ON WORK AND THE OTHER 2 SS. SO HERE I AM TRYING TO DO JUSTICE...
Came across this beautiful quote as combined with many in the actual update...
EVERYBODY KNOWS HOW TO LOVE, BUT VERY FEW PEOPLE KNOW HOW TO STAY IN LOVE WITH 1 PERSON FOREVER...
HERE IS DEKHA EK KHWAAB - THE DREAM CONTINUES CHAPTER 31
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Uday stared at the papers in disbelief, he couldn't understand why dadisaab had left everything to him. As it he sat listening to the lawyer it just didn't make sense'. something just didn't feel right, yes sure he had promised to and fulfilled on his word to merge and take care of the state but simply putting everything on his name'. he had to see her and find out why'.
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After many days manyata was feeling a little better, her radiant smile never faltered. As vijay and jai watched her apply sindoor. Manyata remembered the silly fights they used to have about them'..
' I don't like to see you without this''.. he pointed to her empty forehead
'Oh Uday' I was rushing you know I had a certain time to do my prayer and besides I am at home? So what is the issue' Its not such a big deal ?''
She creased her eyebrow looking straight into his impassive stare, his eyes luminous.. giving nothing away.
' Princess where you are concerned everything is a big deal'.. I JUST WANT EVERYONE TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE MINE'
'What do you mean uday? I am yours.. look'
She holds up her left hand, showing her wedding ring and then tugging her mangal sutra.
'I want your world to begin and end with me, I want you to need me like I need you' he says, his expression raw.
' Uday .. it does. You are my world, when will you realize that? I am only Yours'
Manyata was speechless as she felt her forehead, as he filled her maang with sindoor.
'I want you to always be filled with the colour of my love'
And I will be uday until the day I die'.. she said in her mind brushing away a lone tear.
No matter how much weight she had lost or tired she looked, her beauty was unwavering'today being udays birthday she felt like dressing'.remembering his reactions on seeing her'..
'You leave me breathless my love'. Beautiful as always'
She had persuaded jai and vijay bhai and finally got them to agree to take her out' and they couldn't refuse her even if they wanted to.. Every year on his birthday she had gone to peer baba's dargah and the temple across it to give thanks and take blessings for a longer healthier prosperous life for him.
She remembered how everyone at first was so surprised knowing that she visits the dargah, she loved the peaceful and tranquility that she felt when she entered and remembered the first time she visited it murari had been looking around and finally saw the dargah and ran towards it.(while fleeing from devghar after kidnapping her, years later she had realized it) It was then that she had decided she would had to visit this place again, regardless of them changing cities, he brought her once a year to peer baba's dargah and they left the very same day.
And today maybe for the last time she would sit in the dargah and pray for his long life and all the happiness in the world for him and also pray that in the next lifetime he should be hers and that they should never get separated''
Tum hi ho, tum hi ho
It's only You
Arz bhi, mera marz bhi...
My talks, my decisions
Chain bhi, mera dard bhi
My peace, also my pain
Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho
You're my only love now
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Vidya Asam opened her eyes instantly and looked into the fire. She saw the flower'yes the flower. Rajmata sat beside her together with komal and brijraj. She started performing the mantra. She could see everything clearly with Manyata's energy flow'. Her warmth, her loyalty, her pain, her loss and her love for the Yuvraj of Jaighar.
Vidya Asam had her fair share of loss, pain and endless trials and tribulations. She didn't ask to for this gift, this ability at times when growing she often wondered what her life with be like to a normal girl but this is what was pre written for her. She was seeking prana, an energy that flows through the universe to attain the spiritual material and postures (asana) to control to subject the body to control of the will'
After the first Tantric Kamkhya Temple was destroyed during the invasion, they had turned to the royals of all states for help as many of their people were killed including Vidya's much loved younger brother. Instead of aiding and assisting them with shelter and protection, the kings laughed and ridiculed them calling them derogatory names and imprisoning many of their elders, vidya's grandfather included. The only state that stood up in defense of the the tantrics was Devghar but they were outnumbered by the votes of all the other royal states. The tantrics were cheated and used by the royals for their own selfish gain.
