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Well hii guys.. this is my very first attempt on this kinda stuff so please bear with me.. also I am not good at all this creative writing and all but wanted to give it a try so here it is.. TaDa
Okay the story of SwaRon is the same till after Shivam's party, here's my version of what could have happened b/w SwaRon after both hurt themselves cause of the whole Shivam-Sharon fiasco.
Next day as the alarm bell rang,she blinked twice and tears started rolling down her cheeks yet again for the nth time. After some time she gathered all the courage to wake up from her bed and saw her room was a big mess and she was badly injured.Again she went into a trance state and her eyes welled up but this time she said to herself "Sharon you are not going to cry and you have to behave normally otherwise Swayam will know that something's wrong and he can never know what happened at the party yesterday".Not only was she feeling guilty but was ashamed of herself too and this was killing her, suddenly then her phone rang which broke the flow of thoughts in her mind and when she looked at her cell phone, she was shocked to see Shivam's name flashing on it, she answered the phone with a stammering hello .
Shivam "Hii Sharon, look I just called to say sorry about last night.." she interrupted him in between saying "Look Shivam, it's okay" after a pause,continuing she said "I really don't wanna talk about it" and cut the phone.
Again she started crying cause she knew it was her and only her fault. I am the one who went off limits, she said to herself and it's cause of Swayam. She cried out loud saying this all is Swayam's fault, it's his and only his fault.She kept on thinking about it but after her tears dried up she got up and started getting ready for college.Yes college cause if she doesn't go everybody will suspect that something's wrong. Going to college is as normal as it can get she said to herself but then her heart reminded her of Swayam and how would she face him. While all these thoughts were rambling in her mind, she took a deep breath and sushed all the thoughts and went to college.
In college,she went to canteen and saw Rey. As Rey saw her he waved his hand, and pointed her to the direction where all their friends were sitting. She started walking slowly towards them, her gait was floppy and everyone was shocked to see dressings all over her hands and feet. They all stood up in amazement, Simmi helped her and made her sit. Everybody was startled,they asked her what happened,she lied to them saying it was just a minor accident. They all told her to take care but her eyes were searching for Swayam but he was nowhere.She wasn't listening to her friends, all she could think was why is Swayam not there when Rey's comment caught her attention "It's weird, here you are hurt and there Swayam has also injured his hand badly".She became worried about him, she wanted to ask Rey where he was and how was he but everybody was there and hence she just couldn't ask. Seeing Sharon's worried expressions,Kriya said " Swayam is fine, he is in the rehearsal hall" at which Sharon snapped saying "haan toh as if I care" but both Rey and Kriya knew she was lying to them and to herself too."I have to go" Sharon said to all her friends on which simmi and rinni stood up to help her but she refused saying she could manage it.
All she could think was about Swayam so she walked out of the canteen taking small steps and finally made it to the rehearsal hall where Swayam was venting out all his anger,frustration and most importantly pain through his dance. Dil sambhal jaa song in the background barely did justice to what he was going through.While she stood at the door staring at him, she could feel his pain but had no idea that she was the reason behind it. Suddenly she heard a 'thud' sound that is when she saw Swayam banging his already injured hand on the wall, instantly she cried out his name. She started walking towards him thats when he noticed that she could barely walk, so he ran towards her and held her in his arms just when she was about to fall,just like always. This moment was like silence amidst all the chaos. There was so much that he wanted to ask her and there were a lot of things which she wanted to justify but both were so lost in each other that they forgot everything else, the outside world was like a blurr to them.But then time took it's toll and so did the pain, Swayam made her sit and looked away from her but she just couldn't help herself,she kept on looking at him searching for answers as to why was he causing so much pain to himself, why ?? On the other hand Swayam looked away cause the more he would look at her, the more he would be reminded of last night and this would just strenghten his belief that she never belonged to him in the very first place but a part of his mind still believed otherwise. Lost in his thoughts he turned towards her and asked her "How did this happen? How did you get hurt?" She didn't want to lie to him so she looked away and then finally spoke after a while "It was my fault, I never thought it would have such worse consequences".He had no idea what she said but she knew that it was her fault that she clung on to Shivam too much which gave Shivam the wrong idea that she was interested in him, whereas her wholesole purpose was to make Swayam jealous.She never thought that things would take such a turn that everything would feel like a nightmare but the poor girl had no idea that this was just the breezy wind, the tornado was yet to come cause not in her wildest dreams she would have thought that Swayam knew about last night's incident.
Sorry but that's all I could write as of now.
Will continue with the SwaRon convo in the next part and also abt the title of my story, you will come to know in the upcoming parts of the story as to why that is the title.
And yes don't forget to comment. Your views and suggestions matter a lot
Thanks !!
Part 2 updated : Pg 4
Part 3 updated : Pg 6
Part 4 updated : Pg 11
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