Vidya and few like her were lucky enough to get escape but what happened to the others including her grandfather who sacrificed his life for them. The king of Raighar was the one who had turned everyone against them and before being hung in full view of the villagers, vidya's grandfather had chanted the mantra together with the few that were hidden amongst the villagers silently cursing his family and vowing for them their people and his legacy to perish. They had an instant hatred to all royals for what they had to endure after helping them usurp and trick and the English.
Vidya also knew of the conversation and help that the then king of Devghar had with her grandfather, a man who was true to his people and true to his word. On meeting Mranlini instantly she could see the same loyalty and truth that her husband had. The was no way she could not help her, manyata is here because of her..because of her grandfather and his conversation with the late loyal and well respected Maharaj of Devghar'' she knew what she was doing was not going to be easy as she had explained that Rajmata and her family, she was going against the other tantrics by helping them but in turn she would fulfill her grandfathers word to the late maharaj of Devghar.
'She is at peer baba's dargah'.'
Komal smiled through tears as she looked at rajmata barely containing self knowing her daughter was across the road as they all looked at peer baba's mazaar in hope.
'She will be coming here afterwards'. Her love for the Yuvraj has brought her here'
The feeling of knowing she was so close to them and the emotion of knowing how much she had to endure and still has to was over whelming even for the strong, composed brijraj who blinked away tears at the realization''. He had always been a man of practicality and level headedness never having believed in the tantrics or their ability but everything that she had told them and explained couldn't have been more true. Vidya had come in during their darkest days all those years ago when komal was unable to conceive and gave them the greatest joy' MANYATA and he was sure she would bring back their light again'.
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'Happy Birthday Dada, and many more happy returns for the day'
She hugged him and while he smiled' it was one that didn't quite reach his eyes.
'Thank you choti'.. '
Against his better wishes, today was his engagement. A small private affair, he had been trying to get a hold of dadisaab since he received the letter and today he had to see her'.
'Dada I know how you feel about birthdays and visiting the mandir lekin mere liye please can you come to the temple to distribute the gifts and clothes to the villagers, bhabhi' is not' I mean the people will be expecting it'
He turned away from her closing his eyes as he fought his inner struggle'. as he recalled'.
'Par kyu princess' I don't understand?'
'What don't you understand uday? You have to respect and show gratitude to god for everything you have'.
'Everything I have is standing in front me looking so sexy in the red saree and how has god helped me get you? He didn't? he separated you from me for so many years and took mom away also when she worshipped him daily'.. is that what I need to thank him for?
Manyata sighed as she looked at uday, she knew how he felt when it came to prayer and god.. they had this conversation many times
'Uday please I know you'..
'No princess' you do what you must I will never stop or stand in the way of your beliefs. I love you and respect your beliefs'. You know that my love. So I will come with you but not inside the mandhir or dargah or church.. where ever you go I will accompany you, I just hope your god answers your prayers and never takes you away from me again'
He kissed her forehead as she smiled.
'He wont uday'.. he will always answer my prayers and never keep me away from you'.aacha batao mujhe'. What you want for your birthday?'
He pulled her forward encircling his arms around her waist looking intensely ''
'I have all I could ever want' she is standing in my arms'.. aur waise bhi my presents this morning was unbelievable'.. so if you want to get me something ' I wouldn't mine more presents like the morning' in the bed, the shower'. the dresser''. I must say I am very lucky man'..
'Bas bohot hogaya'. Tum'. '
Manyata flushed beetroot red as she playfully hit his chest laying her head against him as he kissed her hair smiling. The contentment of having her in his arms again surpasses any birthday gift''
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'Dada meh tumse baath kar rahe hoon?'
She flashed her hand in front of him snapping him out of his thoughts
'Kya choti? what were you saying?
'You are coming to the temple hai naa?
'I will accompany you but not go inside the temple and before that I need to go to devghar'
Saying that he walked away while unnathi was in a fix''.. knowing full well there is no one at devghar' OH BHAIYYA I AM SO SORRY..I WISH THERE WAS SOMETHING I COULD DO TO EASE YOUR PAIN'.
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Manyata smiled as she received the flower from the faqir touching both eyes and kissing it before closing her eyes in prayer.
She had flashbacks of all the times she spent with him, the love of her life, the only man to not only touch her body but her soul, everything she had learned, all that she had become is because of her. His belief and fate in her when she always didn't have the strength, his encouragement and motivation during the most difficult times in their lives.
' Jaighar could not ask for a better Maharani than you my love, thank you for the support and loyalty to your kingdom' thank you for giving not only them but me the greatest gift , the symbol of our love and union that's growing inside you. I am in awe of your strength and unwavering courage, thank you for being my best friend, my love and my wife'
She closed his eyes as he pulled her forward kissing her forehead'.' I LOVE YOU'.. FOREVER'
'Tum meh pata hai forever is a long time to love someone uday and time has a way of changing things' she smiled and looked up to the intensity of his alluring breathtaking eyes'..
'No measure of time with you will ever be long enough for me'. IN ALL THE WORLD THERE IS NO HEART FOR ME LIKE YOURS'. AND IN ALL THE WORLD THERE IS NO LOVE FOR YOU LIKE MINE'
His eyes were the key to his soul' and his soul belonged to her..
Tere liye hi jiya main
I lived for You only
Khud ko jo yun de diya hai
I've given myself away in this way
Teri wafaa ne mujhko sambhaala
Your faithfulness cared for me
Saare ghamo ko dil se nikaala
It took away all the sadnesses from the heart
Main jo mit bhi gaya to wajood mera
Even if I get eradicated, still my existence
Sada tujh mein rahe zinda... hmm...
Shall remain alive inside You forever
Kyun ki tum hi ho, ab tum hi ho
Because it's only You, now it's only You
Zindagi ab tum hi ho...
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No one at Devghar'.. where is everyone? Dadisaab are you ok?
His mind was running in so many directions as he drove to the temple, unnathi watching him carefully not knowing what to say. He surprised her by jumping off when they reached, looking at the temple as it brought back many memories for him. Unnathi walked up the stairs while he just looked at the many people who visit the temple and actually believe in god.. why?
'.. he looked across at the dargah'... as a strange sense of tranquility was drawing him to it'. Being here brought so much back for him, but who was he kidding, there was no where he could go to escape her '. He closed his eyes...
'Look after my heart I left it with you'
'The sound of your heart beat is the most important sound in my world'
'I love you'..'
'More than my life'
'Forever'..'
'Ever'
'Ye meri zamaanat hai
'Tu meri amaanat hai..
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Finally completed the update... kindly excuse any mistakes or spelling errors.
Gargi and Anu hope you guys enjoyed... i know its been after a while. To all those who actually read and like the story i would like some feedback from you guys regarding the storyline... i have noticed many new readers on all my stories who comment but dont like the update...š
As you guys are aware of M's health issue and U being so close to her across the dargah, would you like them to actually meet? Remember the tantrics condition that things wont be the same, meaning M will cured of health issues, but title and prestige of royalty wont be there for the whole fam... they havent met since she walked out and U is still unaware of the real reasons of them losing their baby? There will be quite a twist later... after U is engaged and ... š i said too much already...š and YES HE WILL BE ENGAGED... ANGRY AND VERY VENGEFUL WHEN HE LEARNS THE TRUTH... YES I AM DECIDING TO BRING BACK THE YUVRAJ WHO HAS HIDDEN HIS DARK SIDE... REALISING THAT BEING GOOD HAS DONE NOTHING BUT GIVE HIM PAIN AND TURMOIL...
Thats quite a bit hey... so tell how you actually want it to go down... I will just do the complete opposite...š¤£ JUST JOKING... GUYS. I value your opinions and comments and take it with a pinch of salt.
Have a great week ahead...
Hugs
Shahiš¤
Edited by Shahista01 - 12 years ago
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